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#1
Thank you two for the understanding and the advice. I can't stress to you how relieved I am that I've discovered the root of my symptoms. I'm especially comforted in knowing that there are others that not only have similar experiences, but have embraced them. I look forward to applying the knowledge you've given and sharing my results and experiences with you all. Thank you!
#2
Hello all!

I'm new to this forum, this will be my first post...

I've been having these interesting experiences prior to sleep. Sometimes, I feel the bed vibrating or my body rocking/swaying, I have to get up just to make sure there isn't an earthquake. I'm constantly in sleep paralysis, as a result, I've become quite the professional at waking myself up. More frequently, right before I truly fall asleep, it seems I'm spinning or I'll hear this lound, roaring wind or feel as though I'm traveling at incredible speed, but at no specific direction. During this time, it's dark and it feels as though I'm in "limbo." I say this because there is no light and there is no presence, I feel entirely alone in this void. I get very uncomfortable, and I wake myself up out of sleep paralysis. This happens 5-7 nights a week. I have horrible insomnia because of it, I'm scared to go to sleep. Once I wake myself out of the paralysis, I'll stay up so I don't fall right back into it. I've read about Astral Projection, and I think this may be what's going on. I've tried to embrace these symptoms and go with it, but fear is definitely holding me back. Any advice or helpful words would be much appreciated. I don't understand why this is happening, I don't believe I'm trying to intentionally do it. I've learned lately to escape this "limbo" by turning it into a lucid dream, I can usually get out of the sleep paralysis better this way.

Just to give you a brief history.. As a child, I was very good at lucid dreaming. I believe I have traveled to different planets with this entity, though I never got a good look at his face. I also used to see what I can only describe as a shadow entity at night, which had a very ominous presence. I used to pray for this vision to go away, and eventually it did. Now, I just feel like I'm left with a sensitivity to energy, I'm extremely perceptive. I also recall one night being asleep when what felt like a dark entity, yanked me out of my body and dragged me on the floor. I don't think it was a dream becasue I woke up in the same position I started in prior to being pulled. I'm not so sure any of this is related, but I wanted to provide as much detail as possible. I apologize for the novel, I have so much to share, but I think I went a bit overboard for my first post. Again, any commets, advice or the like will be much appreciated!

Also, I wanted to mention. One time, while I was stuck in this darkness, I thought, "beach," and I ended up all but my head submerged in the water, wading, close to shore. I thought this was pretty funny because I really just wanted to be on land. So, I suppose I need to be more specific with my requests.