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Messages - Snow Ekkos

#1
Thank you for this. I now don't feel as alone in my most recent experience. It has been the most difficult struggle of my life these last 2 years, especially this last year. I learned what it was like to care only about a safe place to sleep and the next meal. And now I am free of the burden of survival. Things may change of course, but now I am much more ready for what life may bring me.

Perhaps you should look into why it is happening now. What is to be expected in the near future that would need people to break down their life and be brought up to genuine strength again?
#2
I have felt similar. I have astral projected all of my life, and I understood what it was and gained control of it when I was 12, which put an end to nightmares, as I lost my fear and found my power.

I love the astral realm. It is so natural and tuned to the spirit, the freedom I have there is as far as I know, infinite. When my physical existence becomes difficult, I struggle, and more than once I've had trouble finding anything of value in it. Nothing feels real here, at least in comparison to the astral realms. I would hold my arm down and try and peel my spirit out of my body and only my arm would move. Being stuck in a body was like being stuck to a thousand iron balls with chains wrapped around me. I had an internal panic attack which lasted about a half of a second, but that feeling was still definitely valid. My enthusiasm for physical life is nearly void. It is so difficult for me to express emotion and thought here.

I guess the only remedy is endurance. Finding something worth living for. And I would say the only thign worth living for is something to love. A person, a passion or dream, anything. Find love in what you have here, and you may not be lost anymore.