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Ok. Here's my question, and I am not sure how to phrase it. See, I'll be typing on like a keyboard, and feel my hands being repulsed against it. I will feel my hands being repulsed against paper, my desk, just about anything. And it has the same feel as a psi ball. I can push against it, and feel it resist, and then push back. What is this? Is it a psiball? And if it is so, then why does it do this? Any thoughts or ideas?

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This maybe related to my last posting, but I wanted to know something. I was talking and thinking about energy and was trying to create a psiball. Anyways, maybe I was hallucinating or something (no I was not under any influences other than emotions, anger, hate, sorrow, etc.), but I created a psiball, but it didn't feel like a normal psiball. It was much more intense and dense than any I'd created perviously, and it was trying to increase rapidly. I could feel it pushing my hands away, and I couldn't really control how fast it was growing. it hurt to control it. Anyways, I was wondering, was this just a hallucination, or was it something for real. The circumstances were that someone I love dearly and would marry in a heart beat, and had been going out with for more than 1 year had said to me she had been sleeping with someone for the past 2 weeks. Anyways, any input would be nice. Thanx!

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OK. I can form a psiball. I know I can. I can feel the energy between my hands and all that. Now, I have some questions. How do I then control it. I can keep it there, but I can't seem to get the energy to do anything I want it to do. I have read a little on programming, and read the class IRC Logs from WingedWolf. She went into that, but I would like some more deatails on it if anyone could help me please. I am extremly interested in constructing things and then inputting programs. Thank you.

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K, here's the deal. I am 98% sure what I form is a psi ball. Anyways, so then, I have this question. When I do this, I ahve a psi ball or whatever it is called (I still am confused by so many words for the energy types.) When I am done, I stop and then, what happens? Sometimes, I feel the energy residing in my hands, and can make to balls, one in each hand, but sometimes, it just feels like it disappears. So, what happens to it?

Thanx

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Hey ya'll
I am wondering. I don't know if invisibility would be the word I choose, but more like hiding in plain site. Can you find an object, a wall, rock, whatever, and then 'bleed' or 'shift' your energy into its form? Like change your energy so that your energy is like it's energy. Understand what I mean? Please reply
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Well, i got that part of my life under about as mmuch control as I am going to get it under. ANyways, I wanted to know then, was this whole thing all inside of my ehad? Was that psiball a part of my imagination? Or was it real? Was is a large (and I felt powerful) ball of negative energy? I would like to have some input on this please.

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Are you saying I should kinda fuzzily visualize it or what? I know there are exercises to allow you to learn how to control energy, but I don't seem to be able to grasp how they work. Could you please be a bit more specific beavis?

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Thanx Jang, I will look for it

Hey Kakkarot,
Thanx for the advice, I will try an act on it, and be aware more.

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If I read your post right, you are feeling at least the beginnings of a psi ball. I will not pretend to be knowing about this. I just know what I think a psi ball is, and what it feels like to me (As I still have small doubts about it being a real psi ball).

What I do, it bring my hands together about a foot apart, and hold them there. Then I wait until I feel something like a tingly shock. Then I move my ahnds closer together. I feel it compressing the energy between my hands. I then get to a point where I can feel what I would describe like tendrils comming out of it running along my hands. Then I can feel it pusing within my hands.

In my experience, it will feel like a magnet is pulling your hands together, and if you try to pull apart, you will feel a nagnetic pull on your hands. Also, you will feel heat.

Hope that helps.

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Any hints, or techniques you can divulge or sites to got o Kakkarot?

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Hey Volcom,

No, I don't think it is hiding in shadows, at least that wasn't what i was trying to describe. I was trying to describe my theory that everything gives off energy (as most people ehre believe) and that what we see is their energy. Ands altering your energy to that energy would make you appear like that object.

Thank you all for the help and input. Any resources on this would be appreciated.

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