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Hello all of you, I'm new at this forum. Happy to be here[]
I had this experience for about 2:10-3:00 this night. This was what happened: I woke up at 2 and felt that it would be easy to project if I just tried. So I did, I used the rope technique for about 20 seconds, then the body separation sensations kicked in. I kept on climbing and said in my mind to myself "I want this to be an etheric projection" and opened my eyes a little. I could actually see my hands climbing, but I couldn't see any rope. After a while I was in the astral condition, but my astral body was in the same position as my physical, still I was free of it. I went up and noticed that the lamps in the house was on (in reality they were not.) I walked to the kitchen to find that a plate on the kitchen range was on. I was thinking about turning it of and then looked at a clock. It was 9:00, hm... all of this fells so damn real, maybe I'm not out of my body after all, I looked again and the time had changed with several hours. Or maybe it is a dream I thought, but again, it feels to real to be a dream. I walked in to my parents room, where I saw that my father was awake, he looked at me. Hey, can you see me? I asked. He replied wit a yes. I started to talk to him about astral projection and he seemed to get more and more angry.[!] He get up and now it did not felt like if he was my father, it was more like if a demon had possessed his body because he looked very evil. Suddenly he started trying to kill me.[}:)] I fought back for a while and then woke up in my bed. Almost an hour had elapsed since the experience started. This experience was not pleasant at all. It was like hyper real nightmare. Its content was like a dream, but my awareness during the experience was stronger than during any other dream/lucid dream I have had. I also had very strong exit sensations when I separated from my body.
Any thoughts from you about my experience?

Thanks for your replies (hadn't expected that many). Well, I can't say that my relationship with my father is bad. lifebreath, you described my situation petty good when you said "feelings of love, mixed with feelings of being trapped". Don't worry mustard, I'm not going to tell him about my experience.
However, my goal is to be able to perform real time projections (it would be real funny to control that ability), or to be able to project to higher spirit planes.
I have been in to the subject of "Astral Projection" for a few years now and have made some progress. My problem is that I almost always feel that I am trapped in my own mind when I get "out" of body.
I don't know how to go to "objective" places when out of body (the best objective non-physical stuff I have done have been spontaneous shared dreams). I have tried to use NEW, it does not seem to have a big effect on my experiences (but I have learned to do healing with the system, and it really works. I can even heal other persons with it).
I have tried several projection techniques and have come to the conclusion that the what technique one uses does not really matter, the most important things is to have a strong will power and to get into the right state of consciousness. Usually I project in the morning or after a nap when I am in a very relaxed state.
By the way, "HAPPY NEW YEAR"!!!!!!