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Well ive heard that when you OBE or AP you can really feel your there and you remember it all more vividly, like i dont really remember anyone of my friends.. shadow memory?^^ isnt it like.. when you get to astral you KNOW your there?

Last night, without any effort I had a lucid dream. Basically what i remember is, I realised i could fly in the dream, it felt great. Everytime i was about to fly i looked up to the sky and at the point i was looking the clouds would "scatter and bend" if you will, forming a "hole" in the clouds to the sky. Then i would bend my knees to jump and flew to that direction, though i was not forced to the hole, after jumping i flew how i wanted. I showed some friends in the dream, I thought it would be harder when they looked but to my great satisfaction i flew away like before. Later in the dream i realised that it was a dream even though the dream felt so real, so i wanted to write something somewere in the dream (the dream took place where i live), so i could se it when i woke up. After that i dont remember mutch.. But this dream was really special it felt more real than other dreams.

Several years ago i met a person through a friend. Ever since i met this person i noticed that there was something kinda mystical about him. Anyway, after spending some time with this person he soon became one of my closest friends. After little time he told me about astral projection, telekinesis, ghosts, Illuminati, reptillians, aliens and so forth. Now ever since i was a kid I've been very interested in the paranormal and aliens etc, and though i want to believe everything he has told me a part of me don't. I have asked at least two people who know him, especially my friend who introduced me to him and while one of them say that he can be hard to believe sometimes, they have either said that,  they found what he said to be true.. or, that they experienced things around him.

Now my friend knows my suspicion towards him cause i wanna be honest about it towards him, cause even though i doubt i still consider him as one of my closest friends. He understands, he says it is unfortunate and this is what the system we live in drills into us, that we should not trust people with such thoughts that the general public believe in. He won't show me anything (telekinesis) for example, cause he don't believe in forcing the mind to believe something, I think it sounds fair.

Though i must say that i don't totally disbelief, recently i have began to notice how fracked up our "system" is and i remember vivid dreams of flying from when i was little -  i also tried AP before but only managed some lucid dreaming. I tried telekinesis and I'm quite sure i moved a psi "wheel" under a glass and i have done a exercise to channel chakra and it felt like warm silk on my arm.

But.. i can't believe whole heartedly.. i need to either experience something myself or see something that you just can't deny. 

So I've joined your forum in search for truth and spiritual enlightenment

I spent the last.. i don't know? 3-4 years of my life trying to get my head around this, I would love to talk to other people who are into this kind of stuff and especially who have experienced it.

// Eon