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Shaking a Rattle around your body in a clockwise circle, starting at your feet and working your way up to your Crown Chakra...

...and then down the front of your body in-line with the Chakras (starting with the Crown all the way down to the Root) through your legs and up the back of your Chakras, completing the circle at the Crown, will loosen excess negative energies. After they are loosened, you can continue by smudging yourself with Sage or any other energy therapy of choice.

Any rattle will do, but the best type to use is a Natural one. If you have a Pumpkin or Gord left over from the harvest season, then leave it in a Sunny spot (indoors) and the Nature Spirits will make it into a Rattle. The more reverence you show for them and this process, the better the rattle will work...

I think this post best belongs in the Healing section, but it will help here as well.

Shaking a Rattle around your body in a clockwise circle, starting at your feet and working your way up to your Crown Chakra...

...and then down the front of your body in-line with the Chakras (starting with the Crown all the way down to the Root) through your legs and up the back of your Chakras completing the circle at the Crown will loosen excess negative energies. After they are loosened, you can continue by smudging yourself with Sage or any other energy therapy of choice.

Any rattle will do, but the best type to use is a Natural one. If you have a Pumpkin or Gord left over from the harvest season, then leave it in a Sunny spot (indoors) and the Nature Spirits will make it into a Rattle. The more reverence you show for them and this process, the better the rattle will work...

I will start this with a quote:

"If you truly believe what you say, you would not need to defend it" - Michael BigBear of the Walhour Hour (Sunday nights at 11:00pm 103.9fm for those of you who are in the Weschester area. North Jersey picks this station up as well)

It is a very true and wise saying. For instance, if someone told you you were made out of slime, would you even entertain that thought? Of course not, because you know you are not. Why then should it be any different when someone makes fun of you or calls you hurtful names? If someone told you you were made from slime, you would laugh and say, "That's ridiculous," or something similar. You can do the same thing when people say things to hurt you. Just laugh and say, "That's ridiculous."

Now here is where it comes in handy for psychic attacks. As you may already know, negative entities like to disguise themselves as your own thoughts. They will project things into your mind; guilt producing or otherwise. Although it is not that difficult to know it is them, it is difficult to truly be aware of it.

When these projections enter your mind, try applying the "slime principle" from above. You know those thoughts are not yours and so you do not need to try and defend yourself against them. Simply say, "That is ridiculous," and give it no further thought. This eliminates the defending and so helps in getting rid of obsessiveness.

Practice, and if you get good enough at it, the negative entites will soon leave. The more you do it, the less and less power the negative entities have. It is extremely liberating. I would also like to stress the importance of where your thoughts are focused. Remember, energy goes to where the thought is focused. If you focus on a problem, you will only make the problem bigger; if you focus on anything negative, you will only increase its power. Try to focus on the postive in all situations. Look upon it through the eyes of a student; what did you learn from it?

Love and Light
~Child

Hello everyone.

Lately, I have been experiencing, or re-experiencing I should say, every emotion I have ever had in my life. They come in strings like, from different eras of this lifetime. When it happens, the emotional recall is so vivid, that it's like being in that time period all over again. The strings have been coming one after another, almost continuously for a while now. I was just wondering if anyone has had any similar experiences and might know a reason for them. I have heard that when a Spirit leaves the physical dimension, he or she will see a life-review upon returning home. I wonder if I am encountering some part of this now. This would not worry me.

Thanks.

Hello everyone,

Me and some of my dearest brothers and sisters have written a book together and we are looking for a place to get it published. We need to find somewhere it can be printed on 100% recycled paper using natural, crueltyfree ink. If anyone knows of such a place, or has any advice on finding one, we would be very thankful. Thank you all.

Dearest brothers and sisters,

Recently I got Robert Bruces book, Practical Psychic Self Defence and began performing some countermeasures to try and rid my life of negs.

I think I have just angered them, because they have been attacking me more and more in worse ways.

Firstly, before even getting the book, I had a dream that a ghastly hand came up through my wrist and clawed down into my knuckles. I think that my hand was transparent and semi ghastly looking as well. But for some reason, my hand looked a little like my mother's and I began thinking it was hers...

In the dream, my father and stepmother started yelling at me and my mother, I can't remeber what about.

The day after this dream was a Sunday and a fierce wave of negativity erupted in the house and huge fights started, my mom and stepfather were especially cruel. Shortly after that day, my hands became extremely chapped, cracking and bleeding. This skin condition developed fully and only exists in the spots where the ghastly hand clawed me in my dream. One patch at the entry point (my wrists) and across all of my  lower knuckles (where the claws dug in). So I know this is an energy body attachment

Since the dream, ever single Sunday my mother picks something out that she hates about me and erupts over it. I have pointed out to her that the negs are working through her against me, but have not pointed out to her that it has been every Sunday. Today is Sunday and although nothing happened at first, she decided to hate me again today.

I have used ink diagrams on the attachment points and they seemed to work, the skin was getting clearer and was no longer painfully bleeding. But, I cannot use the ink diagrams because the ink will run into Moonbeam (my hamster brother) and Summer's (my parakeet brother) cages when I clean them. But one thing I noticed when I was doing the ink diagrams was that the dry patches started appearing on the mid joints of my fingers. Definitely an attachment point.

