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What ever is going on just keeps getting worse. It hurt me again last night.
I have a friend who has helped me with this sort of thing before and he is supposed
to be coming by today to feel out the situation. Hopefully he can help. Please
pray for me... 

Ah God bless you. I was just having a strong intuitive feeling today that I needed to ground myself, and then I see that you told me the same.
Yes the demon or whatever it is is defintely something from the mother, and the whole god awful situation. There is just such negative energy here. It's awful, I'm getting sort of sick from it actually.

Usually to ground myself I do something physical like take a bath. Any other ideas? It's a concept I've always had a hard time understanding. I know taking a walk in nature is a good idea but unfortunately there isn't much nature around me in the city.

I'm going to be leaving everyone (people and house) within about 6 months. Me and the roommate are stuck in a lease together until at least october but he might leave before that. It's a bad situation. He and I used to be in a relationship but broke up and now we have to live together still. He is also involved in a nasty custody situation with his child's mother, who is a god awful, disgusting person, not to be judgmental but she is. She would do bad things to the little boy like not feed him and walk around getting wasted on hard alcohol while she was supposed to be watching him, she even went so far as to give him benedryl every day when he didn't need it so he would "go to bed" (he is your typical kid, active and rambunctions and she claims to not be able to "handle him"). There was another time he came home from her house and had a seizure and the doctors could find no medical cause. The child has to still go over there, its sickening, and thats the battle they are in right now. Despite how horrible she is she still has legal rights to him and my roommate can't keep them apart. It's a bad, bad bad situation.

I did a session with my pendulum the other day and asked if whatever this negative entity is, if it is something that came from her and it swung a hard yes. I asked if she conciously had anything to do with it and it said no.

All I can imagine is the massive negativity going on has attracted some majorly bad mojo, and its manifesting physically.

I need out of here. Good thing is, when the lease is up, I'm going to the other side of the planet (from the states to South East Asia).

It seems like something is coming through your subconcious.

I've never had this happen with anything dark, but as a child I suffered with horrible, suicidal depression (I had a hard time accepting myself and the fact that I didn't fit in, among other things).

There was one time I remember I was contemplating ending things, I think I was like ten or twelve or something maybe? Well I don't really remember exactly, but I was crying and rocking back and forth all freaked out and it seemed like I either blacked out or fell asleep. When I came to a little while later, there was a short letter written to me that said something along the lines of:

"These troubled times will pass and turn to light. You are Gods beautiful child, and you have many great challenges and triumphs ahead of you. You will find your destiny. You must never, ever kill yourself.  Don't ever forget how special you are child, and don't ever give up!"

Thats not the exact wording but pretty close, from what I remember. I remember holding the letter, which was in my handwriting btw, and crying and feeling hope. I believe that when I blacked out, my spirit, my higher self took over and wrote that. My higher self is the part of me that is one with God, it's like a doorway between myself and truth, the great beyond. We all have that part of ourselves, the part that remembers what we must forget to be born into this life.

It's possible that your higher power wrote this to you as a warning. It's also possible that some dark force actually manipulated your computer to make these words appear, but in my gut I'm leaning toward the first  idea.

[1What are your beliefs about demonic possession? How do you see it?]

1What are your beliefs about demonic possession? How do you see it?

I've been possessed before. I don't know if it was a "demon". It was a negative entity, I'll say that much.

2IF its a paranormal stuff (demons indeed, atacking people, etc) how do they  happen and why?

I can't speak for other people. It happened for me because I let my guards down in a big way, was going through a very vulnerable time in my life, and they have always been around me, waiting to jump on if they can. It's like moths and the flame, these things and myself. It truly seems I get attacked whenever I let my guard down. I was so messed up during this time I just totally let it in, and then didn't do anything about it for such a long time that it gradually took over my actions, and by the time I noticed, it was too late and I lost the will to care (I only survived because a friend of mine, a healer, "demon fighter" and fellow "see-er" took me after I collapsed in front of him and banished the thing out of my body). Crazy huh? Yeah I do sound crazy. It's crazy to have lived it, but it really happened. Possession sounds so hollywood. But yeah. It does happen. Like I said before, the thing that took me didn't really feel "demonic". It's hard to explain, it was more like a "leech" with a conciousness.

3Is there any real protecyion against it?

