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Hi! Havent written here in ages. Hope you are all doing well!

I would like your opinion on an issue. The thing is years ago i spent a lot of time trying to AP until finaly achieving it, going through several different experiences in the way.

The thing is on that time of my life when i was in bed with my eyes closed trying to AP, the darkness before my closed eyes quickly changed, showing my at first flashes of light and such and eventually full vivid images and scenarios (all this being conscious and awake, at any time i could open my eyes and this images would dissapear and i was awake). Focusing in all these was for me a road into AP.

The thing is nowadays i can lay in bed for hours and no image appears, not even flashes of light.

Would you say i lost some kind of ability? Or that this event responds to changes in my life style? Or what would be your oppinion? I would like to resume my astral experiences and this kind of makes it way more difficult that on my first attempts.


Thanks in advance for reading my post and i´m looking forward to your views on this!

Hi! I havent written here for ages, but recently i have been having an experience i would like to share and ask if someone has experienced or knows something about it.
Whats happen is the following, some nights i am in bed at night and have some sort of sleep paralysis. At this point i, without any trouble, get out of my body and walk around the house. The thing is i cant see anything, just pitch dark. I know i an walking through my house because i can feel everything with my hands. I mean i know where the door is and i walk to it and there the door is. I open it, and the door opens. And like this with my whole house, i can walk through it without any trouble, but can never seem to see anything. Allways full blackness. And the moment i try opening my eyes i zap back into my body and sleep paralysis again. At that point i can get out again with no trouble but will zap back instantly again when i try opening my eyes. Last time, i even went to the shower and opened it so as to get wet and make that feeling awake me, but nothing happens. I mean i could feel the water on all my body but still, when i opened my eyes, again, zap into my body, which i checked, wasnt wet at all (discarding sleep walking). That last time the moment i opened my eyes i just barely got to see two men trying to grab me, like centimeters away from me, but as soon as i saw them, i zapped back to my body and sleep paralysis.
I must say this has happened several nights lately.

Thanks for reading! and please y would like to hear your views on my experiencie.

Hi to everyone!
Yesterday a had an experience and wanted to share it here so if any of you know something about it can share it with me.
The thing is, i was in bed after taking a nap. It was one of those times when you really want to keep sleeping but you have to get up, and you have sort of a contradiction because you reaaally want to get up but you also reaaally want to sleep. Well at one point i rolled to the other side of my bed and opened my eyes (i was looking to the wall, i rolled to look a the door). The thing is when i opened my eyes there she was. A little girl standing beside my bed. She wasnt creepy or horrific or anything like that. Just a random girl of, shall i guess, 10 years old, standing beside my bed looking at me. It should be obvious as to i am writing this, but no girl like this live at my house.
Well, when i saw her it kind of shocked me, not panic but it was sure a surprise. At that point i couldnt move in my bed, some sort of sleep paralysis. I focused a lot on trying to move towards her to see whats up, and after a lot of intention put in doing it i could move and i grabbed her on the arm and asked: who are you?. At that point i was taken to a dreamlike scenario. It was like going into a dream, but the girl was in the dream. I practically dont remember the dream, just that it had to to with the girl, and that i was in a big house i didnt know of.
Any of you know something about this? Maybe she was showing me sort of her story in the form of a dream. I had no idea.
Thanks in advance!

Hi to everyone. I have posted before on this site telling my experiences and seeking for advice. Thanks by the way for all the advice
The thing is today i had an experience that i think is my first OBE, and i would like to hear your oppinions.

I was lying down trying to AP when i suppose i fell asleep, because at one point i was within a dream. The dream was very short and has nothing to do with the experience. The important part happened afterwards. At one point i wasnt at that dream anymore and was lying in my bed again trying to AP. Then, my mother entered the room and said some things to me. I answered vaguely since i was trying to AP and didnt want to get distracted.
Eventually she left and i kept focused on trying to AP.
The thing is, now that i have time to question my mother, she never did enter the room. Seeing that that never happened maybe i was allready at an altered state.
After i stopped listening to my mother talking to me, when i got to focus on AP, at a point i started seeing as though i had my eyes open.
It was as being awake but somehow it felt different.
I stood up from my bed and instantly realized i was not awake. Dont know why, it all felt exactly as being awake but with a slight difference in feeling.
Then, i wanted to try something to know if i was actually awake or not. I was clearly at NPR since i could easily move pencils with my mind.
At that point i thought: YES! I DID IT!.
I must say that i was totally aware ( i even started thinking and remember advices i had read at this site and used them xD).
I also felt no fear at all, there was no reason to.
I walked through my room for a while. Altough i had realized that i wasnt at my body i could stay there without any effort (meaning that i didnt zapped back to my body by realizing the situation).
After that, i remembered that at the Astral doors are supposed to be some sort of metaphor for an entrance (meaning that they dont neccesarily leed to where the leed physicaly). So i oppened the door of my room and started walking on my house. It was normal.
After that i oppened the door of another room in my house. It was a big place, different to that room normally. When i oppened the door, i began to feel as if i was looking at the sun. I could barely open my eyes. So i went back to my room. When i entered my room, it was different from the beggining, it was the same as the other room which i found difficult to stay focused in. After that i opened my eyes and i was in bed.