I have been getting depresseed and extremely fatigued and also very paranoid about everything. If I say something, the negs will make me feel like I said it for some reason that I really didn't. They project thoughts into my head that are not mine, extreme guilt inducing thoughts, and they make me think that things that never happened happened.

I have dozens of Dreams every night, most of which include newley implanted core images, terrifying ones of animals dying painfully, especially ones of Moonbeam dying in horrible ways.

While in trance meditation, I have seen this girl who is not very nice at all. She has dark hair and doesn't look like she would be threatening or mean, but she is. One time, I found myelf in a Forest with a baby Tree who looked much like Nickamore (one of my plant brothers) when the girl showed up. She said "We snip animals to eat them, just like we snip plants" she took out a scissor and cut the baby tree with them. then she said "Follow me, I have a secret to tell you." and walked away. I did not follow her, I popped right out of the trance state. She tries to get me to follow her, she did this again the other night. I was on a Forest path and I heard someone who needed help. She said that she hurt her ankle, and I had the impression that she had fallen onto some rocks. I don't remember actually seeing her this time, but I remeber getting an impression of a woman who was older than the girl and didn't look like her... but she was still trying to get me to follow her to a certain point, like to lure me there. I feel that the two are one in the same.

I have also been attacked by a succubus a few times in the dream dimensions. The details are disgusting. She looked a little like the girl who cut the baby Tree.

I have done ritual bathing, and twice used protective herbs, using the steam from them, drinking teas made from them, and the second time using them in a bath. This worked well, as the first night I used it (on a Sunday after more eruptions from my mother), I was able to feel my energy flow through my entire energy body and woke up in the morning extremely happy and not at all fatigued...

...having gotten no more than 3 or 4 hours of sleep. Other nights, I get so much sleep, much more than 8 hours and wake up as though I had not slept the entire night, just wanting to go back to sleep and utterly depressed.

The first day that I used the herbs, I closed my eyes to rest them a little after waking up and I fell asleep... the Negs tried to attack me. But I crossed running water, and they left me alone for the rest of the day. My mom was so nice to me that day. Usually with the running water, psychic attacks are not broken for me, which means that the negs are pretty well attached.

The second night I used the herbs, I didn't get attacker, but I was still not able to permanently get rid of the negs. The first night, something told me to use Green tea, the second, I used Thyme which weakens psychic attaks and energy body attachments. The Green tea seemed to work better.

I always try to get out of body so that I can attack the Negs and get rid of them for good, but every time I try this, I just fall asleep before I can. I have also tried Core image removal and found lots of astral spiders and some black millipede looking things. I have found piles of them squirming around and turmed them all into Unicorns. The night I found the bugs I fell into deep trance before being able to consiousley remeber turning over any images, but once I saw the bugs, I quickly knew to turn them into Unicorns and remebered doing it.

Oh, and another thing that really scares me, when I do deep physical relaxation, suddenly my arm will fling itself onto my chest. This started with like my toe or finger moving by itself, or my finger, and I hoped they were muscular spasm from the muscle group relaxing. But the night I started using the herbs, my entire limbs have been moving.

Oh, and I just remebered this, One night I had this terrifying dream where me and a few people we watching some movie about how Nature is being destroyed. We were on couches, and the background became outside and became the background of what we were watching on the TV. The Forest erupted into flames. A Bird about the size of a Hawk who was set on fire by this flew out of the Forest and hit into cliff. I was terrified as this was actually happeneing around us. My aunt made a comment like it was funny or something. I can't remeber exactly what she said. I said to one of my cousins who was there "Thats what happens when you hang around mean people" refering to what my aunt said, meaning that when you hang around mean people, you start thinking the way they do. Then, the movie became about a bunch of characters, and there was this one guy I really did not like. He looked like a mix between Dr. Robotnick and Dr. Evil in a grey jacket. He was the worst of all the characters, and I shifted into him in the dream, the one who I would least like to be. The point at which I shifted into him was also very frightening. He got shot by accident, the bullet went through the area of his base center chakra and all the way up through to his brain causing his head to melt like a wax sculpture would in incresing heat. This  to me signifies a base center attachment too... Once in this strange man's position, I still looked like my self, but remeber being or thiking that because of being shot, I had no brain left. I felt like I had no brain activity, and felt sorry for myself. At one point I went to get something to eat, like bread I think, but out of the refrigerator and I remeber thinking "well, atleast I can grab a piece of bread" and wondering how I could be doing this if I had no brain function, maybe I could only do simple tasks... I remember seeing my cousin run across the yard from the deck at night.

I had another dream last night where I got him in the area of my base center with a tennis ball and felling a buzzing numbing pain there. and once in a dream I saw a poster displaying the difference between a sick heart and a healthy heart... probably another indicator of neg attachment.

It is so difficult to do what I came here to do when I am so bombarded by these negs, I have to get rid of them because I am growing weary and don't think I can make it much longer. If anyone knows anything that can help me along in anyway I would be ever thankful.

Thank you all for listening.

Hello again,

Petco raelly badly mistreats their animals behind the curtains, putting the sick in freezers to die, and it being "store policy" not to spend more on the animal then he or she costed, ex. for veterinary care, to name just a few. It is not fair to the animals to support such a monster. If you want to find out more about this, go to
http://www.petcocruelty.com/

under the resources section, you can click sign petition to sign a petition against petco...

