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sorry i meant and some things are possible.

Thanks Adrian,

Thankyou again for the welcome, glad to be here. I do believe everyone that is or becoming spiritual is special in some way. As we all do our bit to help mother earth. We cannot be inferior to eachother but we can help eachother to learn, understand, share, progress. Especially learn from our experiences. I could have let my suffering get to me and at my worst could have killed myself but no i chose to stay because i feel i suffered so that i can help others in similar situations. If anyone want's to give themselves labels so be it. I'am open to things and choose to be more the observer. 

When i became spiritual i started to experience things other people around me did not. I thought ok am i becoming skitzo. Then i learned that i somehow am astral travelling. My body paralysing i thought was very phenomenol in itself. Never knew this could happen to people and its not documented on tv much. Now i know that things exist around us and some things are not possible. The thing that most of us need to let go of is 'jealousy and missery'. If new things come about i try not to question it as much as i used to when i was not spiritual. Seems like when i became spiritual most of my questions were answered. I always said as a kid im not going to believe in ghosts till i see one. Never knew becoming spiritual can be an open doorway.

Alex to check your aura put your hand up against the computer screen and look at it for a while. Then close your eyes and you will see an outline of your hand with the colour. This is because the computer gives of energy but does not interfere with your hand. Then google aura colour meanings. Also aura colours change with emotions. You might find that if you do it another time it will be a different colour.

At the moment mine is purple but anopther time i tried it was blue.

I find looking at a persons third eye between their eyebrows for while then close your eyes and all their energy aura colours will show when you close your eyes. It is far easier.

I'am still skeptical on the subject of indigo children. I have all the characterisitics. Yet some questions pondered me. If i really was an indigo child, then why did i not know of it from the moment i was able to communicate? Why did i have to find out in my early 20's. What is my mission and why wasnt i aware of this earlier.

I suffered many things as a child from abuse. I suffered my own skin abuse. I suffered child obesity. I suffer from agressive uncontrollable anger at times. I suffered from teasing. People knew me as a fearless tomboy, monkey as a kid whatever you want to call it.

But those occurances can happen with anyone. It's known as fate.

Yet i cannot give excuses and labels as to who i'am and might be. I'am here to search for my path but i dont believe to be anything special as i never felt this as a child.

I have observed the crystal children. I do not belive the statement that crystal children have autism. The children i think they are and describing as i've seen so many of them are children that look on the brink of having autism but are not autistic. They have huge eyes and do not communicate as much. I have seen these children and know from the moment i look at them they they are the beings described as crystal. It's hard to describe them but the best description i can get at is that they almost look autistic but are not as they function like a normal child very well except are extremely quiet. So i do sort of think the crystal aspect is of essence.