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Thats some of my work over the years.

Thank you for your replies; Coffee you are a very insighful, I appreciate your words. I will post my next experience as it passes.

Which part?
The join our clique or the deadly void?

It was used 100 years or so ago to prevent all the have a go hero's from attempting an exit. You'd be stuck in the void and never return, followed by your body being occupied by demons and such.

I'll not mention names as the history books shine a light on this method of deceit.

I am not familiar with any of this "History."

It was used 100 years or so ago to prevent all the have a go hero's from attempting an exit. You'd be stuck in the void and never return, followed by your body being occupied by demons and such.
Scare mongering so you joined the clan.
I'll not mention names as the history books shine a light on this method of deceit.
Its utter nonsense, all of it.
Enjoy the tranquility of the void if you're able.

Can you explain this further please.

I had a friend that believed he had a succubus taking advantage of him, he said she would sleep next to him everynight always playing into his desires. One night he said he saw "her" or "him" entering his friend. From my understanding and what he has told me its not something you can deal with on your own.

My father passed away when I was very young, it was a suicide, ever since he passed I've felt something following me, I quickly reached out to a church and immersed myself in all things "God," This seemed to make the presence of whatever it was stronger. One night, I believe I traveled back to a time in my childhood (I was an infant) when I was dropped into the bathtub full of water by my aunt; as soon as I hit the water I felt a black power completely surround me, and enter my body; I do not recall this happening the first time but, when I revisited I felt it more powerful than ever. Since I've felt as if something has been inside of me.

Since then I've been coping and dealing with whatever its been that has eaten at me, until about 1 year ago I was experimenting with 4-aco-dmt; some of you may or may not know about this chemical, Ill leave it up to you to make your own conclusion. I tripped a few times, nothing impressive until one night, I took the same dose I had been; but something this time was different. By the time I realized I was outside of my body, I was already running around somewhere I had never been before.. I was too far; I was followed by something or someone who was after me; I remember running frantically to get back to my body, The last thing I remember before I came back was shutting the door on this "man." Peeking out of my window and looking outside on him trying to get back in.

Since then I've been on a spiritual rollercoaster; up and down with awakened moments. At one point I felt so clear and concise that I was 100% with everything I as a person and spirit was doing; I had a great awakening process, which left me at many times speechless and unable to explain what I understood in my head. All of this I believe led up to last night.

Yesterday I stumbled across this forum while doing research on awakening my Chakra's, I read various articles and researched on other various sites as well; This was a normal day for me, a few hours passed and I slowly feel myself fall into relaxation; from about 3:40PM I was very lucid, not dreaming (I did not take a nap at any part of the day.) As I began to feel myself drift into some kind of trance I felt outside powers pulling me outside of my body; I imagined myself putting a net around my girlfriend and I protecting us from outside powers as I used to do when I was a child. I was constantly being showered with negative energy; something in my subconscious was telling me that I was going to "fight" this power that was trying to consume me, this in itself radiated negative energy.  I do not know how to explain what happened but at about 6PM I awoke from this trance shaking and in tears. Throughout the night I was terrified of sleeping; as I would drift into a sleep, I would wake right back up, often my bedroom would make loud cracks; Ive been in this house quite sometime, I do accept it could have been just cracks.. But this happened multiple times and almost simultaneous with my relaxing and trying to go to sleep. although I cannot recall anything happening after 6pm I think something is going on here; I need guidance.