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Thanks so much for all of your replies

I am glad I am came to the right place where people understand. I am willing to do pretty much anything to go back there I will browse the forums more and look into how to make that happen.

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I was just thinking, it's funny how when we think about our "Happy Place", place of total "Paradise", it seems to be completely devoid of "technology", as we know it today! Just an observation! 

It is true. And it is a paradise without a doubt.

Wherever I was, technology wasn't even a "thing" because you could do/talk to whomever you wanted at any time. Everything we have on this realm from technology, to transportation, to even time..did not exist there. And everyone was happier. Everyone.

I wish I could go to this place on command but it just seems to happen whenever it happens.

May I ask if you are lucid when you experience it or in a dream state? (Just asking because you posted it in the AP section of this forum but write dream which for us here normally means unlucid experiences in the nonphysical). Nonetheless an amazing place and phenomenon. Wish I had this 'place' to go to regularly but my happy places change quite often with the exception of my childhood room (which I call Lightportal because I use it to fly out of the window to astral planes) and the infamous 'Void'.

Sorry, I wasn't sure where to post this. I felt maybe it was me on an astral realm so that would fit into some kind of AP forum. If this thread needs to be moved to another area, please feel free.

When I experience this place, it feels like I do when I am here. I am not aware that there is a "here" because I am there. And it seems like a place that is just as real and natural as here.

Also a thing I forgot, there is no time there. It doesn't exist which I found interesting. No one was "old" looking and no one was sick or disabled either.

I don't remember projecting from my body to get there, but I feel like I did and just am not aware of it consiously.

[Everyone]

I can't explain this to people in my life because they don't get it.

Sometimes when I sleep I go to this place. It is a world that looks much like ours but a little different. The buildings look a little odd and different looking...but its not like a weird outerspace looking place.  The feeling of this place however, it completely different from this world. Whenever I am in this particular place, I feel euphoric. Everyone on this dimension is happy. There is no "static" in the air. No cell phones because you can communicate with anyone at any time. You feel like you know everyone.  There is a COMPLETE absence of fear of any kind.

There are no cars or vehicles because you think of a place and you appear there. There is no monetary system because again, anything you think of you can have. That isn't even an exciting thing there because it is normal. Everyone works. There are stores and places like that but people work because they want to,  not for money. They work wherever they want one day and another day if they want to do something else they can.

I know this sounds like some fantasy dream but it isn't. I know the difference between a dream, and when I am in a real place. The place feels so peaceful and happy. I have been there maybe about 8 times that I remember, always in a different location, but I know I am there because of the feeling. Sometimes days after I wake up I think back to this place and I can physically feel the peaceful euphoria I felt when I was there.

I want to know, what do you think is happening? Where was I? Was this some form of heaven? It felt so....normal being there. But it felt so good. Any time I describe it to someone, they think I am nuts or that I was "just dreaming". But it was vivid and different. If this is another realm I was on, I wish I lived there. Nothing on this world compares to what its like there. Anyone have experiences like this?

I was under the impression that sleep paralysis is when you can't move when you wake up, and your eyes are open.....and you see/hear things that can be frightening. My eyes are closed the entire time this happens to me. I don't see things in my room, because I can't wake up. lol. It also lasts for hours at a time, where as sleep paralysis apparently only lasts for a few minutes.

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I've been dealing with a very odd  situation that occurs when I sleep. I don't know if this is a sleeping disorder, or something else. It doesn't happen every night, but it happens a lot. I do have an anxiety disorder, which is why I am not sure if this is what's causing it. It's very hard to describe, but I'll try my best.

When I'm sleeping sometimes, I feel my entire body vibrating. I can even hear my jaw chattering. I hear weird noises such as a high pitched squeal, waves crashing, buzzing, whispering, wind etc. In my mind I am screaming to myself "Wake yourself up! Wake yourself up!" because I am awake in my mind, but I can't get up. I'm telling myself to move any body part so I can wake myself up, but I CAN'T move anything. My body is totally paralyzed. I'm telling myself to make a noise with my throat so I will hear it and wake up, but I can't even do that. The only thing I can move is my feet very slightly. What I have to do is rock my feet back and fourth until my body starts to rock with it, and then I wake up. When I do wake up, I immediately fall right back asleep. It is as if I am under anesthesia, and simply cannot stay awake. It is impossible.

It is almost like I am half asleep, half awake. Sometimes all I see is black and I am awake in my mind, then I'll see bits and pieces of things like a film strip. I'll see nothing but black with colors or shapes swirling around, sometimes I can hear music/people talking. A few times I felt the sensation of someone rubbing my face. One time I felt my entire body tingle..not to get graphic, but it was the feeling of an orgasm except all over my body (that was the only time I enjoyed this experience lol). My body twitches and jerks, and it scared me because I thought I was having seizures (are you aware of when you're having a seizure? ).

To sum it all up, I feel like I am trapped in a trance for a long time. My eyes are closed, my body experiences weird sensations and won't stop twitching/vibrating/jerking. I hear things, and I'm awake in my mind- yet drifting in and out of dreams.  When this first started happening, I thought I was dying and it scared me. Then I thought it was a sleeping disorder......  but when I looked it up, someone said it sounded like astral projection. The thing is, I have never left my body before. So I don't see how it is astral projection.

This happened to me again tonight, and for the hell of it I said "Ok, let me see if this IS astral projection...I will try and float out of my body when this happens." I tried, I was willing, and I couldn't. My body stayed in this paralyzed state. I still felt the weird sensations, saw bits and pieces of scrambled up "dreams", heard noises, and couldn't wake myself up. But I didn't float out of my body.

I would like to know if this sounds like a sleeping disorder to you, or something else. I really don't like this. It used to scare me, but now it just annoys me.  Sleep is supposed to be peaceful, and this is anything but. I am used to it now because it's been happening for a few years. I'd just like to know WHAT is occurring. Any help?