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Well guys, here it comes. The (Probably) single most asked question on AstralPulse. I have been looking through forums like a naked mole-rat burrowing (hehe) and i can never find ANY straight answeres to haveing auric vision. I know that your third eye needs to be open, and mine could be open, but i really dont know how to be sure, i have been doing a meditation for it that i burnt onto a cd, i have even been playing it in my sleep (weird resulting dreams). and i just dont know how to see auras, i can however, see plenty of colors due to retinal fatigue... wee.
Any help is appreciated
!~Brandon

Ok, I have been looking into all sorts of magick resently, i have another topic posted, but this one will be more specific. I have been doing a lot of reading and experimenting, and nothing has happened for me   ... I feel like i need some kind of proof. I believe in this stuff, because it has been around practically forever, but im just skeptical (a word i have seen a lot in this website haha) I figured i would go to people with my question seeing as how there are some smart-as-hell people at this website. My question is: Is there anything i can do like, now or tonight that would give me some kind of reasurance? something small, but something that wouldnt be able to be done by the typical atheist or normal person. (I say "normal" like anyone who isnt into this type of thing)
Thanks
~Brandon

Wow, ok. Id like to refer to what I had about 14 hours ago as a half-asleep "moment of clarity" in wich i figured everything out. or at least, everything i had been trying to figure out made more sence... I woke up in the morning straight out of the dream (i thought i was in a videogame that was mario... i think) to my alarm clock. I think this dream was so engraved in my memory because the night before, i had been sitting there, just thinking, for about 2 hours. Then i said "whatever" and went to sleep. I havent been keeping a dream record, as i have a REALLY good memory for certain things, and this happens to be the sort of thing i can remember. I remember in this dream, i was at my friend Ian's house. I had about 2 months ago a dream in wich we started building a GIANT slip-an-slide, and in the start to this dream, i was at his house, and he said "Hey! lets go finish my slip-an-slide!" and that sort of jumped my mind in a weird way because i remembered the other dream and went "Wow, ian doesnt acually have a half-made giant slip-an-slide... and i almost realized that i was dreaming, but i didnt quite fully believe i was. that was last night... id like to call it a breakthrough. it was kinda weird, but it was really cool in the morning because i can remember about 2 other dreams from that night fully (both of wich i find completely trivial). Is there anything i should do so that i can next time fully realize im dreaming?
~Brandon~

This is a very helpful way for me to look at it. I have no way of getting books as i am 15 (blech), but i will look into it. maybe do somemore reading before bed tonight. is it true that the more you learn about, well, everything, the easyer learning gets? i forget where i heard this...
~Brandon

Hey, i have found "Magic" and such very interesting. I have been doing a lot of reading, and found that it is something im really into. I have read up on "how to get started" in a few places, and i have found that i have almost NO patience... does anyone know of how to get started in a few days?
Thankyou
Brandon

Hey,
      I'm 15 and i am wanting to LD. i have a guitar-pick on a chain that is always around my neck, and i have read that LD's can be induced by looking at an object that is always with you and asking, "Am i dreaming?" I have been doing this, recording dreams, which by the time i go to write them down, i can only see either 1 scene, or just a simple image, which i write down anyway. The most of any dreams i have recorded in one night was 1 scene and 1 picture. Now comes my questions...
Ok, i have been doing a lot of reading on Lucid dreams, and have found no basic progression out of normal dreams in the month ive been working on it... I have read in multiple places that people trigger the LD by flying, or trying to breathe underwater. This all makes sense to me, however, I have in no way ever had ANY control over my dreams wether or not i am aware that i am dreaming, and the only logical way that i can see a LD being triggered for me is shear chance because i can only take "watch" dreams as they come. Is it like this for everyone else? or does everyone else have control of their dreams to the point that they think it's real?
ANY help is very appreciated, as Lucid dreaming is something i would kill to experience, as i am a teenager, and as a teenager I'm all angsty an such. this seems like it would be a good way to i guess to get a "break" from reality.
~ Brandon ~