Yes. God. The light. God. (To me "God" is just universal love, I don't really have a religion or anything. I believe there is truth and fallacy in all religions and the truth comes from letting go and seeing the big picture)

4what about people that are attacked while meditating (i read that somewhere)? is that possible?

Of course. Why wouldn't it be? I guess you could be attacked anytime.


5do obes help or do worst against possession? how can you help someone with that?

I'm not sure I can answer this question. The only OBE's were not under my own control but at the hands of God or some sort of positive influence (I guess what people would think of as spirit guides or angels). I've never chosen to have an OBE. I wouldn't, based on my experiences in life. I know I probably have the power to do so, but I want to give my life up to God. God can lead me, and in return I'll have protection and love and guidance along my path. I don't feel like I should "try" to have visions..they come to me when they are supposed to.

Well, to answer your question, yes, because everyone is psychic. We all have these abilities in us, to some degree, some more than others. Dreams can have lots of different meanings, from silly displays of your subconcious thoughts, to outright visions of the future, or sometimes dreams can be OBE's, your energy taking a journey somewhere else. Going into the dreamscape, I agree, is something that can only be analyzed by you.

But yes, everyone is psychic, we are all connected and synchronicity and signs exist all around us. The more you appreciate them, the more they present themselves to you.

Hello. It's all right if you don't believe me, no hard feelings. At first it made me feel hurt, but I have to understand, you don't KNOW me and I don't blame you for being sceptical. I am not a liar, not in the slightest bit, but I'm aware there are liars out there and can't blame people for not automatically trusting me.

In the time that has passed since I wrote this post, a lot, lot more has happened which leads me to believe what I'm dealing with here is a deliberate attack by some sort of.. professional (if there is such a thing, and I'm talking about a human) OR.. demonic. Either that or some sort of crazy poltergeist. All these definitions, they all seem so silly to me because as humans I know we truly cannot define what we don't understand, but they are the only words I know.

I also wanted to point out that this situation not only involves me but my loved ones (my roomate and his 5 year old little boy), all of us have had encounters, including more than one time where this "thing" exposed itself visually to me and my roommate and we both saw it at the same time.

Beyond physical attacks, other things have been happening too. The other night I was here alone and I spent a good amount of time in prayer, and felt a lot better. I was happily cooking dinner when I looked over at my knick knack shelf and felt this weird feeling, and watched as my little book of angels was violently knocked across the room. Nice. The vibe I got was almost like a ticked off little kid rather than something truly EVIL. There was a sense of corruption there, but not as dark and "wrong" as other negative forces I've dealt with in the past. It was like "Hey. You aren't looking at me! bonk you! Look at me!"

Last night, my roommates car was vandalized, on the inside (his stick shift ripped out), He has a full car alarm system with an indicator as to whether it went off or not(it didn't). The car was not broken into and nothing was stolen. Just the stick shifter ripped out. I'm not trying to jump to conclusions here, it's just very strange. I don't see how a normal person could break into the car without setting off the alarm, RIP out the stick shifter thing, then go back out of the car and reset the alarm system again. I'm not saying that it's impossible.. it's just...what? WHY?

The main "bad" area in our house is the little boys room. I feel bad that he is even sleeping in there. I walk in that room and it's a complete energy change. The air feels thick and tingly and maybe 5 degrees colder than the rest of the house. The little boy has been saying he feels scared when he tries to sleep at night and he has never said that before.

This thing is definitely connected to my roommate and the little boy more than myself. I had a good day here yesterday and when they came up the stairs and walked into the house all the lights dimmed down to a near brownout for about 1 full second, and there was a growl. Seriously. I know I probably sound crazy but there was a growl. I felt sick, irritated and anxious after that when I had felt fine all day and this "thing" wasn't bothering me.

Gosh I really don't blame anyone for not believing me lol. If this sort of thing hadn't been happening around me my whole life I wouldn't believe it either. I should point out I've been mildly psychic (I hate that word actually, it makes it seem like I can tell the future, I can't really) or, a better way of putting it would be empath or sensitive my whole life. I've had experience with a lot of different types of things but this is sort of a new one for me. It doesn't seem to be going away. It seems to be escalating. 

