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did you start to get into this stuff more after the passing of your fiance?

Yes thats correct. I have always believed but never done anything about it - and the passing of my fiancee pushed me into it really

I had a spiritual assessment last night which basically means that my future teacher whom is a medium tapped into me to find out my strengths in mediumship & psychic abilities.
She said that my strongest skills are physical mediumship (using spirit to write and draw pictures of spirit), and she is 100% certain in 5 years that I will be teaching it myself! LOL
She said I will have no problems in being able to do any type of mediumship & psychic things, but she said although I will be able to do healing, that it wont really "float my boat", so to speak.
Also told me my spirit guide is a Roman Soldier

Additionally Gary (my fiancee whom is in spirit) came through again and gave her a few bits of information which was great. One of the things being he told her about the things on the bathroom shelf that he sent crashing into the bath. At the time the items were on the shelf over the other side of the room and nowhere near the bath (with no windows open and no feline intervention as the door was closed), so I thought it was strange at the time, but then forgot about it. But he was very pleased with himself that he managed to tell the medium it was him that did it LOL. I was warned he would play tricks on me

flying me as a kite is a very good description!

well during the dream i wasnt thinking i was dreaming - i dont think that has ever happened to me during a dream

Ok i dreamt I was flying in the sky last night but my arm was stretched really really really long and someone on the ground was holding onto my hand to help me control it. I remember thinking it was good, but felt a little bit nervous about lack of control.

I dont think I had any control over my dream though and from what I have read you are meant to have control in a lucid dream.

Any thoughts on this experience? Or was it just purely a normal dream?

I have just looked in my animal guides book for Wolf......................

Characteristics and behaviours that no longer serve your spiritual purpose are being culled from your consiousness. Make cooperation a priority over competition. Valuable insights, ideas, and new teachings are coming your way so pay close attention.
Its important to maintain your self-esteem and integrity and deeply trust in your inner knowing, even when you feel misunderstood or misaligned.
You're being spiritually and physically protected at all times.

Dont know if that helps at all?

Thanks both 

Ok so im doing the Gateway Programme and am on Disc 1 which is mostly about Focus 10.
I am almost at the end of the disc tho now, but when I am in Focus 10 i see blackness and lots of swishing swirling lights. And sometimes I start to see faces quite clearly and then they disappear. And one time the blackness was 3D and I could see very bright stars. And sometimes I feel like I am floating on water or I am laying at a funny angle.

I have not managed to AP yet - but do you think this is a good start?

I know this isnt about AP directly, but it does has some link because it refers to another parallel dimesion with the afterlife (sorry if this is in the wrong area).
Im also asking about this as it seems from lots of other posts that we all AP when we are asleep - perhaps this was some kind of AP?

I dreamt my fiancée (whom is in the spirit world) told me that he was still a part of my life but just that I could not see him. He said he was there with me everyday and our home was still his home. He still lived his life with me but more on a parallel dimension which is similar to ours and that he still continues to come home after he has been busy doing the stuff he needs to do and that he still sleeps in our bed with me.
He also told me that his mum was back in hospital (although I don't remember anymore about that, I can only assume he meant the mental hospital as she is mentally ill)

That's all I can remember, but I know there was more – just wish I could remember it.

Do you think perhaps its him trying to get through to me again and let me know he is around?
Its funny cos Monday night when I was chatting to my counsellor I told him that even though I have had it confirmed numerous times by other people that this is life after physical death and that he is with me all the time (including what the medium told me), that I still sometimes doubt it, purely because I cannot see him with my own physical eyes.
Im wondering if last night was him trying to let me know he is still with me.

Thanks Xanth

Is there not a more detailed info for each in any of his books? Or is it not needed other than what you have posted the link for?

I just thought perhaps he might explain each in greater detail with what to expect at each focus level?

Does anyone know where I can find out the detailed information on each of Monroe's focus points?
I have 2 of his books - Far Journeys and Ultimate Journey and so far Im half way through Far Journeys and its only telling me about his experiences rather than his theory behind the focus points.
I dont want to buy yet another book of his unless I know it has these explanations in

I have certain "markers" now which I realize happen when I come into or am close to Focus 10.

