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Hey I'm a newbe to the whole magic topic although my mom does practice witch craft,...thats not the point. Why I'm here is to see if my technique is good even to a elite mage. so here it is.....

Materials needed: deck of playing cards{no jokers}, another person.

have the other person shuffle the deck of playing cards and go into the other room to do so if needed.

have yourself center if need be. and focus on the energy of the cards and a picture should come to you in your mind.

you should get at least one out of fifty-two right just by chance.

in order to advance to the next stage{ having that person think of something of attacking a object close by, while you defend it}
you would have to get a forty out of fifty-two in order to proceed.

Ok did any one check out the LAST SAMURAI yet? cause what I have to say has something to do with the fact of the samurai....not the movie.
I have been doing some training recently with the katana, a japanese samurai sword. And I have been wondering if these skills can be used in the astral plane of exsistence? so that if I need to defend myself I can. So I've herd that you can but I tried and it doesn't seem to work It just when I try to do it i draw for it but it's not there so that when I go to do it I can train in the astral plane doesn't work so can someone help me fiqure out why?

Ok while I don't know where to put this topic here it goes.....

While I was meditating last night around 11:00pm, my normal time to meditate, I saw something that looked liked a vision that someone would have if they were recieving visions. So here is what I saw.....

Started out doing breathing meditation, for about a few minutes or so, then I started to see pictures so I tried pushing them aside,didn't work, so I sat through them. I saw what looked like as a shadow fiqure, then it disapeared then I saw fire after that. {as if someone was doing pyrokinesis and doing a fire ball skill}then it went blank again. then what I saw next was disturbing, I saw my girlfriends house and someone inside who was in the burning house, then It went back to my "black screen" where I slowly got out of meditation and went to bed.


What could this "vision" mean if it was a vision?
If It was my girlfriends house and indeed it was on fire, when might this happen so I can get over there in time to help her?

An End For A Beginning



        In the dark forbidding depths of space hung a single red planet orbiting a blue star. Its inhabitants- who were called Sayaijns- named it Vegeta-sei. Sayaijns were great ruthless warriors, known throughout the universe as beings of incredible power and a taste for destruction.

        Above the planet Vegeta-sei the sky was also dark and forbidding. It was spring, the time when the Futa trees would be coming into bloom, triggering the Sayaijn heat. It was for this event that all Sayaijns across the universe had been called home; no one ever missed the Futa festival. Every Sayaijn aware of their heritage and able to attend were at they festival. Btu this festival was different from the others in the past. On this one hinged one of the most influential events in history.

        For tonight would determine the survival of a species, or the fall of a tyrant.



        "Look at all of them Zarbon, those primitive moronic monkeys." Frieza almost purred. Zarbon suppressed a shudder of disgust and shot a small look at Dodoria. The fat pink being was surprisingly calm. Zarbon grimaced internally; if Dodoria could be calm so could he damn it. But still...

        Zarbon and Dodoria were both the strongest warriors their respected races could offer, and had only recently found out their home planets had been destroyed by Frieza. When they had discovered Frieza's plan to annihilate Vegeta-sei, they had both decided enough was enough. The Sayaijns were the only race powerful enough to defeat Frieza, so they had warned them of what was to come.

        Zarbon could only hope it was enough.



        "Do you see the out come of this battle Bardock?" The Sayaijn King Vegeta asked. Bardock sighed.

        "No, I don't my king, I still only see- well you know." Bardock finished lamely. King Vegeta scowled at the third class warrior. The unusually strong third class warrior, who could also see the future, and because of that was saving the Sayaijn race.

        "Well, at any rate thanks to Zarbon and Dodoria we know exactly when Frieza will be here. Is everyone in place Nappa?" Nappa grinned at the king.         "Yes sire, the entire army and every elite on the planet are both in position. And the orbital moons will be activated as soon as it is time." King Vegeta laughed.

        "Excellent, today shall truly be a great day. Oh and Bardock," The king said to the other Sayaijn. "You are now first class, so act like it." Bardock's eyes widened and he bowed.