Hey, thanks for the actual thoughtful reply instead of just dropping in to basically call me a liar like some people. I appreciate it! It must be nice to have the luxury of not believing in some things. Nice indeed.

What?

I was the victim of a psychic attack by an energy vampire of some sort the other night.
This thread isn't so much a "what do I do to prevent this" sort of thing as I've been fending off these bastards my whole life, and this only happen because I was stupid enough to let my guard down.

My question is, is there some way to rejuvinate myself? The morning after the attack I literally looked like a corpse. I could barely walk around, I was so weak. I rested all day, ate good food, took a healing/cleansing salt bath, smudged myself and my entire house and prayed a lot. I felt cleaner and more protected but now it's the next morning and I still have completely depleted energy force! I could barely get out of bed and I have to go work an 8 hour day right now at a physically demanding job and I don't know how I'm gonna do it! (but I will)

I'm concerned the thing may still be feeding on me, which I'm working on. But is there anything I can do to rebuild my energy levels or does it just take time? I'm ticked. I was working with an adundant amount of good chi before this happened. I was healing and doing very well. Please help.

Hey everyone. I'm vegetarian, and have been for 3 years.
It will most likely be the way I will live as long as I have the luxury of the choice.
But like I mentioned in the indigo children thread, pretty soon I am going to be selling all my stuff, leaving my home with nothing but a backpack on my back to see where the road takes me *something I've had a major calling for a long time, seriously, I've never felt stronger that I HAD to do something than I feel about this*.

I have celiac disease so sometimes it is hard for me to find things to eat out, being wheat free *its in everything* and vegetarian. I've decided that while on the road, or staying with people, I will possibly accept meat if it's offered to me. I will be traveling to some "third world" type places, and am willing to do as the romans do, so to speak, if the situation is right. There is a big difference between a small tribe in a village killing one of the their free roaming chickens, and the evil meat industry of america brutally raising these animals in horrific conditions and filth and then mass slaughtering them for profit.

I'm not against meat eating or the food chain or the natural order of things in general. Its really about whether something is right and natural or corrupt and cruel. That said, I will still try and remain vegetarian on the road whenever I can!

Hello everyone. I don't post often at these forums but a psychic attack last night prompted me to head this way again.

I fit the description of an indigo or crystal child in almost every way. I was born in 1982.

I've always known I was "different" than your average person (I remember being 4-5 years old and looking at the other kids and wondering if they remembered being alive before this life like I did) and was born with an intense connection to "the higher power" (whatever you call it) and also, a sort of second sight. I've encountered entities from the astral/energetic realm my whole life, some good, and some bad(the one last night was for sure bad). I've also always had a way of seeing the beauty in the world which is a very good thing because I'm a writer and a painter, and I'd like to be able to show the beauty I see all around me to the average person. I feel this is a part of my purpose, seeing beauty and truth and being able to find the correct tools to pass that seed of enlightenment to others, and help bring on a new wave of thought and growth.

I started "waking up" when I was about 17. I remember feeling like I was waiting for something my whole life, then it began happening. I can't tell the whole story, but many, many crazy things have happened and it feels like slowly the pieces of the puzzle of who I am and why I'm here are falling into place.

I didn't even know the term indigo child until recently. I know they are talking about people like me. For the record, Id like to say that I DON'T LIKE THESE WORDS. Indigo, starseed crystal children, etc. These are all human terms which in my opinion, limit not only our true potential and don't accurately describe who we are, but also SEPARATE us from those we are here to help. We are both separate but also the same, and we are not better than other people but just.. older I'd say, if I had to put a word on it. I feel extremely old, I have lived lifetimes before this one, and there are other old souls out there who are also old but not neccessarily the same thing I am, and there are other very young souls which might be like me. Its hard to explain, but I know I am from somewhere else, as I remember that place, vividly. I even travel there astrally sometimes and the feeling of home it gives me warms my heart enough to make me cry. I used to spend hours crying and wishing I would just die and leave this horrible world so I could go back home, but I didn't realize then that i CHOSE this, I chose to be born here in this time to do something. I don't exactly understand what it is, but I know my being here has a very important purpose. We all have a purpose if we choose to find it, but I guess I just already had it clearly set in front of me from birth onward.

