Hello, I just joined, and am looking to pick other's minds about a few things. I've been introduced to Astral projecting awhile ago, couple of years ago I kept waking up through the night with what I thought were little seizures when it finally dawned on me that they were vibrations. Now and then they would come on their own last night, I am very interested in going further however there always something that seems to be holding me back; most noticably screaming; as well as other voices, music, and growling.
For example, last night I was dreaming, although I wasnt in the dream, just watching. Then the vibrations hit hard, my breathing was lowered although I only knew it because I could hear it. It was almost like the dream was stuck on repeat of a lady saying a single word with some deep meaning behind it, over and over again slowely. There were also other voices. Then in my head I said 'show yourself' and the screaming began again, as if a room full of people were screaming and reaching towards me. It startles me so I force myself out of that state with some effort and wake up.
I was just wondering if the voices, the screaming were just in my head or if its actually something; if perhaps I just surround myself with negitive energy; and if there's a way around it? Or if it just should be ignored? Its moreso the fear and uneasyness of the unknown, and that a part of me is worried that I wont be comming back if I go.
Thanks for any help and advice, its a difficult subject to talk about with most people.
For example, last night I was dreaming, although I wasnt in the dream, just watching. Then the vibrations hit hard, my breathing was lowered although I only knew it because I could hear it. It was almost like the dream was stuck on repeat of a lady saying a single word with some deep meaning behind it, over and over again slowely. There were also other voices. Then in my head I said 'show yourself' and the screaming began again, as if a room full of people were screaming and reaching towards me. It startles me so I force myself out of that state with some effort and wake up.
I was just wondering if the voices, the screaming were just in my head or if its actually something; if perhaps I just surround myself with negitive energy; and if there's a way around it? Or if it just should be ignored? Its moreso the fear and uneasyness of the unknown, and that a part of me is worried that I wont be comming back if I go.
Thanks for any help and advice, its a difficult subject to talk about with most people.