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That seems like a logical explanation. I suppose in my fright, I abandoned my control. The will of the mind is a powerful tool, indeed.

Thank you.

My theory on life: Do what makes you happy, while permitting others to do so.

Some people feel the need to indulge themselves in illusions, whether of their own creation or adopted from another. When their illusions become obsessive delusions, then conflicts with percieved reality may occur, which can result in destructive behavior towards the individual or others.

Once, when I was a child, I had what I believed to be a very vivid lucid dream. The world around me appeared to be the same as reality, though everything was was swirling with unusual, psychadelic colors. In the dream I remember waiting for a good friend of mine outside of his house, but he never came. In the dream, I began to be unable to breath. Then I realized I wasn't dreaming... I really couldn't breathe and I felt as if I would die. The world around me turned to a sickening green and faded to black. I returned to reality gasping for air, with a terrible headache. I felt I very well could have died.
Later in life I began researching astral projection. I had heard that children have the ability to manipulate their world without comprehesion of it. I figured it may have been an unforced projection, and thought nothing more of it.
More recently, on a planned astral trip, I experienced the same thing. A different setting of course, but the scenario repeated itself. I feel I was luckier this time, as my mother entered my room and brought me out of it. Now, my question for everyone: Is it possible to stray too far into another plane, and leave the body permanently, a premature death? I have had many successful journeys before, but with this recurrence I am now in fear of my life...