All my life has lead me up to these next few years. For my entire adult life, I've been waiting for the cue to "take off". I don't know what this journey will mean, or what I'm supposed to do, but I guess I'll find out when I get there. I'm selling my car, all my things, and taking off with nothing but one change of clothes and a pack on my back. I'm going all over the world, but specifically I'm going down to central and South America. I don't know why. I just feel called there. Recently I've been reading a lot about 2012 and alien ancestors and the Mayans, etc. Kinda funny huh? Who knows what will happen.

Anyways, I just wanted to offer some thoughts from a supposed "indigo" kid (or grown up) lol. The only thing I should say is forget words, words are limiting. We are all people, seeking something. Don't stop searching, growing or loving, and be open. When we are open, the truth becomes obvious, and it's beautiful.

Much love!

Hi everyone. First off, I'm sorry if this is in the wrong place..I had it in the magic section but it got no replies, so...
Have any of you experts heard of something called the "Dark Vapor Technique"? It was used on me by someone I know. I'll do my best to describe the experiance.
I was in my room and all the sudden I began to feel VERY strange..all of the sudden. It started with feeling kinda sleepy, and then I began to feel really weird, and couldn't see. I started feeling numb all over, like I was no longer in my body. I couldn't control myself, and by this point, I was frightened terribly.
Next, the feeling was like free falling but slowly, in darkness..with kinda random swirls of sparkly light..although (hope this makes sense) it was like I wasn't seeing it through my eyes. I felt like I was falling and spinning, around and around, completely out of control. I had NO idea what was happening to me, for all I knew I thought I could have had a stroke or something and this is what it felt like to be dead.
Next thing..I feel myself come into my body again (best way to describe the feeling) and I am laying on my back on my bed. I can't move and there is this black figure on top of me. I realized at this point that my eyes were open as I was seeing this figure..and the first thing I notice when I look at him was the shape (he was like a black outline filled in with shadow, kinda see through but no features like eyes, nose, ect.) was, "OH MY GOD, that looks like my boyfriend!" It struck me as weird..but I didn't make the total connection till later.
Anyways..so this black figure was sitting on me, staring at me (no eyes I know, but I could feel it watching me with this weird fascination) and to my horror, it began molesting me! I could feel his fingers inside (the er..exit only place if ya know what I mean, not to be gross) and they were so cold. But they felt solid, like real human fingers just really cold.
Being a strong woman, there was NO way I was gonna have that. But I was paralyzed..so I went deep inside of myself to my heart, and pushed from there, pushed with everything I had against the force it had on me, pushed it up through my throat and out my mouth with what felt like the loudest scream inside of me. What came out was more like a little yelp, but with that, I felt it's hold break on me. It's head shot up, and it sort of twisted up and away like smoke.
I then remembered a story my boyfriend had told me about his ex girlfriend of 4 years. About two years into their relationship, she had told him that a "ghost had come to her and had sex with her, and she had liked it." My experiance occured at about two years into our relationship as well. With that, and the way the shadow shape had remarkably looked like my boyfriends outline, I began to make the connection.
When I first talked to him, all he said was, "It's okay baby, it was a test..you passed. You are the one."
After much, much prodding to get him to tell me more about this, he has come out and told me that it's something called the Dark Vapor Technique..something he was just born knowing how to do (among MANY other things, keep in mind my boyfriend is NO ordinary guy)..he said that he didn't conciously do that to me, but while he was sleeping/dreaming, a part of him did. It was a way to make sure the person he was with was someone who wouldn't hurt him (as in, I pushed it away, I wouldn't lay with another, even in astral form-not knowing it was a part of him)...
SO- there is my story about the dark vapor technique. I don't really have any questions about my boyfriend or why it happened. I understand the test as it was given to me and why I had to pass. I just wondered if any of you have had experiances like this with your loved ones, or otherwise...or any thoughts?
Much Love n Light!
-andi