Thanks in advance for reading my post.

Hi Ivan,
Searching in a dream,
To dream that you are searching for something tells you of the need to find something that is missing or needed in your life. The dream may be similar to your search for love, spiritual enlightenment, peace or even a solution to a problem.
To dream that you found something suggests that you are coming into contact with some aspect of your psyche or subconscious. You are recognizing a part of yourself that was previously hidden or undeveloped. Alternatively, it represents change.

To dream that you found someone indicates that you are identifying new facets of a relationship. You may be taking the relationship to a new level and/or direction. The dream may also be a metaphor for finding yourself.
The experience you had and becoming lucid is a big step forwards. It appears you only need to work on waking yourself up more. The exit already is happening. You need to become more aware when this happens again.
Rub your hands together and feel the heat generated. Imagine then covered in juice from some fruit and you can smell it. Demand clarity by shouting too. This will make everything around you come very clear.
You were in the non physical having an experience. Although you didn't realise it at the time, working on becoming more aware is all you need to do.
Was this your first experience like this?

Hi Szaxx,
Thanks for your response. As for your question on wether it was my first experience of that kind, i must say that as far as i remember yes. I have a vague memory of having some sort of LD sometime in the past, but the only one i clearly remember is that one. In that dream, at a point, i could literally do whatever i wanted, as i said in my last post.
As for the searching part, it happened only recently. I did everytime found what i was searching for, and at that time woke up.
Apart from that experience i think i am close of having a full OVE, since on most of my last attempts i usually experience something new, that i havent experienced before.
If it doesnt bother you i will point out the most remarcable of the things that i have experienced (allways remembering that i could never achieve a full OVE so far).
They are as follows:
1. On 90 % of my attempts i reach the point in which random images start to appear (with my eyes closed). They vary from random abstract shapes to landscapes or events (for example one time i was seeing 2 persons having a conversation). Usually when i notice the images they dissapear.

2. There was one time that i saw a street from above and something walking through the street. The image didnt dissapear that time. I rather started to feel that i was fastly going to the scene, and at the same time lost all feelings of my body (that time i got scared and started moving, which after a few tries i managed and zapped back to my room, which i now regret seeing as there was actually nothing to fear).

3. The other day when i was trying to AP at a point i lost awareness and after i recovered it i realized that for a while i have been having a conversation with something. This was not in spoken words. It was exactly as the subtitles in a movie. I had a thought and white words appeard in front of me answering my thought. After i had a new thought and again, the words answered me. I dunno if i was talking with some sort of guide or what.

4. Yesterday i had yet another strange and totally new experience. I was lying in bed with my eyes closed trying to AP when i saw a flash of light. For a second, the whole blackness turned white. At the same time that that happened, i heard a clear and loud noise that i cant describe.

5. On my last attempts i usually feel as though i am floating or going towards something.

6. A few days ago i was trying to AP and i fall asleep. Hours after that i woke up and remembered that after waking up before opening my eyes or even moving is a great time to try. So i stayed there with my eyes closed. Lots of visuals moving much faster than usual started to appear. The problem was that i woke up in a position were my arm was beneath my head and my arm started to hurt due to the position. At a point i couldt bear it and got up.  

7. In a few of my last attempts i started to feel strong vibrations in my body, which i could raise if i wanted. I realized that i was having them from the beggining of the vibrations and that was when i increased them with my thought, however, after that i though to myself: Oh i am having the vibrations. And after that they started to decrease.

Thank you a lot for reading my long post, and i am hoping you can give me your oppinion.

Hi to everyone, today i had a strange experience. I must say that i have been trying to AP por a while but havent yet gotten there. I was sleeping and in the middle of a dream i was having i realized that i was dreaming. After that i could do whatever i wanted, i even used kame hame ha. While i was at that point, strangely i was aware of my physical body. Or maybe it wasnt, i dont know, the thing is that i felt as i was feeling both the dream body and my physical body at the same time, and that my physical body was moving as i moved my dream body. Eventually i opened my eyes and it all ended. I must say that before i fell asleep before having that dream i felt strong vibrations, which decreased when i realized i was having them. Eventually i was asleep.I wanted someone to tell me what do you think my experience was.
I wanted also to comment on something that has been happening lately to me. When i am dreaming, just before waking up, i am searching for something in my dream, for example searching for my seat. After that, i find what i am looking and wake up. Does someone know something about this?
Thanks a lot and sorry for my english as it is not my native language.

