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could someone experienced answer my 2 questions, recently, i have been talking to people who seem to regurgitate what they have read in books
Hi Mouse,
Good thought behind your question. I'd like to point out that there is much confusion about what real meditation is. Often the term "meditation" is used to refer to a trance. While a trance-like state can be gained while in meditation, meditation is not trance. Nor should trance be the goal, or "way" of your meditation.
Trance is a taming of the body "awareness", Meditation is becoming aware. Of what? You!
I'd like to quote Browning's Paracelsus.
"Truth is within ourselves; it takes no rise
From outward things, whate'er you may believe.
There is an inmost center in us all,
Where truth abides in fullness; all around,
Wall upon wall, the gross flesh hems it in,
This perfect, clear perception, which is Truth.
A baffling and perverted carnal mesh binds it,
And makes all error.
And to KNOW
Rather consists in opening out a way
Whence the imprisoned splendour may escape
Than in effecting entry for a light
Supposed to be without."
Id just like to give you some encouragement with your current way of meditation. By what you describe, sounds like your very well on the right path. Well done!
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I intuit that this is one of the benefits of meditation- it tells me that the chasm between my "self" and David (normal me)
is getting smaller- can you clarify this???
even though i think its true, it feels better if someone clarifies it
What can you look foward to? Simply put, "YOU". You can look forward to You. You will eventually burn away all things, until you're all thats left. Quite a beautiful thing really. With practice, that feeling you get, will greatly increase. You're well on your way to what some call a "buddhic mind". Sometimes you will feel "alienated" to society. But perhaps thats a blessing.
As a side note, you can look foward to lucid dreaming.
Phlux