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Hi, I am a super newbie.
 I have only been aware of the intense energy of the spirit since the 10th of Febuary 2001. On that fateful night while sitting in the bathtub trying to calm my brain down from pondering and writing my feelings on religion, the purpose of life, etc.  Having everything seem so clear and simple in a Tree of Life perspective, and a feeling of how God truly exists and sincerly loves each and every one of us.   My concious fought with itself over being loved and not being worthy of it, until an overwhelming burning feeling filled my chest, and hunched me over from the intensity.  I bawled for what had to be a few minutes.  
 I stopped myself, forced myself to lay back and relax, to calm down.  When I laid back I looked down at my chest, and saw a circle where I now understand to be the Solar Plexus.  Rigged and somewhat darkened, like burnt skin.  Seeing this gave me an overwhelming sense of love, and compassion, a sign even.  
 I feel a little nervous posting this out on a forum, because it was so personal and spiritual.  I just am curious to know if anyone else out there has had any similar experiences.

I had a somewhat similar experience just the other night, I was sleeping in bed next to my wife, and I sensed a very bright star-like ball start to appear in the corner of the room, it got bigger and bigger and brighter and brighter, filling the whole room, and surging my body with an intense energy as it grew.  My wife woke me up because I was panting so hard.

Yea, its true, it gradually faded away over probably around the next hour.  I can still see it pretty vividly in my mind, and I dont think that I would ever forget it.  I've drawn sketches on where it was, and it helped me out a lot in seeing the beauty and symmetry in the design of the human form.  so much geometry to it.  You can make a perfect hexagram with the six points of your shoulders elbows and hips when you put your hands on your hips. Your nipples and belly button form a triangle around where the circle appeared.  I just started noticing more and more coincedences.  Those doors just wouldnt shut.  I even got to the point where I was worried about it being something like the Mark of the Beast.  The zero concept is pretty scary at first, and this was a big 0 right on me.  Anyway. That experience has gotten me where I am today.