...be sure not to shop there.
~Child of the Forest

Hi everyone,

I just read on Peta's (People for the etical treatment of Animals) website that tere is a bill in question in Canada in roder to strengthen the laws against cruelty to Animals. I copied the following from the page:


"Canadian Anti-Cruelty Bill in Danger! Calls Desperately Needed!

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Bill C-10(b), an amendment to improve the cruelty-to-animals section of Canada's Criminal Code, is in serious trouble in the Senate. The current archaic criminal code does not protect stray animals or wildlife, and crimes against animals are considered property crimes. If passed, Bill C-10(b) (formerly C-15B) will allow for stricter sentences for those who inflict deliberate cruelty on animals and those who neglect animals to such an extent that significant animal suffering occurs. The bill will be considered by the Standing Senate Committee on Legal and Constitutional Affairs in mid-March. Highlights of this bill include provisions for the following:

• A maximum five-year imprisonment term (the current maximum is six months)

• An increase in the maximum penalty from six months' to 18 months' imprisonment if the Crown elects to proceed by summary conviction

• Punishment of an indictable offense by imprisonment not to exceed five years

• An unlimited fine, to be determined by the judge on a case-by-case basis

• Authorization of judges to order anyone convicted to pay restitution to a humane society or other organization that cared for the abused animal

• Sentencing that includes a lifetime prohibition against owning and/or harboring any animal in the future

• The removal of crimes against animals from the property section of the Criminal Code.

The Standing Senate Committee on Legal and Constitutional Affairs is set to amend the bill to exempt all abuses of animals perpetrated by anyone who is affiliated with an animal-using industry. If this happens, animals in Canada will be even worse off than they are now––when they're supposedly being protected by a law that is 113 years old! Click here to see the text of the bill in its entirety.

Time is crucial. Between February 27 and March 29, 2003, Bill C-10(b) is scheduled for a final vote in the Senate. Please don't allow animals to wait another century for a chance to receive legal protection. Let the senators on the Legal and Constitutional Affairs Committee know that you want them to pass Bill C-10(b) without amendments and without delay! Canadian animals desperately need your help! Until the Senate passes the legislation, please call committee members at 1-800-267-7362 or call:

Standing Senate Committee on Legal and Constitutional Affairs
Sen. George Furey, Chair (liberal)
Tel.: 613-943-7805
Fax: 613-943-7807
E-Mail: fureyge@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. Raymell Andreychuk (conservative)
Tel.: 613-947-2239
Fax: 613-947-2241

Sen. George Baker (liberal)
Fax: 613-947-1525
E-Mail: bakerg@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. Gérald Beaudoin (conservative)
Tel.: 613-995-6128
Fax: 613-943-0685
E-Mail: beaudg@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. John Bryden (liberal)
Tel.: 613-947-7305
Fax: 613-947-7307
E-Mail: brydej@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. Anne Cools (liberal)
Tel.: 613-992-2808
Fax: 613-992-8513
E-Mail: coolsa@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. Mobina Jaffer (liberal)
Tel.: 613-992-0189
Fax: 613-992-0673
E-Mail: jaffem@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. Serge Joyal (liberal)
Tel.: 613-943-0434
Fax: 613-943-0441
E-Mail: joyals@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. Pierre Claude Nolin (conservative)
Tel.: 613-943-1451
Fax: 613-943-1792
E-Mail: nolinp@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. Landon Pearson (liberal)
Tel.: 613-947-7134
Fax: 613-944-4083
E-Mail: pearsl@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. David P. Smith (liberal)
Tel.: 613-944-4079
Fax: 613-944-4083
E-Mail: smithd@sen.parl.gc.ca

Sen. Terry Stratton (conservative)
Tel.: 613-947-2224
Fax: 613-943-1463

Thank you for your time and your compassion for animals!"

you can go to http://www.peta.org/ to find out more about this and other action alerts, just click the link for action alerts.

thanks everyone.

Hey everyone,

The other day, I went into my room and saw that Moonbeam, my hamster friend had gotten out of his cage. Luckily, he was standing on the foot of my bed when I foind him, but he had been on the floor and ate a few things that are bad for him, like  some ornage seeds I had been saving to giev to someone go to Florida so they can be planted and possibly some pine needles and  other things I don't know about. I took him to the Animal hospital, they said it would be too risky to put him under anestesia for an x-ray, so they gave him a shot of fluid that should help him pass ahything that had gotten into his stomache. I prayed that this would work and that anything bad would pass out of his stomache, if you guys would do the same, we would greatly appreciate it.
Thanks.
~Child of the Forest

Hi everyone,

my Uncle Gerard came down with a case of Chrone's disease...

...he has had it for a while now, but it has gotten so bad that he had to retire early at 36. At one point his entire colon was infected which was not a good situation for obvious reasons.
He has a wife and three children and is always worrying...

...he is extremely irratable all the time and I don't think he ever feels a stitch of true happiness.

any prayers or healing energy that can be sent to him would be appreciated, he lives in rockland county, ny, which is in the united states.

Thanks all

~Child of the Forest

Hi everyone,

I think I have an idea for a new forum topic, called poems for thought. There, any poems can be posted...

poems about spirituality, or other things of importantce. Here is one, one that I feel should be given lots of thought by alot of the people who destroy the world around us...




