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I know many consider this person to be a true scientist, someone capable of true understanding.  And though I agreed in his first newsletter, and did not agree with his attack upon the mystical/spiritual/religious individuals who practice.

His disdain was found in a paraphrased sentence that said everyone that was "book learnt" couldn't possibly understand HIS own understanding.  He then went on to say the exact same thing about himself that he hates about the Believers. That same all-knowing attitude on life came from books and experiences; just like the Believers.

I agree, there are those, I have even fallen to, the idea that what I know is 100% truth.  But with every individual being unique it begs the question: Who is really right about anything if two different people have the same experience?

We stick to what we KNOW...Just as everyone...To say I am any different, or less capable, because I believe in the spirit realm; is the same as me saying everyone who doesn't worship MY GOD of UNDERSTANDING is destined to a Lake of Fire.

And this is exactly what this Kepple said: "I AM BECOME CADMUS. If you mention your beliefs I will put blunt expletives because no one can share their information with me; Like all scientists I AM WHO I SAY I AM.


Understanding is personal...Only the individual can KNOW, what he was supposed to. 

My lessons will not be the same as yours...Kepple just wants you to subscribe to his belief's, and that is my problem with Kepple.

KNOW what you KNOW, and let me KNOW what I KNOW; and we will relate to those others with similar understanding.

Don't preach understanding when you lack the most simple one of all: Everyone is different.

I am religious, and did the same things before my first full projections.

There are demonic entities, and they can't hurt you, they can however make your life miserable...Just note how, after these experiences, you feel sick;  You feel tired;  Apathetic; Etc. This is the negative energy, demon, affecting you.  I feel going and sungazing works wonders at sending the thing to whence it came. I pray to be cleansed and healed after bouts with these things. They aren't always violent, and end with a see you later, thank you for healing me, kind of message.

Maybe, like I assumed about my situation at the time.  It was a test.  To test whether you have conquered fear fully.  You might not have.  He did say he was testing you.  Watching you. Among other things.  Being human; we tend to forget TIME is a human conception and he could have been doing such for a long time.

I asked to be tested...And little ghost girl stood atop my stairwell...I ran up, grabbed her by the arm, and she twitched back, grabbing me...I woke up, saying "Fuuuu...." Aloud. I said the whole word...It was freaky...

But I went back to sleep...She paralyzed me with fear again, but this time, I did not look away.  I stared at my fear.  Stared it down, until I made IT look away.  I awoke, refreshed.

I consider everything over there a test...You don't bring a student to a classroom and pile on the work in a single day...You Teach...Then you Test...If they fail, you don't give up, you teach and test.  Wax on, Wax Off, heh Szaxx?

What I am getting in understanding is: The RTZ version of my house is my launchpad; my training ground.

Not to get weird, but I can pull lightning down and summon fire and all sorts of kenisis's(lol) while AP'ing, LD'ing.  It is just walls and flying were problems every time;  One down, one to go.

Are we being trained?  Learning the basics of other-side living? Next, will I finally get to meet the denizens of the other places?

Or will I have to take a complimentary diplomacy course before conversations with such beings?

Szaxx, It's, and Lion, thanks for your responses and advice.  Everyone I speak to besides my Mom, does not believe me.

Too many reality fluctuations in RTZ while inside to try verification, but will try until I can...

My ranting is almost done...

Also, my "abilities" increase during the waning(or is it waxing) of the moon and when it is full...My real first name, means: "Council of the Wolf."  Could shifting into the astral be my "Were" form?  This may be a little over-the-top, but my imagination runs wild sometimes. I use to have rage problems as a child...No longer a problem...As I oft dream running the Woods of Caledonia... :-DCouldn't resist....

Good luck, peace, and understanding to all.

My eyes once pulled a left eye real world, right eye outside in rtz...It was crazy...

I saw a dark place, filled with dark entities all working in some hangar-like place. After a blue light formed in my chest and the things saw me, I ran(probably out of ignorance, early days) into a room with seven doors. 3 x 3 x 1, with the door behind me disappearing.  I wanted to go through one of the doors, but it was the only time the place was dark.

Another was a horrible nightmarish haze(Not a VIVID OBE, I had no control and couldn't wake up, where I was in my neighbors house, not as myself, but as someone who was cutting myself up.  Needless to say, I tell my family members they are probably murderers as they only stop by occasionally(Like their summer murder house. No Kids, either. And they have a silent arm that is triggered causing the cops to come by.  Weird.  If this were a story I would go investigate, but trespassing laws are strict in Texas.) Everyone said it was pizza before bed, I hope so.

Those are the most recent that I have had since I started paying attention.  And no more since I stopped being scared.

After researching AP experiences I noticed quite a few individuals talking about flying. How they could fly to their friend's house, fly down the road, through the sky, into space; A myriad of places.

I was always stuck to the ground.  Never getting more than a few feet off the ground before falling back in painless glory. It was fun in it's on way.  I always longed for more.  The ability to see tings like a bird.  I never mentioned my obsession with airplanes, or any flying devices really.  But I am obsessed with flight.