        Frieza laughed as he saw the monkeys below him swarming around, all of them bellowing in anger. And they were helpless to stop him! Suddenly his scouter bleeped and he stared in anger at it. Zarbon and Dodoria were leaving the ship, and taking the boy with them! He roared and stood up in his floating chair, staring at the small space pod that was flying down to the planet, totally ignoring the bursts of bright white light appearing on the surface of planet Vegeta. Miniature moons coming into being all over the surface of the world.

        But he did notice when a blast the size of a small moon came off of Vegeta and incinerated his body. His worse nightmare had come true; the Sayaijns had realized that the combined power of a thousand of them was equal to a far great power if they combined their blasts. A thousand warriors each with a power of 20,000 were equivalent easily to someone with a power of 200,000. The average Sayaijn had a power level of 5,000, but when they transformed into Oozaru, their power would increase exponentially.

        So it was that the entire Sayaijn army and every elite and first class warrior on the planet transformed into the giant monkeys that all in the galaxy feared, the combined blast of nearly 100,000 transformed Sayaijns hit Frieza.

        It was like hitting a gnat with a nuke.



        10 years later...



        "Zarbon! Get in here!" Thundered the voice of the Sayaijn prince. Zarbon rolled his eyes and stood up from his work to go see to his annoying charge. His features hadn't shown a bit of aging, indeed Kydra-jins could live for up to a thousand years and Zarbon was only 248. Dodoria however was showing his age, his species only had a life expectancy of perhaps 50 years. Although anything that used ki like they did could increase their longevity by a good half of how long they should live.

        He walked quickly down the hall of the Sayaijn palace, wondering what the brat wanted now. It had been 10 years since Frieza had died at the hands of the Sayaijns and he had been adopted in a matter of speaking by King Vegeta, despite the fact he was roughly four times the age of the King. King Kold and his family had sued the Sayaijns for peace, panicking since the explosion of ki on Vegeta-sei had made every ki-sensing device within a billion light-years explode. It had made Zarbon consider the nature of ki, just what it was exactly.

        He knew that ki was the life force if you will, the energy within every living being. It could be brought to the surface and made greater if you trained it; it sustained the life of- well just about everything. Zarbon had a theory in the works about ki and as he considered it he suddenly found himself facing Vegeta's door. Without bothering to knock he snapped out an "Open" and found himself facing the irate prince himself.

        "Damn it what took you so long?" Growled the irate prince before turning his back on the Kydra-jin. "Come on Zarbon it's time to leave." Zarbon frowned, what did the prince mean?

        "Excuse me?" He asked and Vegeta snickered at the expression he knew was on Zarbon's face.

        "I said we're leaving, for off-planet Zarbon, that means space and stuff." Vegeta said in such a sarcastic tone that Zarbon had to smile slightly.

        "All right Brat Prince, let's go." Zarbon, King Vegeta and Picka were the only beings alive that could get away with calling Vegeta nicknames. Picka had been his caretaker when he was younger, due to his mother's untimely death the king had been devastated, especially since whenever he looked into his son's eyes he saw hers. So Picka had taken care of Vegeta for years until the King had finally found himself cherishing his time with his son.

        It was just about the sappiest story Zarbon had ever heard but it still brought a crinkle to his eyes. Zarbon was a sucker for sappy stories.

        "I assume that we have some sort of mission?" Vegeta nodded.

        "Retrieving Sayaijns lost during the time of Frieza's dominion. We'll be taking Nappa, the son of Bardock with us and a couple of others to go round up said Sayaijns." Vegeta said and Zarbon shrugged, it beat his administrative duties any day of the week. "You've already been packed for, now get your butt in gear and let's beat it." The prince said and Zarbon grinned. Vegeta was only so informal with a certain group of people.

        Most Sayaijns were cold brutal monsters, courtesy of the treatment they received from Frieza, but Vegeta showed what happened when Sayaijns were given the freedom to grow as themselves. Sarcastic and with a quick temper Vegeta was mischievous and knew how to have a good time, and he lived to fight. Ah yes was the brat ever mischievous... Zarbon fingered his hair remembering the last prank the brat had pulled, the nerve of him dying his beautiful hair pink of all colors!

