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#1
Hey guys!

It's been a few years since I've been on here. I used to have lots of great experiences and would have OBE's quite frequently. But unfortunately (very long story) I ended up getting an incubus/sex spirit attached to me. Every time I'd try and project, I was unable, because this thing was always there trying to drain my energy and "do things" with me.  Obviously this thing was a negative entity, as its energy was making it so I could never really project since I didn't have the energy to "go anywhere." Whenever I did manage to get out of my body, I would usually get just "stuck" on the floor of my room, with no vision, and no way to move or go out of the current vibrational level I was at.

I eventually just had to give up trying to project completely since this entity was always there, and then began physically manifesting in my house..scratching walls, trying to have sex with me while I was in the half-awake half-asleep phase. I eventually had to get my house cleansed to remove this thing, but I still have fear that it will come back if I try and go OBE again. I still feel like it is there at times, since I constantly feel like I am watched when I'm in certain areas of my house.

My question for you all is, what can I do to keep this thing at bay when I try and go OBE? Is this a matter of increasing my virbational frequency through chakra cleansing, meditation etc? Or do I need something more serious like an exorcism to completely remove this thing from my aura?



#2
I just need someone with experience with this type of thing to shed some light on what is going on. Often in the mornings or when I am starting to wake up, I will start to feel the energy of something over me. It is a very strong sexual feeling, and I will start to feel a sleep paralysis/buzzing feeling all over my body...which is heavily concentrated in my solar plexus region. I will start to drift out of my body, and hover right above it, and then I start to feel enormous sexual feeling..like I am being caressed..it turns into what feels like sex..and eventually I have a full-blown orgasm. (Sorry to be graphic but there is evidence of this once I come back into my body, so I can't just dismiss my experience as a dream.)

Sometimes while this is happening, I can catch glimpses of this entity. It will usually take on whatever form I want it to have..I asked it one day to show its true identity, and it told me that it would frighten me too much. (Which I thought might be a red flag.)

It's not like I am inviting these experiences to occur...it just takes a HUGE amount of energy to fight off this sexual feeling and desire to be with this thing, whenever it happens. (Feels like extremely heavy sleep paralysis when it begins to happen..and sometimes it is just easier to give in than to fight it off.)

My question is...is this some type of sex demon? Incubus? Is it harmful? Should I fight it? The only negative thing I experience is just feeling drained of energy at times once the experience is over. I would appreciate any feedback..thank you.
#3
I know that we all project during our sleep and all that, but is it safe to do energy work while pregnant? Just worried if I'm not directing energy properly, I could be damaging the baby. (Might sounds silly, but just want to make sure.) I've heard of monks saying if you do energy work the wrong way, you can burn up your vital organs. (But not sure if that is just for way experienced people who do it all day.)

I've been away from the astralpulse for a while becuase I lost my ability to OBE due to the meds I was on. Now that I'm pregnant, I got off my meds so my ability is back. (yay   :-)) I'd like to possibly meet my little baby.  Has anyone tried this type of thing, or heard of anyone who has? I think that would be SO neat since I hear that the baby's spirit goes in and out quite a bit before they commit to their body totally- during about the 6th month. Let me know what you all think...
#4
I was on zoloft once, and it made me really sleepy. I then switched to wellbutrin, and it didn't affect my OBEing at all. Now I'm on lexapro, and I my OBE's have almost stopped since being on it. I would say, wellbutrin is probably the best thing to be on, if you want something that won't hamper your OBEs. Zoloft might just make you fall asleep like it did for me.
#5
If you have low energy when you project, you won't be able to stay out very long. You might also have difficulty controlling your movement, or being able to see.
#6
Yeah, false awakenings are trippy. I "walked" into the hallway one night to get something out of the study. My hand kept going through the doorknob- it wasn't until then that I realized I was out of my body! Kind of nuts.
#7
I've gotten headaches after an intense OBE. I think it has to do with your third eye opening. I have also experienced severe depression and sadness, if I am projecting all of the time. When you project, your adrenal gland can produce more melatonin. Ever kind of feel high immediately after returning to the physical? I read about this in one of my books, but can't remember which one it is.  :|

I'm not sure of your irregular heartbeats or the pain in your stomach.  :-o
#8
Hey M-

I began sharing my experiences with my husband when they first started about 3 years ago. At first, he didn't really know what to say. He thought it was weird. Gradually, because it is such a part of my life, he has gotten used to it. He likes to hear about my adventures, and asks me some mornings if I appear tired, "Did you even sleep, or were you out flying around all night?"

My point is, you never know how he will respond. He might be really intrigued like my husband was, and maybe you can bring this knowledge into his life. Maybe give it a try!

