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I have had death dreams since I was a child, am not 26. These dreams are always of me being shot in the back of the head. I do not know why I keep having this dream. But sometimes I think it may be the way I passed away in my last life cycle. The last vivid dream I had of this was about 2 years ago, I was walking at night down my street on the sidewalk when I heard these people running up to me from behind. All of sudden something was placed against the back of my head and fired. I did not feel any pain, just numb. I fell to the sidewalk and layed there. Everything went black and this calming feeling overwhelmed me. I could feel myself dying. All I was thinking about at that time was that I did not want to die, I was not ready to go. The feeling of calmness overwhelmed me and it was so peaceful, but it was just dark,,,,and then I woke up. I have not had a death dream since then

Hello, my name is shane, i have a problem, i have been experiencing sleep paralysis for so many years now, but most the time, they are terrifying, seeing and hearing freaky things each time this happens to me, i feel so helpless at times because i cannot move and i see these shadows and hear these awful noises sometimes. Sometimes these beings will approach me by my bedside, and i force myself out of the paralysis so that i might not experience something terrifying by just laying there. But, i wish to experience this more,,,but am trying to lose the fear part of it,,,thats what i most need help with, i always see shadows, eyes, figures standing around my enviroment when this happens to me, and then the sensation of fear takes over me, and i force myself out of it,,,i believe sleep paralysis is a physical body mechanism that happens at sleep, but when you become aware during it, i believe it opens us up to anther state or world so called!!!! i have had 1 conscious ap years ago, but not since. i wish to grow and learn more about these experiences and one day conquer the fear of it,,,please offer some insight for me,,,i remember hearing something robert said once about "the dweller on the threshold""""" any help would be appreciated ,,,shane

do i believe the end is at near? or that the end is near for some? personally, i do not. One, by the end of this year, we will look back at this and wonder why or what made us think these things. its not that i dont believe, its just, i dont think this is the year for it.

thank you very much for your responses,,,but just a few more questions!! Why sometimes does it seem to just happen over and over again in one night,,,i mean, its like when it stops, i get up,,walk around, get a drink, ect,,,then lay back down, but like 2 minutes later, i feel a wave-like feeling hit the center of my head and boom, i am paralyzed, and i feel vibrations spread from my head down to my feet. and this can occur time and time again over the night, like the other night, it happened, i made it stop, rolled over, boom, started again, and again, lol. some nights its real powerful, and other nights its a weak sensation,,2nd question,,,if i just lay  there when it happens, and i start to see these freaky beings or shadow figures come up to me while i am laying, how do i get rid of them, make them go away so i can further progress? I was attacked once years ago while in this state, whatever it was, it rushed out of the hallway and towards me on my couch and started pounding and scratching and tearring at my chest making these horrible noises,,and before i know it, it stopped. i just get scarred sometimes that if i let whatever happen, happen,,,something may attack me again and i do not want that to happen

but sometimes it does not make sense, that last time it happened, i awoke in the paralysis state and there was something rubbing their fingers or felt like fingers through my hair, and i started to hear like rattling chain noises. i know what you think can manifest things in the astral,but most the time i just lay there and let whatever happen happen, and then, boom, noises and sensations take over my body. it was this past thursday night when i experienced my last sp, when i came out of it, i would lay back down, and boom, it kept starting over and over again, vibes encompass my body, i make it stop, and it starts up just like that again,,,i dont know why they are so intense and why it will happen numerous times in one night

Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in traditions becuase they have been handed down for many generations. Do not believe anything because it is spoken or rumored by many. Do not believe anything because it is written in your religious books. Do not beleive in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conductive to the good and the benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it."      Look inside yourself to determine what is the truth!!!! Only death will we see the absolute truth!!! you will be in my prayers "onefromsomewhereelse"!!

First off, why go by a book written so long ago that has been interpretated hundreds of time, how do you know it hasnt been changed for personal reasons by those who interpretated it! (however you spell that word). Does the bible also say "love thy neighbor?"!
One of the reason homosexuality is frowned upon so much is because society puts that in your head when you are young growing up, so naturally, u will believe it is wrong when older! Also, my view is also, all you homophobes out there,,,when you bash us and say were going to hell,,,um, its been known that some of you have homo feelings dwelling deep inside of you that you are terrified to deal with. i remember having "these" feeling back as far as kindergarten!! Does that I mean i was a child that should of been punished or put to death??? Nobody knows for a fact what god feels about homosexuality!! Where is the evidence??? oh, thats right, the bible says so!! Do u always believe what others tell you??? Experience life to the fullest and understand other things first before making such judgemental decisions on others!!! Life is to short to worry about what others are doing behing closed doors,,,worry about your own path in life!

When I was young growing up, my parents were divorced and I live with my Mother and brother. Everyother weekend I would go to my father's house, he would take us to church on sundays, and my mother would everynow and then take us to church!!!! It never made sense to me,,the church that is and the religous aspect of it! I tried a time where i would try and follow all the rules,,,,it made my life miserable, like,,oh my god, my mother is going to hell because she has sex with her boyfriend and she isnt married!! My brother and I even had a jehovah witness at our house once a week for bible study, which i might add they only taught about heaven and hell, and how you have to save yourself so u can go to the paradise place or be rewarded with it!! It neve made sense to me, just taught panic and fear and judgement on everyone!! Then i was introduced to my experiences with astral projection, esp, and encounters with entities!!! I strongly believe in reincarnation!! I believe the church corrupts people's minds and gives them false hopes!! You ever notice how people in your own family with strong religious backgrounds tend to be more judgemental towards you??? but yet they are your own flesh and blood!!!!