Until the other day: Finding myself easily in a lucid dream I worked it into vibration, and then I was out.  It was dark outside, and everyone was asleep.  (First time I have seen my physical self sleeping as well.) I ran downstairs out the door like a kid on Christmas, fear started about darkness but I ignored it, trying my best to go through the door, or walls, without opening the actual door.  I failed.  And not wanting to waste the experience, I just opened the door and went out.

The Blue Sun came out instantly lighting the world with warmth and, well, light. 

I started hopping around like an astronaut on the moon, trying my best to fly. Nothing, but faceplants and laughing.  I would gain some air, though.  Then I remembered what I learned on the physical side of life. Free my mind, so to speak.  Forget everything, and just allow it to happen.

I started floating, getting higher than usual. I realized what was happening and back to the ground I went.

This was intriguing. So I eyed a branch in a tree, and let go...Soon I was hanging on by the limb, laughing all the while. It broke and we tumbled back to the ground.

Soon I was leaping all over my neighborhood, gathering courage for the flight to come.  Space.

I rose, and rose, and rose, and rose, until the earth was a sphere. I saw some crazy things before waking up.  Not scary, but too complex for my mind, I guess.   

Letting go was the key...

What's the technique you found that works every time?

For me it is the WBTB(Wake back to bed) method...I figured it out on my own...After not having them for a few months I realized every time I got up, used the restroom, and went to lay back down I would experience SP...Since it no longer scares me it is pretty much cake to get vibrations while in SP...

The dragon in China means power, strength and good luck.

The dragon in christian symbolism means serpent/beast/devil.  The "mark of the beast" is received either on the forehead or hand.

In my opinion, if your "gut" tells you the meaning, then go with it.  Just don't be in a hurry to pledge allegiance to some entity or voice that tells you it's a guide or gives you information.  There are people in the physical that lie and manipulate and there are people in the astral who do the same.  In short, be a loving, kind, positive force out there.  But be discerning!

I did google dreaming definitions, mythology, etc, and came to these exact conclusions way prior to the dream...I could jokingly follow the rules of dnd's chromatic and metallic dragons. But I doubt those hold any real significance other than game rules...


I haven't really experienced any guides or messengers as I have serious trust issues, so even if a good guy showed up I doubt I would listen to them either...Sigh...I see people over there just unable to communicate with them...I guess because I actually try to vocalize instead of with my thoughts...

Thanks for the info...

This Forum always has the best articles to read...You can google all day long and still not find the information you will find here...I go to every link posted and there is always something that clicks...

Now to the actual post...When I get SP I use to freak out and fight to move...If you have ever seen Dinner for Shmucks(?) the scene where Steve Carrell(?) and Zack Galafanakis(?) have their showdown at the IRS building(?).  He paralysis Steve Carrell with his mind,  .  That is exactly how I felt during SP in my teens...

But if you can do it without having to go to sleep prior, or when actually meditating(I only see a dark Green color after waves of Red before serenity.), I applaud you.  You will have far greater experiences if you can get there through Meditation rather than SP.( This is my opinion, i may be wrong...) I hope other more experienced people help you...

I get amazed by those who do it through meditation...Respect. 

[Shadow of Death]

It was after a certain event in which I recited the 23rd psalm in full(I have never read it, I might have subconsciously recycled it, but I doubt it.)while encountering four negative energies that I had my first OBE.  I accepted Yeshua the Lamb as my savior during a very paranormal-filled time and that was how I conquered my fear. I brought these events by tampering ignorantly with "extraterrestrial" ideals.  I prayed for abduction, then after some messed up stuff(ghostly activity), I prayed for understanding.  All this while admitting I know nothing...I still don't know anything near what I should but hope that will come with experience. 

Death's brother, Sleep - Virgil.

"Ye, though I walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Death,
I will fear no evil for Thou art with me..." I kept going until the end, when I exploded into the most vivid anything...More real, than this real...I have ever had while asleep...

I meditate because that is okay...I pray(A lot more now than ever)...Nothing else...

Although I currently smoke too much cannabis than I should and know I should stop soon, i feel my addiction lies more in the tobacco laced papers I put them in...Like the burning sensation you get when you drink coca-cola...Which I gave up a long time ago for water and water-based drinks...I can attest that excess does create some problems and I assumed failed attempts at AP were moderated by certain things beyond our control...

I have stated the same, "I prefer it over there." Not for control, or manipulation, as I can barely fly(I can produce lightning electrokenisis style.)
But I prefer it because it feels like home. When I am there I am not who I am here.  I worry-wart to the extreme. Over there I just know its gonna be alright. I do agree with those above me that you have to learn to love(truly love) before you can fully move over and experience what is really over there...

I really don't want to knock RB, I just feel like he made something that's really kind of simple a lot harder than it had to be.  Personally that created fear in me that caused me to forget more shadow memories.  (mostly dreams)  I was so worried about remembering that I remembered to remember but forgot what I was supposed to remember. 

That's it!!!! Bed time in a few hours...Can't wait...

Thanks I wish I could retain that ability in trhe real time

Once we develop optical enhancements, you will!

???Was a Rant...

Few more...Can't move through walls unless I don't think about it...I always have to take a door, or a window, to get outside...