        Of course Zarbon had returned the favor, and the pictures of Vegeta with a pink tail standing livid in the throne room were enthrone over Zarbon's bed much to the Brat Prince's chagrin. Of course Vegeta's pictures hadn't made the news, Zarbon's new hair color had. The Sayaijn populace had all had themselves a good chortle at his expense.

        For all their posturing and machismo Zarbon had found these past 10 years amongst the Sayaijns to be some of the best of his already rather long life. They were wild and vicious but were extremely loyal, even to the point of idiocy, and they were above all warriors.

        "Let's go have an adventure Vegeta." Zarbon said and he ruffled the boy's hair, something once again only he, King Vegeta and Picka could get away with. Although Picka more than the two of them. Vegeta grumbled and the two walked out the door.



        Zarbon let out a low whistle as they boarded the ship. It was a good-sized ship, large and flat with ample room for the 6 warriors it would be carrying. Hell it would have ample room for 100 fighters! Vegeta smirked at the other man's face and let him inside. Once again Zarbon was impressed in spite of himself.

        He traveled along the hallways and marveled at the elegant construction of the ship. He finally reached the bridge and grinned at the sight of the elegant consoles, this would be an excellent place to catch up on his reading and galactic news.

        "All right Zarbon, you know Radditz-" Vegeta began and Zarbon turned around to see Vegeta standing next to a young Sayaijns with long hair. "And Nappa." Zarbon nodded to the commander in chief of the royal Sayaijn army, an oaf with a peculiar head for battle tactics. He was peculiar because aside from being a great tactician he was an utter imbecile. He wasn't even that great of a fighter, but as general he certainly was great.

        "This is Basil and her twin Rubar." Vegeta introduce two Sayaijns that looked very similar except for the obvious gender differences between the two. Rubar was a powerfully built man a few inches taller than Vegeta with a cocky smirk and messy hair that spilled all around his hair like dreadlocks. His sister was the same height, her build less bulky and her features as hard as they were beautiful. Her smooth and curvy figure made Zarbon think a few dirty thoughts before turning back to the prince.

        "Now can we go Vegeta?" He asked and Vegeta shrugged. Rubar and Basil looked surprised at the informality between the two but Nappa just turned around and went to look for the kitchen. Radditz moved forward and plopped down into a chair facing the sky of Vegeta-sei, his long hair draping over the back of the chair awkwardly.

        "Whatever, I'm going to go train in the gravity room." Vegeta answered and Zarbon nodded. He turned around and began to tap in a bunch of commands on the computer console. The ship began to smoothly climb into the sky and there was peculiar surge as it suddenly shot into hyper-speed only a couple miles from the surface of the planet.

        "So where are we going first?" Radditz asked turning to the Kydra-jin. Zarbon looked at the computer and frowned.

        "Some place called Gertoon." Radditz shrugged.

        "Whatever, do you want to spar?" Zarbon chuckled; the monkeys never did get enough.

        "Sure, why not." He said and got up. Radditz followed him out of the main room and that just left Basil and Rubar.

        "Huh, well sis I'm gonna go find the kitchen." Rubar said and Basil shrugged.

        "I'll go watch pretty boy and Rad spar." She said and they went their separate ways.



        Earth was a blue sphere orbiting a golden sun. It was covered in water with great islands dotting it, but more than two thirds of it was covered in a deep blue. Orbiting it was single moon, now dotted with cities that had sprung up there ever since Capsule Corp had decided that they needed a zero-g environment to test some of their more controversial inventions.

        The technology had come straight from the labs of the Briefs family. Although no one except a privileged few knew that a great deal of the space-age technology had been taken and adapted from a spaceship that had carried a small boy to this planet a good many years ago.

        But thanks to that miraculous process we call time said boy was a boy no longer, he was now a young man, happily married with a small boy of his own. Right now that particular family was visiting the Briefs, in a grand reunion of something they called the Dragon Ball hunt.

