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Hiya.  My name's Jonathan and I've been informally studying magick, energy-work, orgone devices, and reality crafting for three or four years, with exponential growth.

Spiritually and physically, I feel great and that I'm making fantastic progress.  Monetarily, I feel cursed, and have yet to make heads or tails of this must-play game of society.  I admit I do bear some resentment towards selling my very life - many many hours of the HEALTHIEST YEARS OF MY LIFE - at discount rates in order to maintain food and shelter and poverty.  There is a better way, and I'm rather interested in walking it.  I know I begin walking it right here, but towards what?  My background is that of philosophy and the search for wisdom(understanding), since about kindergarten.  I have always been looking for the truth of this world, or the truth of the source from which this world is born.

I want a teacher.  A sensei.  A life-guru.  Someone who can show me the ropes of living in the world.  Someone who can show me the road of prosperity in all aspects of life and how to walk it.  Someone who understands what it's like to know great potential within themselves without understanding their matching purpose - and someone who can help me gain an understanding to my life's purpose, the one I was born to live.  I know I'm here to make sure life continues on Earth, but the vagueness of that idea has not given me peace.  I know that if I'm looking for advice, I should be looking for it from someone who already is where I want to be in that facet of my life.  Therefore, I'm interested in someone who lives in an abundance that promotes the abundance of others.  I'm interested in someone who quickly and consistently manifests their positive intentions.  I'm interested in someone who knows the signs that distinguish an obstacle from a dead end.  And most important, I'm interested in someone whose internal conflict is nearly silent, someone who has found peace in the winds of complementary order and chaos.

It is said that when the student is ready, the teacher will appear.  Have you?

What on earth are RAD boxes?

Radionics Devices.  They're spell-focusing devices, used for "linking", or maintaining a constant "thought" or "information" relationship to the target of your intention.  The better ones also include energy sources, so your spell continues to have flow without your direct spiritual attention.

As for changing your eye color, you can.  I was born with brown eyes, but for several years now a ring of hazel-green has been growing around the edges.  It's useful to observe a CHANGE taking place (my eyes are bluer every day) along with an intention of results (my eyes are blue).  Things Take Time.

My other major biokinesis accomplishment was the growth of about 100 new hair follicles, though it seems that  the growth only took place during the times that I was focusing on it daily.

-k