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I'm a bit uncomfortable posting this, but I
trust most people here, so... anyway, for the
past six months or so, I get pains in my chest
nearly every day. It's usually a dull pain which
spreads into my head or one of my arms or legs,
but sometimes it's a stabbing pain and I start
shaking and can't breath. There is nothing that
triggers it, it's spontaneous. Also, I'm tired
all the time and my hair is falling out.

I've been to several doctors about these things
and have had tests done, and they all said there
is nothing physically wrong with me.

I try to be healthy - I have an eating disorder,
but the food I do eat is healthy, I try to get all
the nutrients I need, I take vitamin tablets,
and I drink lots of water.

I don't know what else to do, can anybody help?

Can my username be changed? I am tired of it. It reminds me
of how young and clueless I was when I first joined here. []

This amused me, thought I'd share.

http://www.subservientchicken.com/

When it loads, type in a command.

Oh the joys of a man in a chicken suit.

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I just recently got interested in pendulums, and
today I decided to have a go. Here's a conversation
I had with it earlier, my first []

Are you my subconcious? No
Are you my guide? No
Do I have a guide? Yes
Is my guide male? Yes
Is my guide female? No
Do I have more then one guide? No
Are you my higher self? Maybe
Do I have a higher self? Yes
Do I have more then one higher self? No
Is the Bible Code real? Maybe
Is anything going to happen in 2012? No
Will there be a pole shift during my life-time? Yes
In the next ten years? No
Are the Zeta real? Yes
Is my guide a Zeta? No
Are you a Zeta? Yes
Are you male? No
Are you female? Yes
Should I stop here? Yes
Is it okay to post this at Astral Pulse? Yes

Well, I'm just posting because I'm excited that my
pendulum is working, really. But why did it say it
was a Zeta? Could it be?

http://www.mironov.net/pingu/pingu.swf

See if you can beat my highest score of 322.9

Click to make the penguin jump and then click
again to whack it.

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Somebody has maybe posted about this before, but anyway ... It's just something I was thinking about. This isn't what I believe, by the way. I don't really know what I believe about God, Jesus etc.

Some things that support this theory:

1 - Mary, his mother, was visited by a "messenger from Heaven" in the middle of the night, who told her she would bear a child. This is a common alien abduction scenario, and often abductees have stated that the abductors appear as "glowing". There is also that other fact about how supposedly alien abductions involve, err ... Procedures ... to form alien hybrids, and in some cases, women are actually impregnated and give birth to the half-alien child. Thus, Jesus. How else could a "virgin" get pregnant?

2 - The "three wise men" apparently follow a "big star" in the sky that leads them to the Baby Jesus when he's born. Here's an obvious one. This was, of course, back in the days before there was air travel. Three men see a bright light in the sky. Could be a UFO.

3 - Jesus had an amazing array of powers - He could heal, walk on water, and so on. According to alien abduction lore, some abductees have actually reported positive experiences they've had with the visitors, such as how they "healed" their cancer or other ailments.

4 - After Jesus died and came back to life, he went up to Heaven in a beam of light.


Thoughts?

But I'm not sure, since I've never had one before. Is it possible to just dream that you are having a lucid dream? because the night before this happened, I'd been reading about lucid dreaming. err.. anyway, heres what happened. sorry for the long-ness []

I woke up after a normal dream, which I can't remember. It must have been about 5:00 am. I felt weird, and I spent a few minutes trying to figure out what was wrong with me then realised I has vibrations. I don't know why it took so long to figure it out, they were pretty strong. I was surprised, because I've been neglecting OBE practice.

Anyway, I thought, oh crap, am I going to have an OBE? but I'm not ready.. so I moved around a bit to try and stop the vibrations, and then opened my eyes. That was scary. When I opened my eyes, instead of seeing my room, I saw a dog in a field. It was bright, like it was a sunny day, the grass was really green. The dog was big and black, shaped like a greyhound. It was right in my face, like it was sniffing my nose or something.

I was still in my bed and awake at this point, and I still had the vibrations. it was like my eyes were somewhere else. I think now the dog was hypnagogic imagary (?) I couldn't hear the dog or feel its breath on my face or anything. Just see it.

Then I fell asleep, and when I was conscious I was in some kind of courtyard. I knew I was dreaming. I was pretty scared and just wanted to wake up. A man came over to me. I called the man 'Ian' but I don't know why, I'm pretty sure he didn't tell me his name. I don't remember what else I said but after I called him Ian he got kindof mad. I thought I'd offended him or something, but it turns out he was mad at something else, I don't remember what. I should have written this down as soon as I woke up but I spent like an hour checking I was really awake, so forgot alot of stuff.