Put Yourself in the Place...

put yourself in the place of the chopped down Tree
the Flower who gets cut for decoration
never allowed to be free
people think they own you
think you belong to them
doing with you what they please
cruelty with no end
put yourself in the cage of the lab Rats
with ears growing on your back
fed pesticides
left to fester
a rusty rotten black
put yourself in the place of the Animals who roam
the Forest constantly shrinking
chopped away - you have no home
picture yourself flattened
on the side of some barren road
where once stood a Tree of Life
now asphault strips your home
you have nowhere to go
you're lost amidst the grid
the nasty lines and all the pavement
the signs, the dome locked lid
put yourself in the place of the beaten pet
always having to worry, always having to fret
about when the next punch will be thrown
the next kick delivered
when all you ever did is love
yet in fear now you quiver
or maybe in some forgotten shelter
you have been forced to live
abandoned for an unknown reason
no love from anyone, no one willing to give
where do you turn now, what do you do
this is what happens to the poor Animals
the Plants and Trees,
what if it were you?
how would you like it then,
would it still be only fair
to be chopped up for your skin
to make something fancy to wear
would it still then be ok
to be chopped at the top of your feet
to make things like cups and plates
that for one second hold food to eat
and then get tossed away in a garbage
without a moments care
it took you hundreds of years to grow
now one minute?
is that fair?
put yourself in the place of the chopped down Tree
the Flower who gets cut for decoration
all those who should be free
put yourself in the cage of the lab Rat
in the place of the Animals who roam
all the innocent who are maimed
left abandoned and alone
put yourself in the place of the Forests
all the Spirits who are pure and real
just put yourself in all those places
how then do you think you would feel?

Hi everyone,

Here is a poem that I found helps with the problems caused by negs...

It gives me this feeling of energy to continue with my life's mission and break free from the negs. Perhaps it can do the same for you...



Put Simply, Don't Give In

they'll do anything to block your path
because they despise every smile
they hate every laugh
they'll inhabit any corner, any dark place they can hide
so they can invade your every thought
disrupt your very mind
exploding with attacks
any symptoms of malady
they'll try to bring you down
so that you can't be free
they'll do anything they can to slow your expedition
try to stop you in your tracks
put an end to your true mission
but mission is the word, and truth is here to guide you
you must keep your focus strong
do not let the negatives hide you
do not let them extinguish the light you have within
don't let their attacks of anger stop you
put simply,
don't give in
remeber, you have that mission
we all have a heroe in ourselves
to complete our life's true mission
to bring peace, to love, to help
in any way we can, with whatever's in our hearts
that is the reason we came here
that's why our lives did start

Well, hopefully you guys won't think I'm insane or something like most other people I tell this too...

First, here is why I know what I have is some sort of psychically manifested attack rather than a chemical imbalance.

When I was younger, I would always have these horrifying "dreams", so realistic that I remeber them to this day. They were always of this mosquito type thing in my room hovering my the shelves near the cealing, just waiting to dive down at me. I still have lots of dreams, and whenever I have a bad one, these dreams seem to come true... They are also signposted as to when the things will happen, but most of the time, I cannot interpret the dreams well enough to find out what to do to stop them, and usually the signposts show up after the attack...
Lots of times, there are people in the dreams, people who do not like me. Lots of times they do bad things to me, like beat me with belts, scar up my legs, and scream at me just to name a few...
The people who appear the most in negative for in these dreams are my father, stepmother, stepfather, uncle, and cousin. They do not like me because they misunderstand me or some other reason I cannot understand. Anyway, the dreams I have are always highly symbolic and in hindsight make perfect sense. That plus the mosquito thing is how I know these are attacks, not a mental disorder.
Anyway, at the age of seven, I developed this thing, like a disruption of the surface mind. Whatever it is, it makes me think I said or sis things that I never said or did. Like for example, at the age of seven, it would make me think I said I hated Santa Clause, when I never did that. It also has told me that I don't believe in God, when I know I do. A good example of this, one night a couple of weeks ago, I was doing some energy development and fell into a trance. I was shown a snowy path, and a voice, a deep one, said to me "you are not a direct child of God, and he does not love you all the time." immediatley I popped out of the trance and was extremely upset about this. I did not believe what the voice said, but I still felt really horribly about it. Anyway, this attack type thing is getting way too much for me to bear. Everytime I drive a car (very rare, because I do not like to pollute the environmet) I get images of squirrels being hit, so I have to go back and check to see if one really did. I just spent over an hour walking, double checking an area where I wasn't too sure about. This thing always makes me feel like I hurt someone or that I will become the things I dislike. Another thing that happened today (before the checking the road incident) I was at the Save The Animals Rescue Team (START) where I volunteer and the head lady asked me to dump out some ice outside. first, I didn't want to, but then I looked and saw that it really was just ice (with a little melted water) and if it were dumped down a drain it would go to waste in a sewer somewhere. So I dumped it outside. Then, the attack thing made me feel like there might have been chemicals in the water like from someone's hands or something. It was too late to do anything abut it though, because it had already been dumped and now I was feeling like what if I hurt nature somehow. So I cried the whole way home basically, and then when I was just about there, the thought occured to me that I might have hit a squirrel, and thats why I had to go back and check every square inch of that area. Then, when I got back in the house, and went in my room, I found that my mom had moved all of the plants in there (I figured she dusted)and even moved one of them, Tropy, against the window where it is too cold for him and now he seems to be dying. I always ask her not to dust in my room because she dusts with somekind of endust chemical. She doesn't like the way I clean my room and always redoes it. I still ask her not to put any chemicals in there because that would hurt Moonbeam (the hamster), as well as all the plants. She did it anyway. I was really sad, angry, frustrated, because what if the chemicals harmed anyone. Plus the fact that now, Tropy looksm like he is dying. Whenever a plant is not doing well, it makes me so sad for them, and I always feel like somehow I am at fault. I quickly got angry at my mom this time. I don't believe in any form of negativity and basically never get into fights, but I ended up getting into a fight with her over the phone. At the end of the conversation, I threw the phone. Now the attack thingy is telling me I am dark, bad, just like my father (who I strongly dislike). I feel badly about yelling at my mom and throwing the phone, but I really only did it because I care about my plantly buddies, and I always ask my mom not to clean my room, not to use chemicals, not to move the plants around, but she always does it anyway. Now I feel at an extremely low point, I don't know what to do. I haven't been able to do any energetic development in a week now because of this. I am getting so depressed lately that all I want to do is go to sleep. I wish I could go home, like now, but I made promises that I would never end my own life. I know these attacks may not seem major or anything, but they explode in my mind every second of the day, making me think un-true things. I am also unable to hold my surface mind clear for more than three seconds... so I haven't been able to get past the Taming the Mind section in Asral Dynamics. What do I do about theses attacks???

