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Love these wise words and the story of Saint Valentine, except for his fate.
What really was an eyeopener in accepting 100% for who I am was Carl Jung and the Shadow theory.
I guess it will take a lifetime to do shadow work.

Somewhat late, but Happy Holidays and new year for everyone!

Merry Xmas and a wonderful new year to every Pulse member!

From 3 to 8 different times at night, sometimes 9.
I sleep in cycles of about 1,5 - 2 hours with short awakening times.

I'm missing two levels (or sublevels):
- Like 3 but my character not participating at all, like watching a movie (mostly helicopter view)
- Like 4 but I'm not my daily character but someone else. Somewhere in the past/future, being a female etc.

But nice list!

Erik

Ah, a video where someone is hinting that we are one and that life is an illusion.
I get a lot of clues pointing to that direction lately. First thought it had to do
with algorithmics, but some sources like Astralpulse are algorithmic independent.
At first I thought oneness is a kind of boring. The guy in the video and other sources
say that they can understand this but it isn't the case. Like that!

Thanks for the replies!

Actually, at this point, ALL knowledge we have is "belief"-based.  It's impossible to find otherwise.
I *TRY* to remain as scientifically based as I can, but belief is unavoidable.

Yes, you're right. I meant common agreed believe systems. The individual mind needs some concept to operate, but I try to get me in a state of no expectations, ideas, opinions and so on. 

Hi everyone,

Want you to know that I'm very glad that the Pulse has survived and is transformed to a new forum!
It's quite hard to find knowledge on the subject of phasing and OBE without a believe system or dogmatic principles involved.

Posting not so much here because I have not so much to say, but always getting back here for reference and motivation.

Cheers,

Erik

Well, there is a whole lot of negativities in the media nowadays.
I'm born and raised up before the public use of the Internet.
In those days it was impossible to get so much information with typing a query and clicking your mouse.
The only opportunities were wise teachers and the library.

Unless all the issues with social media and disinformation I am very grateful to be able as an average guy to get so much knowledge about astronomy, philosophy, spirituality, astral projection and so on.
This would otherwise never be possible at this pace and could keeping me with questions and doubt about my mental health after some experiences.

To reply on the question if I really want to project: at first I thought I really wanted but afterwards I felt I had to and didn't had a real desire.
I will explain.

Years ago I found on Internet by coincidence a wiki about Robert Monroe with explanation of the Focus levels.
I was searching for a different subject but don't know exactly what anymore.
This subject got my interest. I was always into mysteries as a child and teenager, also wanted an answer on the big life after death question.
Also had some 'paranormal' events and could have interesting dreams as a child.

The Gateway experience could provide answers and may satisfy my mystery desires.

The excerises itself did not that much to me apart that they were nice and relaxing. But meanwhile.....
At night my dreams getted to start lucid an I got vibrations on a regular basis.
I started to understand that these events had a deeper meaning and include valuable lessons.
For example I got on regular basis a dream or projection in my childhood neighbourhood with perfect details.
I was always alone, when I called out nobody came.
Afterwards I know for sure that this was some private space and a training exercise to get used with intention and mind power.
Also had an experience that looked like a soul retrieval, not for sure if this was a dream however.

The result of these events is that I am not interested in mystery and suspense anymore, because it felt normal.
I still meditate and do some projection or OBE rundown attempts when I got vibrations at night.

I have come to the conclusion that my mind is too small to comprehend life and death questions.
Furthermore I have learned that it's the message or lesson that counts. How and where it is provided is not important.
So I am more going with the flow, state a question or intent and awaiting anwser.

Greetings,

Erik

Merry xmas and a happy new year!

Hi Lightbeam,

Thanks for your reply. I think you're right.
By the way I think it has to do with my attitude towards society nowadays (quite negative) with an explanation of the cause from my childhood.

A friend I don't know in the physical world and I were in a futuristic city on the run for some kind of posse.
At a moment we were closed in and we only could escape into a prison building. The building had prison cells with electric cell doors.
We had to be careful where to position otherwise they would lock us by closing the doors.
We were armed and shot a few followers and guards.

In some mysterious way there was a passage behind us leading to another reality, we managed to escape and ended in the kitchen of my childhood house.
My friend was still harassed with poltergeist activity by an entity we knew was part of the posse that followed us. His name is Alex. He didn't want to let us go.
I called a medium, this was a woman that in real life is my masseusse. I asked to come right away because we were in trouble. It was not clear if
she would come and if so when.
Then we were in the old bedroom of my parents. Three things happens:
1. I threw a handful of pebbles to my friend pretending it was the entity chasing him. I barely managed to let him believe that this was de case.
2. Some form of energy directed my hands to the pebbles and let me threw the pebbles to him. We both knew it was the entity.
3. Pebbles were thrown at him automatically as a poltergeist activity, my hands were not involved.

I said to Alex the entity: 'all nice and everything, but you are wasting as much time as we do with this nonsense, so who wins anyway?'
Finally I was able to see Alex, an enraged bewildered man. he had a button on his eyelid and ear. I knew that when I pressed
the buttons the problem would be solved. I pressed the button on the eyelid. Noooo! he yelled, but I continued and press the
button by his ear. It sounds weird but I granted him some kind of mercy by letting him work as a blind and deaf waiter?
Oh well, in dreams everything is possible.

Last stage was something millions of people already dreamed.
The scenery changed from my parental house to an imaginary office.
I had to pee and everyone could look at me, I didn't care and peed.
Then I washed my hands, but to grap some paper towels I had to disturb a standup meeting. They all looked at me.
I said sorry, just drying my hands!
Then I awake.