Hi everyone. First off, I'm sorry if this is in the wrong place..I think it fits in with magic, but I'm not sure.
Have any of you experts heard of something called the "Dark Vapor Technique"? It was used on me by someone I know. I'll do my best to describe the experiance.
I was in my room and all the sudden I began to feel VERY strange..all of the sudden. It started with feeling kinda sleepy, and then I began to feel really weird, and couldn't see. I started feeling numb all over, like I was no longer in my body. I couldn't control myself, and by this point, I was frightened terribly.
Next, the feeling was like free falling but slowly, in darkness..with kinda random swirls of sparkly light..although (hope this makes sense) it was like I wasn't seeing it through my eyes. I felt like I was falling and spinning, around and around, completely out of control. I had NO idea what was happening to me, for all I knew I thought I could have had a stroke or something and this is what it felt like to be dead.
Next thing..I feel myself come into my body again (best way to describe the feeling) and I am laying on my back on my bed. I can't move and there is this black figure on top of me. I realized at this point that my eyes were open as I was seeing this figure..and the first thing I notice when I look at him was the shape (he was like a black outline filled in with shadow, kinda see through but no features like eyes, nose, ect.) was, "OH MY GOD, that looks like my boyfriend!" It struck me as weird..but I didn't make the total connection till later.
Anyways..so this black figure was sitting on me, staring at me (no eyes I know, but I could feel it watching me with this weird fascination) and to my horror, it began molesting me! I could feel his fingers inside (the er..exit only place if ya know what I mean, not to be gross) and they were so cold. But they felt solid, like real human fingers just really cold.
Being a strong woman, there was NO way I was gonna have that. But I was paralyzed..so I went deep inside of myself to my heart, and pushed from there, pushed with everything I had against the force it had on me, pushed it up through my throat and out my mouth with what felt like the loudest scream inside of me. What came out was more like a little yelp, but with that, I felt it's hold break on me. It's head shot up, and it sort of twisted up and away like smoke.
I then remembered a story my boyfriend had told me about his ex girlfriend of 4 years. About two years into their relationship, she had told him that a "ghost had come to her and had sex with her, and she had liked it." My experiance occured at about two years into our relationship as well. With that, and the way the shadow shape had remarkably looked like my boyfriends outline, I began to make the connection.
When I first talked to him, all he said was, "It's okay baby, it was a test..you passed. You are the one."
After much, much prodding to get him to tell me more about this, he has come out and told me that it's something called the Dark Vapor Technique..something he was just born knowing how to do (among MANY other things, keep in mind my boyfriend is NO ordinary guy)..he said that he didn't conciously do that to me, but while he was sleeping/dreaming, a part of him did. It was a way to make sure the person he was with was someone who wouldn't hurt him (as in, I pushed it away, I wouldn't lay with another, even in astral form-not knowing it was a part of him)...
SO- there is my story about the dark vapor technique. I don't really have any questions about my boyfriend or why it happened. I understand the test as it was given to me and why I had to pass. I just wondered if any of you have had experiances like this with your loved ones, or otherwise...or any thoughts?
Much Love n Light!
-andi

Found this on another web page. It struck such a chord with myself, as well as the things that have been happening all over the world (awakening in people, ect.) that I HAD to post it. Sorry if this isn't in the right place...

I am not saying I know what this means, so take it for what it means to you, ok? God Bless~

"On the morn of July 23, 2003 the star Sirius rises before the daystar, our sun, issuing a declaration to all that the ATLANTEAN-EGYPTIAN-SIRIAN NEW YEAR has been birthed. This is a doorway of unprecedented opportunity to swim foreword with the stellar surge of awareness that precedes the day-light.

Since ancient times Sirius has been known and revered in many cultures. In ancient Atlantis the mysteries were based on information received from the Sirius Masters. After the third fall of Atlantis, the Sirian mysteries spread into ancient Egypt. As early as 3000 bc the Egyptians started celebrating the helical rising of the star Sirius declaring this the New Year as the Nile flooded its banks in the time of the great lion, in the month of Leo.

Sirius is the home of Christ Consciousness not only for our planet and solar system but also for this entire One Galaxy. Sirius has always been a spiritual prototype for earth and played a vital role in earth's early evolution. Spiritual energy streams forth from Sirius into the heart chakra of our Sun and then comes forth to earth through the sun's rays.

As the rays from Sirius arc onto earth via the sun on July 23, pre-dawn, we will have another opportunity to activate the 11 Christ seeds within. These are dormant DNA encodings that await stellar emanations and configurations in order to open sealed soul records/truths of each Light Being held within the human costume.