        It was motley crew to be sure. There was the young man, let us call him Goku for that is his name, and his family. Chichi was his wife, the most powerful woman on the planet and quite possibly the best cook in the universe. Their son Gohan was an adorable little "rascal" or rather as much a rascal as he could be since thanks to his mother he was able to derive the quadratic formula and thanks to his father he was stronger than the average human adult.

        There was a short man with a bald shiny head and a sly grin; Krillin was his name, a monk with the title of strongest man in the world- although two other men at the party closely contested that. One was a roguish looking man, a desert bandit by the name of Yamucha, and the other a definite oddity, the triclops Tien. Tien was accompanied by a small emperor named Choutzou and a woman who if she sneezed was one of two people, Lunch or Ranchi. Lunch was a submissive beautiful bluenette and Ranchi was an aggressive violent blonde that packed two Uzi's and desire to use them on things that moved, things that didn't move, and even things that didn't exist. The curious personality changing woman was carrying a small bundle, the result of her marriage to Tien. It was named Cena, and had the unfortunate ability of switching genders whenever it sneezed.

        But the fun doesn't end there, for two shape-shifters, by the names of Puar and Oolong, were also there. Oolong was a pervert of a pig and Puar a floating blue cat- thingy. And to top it off the famous Master Roshi, arguably the strongest 200-year-old man alive and a notable pervert at that, was also in attendance.

        But let us not forget the Briefs themselves, the dashing and beautiful (not to mention domineering and temper-tantrum throwing) genius known as Bulma Briefs was there as well. With her were her two parents, Mrs. and Mr. Briefs. The only odd thing about them was that no one knew their first names.

        But perhaps the strangest guest was the tall young looking green man with the antennae on his head who spent much of his time at the party glaring at everyone and sitting in midair.

        "So how are things Goku?" Krillin asked cheerfully, his grin contagious as Goku grinned in pride.

        "It's great, Gohan's the best son in the world and Chichi is the greatest wife in the world." Chichi blushed at the compliments but Gohan just smiled brightly up at Krillin.

        "Hey mom can I go play with Mr. Piccolo now?" He asked and Chichi glared at the floating green man.

        "Hey Piccolo!" She screeched and the Namek, for that's what he was, spasmed and fell out of the air in surprise. Chichi grinned and nodded to Gohan who dashed off with great gusto and flung himself atop the green man.

        "I still can't get over the fact that Piccolo's a good guys now." Krillin muttered but Piccolo heard him anyways.

        "I am most definitely not one of you- I am only associating with you until I become strong enough to defeat you. You are fools to let me do that by the way." Piccolo said stiffly, and everyone neglected to comment on the fact he was letting Gohan crawl all over him.

        "Sure thing Piccolo, anyways Goku, I take it those contacts that Bulma invented work right?" Krillin asked and Goku nodded.

        "Yep, Gohan hasn't transformed once and he's great about putting them on." Chichi said for her husband. "And how are things Krillin, find a lucky lady to share your life with yet?" Chichi winked at the now furiously blushing monk. Krillin laughed nervously and put a hand behind his head, for a second looking like a midget nose-less and bald version of Goku.

        "Eh, heh, well no." He stumbled and Chichi laughed. Bulma then came waltzing up to the couple with a mischievous grin on her face.

        "Hey guys, having fun?" Chichi nodded.

        "Yes it's great to have everyone back together again- and have you seen Tien and Lunch's baby? She's so adorable!" Chichi bubbled and Bulma smiled.

        "I know, it's so great that they got together isn't it? And Cena is just the cutest little girl." Bulma said and Chichi nodded enthusiastically. "Still, it's a pity that when she sneezes she turns into a baby boy." Chichi stared at Bulma and then shook her head.

        "Wow, talk about gender confusion..." Bulma began to laugh, a rich high sound that made Goku smile fondly, Bulma was like a sister to him, she picked on him just like one at any rate...

        "Hey babe, here's your drink." Yamucha offered Bulma a tall glass that she took with a small smile. Yamucha turned to Goku and gave him a hearty hug that the Sayaijn man eagerly returned.

        "Yamucha it's been a while." He said and the other man grinned.