I stayed inside once and called out to "anything" that might be malevolent in my families house(to rid negative energies)...Nothing showed up instantly and I went about my walk...I went to go check the card I have in a windowsill...Couldn't find it...Came back to an empty room could still see clearly and my sleeping chair was gone along with my body...I was then wearing strange garb and found myself in front of a man sitting in an Eastern Meditation position...I kneeled, confused, but I knew I was supposed to be doing so.

I can't remember what was said but he knighted me before he changed into a golden dragon that kissed me on my forehead and said, "RISE!"

I did.  Woke up and my forehead tingled for days...Being a Westerner who always regarded all dragons as SERPENTS I don't understand this...Do guides always appear as something you enjoy, or is everything a TEST?

Looke...It's okay just replying without skepticism( or crazy looks) is enough for me.  I think I came here for reassurance that I am not loosing my mind...And although entire group craziness is a possibility.  Is it really crazy that people worlds apart experience the exact same thing?  Well, to me, in science it is called fact if something similar can be observed under different conditions.  Good luck with your journey's....

Sun...I have never seen my spirit form.  When I do pull away from the scenery enough to notice I just see a more fit version of myself...Waking up, fully energized and craving five plates of food when the night before I ate till busting...Usually the next day my stomach is sour, but after these nights...I feel healed or something...I waved and called out to the light and it seemed intent on where it was going...I laughed and tried to fly after that...Can only hover...Also anytime I look anywhere near my physical direction I get pulled back...One time I could see the room out of one eye, and outside in the yard with my other eye...That was crazy...

Could the hunger be from using so much energy?
I also seem very aloof and "adhd'ish" since I "zone out" at will, which also helps a lot in regards to meditation and such...

Once I started reading up on it the walks became less frequent but last longer and are more vivid...I still await the day I go back to the grassy hillocks and that tree...

This recently happened to me...I just focused on things outside, hobbies, etc...They came back, and I seem better at control now...Mine lasted three months lucid dreams every night for 24 years...A few projections, one major...I realized when I tried to force it, it failed...When I just NOTICED it, it succeeded...Xanth can help...

I figured more advice would have come already...

In the beginning I was always at my current abode, or a loved ones abode when I would do it...Like I said, I am still slightly skeptical about all this...I don't fear, with my beliefs it was easy to get past that, I can do it almost at will when aware and relaxed...

Thanks...

I'm no expert, or guide...since you attribute the sensations to an airplane taking off could you imagine you are on a plane at first, and then slowly remove the pieces...I only say because this morning I imagined a roller coaster attached to the side of a mountain.  On the drops my stomach dropped and the vibrations increased tremendously...Based on what you wrote I agree, your English is better than most...Including mine....

First all I would like to say that I am a strong believer in the other side of reality. And the only reason I am posting here is to gather feedback from others with similar experiences.

As a species we tell stories about our experiences and how they are interpreted after certain life events.  So in my opinion experience normally relates to truth.  Not cold hard facts, but absolute experience.

As a child I would experience lucid dreams that usually involved flying, manipulation of environments, certain events that happened prior, minor sleep paralysis, vivid nightmares, etc. This happened every single night to the point where sometimes I feared sleep and would stay up for over 30 hours just to do so without dreams.  When researching then, I came across information that relieved me somewhat in that in would ease over time.  Through the years I became more spiritual, and as is my right I will not mention my beliefs other than that, and came to look at the ability as a gift.

Then, when it was suppose to stop, it got stronger.  Instead of lucids, I would vibrate, and pulls myself out of my sleeping position.  Just into the room I was in.  Anytime I looked in my direction I would immediately be pulled back to sleep and dreams and subsequently doubt on the subject.  Being a somewhat reclusive teenager at that time, I never knew others experienced this phenomenon. I never even knew scientists had studied it. This increased my curiosity more. I would find myself in various locations I never knew existed, and even at peoples houses I had never been to prior.

But, they were all still dreams. There is a foggy haze that engulfs my vision whilst dreaming. This is how I distinguish dreams from "walking."

Then the most peculiar things happened.  I was battling certain things that many scoff at when I mention.  After, defeating them with help, I exploded, or felt like I did.  I was awake.  Or felt like it. But I was naked.  And I felt like I was a little kid again.  But the sky was blue, and an unseen sun covered my back with it's warmth.  The grass I pulled my face from was as real as the grass outside, just more vibrant.  It didn't itch, but it cracked under my movement.  I lifted my head and saw a vast green field upon rolling hills.  Atop the first hill sat a tree.  It branches wide, full, filled with leaves.  I was in awe.  And I wanted to stay in all my nakedness and splendor.

I went to stand, and I was back in a cold, dark, room laying flat on my stomach in a puddle of drool.

Research led me to many astral techniques, and I found one that works every time.  I was addicted at first, but didn't know what to think.

Since then a myriad of things have happened, spiritual growth, spiritual downfalls, understanding, doubt...But there are a few things I would like to discuss in greater detail with someone who has experience with this strangeness.

Like, why do I wake up famished after every flight?
Or, has anyone else seen blue shimmering angel like things floating down their streets?