Hello to you all, i recently writed a post telling about my experience and asking for advice                                                                                 ( http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_members_introductions/new_member_telling_my_experience_and_seeking_advice-t43196.0.html ).
Yesterday, however, i had a new experience that i had never had before and i wanted to share it and hear your comments. I wrote it as a comment at my last post but as i am new at this site i dont know what are the chances of getting answered if i post in the same post (being that maybe new posts with no answers are the ones that get answered the most ). If i cant write it in a new post as i am doing, please move it or whatever needs to be done, i simply dont know what to do .
Yesterday when i went to sleep and tryed to AP, at a point i started to feel as thought i was floating (i wasnt exactly floating in the air, but the sensation i felt was sort of similar to that o being floating).
Anyway, the floating sensation wasnt anything new, since i had experienced siimilar fealings in the past. The new thing happened after that. At some point i realized that i have been talking to someone mentally for the past several minutes. It was like i though something, and in front of me,white letters appeared (i saw all blackness except from a sentence writen with white letters in the middle of the blackness big enough for me to easily read them) answering what i had just said, and i answered that thinking afterwards, and the letters appeared again answering what i said.

For a while i had this conversation without noticing i was doing it, but at some point, i gained awareness of what was happening (that my thoughts were being answered in words by something, not like when you think you hear something but rather seeing the actual words with extreme clarity) and felt something that can be described as the presence of he who was answering my thoughts. At that moment however, the fact of realizing that, sort of shocked me a bit and zapped back my contiousness into me being in my bed and the words stopped to appear.

After that i really cant remember what the conversation was about or what the words said, but i clearly remember the situation. This got me to think that maybe i was talking to some sort of guide. I am looking forward on hearing what you all think regarding what happened to me.
Having said that, thanks to you all in advance for reading my post and sorry if my english has problems, as it is not my native language.

Thank you a lot to you all for your encougrament and support! I will keep trying until i succed. Also, i want to tell you about a new experience that happened to me. Yesterday when i went to sleep and tryed to AP, at a point i started to feel as thought i was floating (i wasnt exactly floating in the air, but the sensation i felt was sort of similar to that o being floating). Anyway, the floating sensation wasnt anything new, since i had experienced siimilar fealings in the past. The new thing happened after that. At some point i realized that i have been talking to someone mentally for the past several minutes. It was like i though something, and in front of me,white letters appeared (i saw all blackness except from a sentence writen with white letters in the middle of the blackness big enough for me to easily read them) answering what i had just said, and i answered that thinking afterwards, and the letters appeared again answering what i said. For a while i had this conversation without noticing i was doing it, but at some point, i gained awareness of what was happening (that my thoughts were being answered in words by something, not like when you think you hear something but rather seeing the actual words with extreme clarity) and felt something that can be described as the presence of he who was answering my thoughts. At that moment however, the fact of realizing that, sort of shocked me a bit and zapped back my contiousness into me being in my bed and the words stopped to appear. After that i really cant remember what the conversation was about or what the words said, but i clearly remember the situation. This got me to think that maybe i was talking to some sort of guide. I am looking forward on hearing what you all think regarding what happened to me.
Having said that, thanks to you all in advance for reading my post and sorry if my english has problems, as it is not my native language.

Hello to everyone! I have been reading posts from this page for the last days and today i finally got my account validated so i can post (which i have been really looking forward to). I have been interested in OBE for allmost a year, in which i have tried countless times to have a succesfull OBE. However, i never did achieve one (i will keep trying). Nevertheless, i have had different feelings, and experiences which i would like to comment here in order for those of you who have experience something similar or achieved a full OVE give me advice and their oppinions regarding how far i am (in terms of if i am near achieving an OVE).
1) While trying to AP, i have reached a point where without any audio (at first i did it with Hemy Sinc and others) i get in a matter of 10 minutes to the point where (obviolusly with my eyes closed) images start to appear as if i were seeing them with my open eyes. A lot of times what i saw was like a TV screen displaying some random scene (for example two random dudes talking, or a beach or whatever).
There are other times (lastly it is mostly this that i see), that i do not see a screen, and rather i see the whole blackness turn into something. For example there was i time in which i was seeing my kitchen from above and could move around it (nevertheless, as with the TV screen, it dissapeared after several seconds). What happens most times recently is that i see some place random from above, like i was seeing a floor, in the same way as the kitchen (it may be some room i know, i havent really got the point to recognize where does that floor belong to).
2) There was one time that i think i was really close to achieving an OVE. I was in my bed with the intent to AP, and a few seconds after a laid down i started seeing (with my eyes closed), a road. And through this road there was a being that was walking (it was from far above that i was seeing, i just saw something moving through the road, cant really tell what it was). At this point, the image didnt dissapear as it usually does when i focus on it, and i started to feel like i was fastly going to the scene (loosing fastly all senses from my body). Sadly, i panicked because i couldnt feel my body at all and tried to move my body, which i did after a few seconds and that is were the whole scene dissapeard. Now that i know that there wasnt any reason for fear i regret doing that because i could have had what i was searching for, a full OVE, but i think that i will have the chance again.
That is all, i think that my problem at this poing is mostly that when i start seeing something i focus on it directly and it dissapears. I would like if someone could give me any advice or comment something regarding my experiences.