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A few nights ago I was trying to astral project. But as I looked near my abdominal area there appeared to be  a blue flame that increased in size (and in pain) and as I looked the flame began to spiral and change form.(It then looked like a cobra with a human face on it, with hands or something like that...) Well anyways as the "flame" began to increase speed I saw directly above that flame there were these heads/letters (or something like that) that were spinning clockwise while the flame was spinning counter clockwise. The flame became a vortex of (what I presume) energy; and it left me in pain. But as I closed my eyes the strange thing was that I could still see. And it lasted like that for a few minutes then everything went back to normal.

Can anybody tell me what in the hell happend?

Well for the past week I've been having a strange sensation that
something was trying to penatrate in my head. Although I've been able to "block" and acheive this myself, this seems different. Its like its unblockable.A freind of mine suggested that it wasnt a person but, it was a entity of some sort.
If My incoherent rambling makes sense to anybody please reply.

Well anyways... I am happy to say that I have resolved this problem.
Thank you everybody and no offense shadowdancer but, I completly disagree with you approach on this. If you were to submit to these things, they WIL NOT stop persecuting you. ( Hell knows I wouldn't)
But the best thing to do is fight them back.
And Darknight you're gonna get through this baby, just don't give in.

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How do you feel in your everyday?
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What do you mean by that Tarot? (be more specific)

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What did the heads/letters look like?
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They looked more like mask's now that I think of it with glowing
letters burned in them (a lightblue). And I recall the were making some kind of noise like a refigerator at night. You know, a consitant vibration.

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Well the part where you said you could still see is because you were using your astral sight.
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Well if I'm not mistaken, isnt this the third eye?

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You say it left you in pain?
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A pleasing pain, yes.....(if that makes sense to you)
Like I just worked out my abdominal area.

So these things are "negs" or whatever the term is used for these entities?
Hmmm, I wasn't sure if it was a very strong human or an entity.
But yeah...

I myself have had this happen a few times(sexually), but I cant really tell you how to fight these things back... I've tried "The Lesser key of Solomon" (which I believe it is called) and yeah it worked, but only for a while. But these things tend to want to hurt me more than make love to me. [:I]  

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