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Last night I couldn't sleep so I stayed up and loaded 700 photos and cropped 300.  I finally got weary enough to sleep after 4am.  My body is responding well to meditation and is developing a cellular memory so now at the thought of meditation and or precurser to going into a trance, my body starts the astral vibes.  Last night I went into a waking trance.  Quickly I started getting visual astral signs.  It was spectacular.  My body was completely paralyzed and non feeling.  The lights were off, but I had a visual of, the best way to describe it is like the tendrils of a deep sea florescing jelly fish without the blob part of the jelly fish.  There were fine shimmering strands of light reaching for me in a pulling kind of way.  It filled the ceiling of my room.  I could see the lighted aura of every object in my room.  I could faintly make out details that hinted of ethereal beings reaching for me.  I was in a euphoric kind of state without a care in the world and all I felt was love from it.  I could feel the tugging at my body and everything seemed so right but I could not separate.  Now I have never taking drugs in my life and our home is a law enforcement home, but I liken the experience to what people describe as an acid trip.....I don't know how else to describe it.  It was almost indescribable.  I can't wait until tonight.  And by the way, who needs drugs anyway when there is meditation  

I dont get why it just didnt hit me that i was dreaming after i said that. lol

I know what you mean.  I had a dream two days ago about my fiance's nephew who died a couple of years ago at age 16.  It was deemed an accidental death, but was considered an accidental suicide.  He suffered from hydrocephalis. He had stints and suffered from severe headaches at times.  It was an odd death.  He was found hanging horizontally off of the side of the bed, the sheet wrapped around his bed and neck and somehow hooked up to the head of the bed.  He was completely twisted in the sheet and his feet were wrapped and tide to the foot of the bed.  Basically, his bed was three feet off of the ground, a high bed and he was just slightly hanging off of the side of the bed tied head and to.  The theory was that he had such a severe head ache that he wrapped his head to escape the pain.  They think his writhing around got him all twisted in the sheet and when he slipped off of the bed, he was accidentally hung.  I know, strange.  Okay, now I get to my dream. 

I had a dream that my fiance was telling me, "you know it was your fault that Jason died?"  I was surprised.  He then told me and showed me that he was making or had a ring for me and this suggested something romantic.

I only saw Jason twice in his life.  I met him when he was nine and then two years later during a family reunion.  So needless to say I did not know him.  I believe now that my dream suggests that he had his feelings hurt by a girl and he had a ring for her or she had a special place in his heart.  I have not thought of Jason in years and have never dreamed about him.  Now the meaning of my dream is just a guess on my part.   

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Thank you.  That was a cool informative little tidbit

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I have had faster progress since I downloaded different binaural beats.  I also loop mine on my lap top.  It is a little distracting and I have found that for me at least, the theta slide while listening to it at a lower volume is less disturbing than the other beats.  Someone here said they got some binaural beats for free online and that's how I found mine and I didn't have to register for anything to get them. Anyhow, I enjoy them

It sounds meaningful.  Was your dream in color?  I have dreams of HS from time to time.  I would love to go back to some of those times.  I sometimes dream about childhood friends that I have not seen in years.  Have you had a chance to interpret what some of those things that are unique to you and your experiences might mean?  If anything comes to light, I would love to hear your thoughts about this dream

Thank you so much.  That is very encouraging and sorry for getting into a little snit.  One other thing that I have noticed and this is a personal note, that my outlook on things, people....etc., has changed, or I see things in a new light.  I mean, I usually, in the past am soooo a spider killer.  The other day there was a spider in the bath tub and I just couldn't kill it.  My daughter never kills spiders and I always teased her about it.  That little life, somehow seemed more meaningful to me.  I don't mean to get mushy or anything, this is just a personal observation about myself <3

I have a question.  Can dreams give an indication that you are getting closer to astral projecting?  Can astral projections be intermingled within dreams?  I know that I have triggered subconscious thinking that is showing up in (I will just call them dreams because I don't know what they are) and get messages like "go to the door and turn on the switch", things like this that indicate turning something on or opening something.  Then I have been having dreams that I know are metaphors for something else.  I am getting a little discouraged with this site,...lack of suggestion and response.  I do read all of the suggested reads and I continue to read everything I find online.  And please if you are only responding to tell me you have no answer, then please don't respond at all. I do not find those kind of responses helpful or encouraging....sorry to sound like a little bit of a rant but I did get a response from someone who appeared to be speaking for everyone that there were no suggestions.

