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I have been noticing that if negs attack me i can do nothing becouse i havent learned self-defence, and if i make myself angry and just think about destroying them, they have grown stronger sometimes.
If i try to destroy them with my holy energy they just leech it ? [!], i dont know
BUT i have noticed that sometimes they start to get dragged into me then they start to scream like feeling pain and i have seen some terrified faces (sometimes when they attack but i start projeckting), i have stopped these things becouse i dont want negs to get into me, but could it help and can i just take energy from neg and not get affected with it, or they specifically want to get dragged into me [!].  
If it can be done then i would be able to take away from them all that good and holy energy what they leech from good people, i grow stronger and stronger and i make good with it.

Christians and eaven most developed projectors from Tiibet say that negatives can steal your holy energy from psyhical world thanks to You and thanks to me [] and becouse of that god can not give you helpful energy when you ask it at the "Table" (i mean that place in church) Thats what they say. I have felt myself too negatives leeching sometimes when i wake up from bad dream and experience that negative is leeching (this is only possible when i am in stress and very tired, otherwise i can stop the act for example when i am tired and want to go to sleep but at the falling asleep time negative tries to leech from me).
I can see negatives entering my room (as i can see my mother coming to wake me up in the morning, i am using earplugs so i cant hear her comeing, but i can see her with my astral body when she enters second floor and comes towards my roomdoor), messing with me while creating bad dreams, i have talked with ghosts while wakeing up from dream and feeling strange vibrations passing me.
I have seen many negs when i wake up from attack but i am paralyzed and can open my eyes with vexation but then find my body in trance and fully paralyzed, then you can see what these colourful splotches become in the air in your room.
Never, ever worship any neg or allow him to do anything and dont ask anything from these damn low beings. If you worship or ask something then only from pure goodness.
By the way i am natural, i have not asked this whith my consiousness.

Most of the mornings my mother comes upstairs to wake me up so i can go to school and many times while sleeping i see her coming up from stairs aheading to my roomdoor so when she opens the door i can say good morning [|)]   and almost every night i am using earplugsand (so my chinchiljas cant disturb me) what means i cant hear her comeing.  
Some times i have woke up and found my consousness staring into the mirror in the bathroom becouse you know the astralconsiousness usually gets confused in front of the mirror (so does ghosts)

Well i know that when you are very thirsty and the glass of water is on the table, then sometimes your astralbody will go to for the glass.

The same way i see my mother comeing in the morning, i can see negatives enterning my room, and i can sometimes really see it through their consiousness (how they open the door)
so i conclude that when i sleep, my astral consiousness is watching over me and if i feel something strange or not, sometimes i do leave my body and go check if theres no danger around.
Dont worry when you are sleeping, just know that your Astralbody is looking over you and other good powers from above too ofcourse [|)]

Many times i have started to burst away like rocket. Today minutes ago i had an experience again. This time i was bursting away again. Feeling was so fast that i started to feel my lips like numb because of the bursting speed. I always think that yes, i fly with maximum speed, with the speed of light and i can fly no faster, so how can i get back with no time when i open my eyes ?
So i started to worry a bit again and wanted to get back to my body, but then i saw like an ending of the tunnel ( i was flying in the space i think, part of the time through little white spots (mabye not stars becouse they are big you know []) when that end came i realized its not the end, so i did not wanted to risk with my health and tried to open my eyes:

I started to open my eyes and i opened them but it was hard to start to feel my body and i still felt bursting like a rocket. I opened my eyes felt my body what was still a bit weird and then when i started to think what to do next i saw my mother to come in with paper and tell me to write it all down and she put the paper and the pen onto table, then i realized. It was FALSE AWAKENING.
(the start of the False Awakening when i woke up from AP was so real that its hard to beleave that i am not sleeping right now too [xx(] )

NOW i woke up and whelt by body numb as normally after AP (numb till i move it)
I think it really takes time to get back

THE REASON WHY I AM WRITEING THIS: I think i really flew to somewhere with the maximum possible speed of my astral body abd the false awakening came becouse it took time to fly back.

I have been bursting off before too but then i made it to the astral world with about 10 seconds. Other times when i start bursting when i think about something nice duering AP, for examle Angels or higher planes, i start bursting off. I have been bursting many minutes ahead but i never make it to the place, just cosmos, becouse i start worring and stop it. WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF i go too far and cant get back ? [V] To where i am bursting, what is it waiting for me there.

