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Hi kiwibonga,

Thanks for your reply. You are correct the accident did change my outlook on life. It let me know how easy it would be to have lost it for the sake of being very stupid and drunk and getting in a car with a drunk driver. I really made a concious decision to better myself after the event, and I feel I have suceeded in doing so. I have turned my life around and am now running my own fairly successful small business. I'm engaged to my soulmate, and am generally very happy and healthy.

The damage to my skull was only small, it was from the switch on the light in the centre of the roof. I only noticed it months after my headaches had gone when my sunglasses started making my head uncomfortable in one spot. I felt it  and found a small hollow right where the nose pads sat. I put my sunnies on my head when not wearing them so you could sorta guess where it would be.
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Hi all,

I am new here and would greatly love some advice.
I used to have OBE's when I was a bit younger and they used to scare me.. I was concious but couldn't move and it felt like i couldn't breathe, like the blankets were hundreds of kilo's. I found out what was happening and worked a little to understand it. until i could concentrate before sleeping and take myself on a journey. I always had this feeling like another being would try and inhabit my body while 'I" was gone...(is this possible?) and at times had trouble getting back in.
Anyway I had a car accident which did put a small hole in my skull. I suffered no apparant brain damage, but have always felt like I lost something that night. I had extreme headaches for about a month. After I had fully recovered I tried again to concentrate as before but couldn't manage to. I used to start by visualising shapes , usually an horizon and my travel would slowly come to be.
My dreams also used to tell me things and I would wake up and just know something, eg. I knew my ex was cheating on me and it wasn't until one particular dream that I even thought it.

Is there something I can do/try to regain what I used to have?
I would love to delve deeper into this part of life.