All I can say is WOW!  Are these types of dreams normal for you or was this unusual so it stands out for you?

The voice was normal but not spoken allowed.  It was like I heard it in my mind.  I don't know if the voice was male or female but I trusted it like an old friend.  I just knew to trust.  I was very scared that whatever was lurking would find me.  It was very strange.  There were a lot more aspects to the er...experience but it would be a huge post, it was chaotic and I don't know what is and what isn't important.   Thank you for asking about the voice.  It was a good question.

Last night I went from meditation into sleep listening to the Theta-slide which is a descending Mp3.  Some time during my deep meditation, I opened my eyes to the feeling of a evil presence.  It was very tangible.  I looked around and then closed my eyes.  I was not afraid because I always say a protective spell before hand.  I took what seemed to be an astral trip or lucid dream that was very vivid.  I was flying around a disaster area.  I was trying to get help for people stuck inside a damaged sky scraper.  I went from flying to being inside the building.  I went to a room that had a bed.  Something evil, a UFO was lurking outside looking in.  I was several floors up in this building.  A voice told me to hide.  I hid under the covers.  Then something laid a hand on my legs, then a voice said, "do you feel that?" I said "yes".  The voice said "don't move".  I didn't, then I heard a loud thump, like something jumped off of my legs onto the floor.  I felt the touch and heard the sound.  This was around the time the time that I felt an evil presence in my room and opened my eyes.  My night was a blur of images and activity!!  Today I had a breakthrough in my meditation.  I was able to quiet my mind:)  Now I know the difference!

I can clearly remember me as a child walking around my old house, but seeing it from the perspective of a 6 ft tall man about 3 & 1/2 feet behind me. Amazing!

It's as if every event that had ever occurred in my life suddenly makes sense, and all is coming together... It's like the time has come for me to evolve. I know that sounded kind of weird, but it feels shockingly true and real.

It does not sound weird:)  It sounds like a good thing!  Whatever you are doing, sounds like you are doing it right and are growing from it:)

I tried the homeopathic product and it worked great.  I did not astral project but practicing triggers some amazing dreams for me.  I have been practicing recalling them, which I have never had a problem with to begin with.  And the cord was not really a cord, more like a pinkish misty trail that I was supposed to follow coming from me and extending out.  Anyhow practice, practice, practice

So far when attempting to astral project, I have experienced the vibrations, the pink cord, (this was beautiful) bright white golden light with Jesus beckoning me, and the night before last, dark humanoid shapes without features, no facial features.  They seemed to be waiting.  I just cannot keep in that state.  A large part of my problems is my legs hurt at night.  It is impossible to stay relaxed when my legs start cramping.  I have had some amazing dreams though   I hope this is progress.  I am going to try a homeopathic remedy for my painful legs.  800mg of motrin does not help.

It does not matter what pic I choose I keep getting an error.  My pics are small.  Can someone help?
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Thank you for the great responses.  I do not blank out, though I do have blank spots in my childhood.  I go from being an actor to an observer.  My sight becomes a little bit fuzzy.  It's kind of like I am watching t.v. and it is me but not me. Under great stress, I do blank out.  I can drive from A-B and not remember the drive.  Or I will come to awareness not reccognizing where I am.  I used to lucid dream all of the time as an escape.  Anyhow thanks again. I was not meaning to turn it into a mental discussion

Is dissociation a form of controlled astral projection?  I had a violent beginning to my growing up.  I only discovered recently that there is a name for what happens to me under stress or in a place that reminds me of a past event.  It happens far less since I have become aware of what it is.  Since it is a survival response, I was just wondering if they were connected.

Hopefully and I would like to think that there will be help for his troubled soul in the afterlife. RIP Mike Starr

1 - Have you ever encountered more evolved beings?
a: Yes

1.1 - If so, describe the place: Three different homes during my life.


2 - What have you found out about life on other planets?
a: All I know is my belief that there is life on other planets.

3 - What was the most interesting conversation you had? What did you ask/say and hear?
a: I was told three people were going to die.  Three people died in a one month span.