The big marker for me are my eyelids.
Generally, I have some issues with my eyes staying closed... however, when I'm close to or at Focus 10, I can feel my eyelids shutting tightly.  Like my body is making the final adjustments to fall asleep.

~Ryan

Yeah i can relate to that Ryan - i too have a prob keeping them closed at first. But the exercises in this CD i have makes you do your breathing excercises with your eyes open and then closed. At that point you actually want to close them because they start to feel heavy and sting a little

Thanks for that xanth - i think you may be right

I also remember that my jaw had relaxed and wasnt closed in my mouth. When we are awake we keep our jaw shut but when asleep its open slightly when it relaxes - which is what happened to me numerous times and yet i was fully aware

When i finished and got up though i felt really hazy like i was extremely sleepy and not quite knowing where i was. Sort of disorientated when trying to go about the house when you have not quite woken up properly. Is this normal?

im confused xanth - i will read that part in depth later on when i am not in a noisy office  . I didnt get as far as that last night when reading it

Hmm is focus 12 from Monroe? I am yet to read those books yet - however they arrived this morning!

So should you try to move your body at that point then do u reckon? i worry about trying to move too soon and end up moving my physical body - is there a knack to how you should move?

i am only familiar with franks focus levels at the moment - so not sure what focus 10 is until i get my snout in monroe's books tonight 

When you go deep, you realize that there is actually NO past lives. Like Budhha denied past life in his last days.

Past lives are just memories, can be accessed by anyone. What you see in past life regression, is actually not you but the *Memory* left behind by other human.

It depends what memory is being plugged in during regression.

You are actually never born before.

So then in your opinion, there is no reincarnation?

BTW - i love franks theory. Makes much more sense!! I will be reading Monroe books this evening 

Some of you know I have bought the hemi-sync for out of body.
Tried it for the first time last night and thought i was actually getting some success!!!

I got to the point where I could not feel my body and kept drifting in and out of consiousness - everytime I felt i was drifting to sleep something would trigger in my mind to keep it alert (and i was aware of this happening). And was in total blackness with strange thoughts and images rolling around my mind - like a movie in sort of negative pictures (by negative i mean when you used to get photos developed and were given the negatives). I also kept seeing lots of swishing yellow light randomly within the blackness.

However, this experience was short lived as the telephone rang!!! grrrrrrrrrrr

So when I tried again, the telephone rang again and the cat jumped on me!
By this time I gave up and tried again later, but I could not get back to the state i had felt previously so hopefully will try again tonight

So it's sounding more like a Focus 12 phenomenon to me now.

~Ryan

Hmm is focus 12 from Monroe? I am yet to read those books yet - however they arrived this morning!

It's not you in the sense that only *YOU* are you.
These other lives are simply other *YOUS* living out their lives in other Focus 1's in other dimensions.
But they're not REALLY you... you just share the same "whole".

So you are saying its like our energy (not sure if thats the right word but cant think of a better one) is in different lives (so energy is split) - but on the whole all these people (the energy) is "you"?

Now reading through Franks AP article - he talks about his perspective on past lives (near the end).
He says that people usually assume past lives are sequential, but in fact they are simultaneous. But that the person you see suring a past-life regression is not actually you.

I cant get my head round the fact it is not you, but i agree with the theory of them being simultaneous somehow.

Can anyone else shed more light on this theory?

Hi Xanth

I think I have had the beginnings of this - it only happens sometimes. Complete blackness with stars all around. The first time it was red sparkles but that has only happened once, and now its usually white stars. None of the times they are moving though

Having read Franks theory it kinds makes sense to me that its the FZ zone - between F2/F3

I use the Gateway Wave 1 - Track 2: Intro to Focus 10 (Monroe Model)

ok just tried this one after track 1 - and i was awake on track 1 but I think i fell asleep half way thro track 2. Is that meant to happen?
I feel kinda strange now too like I have woken up in the middle of the night  

the first track talks about making sure the earphones are in the right ears - so if we cant convert them to mp3 and can only listen on the cd players then thats gonna be tricky! LOL

I definitely agree with that.  If you do plan on using all of the tracks, feel free to purchase them from the Monroe Institute directly to assist in the funding of related technologies.  ... however overpriced they are.  

Yes very good point - i did buy the OBE one at £45 so im not too bad??

**goes off the buy them from the Monroe Institute to be good**