I noticed in one of the posts about remote viewing and ET life that some of you believe that the greys are "demonic" believe me, I know from experience with them that they are not demonic at all. They are far from it. The faces that you see are actually space helmets, the big black eyes are nothing more than windows in the helmet. If you saw an astrounaut from earth for the very first time haveing basically no knowledge about them, you would think they had glass for a face, with no features what so ever....
Anyway, they have great healing powers are their sole purpose for visiting this planet is to awaken mankind to the spirit, to the forces of the greater good, and to stop mankind from destroying the planet. Plenty of people who have been visited by them, ranging from pre-schho children to the elderly have become more aware of the spirit and their connection to the planet. Poeple have become vegetarian because the visitors told them it is wrong to slaughter animals, they way humans do, when their are victimless alternitives availiable to us. The visitors mostly communicate with word pictures that are highly symbolic... The same way that the spirits in the higher astral planes and the spirit realms do. The reason that some people percieve them to be "demonic" is from an unnesessary fear somhow instilled in them, the same type of thing that makes people afraid of a harmless garden snake. Also, I those of you who are not afraid of mice...

If you were in a room and a mouse came in in, crawled up to you and was curiosely looking at you, you might react in a wide range of ways, but none of them would be fear derived. you might come back and tell a friend then that you had seen a friendly little mouse who was curious about you, perhaps that you even interacted with him, pet him or fed him a piece of cheese or something.

On the other handm the same exact mose doing the same exact thing comes into a room and crawls up to a person who is scared to death of mice. This person comes back to you with a horror story perhaos telling you how horrible the mose was, that the mose tried to bite or attack the person, was staring at them menicingly and so  fourth.

The visitors are here to teach the greater good, some people don't want to hear it, so the visitors have to push a little... Its kind of like say, whenyour parents want you to do something, and you don;t want to do it. You parents think that they are doing something that will benifit you, and so compel you to do it. This is why some people interpret experiences with the visitors as being negative, when in actuallity, this type of experience can be greatly productive and enjoyable. I recommend anyone intersted read a book called Breakthrough by Whitley Strieber, this goes through everything, exaplaining the things that they have taught him, and how he came to know their true purpose for coming here.

The visitors have direct communication with the spirit world, unlike humans, because their eyes are far less clouded and their being is more pure. I've even read about some people seeing the visitor during Near Death Experiences, as well as cases where departed loved ones have come for visits with the visitors. Many children have written things about them, and how friendly they are and how they teach things of great truth. Some children have written about how after their parents go to sleep the visitors play with them in their backyards and stuff...

as Whitley says in his book, and I find this to be true, if the children who wrote these letter were lying, then they wouls most likely base their lies off of the media's horror based abduction stories, which is far from what is happeneing here.

~Child of the Forest  

Hey Guys,

Hopefully, you will not think this is dumb...

A couple of months ago, my uncle who lives just across the street from me cut down a special friend named Sarah, Sarah Sycamore. Se was a very tall, and beautiful tree, a very special friend to me and my cousins (my uncle's children) we were very upset when we found out that he was going to cut her down. We had tried several times to talk him out of it, but he just would not budge. Anyway, after the whole terror if him cutting her down, my cousins and I collected all the seed pods that had fallen on the ground so that we could plant them and give them the chance they all deserve. Anyway, I planted a good number of them in the forest by my house. I didn't want to overcrowd that area, so I was waiting to plant the rest somewhere else...