        "I know, and Chichi look at you, still quite the beautiful princess I see, although I must admit I don't begrudge you a bit Goku, I've got my very own princess..." Yamucha trailed off look charmingly at Bulma and both of the women smiled at each other.

        "He's such a nice boy isn't he Chichi?" Bulma asked rhetorically and then linked arms with her friend and they walked off to coo over Lunch's baby some more.

        "So Goku, are you free to spar anytime this week?" Yamucha asked sipping his beer. Goku grinned.

        "Sure whenever- but I got a question for you guys." Goku suddenly turned serious. "I want to put some money away for Gohan's future, and I bet Chichi and I will have more kids, but the tournaments only happen every few years. And if something would happen to me..." Goku trailed off. Yamucha and Krillin looked thoughtful.

        "Well bud I wouldn't worry to much about it. If anything happened to you Bulma and I would set Chichi straight financially, Bulma is the richest woman on earth and I am a very famous baseball player. Hell Choutzou is an emperor, I bet he'd chip in as well." Yamucha paused. "Basically I got no ideas." Goku looked at Krillin who shrugged.

        "I dunno, but I know what you mean. I want to get off Master Roshi's island and do something with my life, maybe impress that Marron girl enough to go out with me." Yamucha rolled his eyes.

        "Krillin, butterflies impress Marron." Krillin bristled at that and then chuckled weakly.

        "Yeah I guess you're right-"

        "You know what you could do, is open a fighting dojo." Master Roshi suddenly butted in. The three men all fell over in surprise, as they hadn't noticed the old pervert coming up on them like that.

        "Think about it, you know the Turtle way to fight and you're both smart enough to come up with a few of your own methods, open a dojo, get Bulma to lend you some money and a couple panties and you'll be all set." The three nodded and Goku made a mental note to himself.

        "Ask Bulma for money and panties, ok Master-" Suddenly Yamucha and Krillin were jerked back by what Roshi had said.

        "Why you dirty old man I'll get you!" Yamucha shouted and Roshi cackled madly and ran off with Yamucha hot on his tail. Krillin sweat-dropped and turned to a baffled Goku.

        "Goku buddy, just ask for the money."
{next chapter coming next}

Hey while I have been training to improve my overall strength of my spirit I came across something while meditating. all of a sudden a tarot card placed deep in my mind with death XIII on it and it didn't shake loose. [xx(] I went to my mom and said " show me your tarot cards mom"  i got the cards and drew the top card and it was XIII!
can someone tell me what this might mean in my case?  like if I trin anymore I'll die or if I don't train I'll die? I don't know so anything would help

   The year was 1999, New Years eve. The
city of Endwell was really quite as everyone
was inside watching t.v. to see the ball
drop. It was in the last partion of the
countdown when, the Monk family who was out
on vacation, that were a direct line to a
very powerful practictioner of the ancient
art of ki. this powerful pratictioner put a
dark evil away in a jar and barried it deep
underground where it was supposed to stay
barried. This night, that evil is going to
come back out of entrapment and seek out
everyone who wields a blood line to that
ancient monk.The creature started shaking
violently to get out. The count down began.
10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4 .3. 2. 1. And just as it
said 1, the beast arose from the ashes to
seek revenge.
   
    Weeks pass since this terrible
happening.The Monk family is about to come
home from their vacation at Lake George;
along for the trip were, Shawn, Mao, and Sam.
And as they were heading home the boys sat in
the back of the car talking to each other.
"man shawn you suck at swimming" Mao said
laughing at Shawn. Shawn was about to reply
when a suden chill overcame the car. "hey
mom, is the air conditioning on? Cause if it
is turn it off. It's f***ing cold in here."
Shawn said to his mother. Shawn saying this
knew otherwise. something was wrong and his
friends knew as well. All of the friends
turned towards eachother with focused faces
and shook their heads. Sam said to Shawn's
mother"misses Monk , could you maybe take a
quick pit stop, I need to go to the
bathroom." Misses Monk replyed "Well sure,
just hold on a second ok?". "ok." Sam said
and sat back in his seat."Something isn't
right you guys" Shawn said to his friends.
And as they walk into the quickymart, they notice that some eccense is taking hold of the people there, making them evil. The cashier said "What! will! it! be! pal!" , knowing something is wrong they acted like one  of them, or at least tryed anyways. "Just here for the bathroom, bi*c*" Shawn said in amusement of it all. "over there you little punk!" the cashier replied. And as the 3 walked over there to the bashroom the cashier pounced up onto the counter ready for attack, since the cashier could smell something was not evil about the boys. "ahh"...out came the cashier into the air. Shawn and Sam ducked for cover, as Mao unleashed a devastating blast of heat. "Awh" went the cashier as Mao disinagrated the cashier. After Mao did this Shawn and Sam replied in unison " why did you go and do  that for you ideot!". Then out of the ashes came up a dark cloud that exploded through the windows and returning to its maker. This was when They knew they had to get back to the car to get thier in time.


