Messages

edit

By the way lightbeam I wasn't taking shots at you with your post on here I started rambling about something that's been on my mind for a while I am not sure why the Taliban reminded me of that... and maybe I went off the tracks a little. I wasn't replying to anybody directly on here. Just rambling like I did with the first reply I edited it was just a little more harsh so I decided to delete it. I just wanted you to know I am not taking shots at ya or nothing. I liked your reply, hope you didn't get that impression!

Yes, very true! My point is that the individual personalities can not see the bigger picture.

Oh gotcha!! Yeah I totally agree. That is something hard for me to do here but I have gotten much better to look from that perspective. But it's hard in certain situations on this planet when we are playing in this reality. I myself just don't participate like i used to. silent observer.

I am perceiving things from a higher perspective and not from a personality point. It's normal for most people to see things only through the narrow perspective of the individuality. The lessons go on

True at the core we are all the same consciousness but we also have an individuality or a collective of all our experiences you might call a "spirit" etc that is eternal that is not our human body down here... but is a combination of everything this "individual" entity has experienced. Tom Campbell calls this an IUOC. So every "being" will have their own personality depending on the experiences it has had since existing. So yeah I mean if you go to the very top it's all just consciousness but there is also individuality in a way. Don't try explaining that to the Taliban though they will cut your head off.

edit

Edit: i was going on a rant and got off topic

Forum boards are where it's at. The rest is a degradation. - three word replies, emojis, GIFs and chatter ( for the most part.

Not to even mention the ads, mental manipulation and separation of people from their own networks.

All that is a pit. A bottomless pit. I do hope people find their way out. ( and back here/home.

Just my 2 cents.

100%. i wouldn't mind discord it's just i use it more like skype conversation.

i trashed all social media a long time ago i don't even have a youtube anymore. unfortunately it just seems like facebook twitter etc has taken over

I been wondering this for the longest time. To me forums seem to be kinda dying off. I'm talking about all kinds of forums. Between social media and also discord now it seems to be what most people go with.

I do have discord and it's cool but i only use it like skype. but there are discord servers with thousands of people in astral projection servers. I am not involved with them but I have seen them. They are very active.

the pulse used to be very active with so many different members. I been lurking here since 2011 but I went into the past on the oldest threads on this forum and i think it was 2002... and it felt kinda creepy! lol. I often wonder where those people who posted are now or if they are still even here on earth.

As for the views I don't know. On other forums I will post a topic and right after I post it it says like 7 guests are viewing. And that forum is basically dead... so bots must be a big part of it i would imagine.

If anybody has discord (its like skype) feel free to dm me if you would like to add me I think it's mostly for people who are gamers but I also have skype

i used to have this mindset but i won't be sticking around for a doomsday event of any kind. I feel like that would be it for me. then i would just be off on my next journey in whatever reality or world that is and probably leave earth behind. Move on without looking back. i'm a big gear guy though i love working with tools and modifying cars i have made a "bug out" vehicle it's like a space rover. it's been a hobby working on it for years 😃

lumaza i know!!! what is up with that?!. it literally just didnt compute. there are a ton of posts by me in the past where it just doesn't compute. maybe finally after ten years.... lol

hey nameless oh yeah tools are okay! i do the breath etc etc... i have a very hyperactive mind so it just takes a lot of practice. i still struggle sometimes with that too. i just meant if someone came to me 10 years ago and said the gateway to all of this is just meditation... i would have been like whoa! because i thought there was always this huge process and so many steps etc etc.

i wish i knew when i first started all of this stuff... (obe, lucid dreaming, clairvoyance, all of these psi things...) that all you have to do is meditate. i read online so many techniques. which is not a bad thing... but really when you boil it down you don't even need techniques. no climbing ropes... nothing. just learning to be good at quieting the mind to the point you can do that at will and boom.... it's as easy as that. Follow that up with an intent and sky is the limit.

just thought i would post this its just crazy that is all it takes. like really all this takes is to become a good meditator and learning to focus the mind... and then that's basically it.

if you can learn to quiet the mind completely (very good zero thoughts...) for like ten mins... whenever you need to... this seems very significant. can you imagine if this was taught in school?

put in the work and start meditating everyday. not being able to have experiences usually is because of blockages/beliefs. fear is a block too. stay open minded and youtube is great for obe techniques. many good books out there. tom campbell has a great youtube channel. there is a buddhist monk called ajahn brahm who teaches meditation as well which is a wonderful meditation practice. If you don't like books you can get audiobooks. or... again youtube channels. learn to develop a quiet mind that's where it all begins. in fact... really if you can learn to meditate you can do anything. get rid of all beliefs and come up with your own model based off your experiences. you can also ask guides/source/higher self whatever you wanna call it to help you start experiencing the greater reality. turn off the mental chatter and be open to that help. have a strong intent that you really want this.

