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You love and are drawn to dogs.  You said you received the message that the dog- being something familiar... was meant to allay your fears, or "protect" in a way.  IMO it's a sort of guardian/invitation. 

See if you can follow it or walk with it.  If you could jump inside and see what it sees/go where it goes- that could be pretty interesting too!!

Sounds very positive all around- have fun with it and explore.

Hi Lion- TY.

My sense of "knowing" is definitely heightened.   But, it's hard to compare now to then.  I am a completely different person, living in another lifetime really!

I am still an empath, that lovely "gift" hasn't faded one bit. LOL I am able to stay grounded usually- no matter what's thrown at me.  So, that's a major improvement.  I recognize the feelings now.  I know what they mean and I know who/what they belong to, WHEN I decide to let them in. 

I learned that I'm meant to work with animals. In that realm, being an empath really is a gift. They don't "speak" to me (usually), but I feel them and it's very helpful in my work. The downside is helping people to understand when it's time to let go.  That can be very sad, for a lot of different reasons.  But, it's an honor to be part of that journey- humbling. I'm a bit of a beacon for the ones in need, which can get a little overwhelming at times.  But I've developed a really good network that I can rely on when I need to!

I'm currently taking a break, after losing two of my own over the last couple of years.  I will get back to it, but I need to take the time right now.  Energy levels are very important with these things IMO.  I'm recharging. (trying anyway)

My precog dreams happen less frequently nowadays- but regard bigger events/happenings than before.  Still bafflingly inconsequential to my everyday life for the most part- and beyond my control or ability to change outcomes in any case! lol  They just are what they are.

I still work with tarot for people close to me. But they really serve as a "don't shoot the messenger" tool more than anything. "It was the cards!!!!"  I just have a love for them. Collecting old decks wherever I can.  I'm just so drawn to them.  I have to have them!!

SO what's up with y'all?

Hi Szaxx- Thank you.  The site looks good.  I'm still reading around.  Glad it's still here... Not sure where I went! LOL Good lord- has it really been 12 years??? That's crazy...

I think that's a lunar (perhaps solar) disc and crescent (also symbolizing the moon).  Check into the headdress of Khonsu (also worn by Thoth, and Isis shares a similar headdress).  You may also find it interesting to look into Pluto as a symbol. 

I'm not sure why you would receive that particular symbol, or what it may mean for you.  What do you think?

http://ancientlights.org/CalendarHouse/ch1.html  This link has several examples pictured.

Not sure if that's helpful, or will just lead to more questions!  Interesting either way- TY.


 

I haven't been here in ages! Wanted to reintroduce myself.  Hello everyone!!

Well, that is good advice.  It's exactly what I would tell someone that wrote my post.  Reading over it this morning.  It occurs to me..I may be depressed.  Mildly.  Certainly, it's not severe.  (and no I'm not one to jump to metaphysical reasoning for every ailment)

I've had a lot of change and upheaval in the last coupla' years.  I've been working my butt off! lol  Maybe a doctor visit and a little time off.  Maybe some therapy! lol

I appreciate your reply.  Put things in perspective.
TY
-M

I've lost my inspiration!  I haven't read cards, burned candles, meditated, had 'my dreams', nothing...in so long.  It's going on a year and a half now.  What's wrong with me?  I feel jaded, jaded, jaded.  I'm salty and sarcastic.  What happened?  Is this aging or has something else happened?

Have you ever lost your mojo? What made it come back?

ty
-m

NOY, I love that last line in your post!  I'll remember that one.
Here is a link that was shot by an ABC film crew...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=kKpbLjVLTwA

The guy is nuts...but, he seems to be able to summon ufo's! lol

3588897.....LOL  Thanks so much for that link!  That really put a smile on my face... wow.

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I think you can do a lot of things to become more "aware".  I don't think however, that their is any prescription available to attain acute psychic awareness. (ie. premonitions, spirit communication, empathic abilities.. etc)  There are things you can do to expand these abilities.. I really feel in most cases, intense psychics have a familial heritage for one.. and have had their basic abilities for as long as they can remember (since birth).  If you open yourself up to the ideas of psychic awareness, you will see interesting things unfold all the time.  You don't miss the connection between coincidences and you are able to see the big picture when making choices..(etc) 

Their are many different levels of psychic awareness also.  The lesson is..you're never given more than you can handle. (though you may feel pushed at times)

I really feel that acute psychic awareness is something you're born with.  I know a lot of people might not like that idea, and want 'in'.. But, it's not all peaches and cream, as stated before.  Their is a reason some people are born this way and others are not.  We should try to respect that, and indeed watch what we wish for. 

An interesting book.. Developing Your Psychic Skills.  I forget the author's name.

I think maybe this means you have some unfulfilled/ unexpressed desires for fear of what others might think.
(i don't mean you actually want a dog in 'that' way..lol i'm going to assume that you DON'T)

I just mean..you went to a place where no one knew you and you knew no one.. had an anonymous encounter.. Dogs don't judge us and they can't talk.. so the fear of being discovered was removed.  It's possible that you also feel guilty about something from the past, that you've hidden..for fear of what others might think.

We dream all kinds of strange excrement.  Try not to feel weird about it.. and kudos to you for being brave enough to share that!  (made my morning a lot more interesting anyway! lol)

Maybe just a nudge to see if I'm still listening..

Goober.. I know that some people feel that in sleep/wake moments when we experience abnormal things..we are hallucinating. 

I don't totally agree with that.  It would make some of the things I've seen in this state a little easier to deal with.. Skeptically writing things off.  But, I don't have a problem being open to the idea that we are able to perceive paranormal activity more easily, while in a sleep/wake state.

