Sometimes towards morning when I finish dreaming I will enter a state that I'm not quite sure on what it is. There is almost a "cue" when I finish dreaming... sort of like my energy/astral? self says, "OK, I'm done playing, you can have your consciousness back."
Then I'm handed this and I suddenly become aware of what I think is my physical body. Everything feels "thick" to my energy body - like if you had swollen fingers than touched things. From this state I try to project or at least LD. I always get 'out' (though I think I'm already out, it's just a habit) but then I fade back to my body as I don't have enough energy. I then wake up... but that turns out to be a false awakening.
So I'm really confused as to what state I'm truly in. Is it my energy body dreaming of my energy body projecting? How can I maintain or raise energy? I try to yell, "clarity now!" but that doesn't usually work. Any ideas?
Then I'm handed this and I suddenly become aware of what I think is my physical body. Everything feels "thick" to my energy body - like if you had swollen fingers than touched things. From this state I try to project or at least LD. I always get 'out' (though I think I'm already out, it's just a habit) but then I fade back to my body as I don't have enough energy. I then wake up... but that turns out to be a false awakening.
So I'm really confused as to what state I'm truly in. Is it my energy body dreaming of my energy body projecting? How can I maintain or raise energy? I try to yell, "clarity now!" but that doesn't usually work. Any ideas?