Well I had some interesting event's last night. I went through my usual relaxation. I started losing track of my body. I felt the normal shift in my state where the mind becomes in focus and centered. I never get over that feeling even though I stay calm. Everything went pitch black and it all began to get heavy. So I started pulling my thought's? out. I was not thinking about a body. It was like pulling a brick wall but finally I felt like I got out. It was still black. I decided to make my way through my door into the hall. When I did the light in the hall became visible.
I thought "wow I am out" and continued into the living room. My girlfriend was watching TV (in the experience and in real life) and I thought "she can't see me". So I crouched down and watched her. She turned and looked right at me. She then smiled and I thought "what the?" and did not move. It dawned on me that this was not a projection but some kind of dream. Instead of thinking clearly about using it to continue lucid or trying to force some projection.. I decided to wake up and try again. I woke up.
The blackness came back again real quick. It feel's like I would assume water going down a drain. Rapid and you are getting sucked into it. Very quick. At the least second I pulled back hard mentally (fear?) and it woke me up.
Now I have a question for everyone
1. what would happen if I allow myself to just sink into the blackness? would I fall asleep or black out and exit?
2. How can I exit from a lucid dream?
I would ask anyone who has any insight or shares any experience relating to my post to share if they do not mind.
Take Care
I thought "wow I am out" and continued into the living room. My girlfriend was watching TV (in the experience and in real life) and I thought "she can't see me". So I crouched down and watched her. She turned and looked right at me. She then smiled and I thought "what the?" and did not move. It dawned on me that this was not a projection but some kind of dream. Instead of thinking clearly about using it to continue lucid or trying to force some projection.. I decided to wake up and try again. I woke up.
The blackness came back again real quick. It feel's like I would assume water going down a drain. Rapid and you are getting sucked into it. Very quick. At the least second I pulled back hard mentally (fear?) and it woke me up.
Now I have a question for everyone
1. what would happen if I allow myself to just sink into the blackness? would I fall asleep or black out and exit?
2. How can I exit from a lucid dream?
I would ask anyone who has any insight or shares any experience relating to my post to share if they do not mind.
Take Care