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a couple nights ago I woke up scared out my mind with my heart thumping away like no tommorow. I don't remember having any scary dream or anything at all. My latest theory is that maybe I was unintentionally projecting and saw something super scary, but I came back wrong so I don't remember anything other than something was super scary.
then last night I had a dream that I was running through fields in just a t-shirt and underwear (second time this week I've been wearing that in a dream) and in the distance I saw a large mountain. On the side of the mountain the pine trees formed a face. It was a man's face and while it looked familar I don't know where I'd seen it before. Although when I saw it I felt a wave of fear pass over me.
It was sort of an overwhelming fear. Like I was looking at something so far beyond me it was scary and I had to get away before it saw me. If that makes any sense.
anyway in the dream I ran into the woods away from the face and then it went back into good old dream nonsense. there were zombies everywhere and that bad guy from angel was jumping out of the window and blah blah blah. anybody ever had a similar expereince? taaaa!!

-Nate

I dreamt I was walking around the house with a couple of penthouse magazines and I thought, "Oh! maybe I'm projecting and I can VR into one of the pictorials and have some a sweet asrtal threesome!" I put down the magazine, closed my eyes, and floated down into the magazine. there was a gushy, grey feeling like it was semisolid and I tried not to think about anything too hard.
the next thing I know I'm in my underwear on a mountain in the middle of a blizzard. After I woke up I looked through the magazine and right under the cover is an ad for cigerettes. The picture is horses running...through snow. interesting....taaaa!!!

-Nate

For about the last week I've been woken up by those damn vibrations. If I could actually get out of my body that'd be one thing, but I just lay in bed paralyzed sometimes hearing laughing or once a marching band in my room. It's getting worse too. Last night everytime I woke up in the middle of the night then closed my eyes again I instantly got vibrations. It happened about three times. One time I was facing the wall and someone put another blanket on me then I floated up towards the window. Knowing that this was probably going to end with me on a table with little men sticking tubes in my groin I broke out of the paralysis. Then I rolled out of bed, through the guard rail and on to the floor. In the top bunk my brother yelled at me for waking him up. Which took a lot of skill from him considering he's actually in Atlanta visiting his girlfriend.
The point of all this is that I just want to sleep. Vibrations and half-assed projecting every night is getting tiring. Any body have any ideas on how to stop it? Maybe run a marthon every day or something to waste energy? anybody?

-Nate

I had a short dream where I couldn't see, but knew I was running down the main road of my town at night. Somewhere someone was being raped and I was trying to stop it. I suddenly realized it was too late and stopped running. All of a sudden my body felt like it was on fire (it really was hot) and a not too friendly voice in the back of my head said, "You're mine." and I started to fall/shrink into my body. I then woke up into another dream and it was a normal dream that made no real sense. Any ideas what it might mean? taaa!!

-Nate

I had a dream I woke up in bed and lift my arm up and it went through my blankets. I assumed I was projecting and put my arm through the blankets a few more times just for fun. I sat up and it went black and I had to force my eyes open. Then It felt like there was something bad around so I shut my eyes and did a power-up yell thing like they do on DBZ (I wasn't thinking to clearly) After that it ended. I'm betting this was a dream because they weren't any vibrations or any other such exit stuff. taaa!!

-Nate

I had this dream where I was hunting Saddam in an underground bunker. When I found him he threw a scapel type thing at me and it went deep into the upper left side of my chest. I ignored it grabbed a pair of scissors and stabbed him to death. Then I grabbed the scapel that was stuck in me and pulled it out. It must have hit an artery because I felt the blood as it flooded into my lungs and such. I then began choking on my blood, fell down, got tunnel vision, and everything went black. It also felt like someone was standing on my chest where the scapel was. This is the first time I've ever died this way in a dream. Very interesting. what's the weirdest way you've died in a dream? I must say that mine is when I was far enough away from the nuke to avoid being turned to ash, but close enough to have my skin melt. taaa!!

this happened about half an hour ago. I was dreaming about forgeting what I supposed to get for supper when I woke up. I felt very exhausted and streched out to relax. I had an arm over my head and my legs bunched up. I was just trying to relax not any obe attempt. Suddenly I started getting a kind of pulsing sinking feeling. I thought it was interesting so I didn't try to make it go away. I think I became paralysed after that as I had trouble moving. Although I was tired so I didn't care. I hoped I could have my first conscious obe, but then I felt something walk across my chest. If felt like my cat. I never saw it though. I thought, "Damn it Matilda. The one time you come onto my bed and it's right now." I have a bunk bed up against the wall. The wall was on my left side and the cat walked to the left side. I thought maybe she walked down the bed to to window and suddenly I got a glimpse of the window as if it were where the wall should be. I thought, "Oh, it's one of those 'things aren't where they should be deals.'"