I remember it from the time i was a child, and i remember that i remembered that dream already when i was 2 years old or eaven sooner. (I remember some things very clearly, even that i did understand everything what i was told, and i did know how to speak and answer in my mind, but when i tried to answer, then that usual crying sound came out [|)] )

I am in the white tent (in the ceiling there is a white shining orb) and i am waiting something, i am nervous, i go out from that tent, i want to go already but its not my turn yet and i go back and somebody else is in that tent (mabye my twinbrother) and then i realize that he left before me already and at least my turn comes too and i can remember no more. (i have never remembered that it was a dream, thats why i have been remembering it all of my life)

Nice enlightenment from my subconcious, but at so low age as 2 years or sooner how my subconsiousness was so developed to create such a dream.

Sometimes when i am going into trance (usually for lucid dream not for astralprojection) i experience somekind of hit and i feel very different. After that i feel no sleep at all and cant get sleep for a while (at least cant project after that), like insomnia. This feeling is like being very drunk and then getting sober with one second  [xx(]

Is it that barrier between astralplane. I never had thatkind of broblem while projecting but i first experienced it two months ago.

Today i had one bad experience. Yesterday over long time i had a little drinking with my fiends and today at night i woke up and had a hangover, got up for two ours and went back to sleep. I tried to project but i fell into sleep. I woke up from usual dream into lucid dream and something took me into hold (from bottom half of my body) and in my lucid dream at the street, dragged me slowly underground. That was very unpleasant and bit scary becouse i thought it might be dangerous, and i didnt want to go with that flow as i usually do while projecting.

So i tried to open my eyes and come back but i could not, i tried once more and i was able to open my eyes but then i realized i cant move a muscle and i felt how my astral body was still slowly falling and falling. i was like dead body whos able to see, like in horror movies. I could not hold my eyes open for long time and my consiousness fell back into that dragging and falling thing. Then i collected my strenght and opened my eyes and moved my finger. That didnt help promptly but at last i got back. My body felt exacly like after pretty long astral projection (vapid and tingling) I was sleepy and for a 30 seconds after that i still had the feeling that i will fall back if i close my eyes.

I have had "sleeping paralysis" many times before but i have never felt my astral body while sleep paralysed, is it dangerous ? (i think it is)

Is it possible for some astral projector to create somekind on monster into astral world, so if other people projects or sleeps or dies and gets into astralplane, that monster will make him some bad things in that plane.
Every thought can be real in astralplain.

I would like to wear on my chest somekind of drop earring what shows that i am man who knows he has got his spirit, or the one who shows i am astral projector.
I am asking becouse i dont want to wear simply a cross, becouse i am not a christian.

After or sometimes before (when vibrations and other things start) OOBE or astral projection i see very vivid visions, like a camera view, does my brain generates them on his own and why ?

I woke up from my lucid dream, seeing my own cheek, and then i turned my camera view, i realized that i was OBE, and then next view was my own face, but in front of my physical face there was some other face looking at me (like mask on the face but it wasnt mask it was face) with wery distrustful eyes and bit abused, it was like my best friends face, but recalled bit of a devil (bones on the cheek)[}:)] I felt very sick in my stomack but then i gathered my strenght and after that i automatically turned away to the centre of my room and then i had full control and i went to my street through my window []
One thing is very vague - i remember like watching into my TV screen (black screen what reflects) before i saw that other face watching at me. And mabye there was eaven that standing between two mirrors effect) Before i have been wakeing up watching on my body trough my TV screen. Who lives there ? [] spirits can get trapped into mirrors, mabye i got confused too, watching into my TV screen while OBE.

When i woke up from dream, i went OBE, it was daytime, i went out from my window as i always wanted (i live on the second floor), but when i got out through my window  i fall onto the ground and then i was on the front of opposite house and everything was so bright [] It was so miraculous feeling that i smiled and that brought me back into my body [|)] When i woke up then my body felt like without blood and nerves as usually, every bodypart paralysed until i move it a bit.

