I have been reading this post for some time now, seems to be a indepth deccusion about the types of energy, those who use it, and how its used. Granted i could never get as indepth about it as Winged, but i shall go ahead and apply what i know from experience. perhaps assist on a few untouched subjects. If nothing else give a different view point.
First the requirement of energy by a being whom by whaterver reason has a lack of, or inability to create enough. Is much like food everybody needs to maintain a healthy physical body. We are able to skip a meal here and there, but in time with enough skiped our bodys being to react to the lack of substance, and slowly shuts down. same applys to filling a requirment in the psychic energy sence. we are able to skip a meal here and there, and infact for quite a long while. more so then the day to day consumption of food substance. but just as well in time our aura's and emotinal energy degrades and shuts down.
Now apply this idea to the situation. those with high motabalizm use up energy quickly, hardly gain weight, and are always eating. Take this concept and apply it to the internal energys all of us use every day. even the simplest actions use more of this "pool" then others, and thus require an external source to replinish the loss. We can not produce enough energy for the amount used. Simply put it is burned to fast.
Point three. Retreving energy from sources. Can we eat rocks and subsatue it for a sandwich? same basicly applys to psychic sources. Mostly depending upon the energy burned it the source inwich it saught after to replinish it.
Personal experiences, Perhaps this will assist in your original topic.
Fast energy is driven from high emotions. Hate, Anger, Love, and all those common to sex magic. All are the most usefull and filling in my opinion. but for most of the time to gain those types of high emotions myself would make an effort to stimulate them. sadly stimulating intence anger and hate are by far simpler. Those who are unaware of there magical natures "spiritual awareness" are a danger to themselves, more to the point they don't understand what is being removed let alone how to protect themselves, or regain any losses. Even the few i have known who are aware, are only protected for the moment, or instant inwich they relize what is happening. but time weakens any wall. When sustained within the same home, or area with the person that is being taped for energy, over the course of even a week. the person commonly feels the effects. The limits at which i know to stop have been decovered by trial and error. the unfortnate mistake is reaching those limits, more over when it is someone you care a deal for. One instant to speek of , the person became ill and required medical attention. weakness,headachs,sick stomach, and sore joints are what ive noticed to be common when too much is too much. This applys to both aware and mundane. But we are all learning and though most of the time it is not intentional mistakes do happen.
I fear for what the future will hold with a child on the way, or atleast we hope. I must most assuredly watch over my own actions unlike my youthful days when i has little knowlage of what i was doing.
Perhaps some of this was intresting, or inlightning from anothers point of view. then again it could be entirely boring, all the same to me atleast i was able to talk to someone who understands my situation. Coming from a very closed minded group of people what i am is known to very few, and only those i trust with the information. I wish the best of life to every one here, and may you prosper in all that you do.
"Listen"