Here's the weird part. In my left ear I heard a loud twanging noise and a louder buzzing noise. It was louder than my right buzzing static type noise. I then heard a plesant girl voice in my left ear say, "You could really use a drink Nate." In my right ear my self talk voice (you know, like when you have conversations with yourself in your head. There's you and then the voice that answers back, but you know it's you too) said, "You could use a drink Nate." Then I said around my forehead to the right ear voice, "Don't start."

then my parents down stairs (who I could hear the entire time) started making more noise and yelled at me to wake up. I was a little annoyed. As it turned out my cats weren't anywhere near my room during all this. This is the second time that there's been a cat around while plesant sounding girl voices have talked to me in an obe type deal. The first time was about a year ago. I had woken up gone stairs to the bathroom and there were two black and white cats waiting for me. The same voice fomr this morning had said hello. I woke again after that and went down to tell my brother, but he said it was the computer noise. then I woke up again, got fed up with false awakens, and tried to go back to sleep. There's a post for it somewhere if anyone really wants to read about it. taaaa!!

-Nate

So I had one of my is it a dream or is it a obe things morning. I sat up in bed and it was dark, but by the side of my bed there was a floating black cloud. It started swearing and yelling at me in a bugs bunny voice. I thought this was hilarious and started laughing. This caused it to stop. I said to it, "do the voice again. That was funny." Then I felt something pushing me down, but I managed to stay sitting up. The cloud got all upset I guess and left. taaaa!!

Nate

I was going for a walk the other day and when I got to my turn around point I suddenly got an odd feeling in my chest, was all invigorated and wanted to to start running. Ever since I've had a craving for meat, have been abnormally hungry, and I've wanted to go running. Something I'm not big into normally. I looked through the web site, but the search engine isn't there any more (or maybe I just couldn't find it). Any thoughts? taaa!!

-Nate

Another in bed dream/possible obe joby.
I was under the covers and there was this person next to me. I got the sense we were both theives and were hiding from something. There was a loud wind blowing through the room and a crakling noise like cartoon lighting. I started expliaining to the person that I hate harry potter for doing this to me. I went on to say that I'd get that harry as I was an evil powerful wizard myself. At this point I didn't feel like me anymore, but like the aforementioned evil wizard the wind was still loud and then I sat up in bed and did this really freaky howl/scream/yell thing. After that it went into a regular dream where I was trying to rewrite these books in a school libary.
These laying in bed and things happening in my room episodes are starting to get annoying. Last week I had one where this muslim guy was saying that I shouldn't leave cups on the table cuz then they'll leave rings. He then apologised for drinking all my egg nog. Then he went away. Getting weird this is. taaa!!

-Nate

It seems that every moring now I have a dream where I'm lying in bed and things are happening in my room. The other day I had one where the district manager of the store I work at (I work at a KB toys) was hunched over my bed with his hand on my face. I really wasn't scared, more annoyed than anything really. Although what was interesting was that his skin was grey and rotting off like a zombie. He was yelling something I couldn't make out, but he sounded uphappy. He eventually went away to get someone else or something. After he left one of my coworkers was across the room deleting stuff on my computer.
A few nights later I dreamt I was in bed looking through the window at the stars. They looked really beautiful and there was this sort of sparkling tunnel thingy in the sky. Didn't last very long though.
No real point to this post. All the questions I could ask I've already asked so I won't bother. just felt like sharing. taaa!!

-Nate

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

This morning I had one fo my almost projection things, but this time I kept my eyes open and tried focusing better. I saw these weird water like ripples in front of me. Also my blanket had kbtoys.com written all over it, but that's just because I work too much. My theory on the ripples is that in the book Robert says that real-time is very fluid so my subconscious mind makes it look like water. I've seen this a couple times now. anyone else ever seen something like that? taaa!!

-Nate

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

this really wasn't a lucid dream, but I thought I'd share anyway. good for a laugh maybe.

Had a dream last night where I was walking along a road with some girl. We wanted to get something from this really tall tree so we climbed to the top. When we got there we found this spell. She wanted to see what it did so she cast it. I then realized that it was the spell that destorys the universe.
We jumped down the tree and looked up to see the spell forming a mirror discoball from the top down. When it was a full discoball it started to expand.
at this point I asked, "Now what happens when it reaches-" although then it expanded really fast and hit us. there was a sort of popping noise and I was suddenly in a long, bright white hallway with these people in white robes walking  around. "oh." I said.
Someone then informed me that since I got such a high score (?) I got into the hall of fame. I tried to protest as I had accidently destroyed the universe, but they insisted. oh well. The real kicker was that I only got third place.  taaa!!

-Nate

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

this morning I woke up to really heavy vibrations and I was having problems keeping my eyes open. When I did have them sort of open I saw purple elephant-man people with spears drawn on the wall. There was also two millenium items (something from the cartoon Yu-gi-oh) hanging on wall. There was the millenium ring ( that's in the show) and under it was the millenium hangbag (that one's not in the show).  Of course at the time this all made perfect sense.
Anyway, the vibrations were getting intense so I tried focusing on falling hoping that I could get out of my body. I ended going back into a dream where I was working at the dump moving bails of hay.
I'm still trying to figure if it was all a dream or if I was really almost projecting. Who would have thought this would be all so complicated?