My first spontaneously thought was that this dream was about ego and conformity, maybe some other thoughts?
It was quite exciting anyways!

Greetings,

Erik

Hi Lightbeam,

I don't post very often but I'm still listening and learning a lot!

Greets,

Erik

My girlfriend who has obe's naturally, complains that when she enters rtz a dark entity is nearby.
It feels like rubber and is a kind of sexual energy. When she can control her fear she can easy fight it off and tear it apart, the pieces fly away.
One moment she followed the pieces of the torn entity and reached some kind of church where it became whole again.

My experience in lucid dreaming nowadays is that I am not allowed to enter some areas. Until lately I could explore whatever I want.
Example: I flew over a harbour area and saw a docked warship. Wanted to visit it, just out of curiosity, some energy force didnt't let it happen.
Not sure if this was my own mind (entering military objects is normally forbidden) or an external force witheld me.

I have to translate it but it's like:
Listen to what they do and not to what they say

Yes,

I was a German soldier in ww2 and spoke German.
I bought cigarettes, chocolate and chewing gum from the Americans and sold it off to my fellow soldiers.
Didn't speak English, I knew I did black trading but I didn't met the US soldiers in this dream. The whole dream I was in a German barrack.

My commander hated the guts out of me but he could not do anything because I had friends in the higher rankings.
Lol, never heard of this kind of practices in ww2 documentaries.
I have to say that I am in real life quite familiar with the German language

I'm curious if they continued this study, maybe they're using it in secret! 

Hi Lumanza,

A fascinating read about using Hemi-Sync for intelligence purposes.
I think there is a lot of wisdom and experience included for a report from 1983.
e.g. He mentioned that there may be differences between RTZ en physical reality, a subject on this forum many times.
For spying purposes this might be an issue.

His problem was that it works fine but it takes a lot of time and perseverance to learn to reach an enhanced state. He was definitely looking for a shortcut to become in the state fast. To my surprise he didn't mention the use of some hallucinating agent for this purpose or the suggestion to experiment with it. While he did mention the Gateway in combination with other well known techniques.

A nice read from historical viewpoint, I am also fascinated by the remote view experiments and paranormal testing of intelligence services. It also gives a nice short explanation what hemi-sync is all about for beginners!

Regards,

Erik

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ehz89eV5JR4

Hi Omcasey,

For about two years. At the start it was only with philosophical and spiritual thoughts or when I was recalling a dream.
Last time also with practical matters.

Hi fellow members,

Last time I regularly get vibrations very short from the top of my head.
I interpret it as a kind of confirmation that I am on the right track of thinking.

E.g. I wanted to do something of my work quick, then I thought, take it easy, relax, no hurry and vibrations arise for a few seconds.
Vibrations at night seems to appear from my stomache area, so there is a difference.

Are you familiar with this or other signals?
I am curious!

Regards,

Erik

O+

Although I often have the feeling I do not belong to this world  , I only had a few dreams about ET matters.
Until now I don't have any connections I am aware of or a feeling that I am a descendant of ET beings.

Hi Lumanza,

I recognize this. The ending of my dream right before I awake is sometimes a chorus of a song.
I hear as well the lyrics as the music, often a song I didn't hear in years.

Hello Tides2dust,

After a few days I think I can make an easier explanation.
I had to relocate to put my mind at ease.

There was always a feeling that when I am trying projecting or OBE'ing I could run into an accident because
sometimes it's hard to see the difference between RTZ and physical.
Furthermore, excercises like third eye meditation is for me a great way to fall asleep without medication.
So I love this for other reasons than other people, but no progression with projecting.

When I stated to my dad that we are in a projection and not in my present house I was perfect aware that I wasn't in the physical.
No doubts and all went well.

Visualizing sitting in my old house when I am awake ensures me that I am imagining and can go on safely.
I think it doesn't even really matter what I visualize, but it's easy to be detailed about my old place.

It started as a lucid dream. I was in a house where I lived and met my father.
I told him that we are not in the physical world because I moved and there are other people living here nowadays.
On a closet I owned were some pictures of a woman.
I knew somewhere that she used to be my girlfriend but I have never met her here in the physical world.

When I woke up I felt myself a bit stupid because my father passed away years ago, so it was quite obvious
that we were not in the physical world. But after all it was not that stupid because he didn't live anymore
when I moved so he should possibly not know my new location.

I felt really a bit stupid when I found out that the answer for me how to astral project was right before me all those years
I have lots of lucid or non-lucid dreams of my childhood house, later house, house of my neighbours, old street where I lived and a present house where I live now but doesn't look like
the house I live in (mostly brighter, more space, beautiful environment).

Right after my dream I took a test. I visualized myself sitting on the bench in my old house. Vibrations appeared, I started to sunk into a void.
I snapped back to the physical, probably because I had to go to the bathroom. It was really easy to get into this state after some sleep!

So I think I found it. Visualize a place where I lived or a present 'fantasy' house.
When I am there and nothing happens I can do something with motion as I have learned on this forum.
E.g. walk to the window, look at the street or doing some exercise.
The starting point of astral projection is for me to relocate first to another place, thats what I missed while this was so obvious!

I had and still have a energized and euforic feeling running through me, really have a feeling that something is awoken in me.
Maybe advice for other sensitive people who are thinking too complicated not to overlook the obvious signs.