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Binural beats don't really work for me.
But last night I tried again, but a different one. I used one that only
Sends out theta waves. I must say, it worked quick.
SP was fast, and the vibrations came fast.
It really speeded up the process. I'm going to be doing this everynight.
Youtube binural beats, theta waves. The one I used was an hour long, I think
The second video down.
Hopenthis works for you too

Let me first start off by saying in no way do I recomend this drug to kids.
I'm an adult that made the decision to try it, and for the right reason.
I didn't do it bc lsd is cool, or mushrooms are fun.
I did this strickly to open the pineal glad third eye and experience the fourth dimension.
And wow, did it work.
Its like, life made sence after that! I saw God, strait up. God is a motherly love being, filled with light
And energy, and conciencness it was amazing. She kept saying, come on home, come on.
And showed me this light, it was bright bright white yet not blinding.
Surrounded by an orange and amber red light as well.
I kept my eyes closed most of the time. I wasent interested in physic visuals.
One thing that opened my mind too, is that there were beings there.
I couldn't see them but I felt them and saw them with my third eye.
They were very real. I feel like they were the shadowy people there when I'm in
SP. still greyish, and hard to figure faces out. But I felt it was the same shadow people
But this time I felt love. I wasent afraid anymore.
The love I felt and oneness with the universs has changed my life forever.
I honestly don't even see my religion the same anymore.
I see God in a completely new way. And I know God is real,  and frankly very womanly and motherly.
We're all conscience beings vibrating at different octaves trying to get back to the
Light and knowledge that we all came from.
The smal weird "ASTRAL CHILLS" I've had all my life, and weird random thoughts of dejavu all came together
As one. Like all those moments came together and fit a puzzle.
Everything made sence yesterday and came together.

Thanks for letting me vent. Yall are the omly ones who really understand

Thanks all, for your posts and responces. Much appreciated.

To Gilles, whemn I'm in SP. I'm fully paralyzed. Can't move anything but eyes, and can't open them. Yet I see everything in the room. I feel others in the room very distinct. Almost frightning, but I'm learning to embrace it.
I've figured out who these people are now (nother story, ill post later)
Also I can feel my pineal gland vibrating very very heavily.
Also I can control the different octaves it vibrates at.
Sometimes I used to be really really scared, and the only way for me to get out of it was make myself try and snore!
It sounds weird, but it worked and knoxked me out,  and back awake.
But I'm learning to embrace this whole thing now.
My eyes have been opened,  and I feel awake now as of yesterday. I feel I broke through.
I had alittle help with DMT, but...man oh man..

Am I going crazy?
Seriously,  am I loosing my mind. Or is this truley attainable?
I've been having SP for years now, and am finally embrassing it.
I feel so close, yet my astral body just won't pop out for some reason.
I feel I have finally saw the light, and the true meaning of our existing onthis planet,
And that this is a real thing, yet a huge part of me is saying I'm nuts, and ill never get out.
Any advice/tips/help or comments would be much appreciated.