#10
I've had things grab me before. Sometimes, the hand has gripped me so hard, it has hurt! I've actually had to pry the fingers loose. It didn't really scare me, but just kind of left me bewildererd that I could feel pain while out of my body.
#11
Quote from: CFTraveler on March 19, 2010, 18:08:37
There are a few possibilities, one being low energy, another is that you may have too much 'heavy' energy.
One thing to do, (besides doing energy raising [the full body circuit]) is to do a meditation as part of your preprojection practice- to 'drop' water and earth energy, and to take in air and fire energy, and see if this helps you.


Will you explain what you mean by heavy energy? Also what do you mean by dropping water and earth energy and taking in air and fire energy? What exactly is the process? Thanks
#12
Thanks for the info! I will pull the book out again and try to figure out how to do what he'd talking about.  Have you done any of Robert Monroe's stuff? If so, any success?
#13
Yeah, I've been thinking maybe just it's my energy that is low. I've been doing some chakra meditation, but what I'm listening to isn't helping. Does Robert Bruce's stuff work for you? His book just seemed so complicated, and I didn't get through it.
#14
I used to be able to fly around and go places. Now I have trouble even controling my movements, and it's like I just sink through the floor once I leave my body.  It's really getting upsetting because I cannot ever leave my room. Plese help.........
#15
Hi Everyone,

Just wanted to know if anyone has a clue what is going on with me. The past 2 times I have left my body, I have been distracted by a very odd sensation. My physical hands feel like they practically on fire/uncomfortable tingling, and the discomfort distracts me so much, that I have to return to my body. What's even more odd, is that once I come back to my body, it takes a few minutes for the tingling/hot feeling to go away. I checked to see if maybe I was laying on them, but they were just there at my sides. I don't have circulation problems, so I know it's not that either. Please give me some advice if you have it! Thanks

-Lindsay
#16
Quote from: Leannain on October 25, 2009, 09:19:23
A succubus is a male entity that draws heavily on sexual energies. He will be attracted to women who are emanating sexual energies. That said, I really don't see how astral sex would lower a person's vibrations and spiritual Progress. You do have a husband. And...does that halt your spiritual growth?  :wink:

Having astral sex with a low-vibrational entity could for sure bring you down. Your aura combines with theirs, and will pick up negative energy they are carrying around.
#17
Something that's worked for me before, is take a really deep breaths. This can sometimes draw you right out of the physical.
#18
I want to start off by saying this isn't "G" rated. It is about an experience I had this afternoon, which has left me feeling violated, and I would like some input on what it was all about. Something in the astral happened to me, and has left me feeling kind of disturbed.

I have always strayed away from the whole "astral sex" thing. In the past, whenever I saw any topics, or any of my books had a chapter in it, I skipped it. I wanted all my experiences to be for obtaining spiritual development, and not for that sort of thing. I didn't want to do anything to lower my vibrational level.....

Here is the background for my story. (it starts off pleasant) About 6 months ago, I met my spirit guide who told me his name was Aaron. I had such a crazy attraction to him, and just thinking about him at any point in time now, I will get intense butterflies in my stomach and feel like I am in love. I felt this intense desire though, anytime he was near me. The feelings were so strong however, that one day I "gave in" and I won't go into detail, but basically whenever our chakras would touch, it felt like I was having the most intense orgasm of my life. The end of our session ended with a huge "boom" and everything went totally bright white. I had a headache afterwords for about 3 days- right in the center of my forehead. When I told my husband about the experience, he was less than thrilled. Due to the problem it was causing between us, I told my husband I wouldn't "see" Aaron anymore.  :-(

I hadn't sought out Aaron since then, after feeling kind of guilty like maybe I was "cheating" in a way on my husband. (sounds weird I know) Well today after "getting out" for a while, I was entering my body and just kind of laying there enjoying the intense vibrations I was feeling. For some reason when I return or before I exit, I have a huge desire for sex. (think maybe because of my root chakra being fully opened) So, I called out for Aaron, and I thought it was him. (yeah I know, I shouldn't have) Before whenever I would see Aaron, there was a huge light. This time it was all dark, which should've been an indication....but I ignored it at the time.