I'm beginning to see how you think now...

I never said ignore the bad.  You can't ignore the bad... you have to take the bad along with the good.  There has to be balance in ALL things - bad can't exist without good.  
I'm saying just don't focus exclusively on the bad - that's a recipe to drive you nuts.  haha

There's a hell of a lot more good in this world than there is bad.  

I turned off all types of news sources, I don't listen to AM radio anymore when driving anymore. I watch some sports podcasts I enjoy and when I play computer games I only play singleplayer games or mute other players in multiplayer to avoid toxicity. I notice when I don't focus on news or what's going on in the world my reality changes around me. It's crazy how you can kinda get sucked into that stuff so much it becomes your world and you see all the bad in everything around you. I stopped news and all social media and everything doesn't seem as heavy and life is not as stressful. I perceive a lot differently. The world definitely is not roses and unicorns but disconnecting can do wonders! It may seem like I live under a rock sometimes and i'm not as knowledgeable in politics and what's going on there but there is not a excrement I can do about any of that stuff anyway... So you can kinda just become a silent observer I think sometimes information is good if you wanna know what's going on etc but man oh man when you don't focus on those things life becomes a hell of a lot gentler and you don't see dark everywhere. I think everybody is just trying to do the best they can too. It's up to us to decide how we handle situations. That is one thing i can control... is how i deal with the crazy things that happen in life. What i focus my attention on seems to have a great deal of impact in my life. That includes music, movies, all of that stuff.

what an awesome experience! I remember when i have "far journeys" which appear to be other universes whatever... or that's how i perceive it anyway... I just remember all of consciousness is netted and also you can go back in a split second to our bodies here if it doesn't feel right or feels "too far" etc. I do know what that feels like and it can be a little freaky... you realize just how big everything is. but yet its all connected too. that's what is so awesome because if you fear losing contact with someone that's impossible since we are all netted. just think of them and hang out in their place and with them for a while then POOF... go somewhere else... repeat... it doesn't matter how big this "source" is since everything is connected and we go by thought and intent. thanks for sharing!

Hi Cody. I read this article today and immediately thought of you. It just happened to appear on my Home page which is Yahoo news.

https://www.goodhousekeeping.com/health/a36826630/morning-headaches-causes/

thanks for the replies everybody! lumaza i will check this article out! thank you :DD

hey everybody. i had a quick question if any of you have experienced this. i will try to explain the best i can. every so often (especially lately) i will have VERY VIVID dreams. A lot of these feel like low awareness obes. i will have an intense experience and then wake up from it feeling very jolted. everytime this happens i wake up and lay there and brace myself because i feel a intense surge (almost like an adrenaline rush) shoot up and my heart beat starts going like crazy and i get dizzy and have to take like 12 huge deep breaths to calm my body down.

i cant stress enough i am not having any fear. they experiences are just causing me to be severely overwhelmed. for example... i had an experience i was flying out of body in the middle of a desert. it was really cool! it started becoming very lucid. i would glide on the ground and then look at the sun which was very bright and actually felt pain.... like you would if you looked at it in this reality. right when i looked into the sky my consciousness shifted within a split second to a view from above... looking down to where i was on the ground in the desert... but i was at the height of a passenger plane. this jolted me really bad and i woke up in bed.... and felt sick. i felt the adrenaline rush come to me and my heart felt like it was gonna pound out of my chest. after about 30 seconds my body feels normal again. but this is so uncomfortable. I had another experience i was on the top of a very very tall building and i looked over the edge in my dream. i got massive vertigo in my dream and woke up like my eyes wouldn't be able to focus on objects right even. like an alarm clock will sway from left to right sometimes accompanied by a headache. it's almost like i have symptoms of an astronaut thats been in space too long or something... its very uncomfortable.

when i get strong visions i can get really bad headaches. same when i go out of body. Why? i shift consciousness back here with a screaming headache.

last night i had a dream i was looking at this object in space. (i cannot explain to you the size of it.... it was scary big. it looked like the sun but it was right in my face and started making this "ommmmmm ommmmmmmm ommmmmmm" vibration sound and the experience was so intense i felt the largeness of whatever it was like i was part of it and it was too big.... it got bigger as it got closer to me so imagine seeing jupiter in front of you and then "the size of jupiter enters your mind all at once within seconds" it was very uncomfortable...  i woke up.... and braced myself because when i wake up fast like that i feel that surge start in my stomach and then my heart beat and body... once again gets really "jolted" i guess is the way to explain it. Maybe i am waking up too fast and its causing a jolt in my body which causes my body to just trying to calibrate again is the best way i can explain.