{more to come later}

Water can be one of three things.
1) A liquid

2) A solid (Due to the fact that it can be frozen)

3) And a Vapor

Water continuously travels in circles as far as from solid to vapor to
liquid. Regardless of what form water takes, it is still water.
(Same as human spirit, no matter what form your
spirit takes, you are still you.) To understand how
water gets in the current form that it is in, there are always certain
scientifical facts
(The natural way) of getting water into the form that
it is in. For water to become a solid, the temperatures
surrounding it needs to be at least 32 degrees fahrenheit. Being that
water is a conductor, the water will become the same temperature as the
air. In order for water to become a vapor, the temperature
surrounding the water needs to be at least 220 degrees fahrenheit. Water
becomes one with the environment that surrounds it. So with all these
facts in mind, it seems complicated to comprehend the idea of someone
like Sub-Zero who can pull water out of the air, freeze it, and then
blast away. That would be against the laws of nature. However, even
nature itself can pull water out of the air, freeze it, and throw it
down to the ground in the form of hail. So don't say it is impossible to
create ice in the air from water. =A0 =A0 Certain thunderstorms can
produce ice out of water. When the water falls from the clouds to the
ground, the cold strong winds blow the water back up into the clouds.
The process continues until the water freezes. Even after being frozen,
the water can still be blown back into the clouds until it finally
becomes heavy enough to pierce through the winds, and come crashing down
to the ground full force. Years ago, I was watching a weather man on T.V. giving
a weather report in a place where the temperatures where at least 60 to
70 below zero. He had a glass of water that he through up in the air on
live television, and the water was froze before it hit the ground. It
was amazing.... (One more example of how water can become
one with its' environment.) So how can a human create ice from the
water in the air? =A0 =A0 =A0 How can a human pull water out of the air,
and freeze it?
Well you have a understanding of the natural
way, but what about the unnatural way? A freak of nature is created by a force that
can break the laws of nature itself, and what better power than that of
the human spirit?
The human spirit has the power to adjust to the
environment that it surrounds...Much like water. If you had a mustard
seed, and you plant it, and it grows into a mustard tree, that would be
a freak of nature because there is no such thing as a mustard tree
anymore than there is a tomato tree. There is no laws of nature that can
stop the human spirit. You are a triunity. You have a body, soul, and
spirit. Water is a triunity of liquid, solid, and vapor. Even time is a
triunity composed of the past, the present, and the future. The sun,
moon, and stars in a triunity.
My point is that one can not be without the other.
Without a soul, it would be useless to have a body. Without the past,
you could have the present and future. Without the light of the sun, the
moon could not shine on its' on.
In order for your spirit to be like water, you have to
become one with your surroundings, insomuch that your surroundings could
not be without you. =A0 Be part of the triunity of your surroundings to
create a freak of nature that can break the laws of nature itself. Never
under estimate the power of the human spirit. Don't think, feel. It is
like a finger pointing away to the moon. Don't concentrate on the finger
or you will miss all that heavenly glory.
(Know your surroundings.)
Force is not the answer, it will break you down. Spirit is on the
inside, it will never break.