On July 23, 2003 go out before dawn and look to the east. Whether cloudy or dark seen or unseen, the star Sirius will rise to meet you. Asking you to move your awareness into the galactic storehouse of knowledge that has quietly awaited this time. The emanations will begin on this day and lend themselves until the time of 9/9/2003. It is in the quiet times in-between words and thoughts that you will find the key that unlocks what has been unseen until now.

On August 8, 2003 we are given a rare opportunity to walk through another 'Doorway of Accelerated Awakening', the 8:8 LIONS GATE. This Awakening will occur within the cellular records of all beings. These cellular records are held within a crystalline code in the form of a tetrahedron (3 sided pyramid) which exists within the codon of each strand of DNA, which resides within each cell of the body, as well as each cell in the Universe.

In ancient times the 'Records of Remembrance' were hidden deep within the earth physically and dimensionally, under, above and around sacred sites. The Mother Matrix of these encodings lives within the Great Pyramid of Egypt guarded by the Sphinx. When the ancient skies were aligned in a specific stellar alignment an energetic doorway was opened to the sacred sites. Allowing entrance through these sacred encodings.

We all carry within us cellular awareness of every sacred site ever issued to earth, from the beginning of time on earth through out time in our immediate solar system. It is just a matter of fine tuning our intention to receive these energies.

The only way earth can move forward is through the heart (anagram for earth). Every tool, meditation and OM is a fruitless tree unless one moves into direct contact with the heart. Since the Universe knows we are stubborn of nature it has aligned some stars to shoot that cosmic cupid arrow our way. Activating a doorway of love so vast one is automatically included within, without any effort.

The stars that come to us to lead us down the aisle of the 8:8 LIONS GATE are ALHENA (constellation of Gemini), ROSETTA NEBULA (constellation Lyra) and Quasar OH471 in the star system Auriga.

ALHENA is marking stone for what is ahead. It inspires us to act on our greater soul truth and purpose. It indicates a turning point that has been reached and announces to us it is time to leave the fence of indecision. ALHENA energetically creates a specific geometric seal, which allows a starseed link of communication. This star requires transfiguration. Asking us to embody our true galactic light coding, issuing a command of waking to the dormant coding within.

The ROSETTA NEBULA is a powerful pulsing magnetic field whose rhythms extend into unknown dimensions of aetheric space. This is a broadcast energy that affects all ferrous matter (iron) and magnetic substances on earth. Humans are receiving energy emanations from this nebula, which affect the molecular spin within the blood. This nebula houses a vast repository of galactic historical information, which is being made available to humanity through the blood. Images of powerful upcoming changes will be made available to many, allowing the prophecies to be dispersed alleviating negative outcomes and possibilities.

QUASAR OH471 brings the image of the souls mission and purpose into view in a most unique and magical way. It stimulates and mobilizes our fragmented parts into a unified morphic field of inquiry. It ignites a unique unexpected and magical turn of events. Quasars are the signatures of distant galaxies housing multi-spectral emanations outside our sphere of consciousness.

These stellar connections and dimensional bleed throughs will serve to open us to unique possibilities not part of our cellular awareness.

Whichever way you look at it or shake it up the ancient Nu (the birth/seed sound of ancient Egypt) becomes the New. Leading us unto the street of free will, up and down the path of personal choice with a large helping of the sacred and a sprinkling of the divine. We are destined to become more than we know. This new mirror reflection will give to us what we have been seeking for eons.

August 8, is a Natural doorway. Nothing forced, nothing prodded, nothing stressful. Just a natural downloading of remembering from the heavens initiating our dormant light codes. Lifting us up to a place where we can see the parade of light that is yet to come. Set your intention as you set you watch on August 8, 2003. Allow the floods of the ancient Nile to fertilize your soul with Nu-trients that are needed for your growth. See behind the curtains to the new (NU) you that exists beyond all space and time and body.

Time has quickened and in August the Time matrix shifts into unknown areas. In the time of August 2003 what was named the Philadelphia Experiment (August 12, 1943) is opening up again to birth another Time transformation. Time, as we perceive it will shift. TIME known and unknown conjuncts itself, as the timing chain of the universe pauses to lick its past wounds. The 'Time Gates' open on 8/12/2003. All that was hidden is seen all that was seen is now clarified in the light of a new knowledge imbedded within the codons of a dormant seed chromosome. The past and future walk hand in hand in the now as forlorn lovers. Revealing all possibilities to a newly birthed remembering. Gather what you may along this path; fill yourself, as the fruit from this tree does not fall to earth again until 20 years have passed. The energies rises from 8/8/2003 to 9/9/2003 spend them well as molten Mars reaches down to touch earth with the moist breath of ancient healing."