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

Someone on the forum said something about Draconains. I found this interesting considering that's the name of one fo the alien species in some stuff I've been writing. Does anyone know anything about them? From what the person said they don't sound too nice. taaa!!

-Nate

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

Hi everybody,
                    two nights ago I was lying in bed and I thought I was dreaming, but I might not have been. I dreamt I was lying in bed and the top bunk wasn't there and I could barely keep my eyes open. I felt really weak. I heard my manager from work say something (that parts not very important though) and then I felt like I floated up a few inches then began spinning. Which was weird. then I woke really, really exhausted.
   The next morning I was asleep when I woke up paralzed. Someone next to me said something about they didn't know what time it was and there was a loud screaming/yelling noise. I tried breaking out of the paralisis and got a burning sensation in my forehead. The interesting thing about this was that I went straight from paralized to awake. In the past when I can't move I black out trying to wake up. I felt so exhuasted after I lay in bed for ten minutes. and my forehead was sore. annoying. Does the fact I didn't black out mean anything? Last year when I kept being attacked by whatever it was I was able to fight back better each time. Think there's any connection?  well taa!!

-Nate

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

Signs was one of the coolest movies in the history of ever!! I thought it'd be more like the mothman prophecies where you don't actually see the aliens, but man do you see aliens. The ending made me proud to be a primate. Not that that takes much...but anyway watch this movie!! taaa!!

-Nate

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

hey guys,
               aside from winking in and out of dimensions what sort of things can angels do? I'm writing a book with some angels of sorts and want to know what kind of things they can do. I've got them appearing and disappearing at random, but anything else? taaa!!

-Nate

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

I had a dream last night where I was at the computer in the livingroom when suddenly my dead grandmother was behind me in the chair she always sat in when she was alive. She had died of Alzeimer's and I chatted with her about stuff. Most of it I can't remember, but there was on part that was really odd. I couldn't make out all of what she was saying, but she said something about how I have a sister I don't know about or I have an adopted sister. The details were blurry, but it had something to do with a sister I don't have. I do actually have a half sister, but she's on the other side of the family than my granmother. The half sister is also about twenty years older than me and I got sense that the sister granma was talking about was my age. any ideas?
taaaa!!!

-Nate



Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

I just watched an outer limits episode where there was a plague that killed off large chunks of humanity and there was only enough vacine for three of the thirteen survivors. Anyway, I was thinking that if there was some sort plague that wasn't airborn what country would survive? the major powers wouldn't as they're too densely populated which also goes for most of the world. So what out of the way place that has few people living together is there? New Zealand! You aussies might have a fighting chance, but I doubt the rest of us will. the trick would be to avoid the hospitals and try to stay away from people. taaa!!!

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

Why the forum insist that my last visit was 04 July 2002? is anyone else getting this too? The last few times I came here the little folders have all been yellow instead of purple. I guess it makes sense that they're all old considering they were three months old last time I was here. weird.   taaa!!!

-Nate

Do you have any idea how BORING immortality can get?! -Defalco

Is there some special trick to turn spontaneous obe sensations into real obe's that I'm missing? On ocassion I'll wake up in the night to
some good vibrations, but I can never get out. Last night I got some good ones, but there was something pounding on the door to my room and I got too excited at the prospect of finally being able to get these things to leave me alone. oh well. There's always tommarow. taaa!!

-Nate

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I was turning over in bed and got paralzed then some vibrations began.
I was happy, but toohappy as that would cause them to stop. Anyway, I was facing the wall and behind me I heard this loud growling noise. Although it wasn't just "grrrrragggg". It sounded like
it was trying to say something. Not that it mattered as the vibrations died away and I woke up. If it was one of those threshold guys aren't they supposed to speak english or something? I think it would just be counterproductive if whenever someone got out of their body for the first time they had to play sheraids(sp?) with their personal thershold guy. "Ok five words! First word. uhh..grab, take recieve, get. get? Get! ok second word. walking backwards..uhh, backwards? Back! third word. two? to! get back to...oh I know this! Get back to your body! yea!!! I did it! wait a sec.. get back to you body? NO!" It really slows things down if you ask me. Can anyone explain communication while projecting? Does it always sound like perfect english or whatever you speak? thank you! taaa!!

-Nate

I'm going to take Timewalker's advice about first time obeing.

I'm never going to obe. I've tried everything. Six months and nothing. darn.

memo to subconscious: bring it.

-Nate

I think this was a obe, but I was only half conscious for the event.
I had woken up and was trying to obe, but I gave up and went to sleep.
Although when I was just falling asleep I suddenly got the seeing through eyelids effect and got some vibrations. I blacked out, but then then found myself by the door in my room. Everything was foggy and I looked in the mirror that was on the wall. My eyes looked freaky!! They were bigger than they should have been and they were darker. Then I was downstairs and my knees hurt as I walked and Dad could see me. It stopped and I went into a clearer dream where I was
george Bush being captured by Osma bin Laden. I'm pretty sure that part wasn't an obe....What do other people see when they look into mirrors while APing? taaaa!!

-Nate