{sorry but I need to post this in 3 forums :energy:metaphysics:astral experiences}

when people say to you that you look pale , but indeed there is nothing wrong with you then , I believe that the "paleness" would be your energy having been closer to your skin.

If this is bringing up any thoughts please feel free to do so.

{note: this is a journal I'm puttin up so if you need to put up a post put in a journal posting}

Nov. 24,2003 Tuesday.
    Hello , It comes to my attention that my obe's are in fact a link to my past. While it shows that I'm not human which I likely dougt but may be true. I'm doing my best to find these answers. I'll talk to you soon journal.

Hello where can one find techniques to strengthen thier etheric energy body?

Ok , while I just learned how to project myself through into astral , I find myself talking to some pretty wierd creatures that where not earthen . It felt as if I was talking to creatures that were part of my race { just like if someone was talking to there mother }. Could someone tell me what this might mean if it means anything?[?]

ok while I was meditating last night around 8-9o'clock  I had a really devastating neg approich me. He told me something that was really bazarr. He said, if I can remember correctly, that the fate of this world depends on me. really weird. so I kindly got out of meditation and for some reason I could see everything in outline{ matrix style} it was weird. i tried to get out of it and it seemed to work at the time but now everything moves slow, I can control objects , and i can go really high when i jump and i seem to hover there as well .


can someone tell me what this might be and what this neg said if at all could be true? anything would help.

The smell of your spirit is what i believe to be a odor caused by your jing and how much jing you have. if you have problems focusing on your aura , maybe you can focus on your spirit  and that might help.

hello. my name is Shawn Monk{ ya funny last name huh} well I have a problem with my phsycic attackers. I have been Aattacked for the last 2 years and I can't feel any emotions except for anger, and its getting worst. I was playing a game with my ex-friends{ who were my best friends at the time until after the axcident} a game of demons and angels i was acting like a demon{ problebly the opening door for the attackers} and I felt my self being taking a hold of from the inside and being forced to do things i normally wouldn't do. I would like to know if my attackers might be human or demon?

exercises for ki are on this page:
http://www-staff.mcs.uts.edu.au/~osborn/ki.html
{no im not osborn , just appreciate his tallent}
exercises for jing are on this page:
http://web.singnet.sg/~limittk/neijing.html



what i derive from these two articles are that ki and jing can be soft or hard; internal or external; and a manifestation of the spitir and body.

NO WAY!!!

and you got all this from my b-day month and year??? cause that is sweet.

and about the lying part i don't lie on message boards.

I know that this might not have much to do with magic , but it helps you by having the energy of the cards speak to you just like the elements might talk to you for doing fire balls and ice balls and earthquakes and so and so. As of right now I'm concidered a newbe by my mother. But how can I be a newbe if I can do these and alot more magic...I don't know. Maybe because I'm a born mage of somekind something like a blood line of the best or something...{i'll look into it}

its Honor, disapline, duty, courage, skill, life, devotion. And thanks i'll give that a shot.

I'd give my life for her. and I'l go check after I get home from college.

hey nthjbam, if you would like to I'd pull you out if possible...just email me or IM me or something while im here or to get get me here.

yes very good perception ,only 2 problems.
every where we are the is at least 1 percent humidity so that means we can "freeze 5 gallons of water no matter where we are at.
second, i was thinking that you could absorb the heat energy to add to your own and ground your self so that you equil yourself out.

life , ive been out of school for more then a year and been working at walmart for the last 8 months and all of this is before i saw this

ok every thing seems fine now........

ok maybe not...as I'm typing this something strange is going on around me ...I see nothing..ok now i see something and its that same guy again....he's smiling......he's writing something down on a black bord....it says "use it now".....whatever that means.... he's writing something else down now... it says " I know what I must do"...what the ....as Im typing this now a few after i started I can see what Im typing now....what can this mean?? what did this vision mean???

yes I can do the latter , but I had no cords attached and It WASN"T a brainwave problem. All my friends as well as myself saw this. By the way It looked like something set a blaze the gym we were at. {really strange cause negs don't usually harm physical property, only people. so something else did that , because it wasn't human}

I didn't think of it that way but I still feel something is wrong like it's out of place or something.