but guys this is no joke the sensations i get in obe are just as real as here. and when i can feel pain etc too.

has this happened to anybody else? :/ i have near lucid dreams almost everynight so im no stranger to vivid dreams but sometimes its just so intense it's causing severe physical body symptoms. i wake up jolted and almost in shock with some experiences. ESPECIALLY if it involves heights. None of these are negative in nature its just way too intense.... i cannot even begin to explain. One time i was meditating and i felt my mind like it was expanding into infinity and it wasn't going to stop.... like my mind was stretching beyond comprehension and all i saw was blackness but it got bigger and bigger and bigger and felt if i went any further my mind would explode. it was painful. i have meditated before and the space in front of me gets large and its so pleasant.... this was VERY different. It was not a blissful experience.... i am totally open to experiencing the oneness but that experience actually hurt...

i am not fearful... or i would stop. this stuff hurts... and in turn effects my body. was hoping someone could give some advice thanks! If we really arent even in our bodies to begin with why is my physical body being so effected after these experiences?

Another time i had an obe and it felt like something grabbed my legs and started swinging me across my room as fast as possible. Let me paint you a picture. you know how fast a helicopter rotor is? That's how fast i started being swung in my room.... i felt like my body was gonna rip apart (it felt like my physical body too) i screamed bloody murder for it to stop and eventually couldnt breathe. i woke up gasping for air and my room was "spinning" or rocking back and fourth. it took my body a minute to calibrate again. and after that i couldnt even meditate for months. it was terrible. wtf is this?? why does nobody else report these things?

I don't feel in danger.... (althought the being swung as fast as possible i was sure i was gonna die) if i had a heart problem i would be concerned.... but i dont. other than that i want to keep exploring and i am hoping these experiences stop because i am learning nothing from them

I can relate to your experiences so much. We seem to have very similar experiences. You summed everything up perfectly for me. It's something I have been trying to explain to others for quite some time. I hear so many experiences from others that seem so grounded and stable. I usually end up being thrown into some fun house reality. Back when I was having severe eye problems I had a OBE and i looked in a mirror and I had a black eye and bolts around them. I looked like Frankenstein. I have had a couple of obes that were very solid and seemed just as real as this place but most are very very unstable. I often get tossed into random worlds and if i ask for source to talk to me or a being to have a conversation with I am always alone. Often times my tattoos are scrambled in different places on my body than they are in this reality. Other times it's just as real as this place and everything is just like my physical body. It's very hard to tell what's going on sometimes. I have learned though at first to keep your obes very short until you get advanced. It seems the longer an obe lasts the more weird and more dream material bleeds through and before you know it you lose awareness. I have had several obes that felt like a mix of a projection, random dream thought stuff, subconscious, and even stuff i am feeling from my physical body at the same time. I can totally relate to the real exits. Sometimes I think I am getting out of bed with my physical body. But after that it's usually like a funhouse reality and nothing makes sense at all. Very different from most people I hear talk about their experiences. Cool to hear I am not alone. Good luck!

i edited this because it was way too long. long story short gonna be taking a break from the pulse until i can fix some stuff.. i noticed my posts have been a little on the angry side. thanks for all of the awesome members i get to talk to over the years.

but anyway take care everybody and maybe see you one day again and if not here maybe i will see ya on the other side sometime. i might lurk from time to time ~astral hugs and fistbumps~

You are correct. There are "Puppeteers" at work there!   It's weird though because many of the people protesting there are stating that they are "woke". Yet, they themselves can't seem to see that they are currently being used to further a agenda. That seems to be changing though. Cracks in the armor are beginning to appear. This was apparent last night as the protestors began to turn on each other.

aww i thought burning down businesses, setting random cars on fire, beating up random innocent people, was a positive thing... ..... that is a joke of course lol. i am not a political guy i don't even vote but poor trump it seems like if the guy farts the media pounces its weird to see lol xD i actually have never seen anything like it