...I had kept them in a ziplock bag. Yesterday, I looked in one of the bags and noticed that a little green sprout was inside. I gently took him out and planted him, into some potting soil where he would be able to grow fully. But sadly, he doesn;t seem to be doing so well today. His leaves are sagging a bit, and I had to put a toothpick in the soil for him to lean up against. I think perhaps it was warmer for him inside the bag, and maybe he got shocked a little bit now...

Someone who a trust very much told me to put a ziplock with fork-poked holes over the pot, oh, and to put a warm. moist cottonball in there with him. I am sure this is going to work, but just incase it does not, does anyone else know what I can do to keep Nickamore Sycamore )since I caught him in the "Nick" of time, or atleast thought I did) I send him healing energies also, so if anyone can do that too we would greatly appreciate it, I would hate to see him die. Thanks everyone.

Hello everyone. I am in some need of help. I don't quite know exactly how to describe my problem, but here goes anyway...

I get these sort of psychic attacks where I just feel really badly about myself. It makes me feel like all the beatiful things I know are true in life, like the forest and the vibrant, loving spirits there, will somehow dissapear from my life (although I know as a fact they never will dissappear)It also makes me feel that I will accidentally hurt the ones I love in some way, somehow I will accidentally hurt someone, although I know that this also cannot happen. These attacks come and go, sometimes they will not bother me for a long time, but then suddenly one will come...
They are often accompanied by a bad headache and burning ears, also sometimes, the need to go to sleep. I don't know what to do with this, it pains me so. These attacks are also almost always preceded by certain types of dreams. usually about something non-specific, like a food item or something like that. When this food item that I saw in the dream pops up in the physical (usually within a few days), an attack begins. An example, one night, I had a dream that I picked a red pear out of a pear tree while in the company of an ex-girlfriend who brings back bad memories from a very bad period of life. I believe this all took place at night time. The next day, I was getting ready to go for a walk in the forest and wanted to bring a snack. I went to look for an apple in the fruit basket, but there were only red pears. I immediately rembered the dream and the negative feelings that came with it and wondered if eating the pear would cause bad things to happen. But I decided that I shouldn't be afraid to eat the pear and so, I took it with me. Everything was fine, as I remember, until the sun started going down that day. Then I began getting psychic attacks and feeling badly about myself. The attack lasted for a couple of days, and then went away. I have talked to my mother about this, she says the same thing happens to her. She has dreams of my father, her ex-husband, and every single time has something bad happen afterward, usually long days of depression where she feels like all she wants to do is go to sleep and never wake up. She also has dreams of my father's wife, one for example in which his wife was putting her arm around my mom, trying to befriend her, - these dreams too are followed up by negativity. I have always had these types of dreams about my father too, detalied and very threatening. I've even had these dreams during the short period of time where my father seemed to be nice. I once had a dream where he was trying to take my brain out, trying to get me to lie down on some couch in a strange room so he could cut my head open. I rember my sister being there as well, I think he was trying to turn her against me to help him take out my brain. I'm not sure if he was trying to do that, or was jusy obviosley not trying to get her brain out, only going for mine. Either way, my sister was still in the dream. I also had a terrible dream once that my father shot a dear. We were in some cabin and I had a video tape playing in the vcr. He recorded over it, and all I did was ask him why, in an upset way. He started screaming at me and grabbed my face, I rember the ferocious feeling of hate and anger eminating from his eyes as he screamed at me. Then I left the cabin and went outside into the forest. I was happy and alive. There was a deer, docile and loving. My father then appeared again and shot the deer who fell into some kind of ditch. I was extremely saddened and upset by this. Then I woke from the dream wondering why I would dream something like that, because at the time (about 2 years ago), I guess I didn't see my father's true intentions on just constantly hurting people, actually going out of his way to do so. It would take me years to explain this to you. The other night too, I had a dream of him. There were these buildings, my sister and I were in them, I don't rember what we were doing - all I know is that this building was surrounded by a baby blue sky and white puffy clouds. My father found me and wanted to talk, I got the impression he was trying to find things out about me. We ended up on the rooftop where I had already written in some type of line-language, a code of straight lines, my entire sppiritual beliefs. These lines tapped aloud like morse code and that is how they could be read. My father seemed very angered by my beliefs and was trying to extinguish them and repremand me in a very hosile way. I rememer looking at the puffy white clouds drifting from right to left, in the baby blue sky. My father wanted to talk to my sister as well, but did not know where she was. I hoped she was alright and that he wouldn't find her - I wondered where she was myself... Well, the day aftyer that dream was followed up with another psychic attack. But more so, was the day after. A major attack came and I was feeling extremely terrible. Normally, I never watch television, I strongly dislike tv. However, my little cousin, Rita, wanted to watch her tape of the Powerfuff Girls movie, so I put it in. I layed there, slumped in the couch, when suddnely, I relized that the clouds and blue sky in that dream had been a signpost, just as were the foods...

