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Hi, I'm a newbie here. I am a 53 yr old female with Multiple Slerosis. I am still mobile. Here is what happened to me. Two nights ago, before I went to sleep, the room was dark, I was concentrating on relaxing my facial muscles to go to sleep. In my left eye, toward the lower left, appeared two puzzle pieces, one red and one blue.  I had been working a jigsaw puzzle earllier in the day and laughed to myself that I am seeing them with my eyes closed. The two pieces moved upward together morphing into a puple blob that ended up looking like a human baby fetus. As soon as I recognized the shape as a fetus, it's little arms motioned "come here". I freaked out. At age 18 my parents made me get an abortion. I get along with my mother, but she thinks I make to much about me feeling hurt and her not apologizing. I have a 24 year old son that I thought of right away. I felt like the baby was calling me with it, like to heaven?  So I wrote a letter to my son telling him how much I love him and that if anything happened to me, etc, etc, I gave it to him and told him what happened to me and the vision.  He understood. Last night after I went to bed, he knew I wouldn't be alseep yet, so he came in. He just asked me, "Anything?"  I stayed still and told him that I had just seen a child climbing onto Santa's lap, and a child peeking from under an umbrella. I didn't see anything else. After I got up this AM I fixed fried eggs for myself, With the first bite I started choking, I blacked out, and fell on the floor, started coughing again and finally coughed it up. I really thought that I was dying. Any ideas Any one?