I felt i woke up, didnt want to open my eyes but still took my wristwatch into my hand, watched it quickly and put myself back to my bed and closed my eyes again (i didnt watch exactly becouse i wanted to see only approximate time.
Then i woke up again and i watched my wristwatch exactly same way and saw that its 11.13 then remembered exactly that before i didnt wake up but watched my wristwatch exactly same way and it showed the tme mabye 2-4 minutes before or later.
i have had walking in my room OBE experiences before, but then i knew and remembered what it was. What was that? an OBE or clairvoyance mabye ?

Has anyone proven OBE to the world ? If not, can it be made.
I am not as well experienced in OBE to prove it to the world, but someone could leave his/her body in one room and leave to another locked room and recognize for example somekind of painting on the wall.
That would be very very powerful proof for the world, and the man/woman who does that would be very famous [] As much as i know, it is possible.

Till reading instructions, almost all my projections have ended with waking paralysis, and sometimes i will achieve somekind of projection what is not an astral projection i think, i see a camera view, in different places, like manifestation, i see like a movie sometimes, before and after waking paralysis. If i see that camera
view or something else, i will startle back to my body and then i am in a trans, i can do nothing, and then i always feel something bad gonna happen now,
One time when i startled back from mabye eaven Lucid Dream only, i saw black shadow in middle of my room, not through my eyelids but from tob of my head (on my head) it came to the back of my bed and started to throttle me and same time holding my hands, it
took about 10 seconds before i was able to get out from trance, get my hands off and open my eyes. I cloudy remember like before that i was standing in the centre of my room and fighting with that black shadow, mabye he was just holding my hands again, then i was back in my bed and he was still in the centre of the room and came to hrottle me. It happened at the night before what i thought about very important desicion of my life and for me it seemed that this black shadow symbolized miself, but mabye not, it was not an usual dream.

i have heard very scary voices around my head, and always i am paralyzed and somethind is holding my hands (now i always try to resist but but then the paralyze grows stronger), hooping like spirits, many womens and sometimes one mens voice too, this sound is not a human sound [}:)]. And i have heard car accidents and voices hooping.

One time i woke up in the middle of night this time i was sleeping on my stomack (when sleeping on stomack and not projecting, usually happens nothing) i saw a dream, i woke up from it becouse, i started to feel very strong vibrations through my body (in specific rhythm) 1 sec vibration 1 sec pause and vibration again) i have never
experienced thatkind of vibrations, i was in trance again, i was not able to move, i felt bad, like i havent slept all night, if i tried to resist them i felt paralysed but when i tried to amplify them (i dont know how) i felt better, then i was able to sense how my rooms door opened and someone came in, i was scared, like i saw her (but my head was turned to the wall) she started to talk to me like that, ou i remember her like smoking (like my grandmom who is fortunately not dead, she told that why are you scared of us, we mean no harm, with very calm and kinda sad voice, then i listened her and collected some strenght and very suddenly i turned my head
opened my eyes, i hoped that mabye i will not wake up immediately and can see her exact image, already then i felt it like oafish, and yes i saw nothing, same time when it happened i knew exactly that i was not sleeping.

When i was very little i had very many bad dreams about very scary and very very unpleasant vibrations (like these very low vibrations, what are created by waterwaves in oceans, what makes you feel very bad, and makes people crazy and to jump over board), when i was so little i knew nothing about thatkind of vibrations. All the time i have lived in same house, in same room.

but now to the point of this post.  I want to tell about very very rare experience for me (it was my first attack experience), i woke up in the morning, eyes were still closed, i felt somebody came into my room, i knew that mother came to wake me up becouse i had to go to school, but i wanted to sleep some more, then she started to yank me from my leg, i thought that why is she doing that to wake me up, she never does, she yanked again and then suddenly this thing grabber from my leg and pulled me out from my bed onto air in the centre of my room, with my blanket (i was in my blanket, saw nothing), shakeing me there like trying to kill me, becouse i thought it is real, becouse i thougt i really woke up, i scared that it is somekind of poltergeist, i am not religious but then i started to scream and pray and pray, after 30 seconds it stopped and i floated quietly back into my bed (back into my body), my heart was beating so i thought i could have had heart attack (and it was not my heart chakra i think, then i was already fully awake), i was afraid to open my eyes i still didnt know was it real or no. About an year after that experience i still got chill on my spine when i thought about it, well ofcourse i know it didnt happen to my phycical body, my blanket was all ok on my body when i opened my eyes. My brother told me that he has had that experience too that someone is throwing him all over his room, this room is next to me.

