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well i didnt obe'd ..i cant obe on my free will ...not now atleast...so it was reality

ok so i have this dream about me standing on my grandma carpet and about 2 meters in front of me one black entity ...on the left at one meter another ....above me ...something that the left entity hold'ed above me ....
ok so the A entity (the one in the front ) makes a few steps forward and then shows his face...a freakin ugly face i might say ...in that moment a burst of fear ...like normaly and my hearth pumped a little adrenalin ...so my subconscious says hold ! wtf ...i am not afraid ..and the fear sensation dissipates remaining only the adrenalin

then i kinda semi woke up ...i feel this heavy sensation on my head neck and torso ... like someone was standing with there hands on me (big hands ) i didn't think on moving only with my eyes i "drawn" a cross on where i think the entitie was standing ...and the sensation didnt go away....i did it again ...and still no result ....then after a couple of seconds all it's over.... i wake up kinda angry and i start emanating energy and cleaning my room spiritually ...

30 minutes ago i talked with a friend of mine who has friends on the other side > and that friend on the other side say yes there were 2 entities this morning there but now there are none ....and one entitiy was a negative and one in the middle ...

what do u think about my experience ?

p.s sorry for my not so good articulations ...i'm not English

replay fast .... the night is comming > and ofc i will make protections but ..still i need an answer 

i am having this thing too ....some people (of witch i have observed) have the mind not very well protected...and they burst ideas and thoughts out-loud .... and some people open minded to this kind of freq can actually pick them and hear them ....i was talking to my mom like in september about what i wish for my b'day and bla bla bla and she started crying cuz i told her something not well thinked and i just pick't her thought  " i cant even make my boy happy" or smthing around that....and i asked her if that was true (about what she said) and she said :O yes ....and since then i can from time to time hear ppls thoughts but not that clear....and not everyone's .....and yes it is a ethical dilemma but not when they smack you in the face with that thought .. i mean for me it's not something that i can control.... i just hear when i can

question should i keep my eyes opened or closed? i keep them close all the time is that bad? >.<
and of course that is the way i do it ...sit still and mind awake..but i dont think at things...i just lay still thinking to much is bad

well the main question is why cant i get out consciously. and i tried again today like the old fashion way..sit still till my body gets numb and i set like 30-40 of minutes and no vibe no nothing i could sens my astral body apart from my natural body but i couldnt move it ...i mean i can sens it after 5-10 min of laying still but i cant move it at all i'm imprisoned in my own body any tips and tricks?

ok..well none will reply?

well of course i am doing reality check....as long as i can feel my pillow or anything else it's not a projection...i just woke up from trying to ap (ive tried 3 times then i fallen asleep) and i had a very wierd dream.. realy wierd..but i think it was just my imagination so i dont think i projected .. fuc*ing cell phone ( (it woke me up )

last night i tried again...i got the vibration state in like 10 min max and i forced myself out but i still couldnt get out this time the vibes were long to last ..until i gave up

well i aint thinking about ap'ing from some time now but no i didnt have any ap or something like that...only some lucid dreams

well when u cant do a thing that means u have to learn...i'm not suggesting that i have to learn anything but if i must i will learn cuz i realy want to make astral projections consciously (i can remember some vivid dreams..very vivid and i think that those are ap but dont know exactly) the sensation are : heart racing (pumping very fast) and tickles all over my body (aka energy building ) and i try to keep them alive as more as possible but when i breath (in or out) it kinda disappears and i'm back at square zero.

when i was dragged i was not happy nor panicked i was drained of energy like a drugged up prisoner   and i told u they put me to choose 3 things ( i cant remember) it was important like my path or something so i think that they had permission

well those 2 spirits put me to choose between 3 things...i dont remember them but it was like my future my path in future like prophecy or some kind....read about indigo children ....i think that i am one of them(i mean by characteristics and age and everything) i'm still looking for the meaning of that but i could tell that those were powerful spirits angels/deamons ..dont know which

but still yea it is possible to get dragged out of your body ..my friend was pulled out by her father so ...ain't extraordinary  

well ive been out but not consciously i mean ive been dragged once by 2 spirits ...like 2-3 years ago but now i cant get out on my own

well i cant get out even when i try by myself ... that is the question ..why i cant get out ? what more do i have to learn?