...the Warner Brothers logo came on to the tv screen, baby blue sky, clouds drifting from right to left. After that, I left my Aunts house where I had been watching my cousins, and went back across the street to my house. After eating dinner, I went back across to my Aunt's. My cousin James then asked me how to spell the word Skunk (he was finishing up some spelling homework) I immediatley remebered another dream from the night before the cloud dream. Me my sister, and some other people were sitting on some concrete steps when a skunk came along. Everyone was petting him. I pet him, and he dissappeared with a poof, kind of popping sound and there was a light skunk scent on me. Hopefully this means that the attacks will dissappear. I think these attacks at me and my mother are from my father and his wife, whether they know that they are causing them or not. Perhaps they think hostile and negative thoughts toward us which sends out vibes of negative energy. is This attack has been coming and going for some days now and I am in desperate need to some how alleviate them so that I can feel the happiness within. Can you please help me and my mother, these attacks really do a number on us and we have no idea how to stop them. If you can give us some advice or help in anyway, it would be greatly appreciated.
Filled with Love and Hope,
Tom

Thank you Kiauma, Thank you Serena.

Another thing that helps a great deal is where you focus your thoughts. Energy always goes to where the thought is focused...

If you look at dealing with negative energy as Healing and Balancing yourself rather than fighting the entities, it is alot easier and more pleasent.

Also Serena, like you said it is important to be able to understand others. Most of us find it very easy to judge those who are the source of the negative energy bombarding us; it is so difficult not to. But when we are able to understand those people, we can see that they too have suffered and we can understand the true reason they do the things they do. After all, those who do cruel things are the ones who are reaching out for Love the most; they feel they cannot find it.

I am still learning all of this myself...

There is always more to be learned, Life is a journey not a destination.

"There is no way to enlightenment, enligtenment is the way..." - I forget the name of the person who said this, but it makes a lot of sense.

As for the Reiki, you can do a search online for places that offer classes. Some Reiki Master Teachers offer classes through community schools; night classes etc... But as the saying goes,

"When the Student is ready, the Teacher appears." So as with all else in the Universe, when the time is right, everything will fall into place.

Light and Love to All
~Child

Serena,

Thank you for replying.

I have lived through severe attacks. At one point I was suicidal. I have also been attacked by Succubi etc...

When I stopped "defending" meaning defending against the thoughts they would project, the attacks subsided a great deal.

The main thing when it comes to attacks is balance...

The more balanced you are, the less able negative entities will be to attack you.

Think of a batallion of a thousand people marching together; in unison...

now think of the same group of people scattered apart from each other just strolling along.


Which of the two do you think it is easier to penetrate?


The scattered group of people, of cousre.

The analogy is this:

The more balanced you are; the more inline your chakras are with the Universe, and the more difficult it is for you to be penetrated. When balanced, one can tell negativity is being sent their way, but remain in the observant position.

The more judging, DEFENDING, and rationalizing you do, on any level, the less balanced you are; and so the easier it is to be impacted upon.

Reiki is an excellent way to get oneself in balance. You can go to a Reiki Practicioner or you can take Reiki classes and give yourself Reiki treatments and eventually, be able to do the same for others.

To make it short, Reiki is the Universal Life-Force Energy, from which all Life is Created. Reiki is the same Force Nature uses...

Rei= The Universal Wisdom
Ki= Life Force Energy

Reiki is always present, a student needs to be attuned to it though to be able to channel it; much in the same way electricity is always present in one's home, but they need to hit the switch to turn the lights on.

Reiki is channled through the practicioner and out his or her hands into the person recieving the treatment. This can be done either hands on, or hands off, depending on the recipient's preference.

Reiki is what helped me...

No no no...

you all misuderstood what I said, or I misworded what I was trying to say. I do not believe in ignoring thigs either, for that is ignorance. What I said was this, or rather, what I meant was this:

If you believe in what you say, then there is no need to defend your position. If you defend your position, then that means, you too are unsure of it. So if a negative entity tells you that you are racist and every time you see a person of a certain race, a derogatory name enters your mind, but you know that the exact opposite is true about yourself, then why would you bother defending your position? ex. "I am not racist! I did not think that. Would I ever go around calling someone a     ? No, I would never do that!" These are the types of obbsessions I get. If you defend your position on not being racist, then this means that you too are unsure ot it. In the back of your mind perhaps you think you may be. But if you know you are not, you can say something like this, "That was a nice try, neg." Or "That's ridiculous" The neg will give up trying to make you think things that are untrue about yourself; you will no longer be defending. The three biggest spiritual traps afterall are defending, judging, and rationalizing.

So, to make it short, I never suggested one deny anything, denial is something no one should ever practice. Perhaps I misworded what I was trying to say and hopefully this will clear it up and be of some help...

By the way, did anyone check out the Walhour hour? It is a great show. They play new-age, Native American, Classical etc... There is this person who says things every so often that are very spiritually inspiring.

~Child

Thank You McArthur and everyone. It is going terribly. The negs seem to be getting stronger and attacking me more and more. All I want to do now is go home...

...I know though that I cannot until I complete my quest here...

I also knew that Kindness, Love, and Compassion are never weakneses and will always live by them, for all Life is Life.
Although right now as I write this to you I am getting one of those telepathic broudacasts telling me that I stopped being kind because I got angry and yelled at some poltergiest activity...

...I have been playing music in my room constantly, looping one song over and over. I made 3 CDs filled with just sounds of Nature, Chanting, and other soothing music. Within no time at all, the cd's were scrathcing "themselves" all with the same exact scratch marks on each of them... My two favorite CD's out of the three stopped playing entirely, while the third continues to play, even though the third one ended up being the MOST scratched out of all of them. How do I know this is not just my CD player breaking down...

