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ok so i had a really really wierd dream last night where lots of wierd crap happened and at the end ,a guy( or was it me?) was in a wheelchair and he was teaching me how to astral project, and he said something like" just release yourself" and i tried that and suddenly everything turned black and and i felt myself floating.
It got brighter and brighter and i stretched my hands out and kinda like propelled myself out. I found myself in a place which resembles my room, although the windows and curtains were different, and i tried to walk through it but it was really solid. then i decided to walk out of my room and i found myself in a place which resembles my old house, and i saw my dog and played with him for a while, then i noticed front door was opened  and it lead to a dark hallway , and there was a figure of someone just out of my sight. i freaked out and thought of my body and then i woke up.

i just want to know if this is an obe or dream, because everything in this dream/obe thingie was solid and i dont think i was able to fly. i also did not experiece any difficulty moving, which i heard was a problem for first time obe-ers, and i did not have the 360 degrees view , and i could only look from the front.  The only things that seemed like an obe was the floating out of my body bit and waking up when i thought of my body.

http://www.life-stream.it/media/immagini/kingdom/deep%20dive/Khdeepdive23.jpg

this is a pic of the dark city with the cloaked guy surrounded by shadow beings



http://img264.imageshack.us/img264/8466/underdestinyislandsza6.jpg

this is a pic of the boy floating in the ocean.

i know this might sound freaky, and some ppl may think that im whacked, but certain imagery in a videogame called kingdom hearts gives me an overwhelming sense of deja vu. so im kinda guessing that  places similar to certain imagery in the videogame may have existed in the astral or somewhere, and the game designer added them into the game subconciously.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ap0jxD8uV5M
http://youtube.com/watch?v=1on6IKtP3aM


the dark shadow creatures in this video and the dark empty city in this video just seems so familiar, like i have seen something like it before.. the boy floating over the ocean,  standing at crossroads , the cloaked figure with the yellow eye and  the beginning scene with the place with the rocks also gives me deja vu

http://youtube.com/watch?v=iN7fKazMraA

please ignore the anime characters and the music, but the beach in this video gives me dejavu, and the way the boy fall to the sky and his double falling down into the ocean feels familiar.

i know this sounds crazy, but i just want to let it out because it has been bugging me for a long time.

sometimes when i wake up in the middle of the night, i have this really wierd feeling like my mind is half out of my head ,and my body feels light even as i sit up and walk... i wasnt astral projecting but it was kinda freaky.. have anyone felt this way before?

i really dont know what to make of this. i think i can see energy ,like my vision is like , how do i say this, underwater? its like every single space , thing whatever that i can see is filled and surrounded by this static-ish thing... i kinda call it visible air .
sometimes there would be colours like purple and green which is more prominent when my parents are during their buddhism chanting thing.. i told my mom about this and i dont think she believes me.. there's nothing wrong with my eyes.. this static thing can be really dense in some areas, and sparse in others. i tried to do a psi ball and i will see flickering in my hand area