How would one kill them? How does one train? I have never had any kind of training, every time something has happened to me, I just sort of went from my own instincts. I don't know how I would kill them, because the moment I am aware of their presence they get scared and take off...

Eh, the muddaFACKos don't scare me! ! ! ! !
And yes, I have noticed an increase in yucky little leaches.
I figured it was the slow cross into the 4th dimension..the line between the spirit world and the physical world becoming more malliable..

I agree that fighting them seems to not be the way.
Perhaps for some types...but the ones that come to me seem very
scared of me. I get leaches that come while I am sleeping (VERY ANNOYING) and suck out my chi (happened last night, I woke up feeling like excrement). Whenever they wake me up and they realize that I know they are there, they take off. It's always been that way for me.
I would love to come to a group that talks about such things however..it seems very intersting, and I would love to see what you guys do. Unfortunately, I'm in California.

Energy Vampires come to me all the time. They never do anything sexual to me though..the only time I was molested was one time my boyfriend did it by accident..well not HIM exactly, but some deeper part of his essence..but thats a whole other story.
Usually my leaches run off once I wake up, I never even have to say anything to them.

What I have noticed is an increase in nightly visitors (LEACHES) who try and come while I am sleeping and suck out my chi like vampires (I guess they sort of are vampires)...it used to happen once in a great while but it happens a lot now. I think someone did something last night and it didn't wake me up because I woke up feeling like excrement (in THAT way, I can recongized when someone has done something to me). I usually wake up when they are there and shoo them away, but I guess this time I didn't wake up.
It is important to not fear, as someone said earlier. I am NOT scared of them, not at all...just annoyed I guess. But I suppose you could call them evil, since they are taking something from me without my permission. They don't scare me because I know I am stronger than them, it's why they come to me in the first place.

*LIGHT*

I feel very wary of this place.
It's nothing about anyone personally.
It's just a gut instinct..like someone
dark is hanging out....

*LIGHT*

Come to think of it, I HAVE been attacked (well, bothered, leached off of) since coming here, but it could be a number of things.

*LIGHT*

P.S. Saying a prayer for protection before you log on couldn't
hurt.

quote:Originally posted by Varner-LaPrade

i will have to say this hurtle for the human race will be our encounter with the Anunnaki.

I wish this would happen..a couple weeks ago I had these AMAZING dreams that "aliens" invaded..but they didn't hurt me..they came up to me and I just right away knew what to do..I thought of the person I loved most, and let the light flow through me..I wasn't afraid, it was beautiful..a lot of people WERE afraid though, and no one knew what happened to them. It was like they saved some of us and took us somewhere else..I don't know I know it sounds crazy but this wasn't a dream..you know how when your dreaming it feels like your inside of your head? Well during this dream it felt like every cell in my body was experiancing these things..I woke up and was almost crying and filled with light and joy. Just in case anything does happen, I will remember the message, DO NOT BE AFRAID! Don't look at their faces if it scares you..look away if thats what you need to do, and think of those you love. They wont hurt you if you are not afraid. And if you have a pure heart, you will have no reason to be scared. [^]
NOTE: I am neither a believer or a disbeliever in anything. I am not saying I believe the ancient aliens are coming back..I don't know what to think. But ever since I had that dream, I've felt a strong urge to pass the "DON'T BE SCARED" message along. So..there it is!
[]-andi

I think you guys took it wrong. This was one of the most amazing experiances of my life..
I know you probably don't understand this, but it really
cemented our love even more. We are not normal people,
and this "test" was neccessary. It was nothing malicious,
and it opened my eyes to something, made
everything I thought about more real. It's hard to
explain, but it made me feel stronger..the fact that
I was able to take control..it really empowered me
and showed me how strong I am. I would never wish to
go back and make it so this experiance didn't happen to me.
I'll remember it forever. Sorry if you don't get it. []
But thanks for the comments either way. []

I was just gonna say...
She definately sounds like one of your spirit guides.
No worries!
[]

OMG That picture is so disgusting.