We do create personal reality yes, but dont forget that we all are also connected as a mass consciousness in this system. These global events it was all of us as a whole created this. Some may not need certain lessons, but have agreed to be a part of it all for different reasons. Perhaps with opinions and discussions, thoughts, to stray the masses into the right direction. Obviously there is a lesson on a larger level to be learned but if the majority of people dont, then this will continue until the way of thinking is changed. In the beginning of the quarantine I had terrible dreams for a few weeks that are posted here, people will be struck and turned into ash. And this is exactly what is happening now. However, my bad dreams have stopped and were replaced by good dreams related to global consciousness. My prediction is that things will get better. When, I dont know, but I am sure this will pass. Until then, one of the lessons for all of us is patience, compassion, understanding why is this happening. Do people need to learn to care for nature more and stop polluting. Do they need to learn to appreciate life itself and stop taking things for granted. Do they need to learn to stop attacking each other because of political differences. Do they need to learn to spend more time and cherish their families, to set aside all these technological devices and start communication in person, appreciate the outdoors, etc. There are so many good things that all of us are FORCED to learn and change bad habits. Politicians have to stop being power driven and actually work for the interest of the people. And so on and so forth. We had this coming. It does not surprise me at all and it was/still is necessary for our own good. So, relax, observe, be wise, and have patience. Find other things to do that dont involve gathering with people. You would be surprised how many self improvement thing there are for us to do, learn another language, work out, develop a healthy diet, learn to cook, garden, learn to play an instrument, draw, watch educational documentaries, create, help neighbors and elderly people, etc.

yeah i hope you are right lightbeam

hey everybody... i wanted to make this topic really quick. try to keep things positive and upbeat. i have no idea what's going on in the world right now but it's pretty crazy as you all know. i wanted to know if you think things will maybe get better? or do you feel it's gonna just go down freefall style and life is about to get a whole lot tougher?

i have felt better about things... and i feel 2021 will be a lot better. just a gut feeling. i love watching nascar and nascar is back... big NHL guy and hockey is coming back... so it's cool to see these things. i thought covid was enough but now we seem to be having race wars. which makes no sense to me cuz i don't focus on skin color.

i keep wanting to do things but im not allowed to because of covid... and people keep saying im the only one holding me back and i create my own reality and my fear is getting in the way lol. is this rubbish new age talk? im literally being held back because of covid and i didn't create covid   so i always chuckle at this. i mean i get i do create my own reality because my choices and stuff but im a very positve dude. i live alone in middle of nowhere so how am i creating all that bs... xD

Anyway i just wanted to hear your opinions... what do you feel? will it get better? or will earth shake us off like bad case of fleas?

hey everybody i just wanted to share this really fast... cuz sometimes i meditate so well and go into deep trance and it feels so good. other times i meditate and i can't stop thinking about life. relationships... goals... what im gonna do later that evening... imagining things... and it's really hard to quiet it.

i tried something earlier that helps a bit for me... and i hope it does you. you know those heart monitors? to measure heartbeat and you have a flatline if someone has dropped dead? it looks like this on the machine --------------------------- and the machine goes eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... lol. and when it detects a heart beat you see all those squiggly lines. what they detect for arrhythmia and all of that...

try imagining a flatline in front of your field of view while you are meditating and keep it flatlining. if you have thoughts make it zigzag likes it is detecting a heartbeat but instead of a heartbeat make it your thoughts... and right when you start to think say no no go back to flatline..... where there is pure silence in your head.

it's just a  little visualization tool i tried and helped me a lot. keep that flatline in front of you until you want to let it go. use it as a tool.

i don't really like this a whole lot sometimes because the whole point of meditation is not to try to keep this in front of you and you want to "let go" instead.... but its great if your having a bad session and you really want to stop your thoughts. when your mind really relaxes and calms down you can drop the visualization but it sure did help me. im meditating everyday now and my goal is to become a full time medium so i am stepping up my practices a notch.

i hope this helps you.... and if you try it let me know how it worked for you.
-mars

it's all just accessing source or information just by different ways so if they look down on those things essentially remote viewing all that stuff is the same ballgame. it's all just consciousness. RV does feel easier though but that's probably because it's a belief of mine. if you dig around on here you will find all kinds of remote viewing stuff

This is a very cleaver way to bypass all kinds of techniques. I have set up my wake up time for 2 AM on my app. It will sing me a soft song for a few seconds and it will stop without the need for me to press any stop buttons.
Usually when I naturally wake up during the night to go to the bathroom or drink some water, when I get back in bed I just start swaying from side to side, and that motion triggers buzzing very quickly. so I will combine the wake up with alarm at 2 AM with swaying for a few seconds and see how that goes.

But yes, like you, sometimes I feel so tired that I just want to pass out and totally recharge.

lightbeam very cool do you set an alarm for 3 hours or 4? i tried 5 hours last night and that seemed to be too much like my body was fully rested and not in the sweet spot state... if i remember right after 3-4 hours is best and 3 and a half was the sweet spot. i also do try to do this without an alarm just everytime i wake up become aware and play dead and it's the perfect sweet spot. i did this a lot a long time ago and i found i didn't need an alarm anymore, my dream would end and i would wake up and i instantly just became aware and tried a technique so i trained myself to do it throughout the night! but now a days i just wanna roll over and sleep and not dream lol. i guess we all go through spurts like that