Debating the validity of the experiences one has during this state, is a conversation worth having.  I think that science can coexist with paranormal experiences. 

I'm not the type of person that thinks every bump in the night has a paranormal cause.  The fact is though, I have experienced some very interesting phenomenons here and there throughout my life.  So, I can't write things off too quickly either.

Just wanted to respond.

Hi guys!  I haven't been here in a long time.  I hope everyone is doing well.

I just wanted to say hello again.  A re-introduction. 

I missed this site.  I hope it's as awesome as it used to be!  I hope some of the older members are still floating around. (literally?? LOL)

HELLO!
-Monicat

You guys are so helpful!!! LOL

If your hair is falling out (and you're a woman), it could be for a variety of health reasons.  You should consider going to the doctor.  Stress, hormonal changes, thyroid problems, dietary deficiencies..are all potential causes!

It's not about vanity really.  It's about your overall well-being.  I can tell you from an energy standpoint... hair loss (in women) is not a good sign.  You could be way out of balance.  Meditation and visualization may help.  I would urge you to see a doctor, just to rule out anything serious...Or, to find out what's going on.  You would then be in a better position to use alternative means in dealing with it.

Hope this helps!

Hey guys!  I haven't visited in awhile.  But, I will be hanging around more.

Recently, (this is going to sound weird)  I woke up to the sound of a growl. I sat up in bed and reached over, thinking my dog was having a bad dream (and about to bite me in his sleep  ).  You guessed it... No dog in my room at all.  I turned on the light, nothing there..  I was a little startled, not scared really.  But, It was strange.  I got out of bed and walked around looking for anything that would've made such a noise.  Nothing. I tried 'feeling' for a presence, but got nothing. 

I've had a lot of interesting moments waking up in the dark.  (it's that half sleep/wake thing)  Why on earth would something just want to growl at me until I woke up, and then take off?  Maybe it was banking on a fear snack... (i know some of you will 'get' that lol) Well, too bad..so sad.. I'm too jaded for that. LOL

Let me know what you guys think!
-Monicat

I would be glad to help you to interpret the dream,,,just pm me.
-Monicat

Sashamasha....Is that gnat still after you!!!? LOL That must be a record!

They make things to plug in the walls that keep insects away as well as to keep cats(meowing) or dogs from barking.  Granted, it's probably just the sound that does it.  But, IMO sound is a form of energy.

So who knows???  I will head to the woods tomorrow to form a hypothesis!
Now onto my original goal....WORLD DOMINATION!!
Okay I'm done.
-Monicat

Maybe it was time for a break.

Thanks James.  That was a great reply!  I really appreciate it.

Funny thing..as I was reading your reply, my good friend called.
Her roommate jumped on the phone and talked to me about a reading I gave her almost a year ago.  I had all of the notes so I pulled them out while we were talking.  She thanked me because even though things didn't come out like she had planned, I really prepared her for that transition.  

I just thought it was interesting that it happened while I was going over this post!

Thanks for your insight!

-Monicat

I am really very good with tarot cards and readings!

I have friends that call me and put their friends on the phone just so I can give them a reading, (which I sometimes refuse, just based on the individuals attitude)

I just want some insight as to how you guys feel about professional readings and weather or not you feel it's Psychically Ethical???  I know all the ethics of reading the cards.  Things you should and should not tell people....like when they will die or whatever..I say it that way because my cards never give me things like that.  Always, just whatever message needs to be given.

So, what do you think?? Readings for money??  It could really help people.. and I'm not a scammer.  It would be nice to do something for a living that I love, that helps people, and keeps me afloat.

What do you guys think?
-Monicat

Nita, It's really refreshing to hear someone talk about the different aspects of magic without being judgemental, and also feeling secure enough in their knowledge to know what IS for them and what is NOT for them!  Kudos to you, I really enjoyed reading your post.

I know from what I have written, most people think I probably lean more toward the left....maybe that's true.  But, I don't think so.  I just think that it is all valid and worth knowing...not meaning DOING, just knowing.

I read a few disturbing things like, lefties wear black and are satanists!!!
First of all....No one that is adept at black magick would walk around advertising it!!

Secondly, satanists believe in themselves and no higher power, but aligning themselves with the universal energies around them in order to create their own fate.  They don't cut up chickens or drink blood!  Anyone that claims to be a satanist and does that, doesn't understand what satanism is really about.  It's just the rejection of organised religion and of higher powers outside of the self that control your life.

Most of us here probably fall under the definition of satanist just by virtue of the fact that we reject traditional christianity.
-Monicat
read more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm just so depressed.  The last week or so, I have just been sleeping, hardly eating, and not leaving the house.

I'm trying really hard to stay on track and just think positive.
I am so drained. I won't go into detail, but this is over work.  A man who has absolute power over my job has unjustly discredited me.  I thought Oh well I'll move on.  Then my boyfriend woke me up last night because I was punching the wall, grinding my teeth, and crying.  I was having a really bad nightmare about this guy.  I feel so humiliated and deflated.  I guess it has been harder on me than I was willing to let on.  I cried off and on all day today.

I'm trying so hard to will myself over this little bump.  I will accept any positive and healing energy anyone is willing to give.
Thanks-Monicat

These same things happened to me.  Finally, I discovered...when in that state, I wasn't powerless.  I could turn myself into an even fiercer monster and just dice their heads off. It was a good exercise.  Finally, I was able to stop all that and just travel.
-Monicat

(hope that in some way that helps)

I have requested information about shadow people on this site more than once.

Who are they? What do they want? Are they good/bad...both?

Whatever insight anyone has about their nature...I'd love to hear it!

P.M. me...post links Share stories
Share theories....I am deeply entertwined with this topic and highly enthralled!!!!

-Monicat