Dont worry. Its just part of the upper goverment experiment. They experimented also with destroying physical objects with power of mind and it really worked, dont know how far distance it can be made. I think not far enough and thats why they need the way to sway or destroy leaders with telepathy attacks and its easy to experiment with peaople who has bees under experiment from them before.

Dont worry, power of light will help you. They think its all about power of mind and i guess becouse they know they are so smart in middle of stupid community they think they have the right and knowledge to think nothing more exists than our own power of mind, but they dont realize its becouse they live in physical world and we have our physical energy. I like USA they are really much smarter than stupid society, so gogogo USA but leave good people in peace.

The other option is that somebody is teasing peaople who went volunterily into USA experiment, and these people want to make people think that goverment is responsible for that, becouse they hate USA and find helping USA by people with powers, like treachery of our upper powers. They think they are so andvanced that they have the right to judge on you, like many physically advanced, Wu-Shu people in China. (if somebody starts to make bad things with art of Wu-Shu they come and kill)

In both chances, when they die, they have no power and they will find whats judgement day anyway, and then negs will experiment on them []  if they had no right to do what they did.

Yes, take the pentagram and you will feel the power of light helping you when you need it. Pentagram is very good amulet - "Power of Light"
By the way i am not baptised [] i baptise myself by myself []
But be careful !!! you know that spirits can inaugurate, like shamans let em to do ! So be careful that you will not let negatives to inaugurate you, (by asking help and serving them for it, i think) thats how shamans got inaugurated.
Mabye thats why these damn devils try to reach me, becouse i am not baptised yet.

quote:Originally posted by Jeff_Mash

quote:Originally posted by MK911
If you project then god cant protect you

That's a very interesting statement.  May I ask how you know this?

 Becouse projection is the reason why you cant get energy (i mean Reiki energy),  from God. How can you ask help if you yourself want to project and let negs to leech your holy energy, i really think that help cant come like this. This would be like god (mabye as reiki energy) would help you to project and give your holy energy to negs.

I think God may help you, praying is the only way i got them fully away becouse i havent read any psychic self-defence. If you project then god cant protect you, i think that with projection you like call them yourself. If you want to get rid on these damn negs then just dont project anymore, pray and lets hope that God can help you.

quote:Originally posted by Mustardseed

You do not know all Christians My friend. Stay focussed.

yes you are right and this is absolutely unimportant what all cristians or any people believe. The thing i talk about is fact.

quote:Originally posted by Metal Ice


Earth energy is energy from the earth, natural energy.

never, NEVER give em your holy earth energy [!]  Thats why all the christians hate astral projectors, with this you feed shades, and they grow stronger. Do you realize that the negs are these things what christians call satan, and as you have experienced they really can affect peoples mind. And thats the reason they say projectors cant will go to hell, i and experienced projectors from Tiibet say  you cant get help from god but if you manage without this help, make good things and dont help satan you can go to paradise too.
Havent you read about Castaneca sorceresses who took all the powers from negs, but got trapped forever when they died and next generations were not able to help them.

I think these people who write it are christians, becouse you know what does Christians and most developed projectors from Tiibet say [] Negatives can steal your holy energy from psyhical world thanks to You and thanks to me, and becouse of that god can not give you helpful energy when you ask it at the "Table" (i mean that place in church)

Now i have started to ascert that this is one low and shameful fraud in the factum [!]  I will explain later, becouse i really have no time to write these good evidences right now. For the start CAN YOU FIND ANY PROVES about these emerald tablets.

But what are they ? Energies from other planes ?. I saw them just when sitting in front of my PC and going into the pathroom for example.
Space what was vibrateing was approximately 15x15 cm big or smaller.
This vibration was 3D for my eyes and i was able to see it moving like puzzle, little squares in it what were moving while the space vibrated. I dont remember it perfectly.

quote:Originally posted by beavis

At least 5 times I've felt like this world is a dream (and had increased telekinesis ability). At least 2 of those times, I saw the space in the room vibrate (curved 4-dimensionally).

what is this part of the room vibrateing thing, i have seen it three times in 2 weeks period in summer, i thought i had illusions so i havent talked about it (but i have never had illusions in my life).