So it was pleasurable at first. It felt like it started in my base chakra, and whatever was touching me was working its way up. Sometimes it felt like the energy could be directed wherever I wanted it to go....my throat, up to my forehead. I'm not sure when it happened, but all of the sudden it felt like there was an energy change in the room. Aaron, or whatever had been with me originally was gone, and now I could sense at least 3 or more entities. They were standing by me, looking down and discussing what to do to me. One of them said, "let's take her back with us". I got a "flash" of what one looked like, and it WAS NOT pleasant at all. He had long stick legs- like as skinny as a broom, and a head of a ram, or something with horns. (kind of like that pan creature) The female entity he was talking to, had a lot of hate she was directing at me. I was kind of feeling uncomfortable at this point, and wanted to leave my body completely to have more control over the situation. It wasn't sleep paralysis- it was like my astral body was being held down!!! I could move my arms and legs, but I was being pinned down right in the solar plexus area. (I've experienced sleep paralysis, and this was very different because it wasn't my physical body being held down) Then all of the sudden, they started running at me from across the room, and darting down on top of me. It's like they were taking turns "taking energy"....I couldn't really do anything about it, physically or astrally. I was just kind of stuck. They talking was getting louder, and now I could hear music. It felt very obscene, and I didn't feel anything positive or warm coming from them. Finally, I was able to open my eyes a little bit, enough to shake off the vibrations.

So, was I astrally raped? It was consensual at first, but only because I thought it was Aaron. I'm not sure it if was originally Aaron, and then he left, or maybe I was tricked from the beginning. I just have concerns that they took energy from my chakras, and now I might be sitting at a low vibrational rate right now. I am feeling kind of "blah" right now, which I know isn't good. Whenever I was with Aaron, I would be on cloud 9 and just euphoric for days. Am I going to be more of a target for attack when I leave my body now because I was dominated by something from a low plane? Any thoughts or advice would help.....






#19
Lately when I'm out of my body, I've been extremely heavy. I can't really move, and I just seem to sink into the floor. The frustration just makes me return to my body. Anyone have any ideas? I'm wondering if maybe I'm leaving my body too soon- maybe my vibrations aren't high/intense enough. Any thoughts would be appreciated!
#20
Thanks! Sounds like good advice. I never really thought I might be just in a void- and it feels like it's just darkness that's infinite when I project, and I end up just coming back.
#21
Buy this CD off amazon, load it on your ipod and take a nap with it playing very low. It opens your chakras- one track at a time which in turn raises your vibrational level. You will start to wake up from your nap with very heavy vibrations. This will allow you to exit your body very easily. I have a 75% success rate with this CD, and I have recommended it over and over to people who come back saying it works for them too! Good luck, here is the link...

http://www.amazon.com/Tibetan-Chakra-Meditations-Christa-Michell/dp/B00003Q5AL/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=music&qid=1253652822&sr=8-1-spell
#22
I doubt it was your spirit guide....If you want to meet your spirit guide so badly, just ask! I did this one night before I went to sleep, and if you really truly want it and mean it when you say it, believe me- they listen! You might feel kind of silly, but talk to them. Tell them you know they are there with you, and that you appreciate them helping you. You really want to get to know them, and would they please reveal them self to you.

Don't be shocked when you get a response! I've been laying there in a trance, and I've had an arm come down and help me out of my body. Good luck!
#23
Ok, this is frustrating. I was on here a few months ago giving advice. Now I feel like I've taken steps backwards with my abilities. I'm not new at OBE's, and up until a few months ago I had no problem "seeing" or moving around. Now, everytime I leave I can't see a thing! I keep getting advice- "say clarity now" or "I can see"....ok that isn't working. Any other advice? It's like I'm just floating off in space, and I can't tell where I am at or going. Any help/ advice would be much appreciated. [/color]
#24
Your astral body is a replica of your physical one, so you'll feel like you have arms/ legs etc. (Unless you are really at a high vibration you might just feel like a ball of energy) I've looked down to see my "legs" and the brain will try and create what it thinks it should see. So for a few seconds you might see an outline (and the outline is this bright color) of what your leg would look like. There's no way to describe it- it's such a rush being out. You can float through anything, and if you have really good control over your movements (which takes a LOT of practice) you can fly and really get up to some CRAZY high speeds. It's like being superman.

I've messed around with my physical body laying there, and that's REALLY wild. I've stuck my hand inside of my physical body with my astral hands, and it felt like I was sticking it in warm bathwater, and there was kind of this electric buzzing I could feel.

Afterwards, when you return you'll feel just total euphoria like you are high on something. This is because your brow chakra is linked to your pineal gland which secretes melatonin, which is a form of serotonin. (stuff in your brain that makes you feel happy) Sometimes this feeling can last for a couple of days. Projecting for me is kind of an addiction.  :lol:(
#25
Yeah it's possible to exit without vibrations. I woke up one night underneath my bed (trying to figure out where I was) and looked around for a minute and realized I was out of my body!!! It was kind of funny. As soon as I realized what was going on, I was snapped right back into my physical body. It seems like the more I project, the less intense the vibrations need to be in order to exit. In the beginning, the vibrations are more important for some reason.