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Hello all! Names pyrouchiha92. Former member on astralviewers. Phase experience would be one intense direct conscious exiting with overwhelming lightning vibes about 4 years ago and many lds. I hope to become an active member, meet others and grow in the ways of the phase.

I would like to thank xanth for his primer, i took the time to read the whole thing (which is rare ,i skim usually) before sleeping last night and had tremendous success with the transition from dream awareness to lucid awareness to then further my progress into astral awareness. After 3 mins my awareness descended back dream awareness the clarity and sense of control  i had astonished me. my heightened awareness gave me the realization to become more dedicated towards my path in the ways of the phase. The experience is short but is as follows: I see swirls of motion in the void before my eyes after a meditation session, most senses are dull physically but in the backround i still feel my right canine top tooth pulsate with pain (impacted tooth). I am unable to phase directly so i consider going the dream route while telling myself i am going to become lucid in my dreams. I am roaming around a castle? The walls are grey with a minor blend of white, i surmise the castle is made of rocks then I come to the realization that i must be dreaming! I palpate the walls while trying to deeply involve my sense of touch into it. My awareness grew length , the best way i can make a similarity to the  scenario to what i felt is like having a low lit lantern in pure darkness grow into a regular size lightbulb. After palpating the walls i recall the primer speaking of involving taste to increase stability. I licked the wall like a dog does its owner when he return home (maybe a bit more). I find my awareness evolve from a light bulb to a spotlight. Which overwhelms me with confidence,energy and questions of goals to complete. I think of finding a guide to help assist me in my path in the ways phase so i run around the castle searching for "it" but then i feel this minor fear in me that i could not explain it was weird.i pause for a moment to think what was i doing wrong what was this brief fear and why can i not shake this off. Scene changed i am in a tan walled house, i see my columbian neighbor in this house. With barely any awareness i challenge him to a fight in spanish (i dont know spanish though i am spanish) we raise our fists. I am catching him with each hit, ive parried all his. 10 secs later i am pushed by him and my lower body is under an oven  while my upper body is on its elbows . I nodd my head for some reason i know not but so does he. Then he throws a halfcut lime under the over? Dream end. If i did not read xanths primer im sure i wouldnt have had this experience thank you once again Xanth!