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It's confusing stuff to me. As of the night I posted that I had my usual long lucid dreams that night and last night. But a couple of my friends told me that stuff has been more intense as well. I would listen to that binaural beat on one of my meditations each day but as of 3 days ago I stopped, thinking maybe that IT had something to do with it and wallah im dreaming again. Maybe binaural beats are counter-productive for me I guess.

I had one day, I posted about it, where I tried a binaural beat during meditation with hopes of what I could do with astral projection which was a huuuuge success aparently as in the sense of almost doing it. But whats so weird is since that day, I haven't had anything close to it happen. I lucid dream alot, like everyday alot up until the night of 12-21-12. Since then, Ive had ONE short lucid dream. Now do you think perhaps this 12-21 thing may have to do with it? I haven't made any huge changes in my life and dreams dont happen anymore. And i haven't had any visual experience during meditation either. Anyone else have any similar experiences or what not?

Also, as of 12-22 another difference i've noticed is the hum in my right ear is much sporadic, louder, constantly humming especially after meditating. After meditating, its loud and vibrates and I hear my heart beat like sound in my ear. Its crazy.

Im thinkin maybe transition is definitely occuring cause I've had very noticable changes since then.

Hello everyone. I think I maybe hanging around here for a while. I've always been aware of AP but didn't take it too seriously. I lucid dream almost every single night for the past few weeks now. I love meditation. Do it daily, sometimes 2 or 3 times. But when I stumbled upon trying a binaural beat for astral projection yesterday, I experienced something I never experienced before. I posted about it an another section. Anyways hopefully I gain some insight once I successfully project because I have a good feeling my body is going to have it's first projection soon. I keep a dream journal whch has led me onto having very long lucid dreams every night. And I feel that is helping in this aspect.

Today I decided to try to listen to a binaural beat specifically for astral projection. I dunno if anyone here is familiar about the aum or hum sounds some people hear in their right ear (most commonly) but in my research about it, I came across a few things on the net stating that it could be an onset of astral projection. I never really tried to get into this until I found this out yesterday. Anyways, whats super interesting is when I heard the sound that came from the right side on the binaural beat, it sounded almost identical to the "hum" sound I hear in my right ear when I hit the meditative mood and afterwards for a while when I finish. About 13 minutes into this session, all of a sudden I was literally in a tunnel. This was beyond just my imagination, i think, cause it looked so real. And I meditate alot which is why I am here now posting this. I use my imagination but this imagery was literally in the blackness of the back of my eyelids. In a way I have never experienced my imagination before. I didn't notice any physical vibration however. Anyways what I seen was a green tunnel with like trippy purple dots around and it was like my mind was moving in it, but physically didnt feel that way.. The imagery of the tunnel shifted around color wise, size and so forth. I was so so so so so intrigued by this but my right eye started to open on its own and the visual just slowly died away. It happens sometimes, ill see a slit of light through it and once it happens my eyes just wont stay shut without me crunching my head. And after my eyes had already opened and about 15 seconds after THEN I felt like a funny sensation in my lower abdomen area, but not a vibration.

So....I feel as though I was totally onto projection possibly? But everyone mentions they feel a vibration and such, which i didn't. At all.

I need to tape my freakin eyes shut next time I do this cause I didn't want them to open. My right eye just has this thing sometimes with slowly opening when I relax my cranial muscles  and once I see the slit, my body just wants to let them open. I just do open eye meditation when it happens but as I understand, your eyes must stay closed to project outside of the body. But this happened on the wrong time cause I want it back so bad but I know if im too excited it wont work. Cause this excited me.