...because one night I was telling my mom what happened to me in my room, and as soon as I said the word "succubus" the CD changed and made a scratching noise.

Speaking of Succubus, McArthur, I know exactly what you are talking about, the succubus took the form of a cat in one of the dream realms, this totally upset me because this would be Animal abuse! When I woke from this and was in the half sleep, half awake (I guess a pretty deep trance actually) state, I saw her go into Moonbeam's cage, the new section of it that I just got for him. She crammed herself into it and was just staying in there. I fell back asleep, I should have just left the room now come to think of it, but how could I just leave everyone else in there with her?

Oh, and someone locked me out of the house the other day...

I went outside and no one lese was hom, I left the dor unlocked so I could get back in, I remember checking the handle to see if it would turn before closing the door.... It was not locked. As I shut the door and image of my keys flashed into my head. Not long after that, I went to go back in, and the door was locked. I needed to get inside to get something because I wanted to make myself a soy smoothie and other stuff and have it outside before anyone got home, I just wanted to do that by myself... and now I couldn;t, and when everyone else got home, we had to go somewhere. I needed to find a way to get in the house. So I climbed up the railing on the deck to climb into my sister's bedroom window. I was barefoot and slipped and started falling down the banister. I thought that was it, I was going to die, probably hit my head at the edge on the bottom.

Obvoisley I didn't. Aside from a painful cut on my wrist, I was fine. I don't know how I didn't fall forward or to one of the sides and instead fell perfextly down the fairly narrow banister without hitting my head on the edge of it. Had I have fallen any other way, I would have exited. That was an exist point for me, and had I finished what I came here to do, I would have went home today. Perhaps an Angel, or my Spirit guide, or my Animal totems stopped this from happening...

McArthur, along with all the other things I have tried, I will add some of the things you have shared with me. I too am virtually moneyless and can't afford to buy lots of things, so I usually make my own stuff. You asked which herbs I used...

...I have used Thyme, Sage, and even Green Tea, which worked very nicely for some reason...

I have also written to Nita, and immediatley after she began working on me, the marks on my hands vanished entirely, leaving only slight discoloration on the backsides of my hands, which also slowly faded.

I don't know how much longer though I will be able to survive the obsessive thoughts, panick attacks, depressions, fatigue, and all of that stuff...

I wish luck to all of you who are battling your way through neg attacks of your own...

Thank you all for writing. I am sorry I have not written to you all sooner...

It is so hard to defeat the negs because everything I do, no matter what it is, they invade my mind with wave upon wave of panick attacks. I can have more than five thoughts at once, which is why it is even difficult to use mind block methods like memorizing things or repeating mantras. The negs attack me lots in the dream domensions, and although I have come very close to being lucid (I realize I am in a dream dimension), I still cannot control what is happening. When I get into a neg induced depression, I cannot do anything at all because I feel like I might taint whatever it is I do with depression... Whatever I do to defeat them, I must do it quickly.

Sylvia Browne said something about Deja vus that makes sence. Before we come to this planet, incarnate for this lifetime, we write ourselves a "chart" of the things we wish to accomplish and or lessons we wish to learn; things we wish to enhance spiritually. This does not mean we wrote down every single thing that is going to happen to us, but it means we write certain people into our lives certain situations that will help us grow spiritually by learing those specific lessons and accomplishing those certaiun things we chose to come here for. Sylvia says that deja vus are like litte signposts rminding us that we are still on the right track. It can also be remebering writing somthing on the chart. Or perhaps also they can be memories of similar experiences you had in a past life, hence getting a weaker version of that feeling.

deja vus are exciting to get, especially when they are strong ones and you are able to predict what will be said next.

Have you ever had dream deja vu? Like where you are in a dream and remember haviong that samne exacvt dream before, but never actually did? Like getting that feeling in a dream?

Stars

Have you seen the Star in the Apple?
Have you seen the Star in the Pear?
Have you seen the Stars down in the Sea,
up in the Sky, and everywhere?
The Star behind the Flower,
the Stars hold Love's True Power.
For these Stars are Signs from God
and all of Life's pure Truth,
They are Signs of Purest Love
true Compassion, everlasting Youth.
Telling us of the Circle,
the great big Circle of Life.
And how We are All Connected,
how everyone is Alive.
Trying to make it known,
True Life is something Great
That there should be no negativity,
no violence or hate.
The Stars carry that simple message, the way that things should be.
The Stars say open your heart,
open your heart and you shall see.
True Life is all around us
If your heart is open, then you will see
From the Stars up in the Sky
to the Stars down in the Sea.
In the Apple, in the Pear,
from the Earthworm to the Bear,
behind every Flower,
these Stars hold God's True Power,
The Connection of All Life can always be found
In the Stars, in your heart, in your Spirit, and all around.

even the tiniest Dewdrop helps shape the Mountain...

I too have been feeling very badly lately, massive depression which escalated on the fourth of march. I just feel that there is no hope for the human race...

...the more I find out about the things people do, the more and more depressed I get. Some people do not realize that they are destroying everything, the planet, the plants and animals, and themselves. I wonder if it is possible that everyone will ever see it...

I have known for a long time the things people do, but for some reason, on the fourth, I sunk into a massive depression and feel something terribly dark is just over the horizon. I hope that there is not...

Peace, Love, and Hope

~Child of the Forest