still waiting for answers

it's hard to explain but if a demon or something else comes near me i can feel it ...(not always but..) and if it touches me i can sens that too

and yea my friend if she wants to ap in 20 sec she is out of her body...) it's cool and lol she can see aura/spirits my energy balls and manipulations ..so she is developed very much

Edit: and the thing is something prevents me from getting out ... and i have to say my skills with energy aint that poor ...ex i can make balls of energy \ send \recive \charge \ discharge \emanate and the best of things make protections ... earlier this evening my friend tried to come into my room while ap state but she couldn't becouse of and quote "something is preventing me " and i realized that 1-2 days ago ive made a protection on my room cuz all the things came here ...like a spirit highway .. and with one thought i've made a modification to the shield(i've said "let only her trough" ) and when she came second time she could pass trough ...so i'm not that retard )

ok ..hi i am chris (my real name that is)

i'm complex...i mean i am using energy and stuff something like reiki but diffrent bla bla bla ~X(

ok the problem is next

-i've been trying to ap but i can't (heart beating fast vibrations and stuff like that ; rope technique; music; 30 min of not moving)none of that worked !
-about 20 min a go a friend of mine came in "ap state" (i mean she was in astral) and tried to get me out of my body ...i felt like she was pulling my arms and legs (yea i've texted her and i felt what she did precisely) but it didnt worked

Why?!

i used reiki as a reference...cuz i am doing bio energy not reiki or any other system... and i know that it was hard to start....it is hard now ...right now i am being sucked of energy by a vampire....i let him do that cuz i know that is a friend but i also am kinda under attack...i will get my work done and start to make protections xD

well some people dont have that spark that gives them power ... i dont know what else to say....im sorry

dude is normal to be so weak ...i was weak too....u have to work your energy  i mean its very hard but from that weak pulse of energy u get to feel it like needles piercing your skin  i mean u feel like that if u want to attack something or crack the aura of some person >

the point is you got to work harder....my energy is weak too but with some symbols that boost me up the energy gets pretty concentrated that is why i told u to seek a reiki master i would work with u too but ure to far away so i cant xD

well what can i say but congratz u made the first step in a pretty large sh*t ) no offense

those chills mean that u can feel your spiritual energy or more exactly bio-energy try replicate that feelings in your palms ...i recommend to talk to a reiki master or someone who dose this stuff in your town...

i am a bio-energy practitioner myself ..i had ups and downs like every body ...but im evolving more and more

+ mastering this energy is the key to protect yourself while astral projecting

edit ..music at others is an energy exciter....i get this shivers too while lisening or reproducing some parts of a melody in my head.....but the main thing is to manifest that on your own...i can xD

dude listen to me ...those beings are demons...they want to hurt you cuz ure a easy pray > food for them
let me tell you why are u a easy pray ...bcoz u dont have any kind of protection ..ure like a naked man on the front line of a big war and u got no gun or mean to defend or attack.

what u need to do is search a reiki master and ask him for help

i practice bio-energy with reiki simbols..and i fought some demons in past months ...i realy wanted to go in astral but by wanting that i attracted a demon and a reiki master helped me and bcoz i knew what bio-energy and reiki is i started to develop on my own ..

i recommend to practice reiki ...tell him to initiate you and u will see that ure life will change (you will be able to protect yourself and others and + to heal ...)

in fact i recommend this to all of you that practice astral projection...cuz astral projection means youre spirit leaving the body...by being able to manifest your spiritual energy you will be able to protect yourself