4 -  Describe 3 things/creatures that you saw there, but never saw here:
1)   Two times it was humanoid shaped, but seemed to be made up of electricity.  There was no conversation, only contact and I would not move. It floated directly above me and I felt like I was being electrically zapped.  The third time was felt but not seen.


5 - If you've been able to read, what did you read about? How many consecutive words do you remember?
a:I never read but three nights in a row I was woken by the loud voice of a doctor saying  "the patients progress is progressing"  Then it was gone.  It was so loud, that I looked to see if my fiance heard it but he did  not stir.  It was like someone switched the radio on and then off.

5.1 - Have you read words you haven't seen here before?
a:No

6 - Ever learned special tricks to be used there?
a: No

7 - Ever received a solution to a problem?
a: I did mathematical equations with answers, and I learned how to double jump with a jump rope.  That is one jump with    two revolutions of the rope.  I could not do it until then..

8 - Describe the most amazing thing you saw:
Lots of things.  Too many to list.  Beautiful things.
9 - Describe the most amazing thing you did:
Flew to California..

10 - Describe your most amazing validation:
Recently a dream that has always been the same was changed.  It was my grandmother's way of letting me know that she was okay..

11 - Ever had your astral body malformed or defective? What was it like?
a: No

13 - Describe the 3 strangest sentences you heard:
The patient's progress is progressing..

14 - Describe 3 things that you still want to try in the astral:
Visit my grandparents, meet other beings, learn new things.

12 - What interesting things have you found out about the Universe?
a: Everything is connected.

15 - If you believe in a God, what clues have you gotten about it's existence?
a:. I have had my prayers answered too many times to count.

16 - Ever been lectured on the process of Creation?
a: Yes.

This is a belated hello.  I posted before instroducing myself.  I have been interested in the paranormal since I was a girl.  My greatgrandfather was spiritually gifted.  He saw and knew things that other people did not.  He started talking to me more about these things when he also talked about his passing on.  He was healthy at the time mind you but he knew and he was completely at peace with it.   I have had dreams that have come true.  Now I have been practicing astral projection.  I am a work in progress  Anyhow, since I have been trying to make contact with my spirit guide and trying to astral project as well my last two nights have been chaos. I think I may have had contact with my spirit guide in a lucid dream, three nights ago, then the last two nights I have been flooded with fragmented images that have prevented me from sleeping.  Each of the last two nights, I practiced, gave up to sleep and no such luck.  I had a feeling last night of being held down, but it didn't last long.  Please someone tell me that this sounds like I am making progress

Thanks, and I am glad to have found this site

I have had dreams where mortal injury happened and it seemed so real and I felt the impact.  I took it as an extreme reality check.  It made me realize that none of my worries, troubles, insecurities were as bad as what they could be and that I had a lot to be thankful for.  The adrenaline jolt is self preservation, fight or flight.  Same as the body jerking in between awake and sleep.  

I guess that I interpreted the grab as unfriendly because it was very firm and when I jolted awake, the feeling of it lingered on my leg.  However, I am very open to being wrong..  I am greatful to have found this site.  I am glad I am not alone. :roll:I am paying a lot more attention to my thoughts especially those that I would normally deem as random.  Thank you for your response.

  Hello.  I am new to astral projection.  I have been practicing/attempting astral projection a couple of times a day.  I have also been working on making contact with my spirit guide.  I am an unskilled clairvoyant passed down from my great grandfather.  I know that I need more practice and I will eventually be able to astral project.  I have made progress.  I feel the vibration and it seems that as soon as I become aware of it, I get jolted back out.  I am not fearful.  I had a lucid dream last night that I laying in bed pondering astral projection when all of a sudden an Asian man was lying platonically next to me.  I told him that I wanted to get in touch with my spirituality and learn how to use my natural abilities.  He said "interesting" "you are unusual" "you are on the right path".  I then drifted into a normal sleep.  I was later jolted awake by having something grab my leg.  Two hands grabbed my right leg, but no one was there.  I have been touched before in the past by a spirit, but nothing like last night.  It was not friendly.  I do say a protection prayer each time I have attempted contact with my spirit guide and each time I attempt astral projection.  If I have somehow attracted something bad, how can I rectify this?  I am sorry this post seems scattered, but there are a couple of things going on at the same time.  Any advice will be greatly appreciated.