Yes, eat much meat- like steak-, or also sashimi and laugh it off, if you cant laugh on command watch some commedies, or just laugh unnaturally till you start laugh in earnest. Also spinning is good for alignment and for getting rid of unfocused things, apart from that- train your imagination, imagine a sword or any weapon or do as NaomiChan said, contact the bosses, I'll see that its alright if youre honest, ok?
Apart from that: basically there is no "wrong" side of the fence but if you keep walking on it for too long, it could turn into a razor's edge and slice you in two.
p.s. I shouldnt say this to you at this stage but if you can perceive other humans as demons then its only an asepct of the truth you see cause many actually are.
Apart from that: basically there is no "wrong" side of the fence but if you keep walking on it for too long, it could turn into a razor's edge and slice you in two.
p.s. I shouldnt say this to you at this stage but if you can perceive other humans as demons then its only an asepct of the truth you see cause many actually are.