Anyway, I started following 'Ian' across the yard. I can't remember if he wanted to show me something, or if I asked him to. An older woman came over to us, and said to me "Do you want me to take you home now?" and I thought, oh good, she can wake me up. but I wanted to see what 'Ian' was going to show me. So I said to her "in five minutes, please." Then I wanted to make sure she'd heard me, because I really wanted to wake up after I saw whatever it was. So I told her again and she nodded but seemed really distracted.

So I went after 'Ian'. I started to lose lucidity(?) here, and I can't remember what he showed me.

I 'woke up'. I was in bed, facing my dresser, and there was something on it near me but I couldn't tell what it was. I got really confused and realised I was still dreaming. I almost started crying then. bleh.

The next part I don't remember much.

Then I finally woke up properly. So what do you think? was I really lucid? why did I have vibrations? as far as I know they aren't connected with having lucid dreams. And how do I wake myself up if it happens again? I was really scared throughout the whole thing, even though nothing scary actually happened.

Aww.. and I forgot to try flying []

Hello! I'm new to OBE's and Astral Projection. I've known about them for a long time, but only in the last few weeks got properly interested. I've been looking up alot of information and reading people's posts on here, so I know most of what there is to know. Anyway.. I've never had an OBE before. Or tried to. Today I had my first try, and I'm a bit confused, so.. I'll tell you what happened.
I was in my room, I lay on my bed and relaxed my body (I've been doing yoga for a while [] so I can do that already) then I focused my mind. after only a few seconds, my eyelids started twitching madly, and then my fingers and toes. Then I got a feeling like butterflies in my stomach, but it was in my whole body. It felt strange, but not unpleasant. I thought it must be the Vibrations, and it was getting stronger. I hadn't actually been expecting that to happen on my first try, and it happened so quickly. I hadn't prepared to do any more, and I forgot what to do next, and since I didn't want to do anything wrong I thought it would be best to stop, so I quickly opened my eyes and sat up. I was a bit dizzy at first, but then seemed okay, so I came downstairs and onto the computer to read about what to do when the Vibrations came (but I wasn't planning to it try it again today). I thought everything was okay, when I suddenly heard a few odd noises. There were three of them, just random noises. The third one was like someone exhaling loudly. My dog was on the chair next to me and he didn't appear to hear them. I got a bit freaked out. I'd read that hearing strange noises was normal while experiencing the Vibrations, but it was a about 10 minutes after that had happened, and I don't even know if it was Vibrations that I experienced. What do you think?
Also, I have a bit of a fear that when I finally do have an OBE I won't be able to get back inside my body. Can someone please go into more detail about how you get back in?
Thankyou!

quote:Originally posted by Manix

How do they ever expect to fit the next book into such a small time frame?

I heard the next one is going to be split into two movies...

Whee! []

Heheh, James ... I thought you'd look older. []

Um, I don't think that's going to work.
He should talk to her, and tell her he
loves her to her face, if he really does.

*swoons* Noleaf, you're such a cutie!!
and you look so familiar, somehow. Hmm.

quote:Lullabi, your picture isn't working anymore, I hope that you didn't take it down for what I said..

Nope, that was an accident. It should work now. It wasn't
because of what you said, I didn't see that until now.
Thanks [] and don't worry, I'm not feeling sad or
misunderstood (anymore then a normal teenager does
anyway;) I was just tired, I think.

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quote:who HASN'T had a craving for human flesh, from time to time?

Heh heh.

HeadShotOmega, you should talk to Clow. He's a Cat-Demon too.

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I love the Eurovision song contest!!

I was happy that Ukraine won, I think they were
good, and, I'm one quarter Ukranian, y'know []

I was wondering, too.

Nice []

Now I'm wondering what everyone else looks like...

I do use Yahoo [:I]

But it says ERROR.

Nice to see people enjoying the chicken. []

Thanks Adrian []

quote:originally posted by sahlyn

Awww, but I think your username is cool.

What were you thinking of changing it to?

I have no idea. I'm thinking about it.

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Maybe you have some kind of allergy?

Tayesin, how do you follow a feeling to it's source?

Did anybody contact the guy that atalanta posted about?

I've been feeling ill and had insomnia too.

* Just remembered, actually, not sure if it has
anything to do with this but this past week I had
very bad depression, which is odd because there
was no reason for it and I rarely get depressed
these days. [B)]

Or it could be that I just got spontaneously
depressed and the insomnia and ill feelings were
because of that.

*shrug*