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Messages - Darklon

#1
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Probation
May 10, 2012, 22:05:56
Quote from: Szaxx on May 10, 2012, 17:09:46
Hi,
Have you read that book with 66 ways to exit yet Darklon?
Its a fast read and the info is basic but right to the point without unnecessary text.
Have a think if any of these techniques seem easy for you and let us know how your tries went.
We can help you get out. The trips out this way far exceed the chemical attempts and you've total control. It takes a bit of getting used to the physics of it all but its cool learning the ropes in some of the planes you could visit.
Your intentions are strong and with this same thought you will succeed.

Tomorrow is friday and I don't have school on the weekend so I'll probably read it.
#2
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Probation
May 09, 2012, 22:09:30
Quote from: Everlasting on May 09, 2012, 10:29:30
So you have woken up to the tyranni, gratulations it's the first step to freedom. Most people are still asleep. Our mission in the world is to topple the elite controllers.

How would I bring down the tyrants, prevent others from coming to power, and not become one myself? I believe in true freedom that cannot be achieved in our current world without living in isolation. I only wish that we beings as a human race would evolve sooner into spiritual beings of happiness, love, and peace without the hunger for power, control, and manipulation over others.
#3
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Probation
May 08, 2012, 22:33:54
Sorry for double-post but I have also been searching for a Kundalini awakening as means to change my life, that may be important. I've also been trying to lucid dream but I hardly ever get one.
#4
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Probation
May 08, 2012, 22:26:07
I would just like to say thank you for the responses so far and thank you for the .pdf, I will take a look at it some time.

I overlooked the possibility of a medical problem from lack of freedom LMAO, although they would most likely diagnose me for depression I would like to know if that could be related to something else. I don't want a doctor to think I am depressed as that isn't really my case, perhaps it could be seen as anxiety?
#5
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Probation
May 08, 2012, 22:10:43
I can't open the link
#6
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Probation
May 08, 2012, 21:48:54
Quote from: todd421757 on May 08, 2012, 20:21:54
What type of OBE techniques have you already tried? Have you ever got vibrations before? What is the closest you came to an OBE?
I have tried WBTB before though I don't like it because I just end up going to sleep and I hate ruining my sleep cycle in the first place.

I have tried just laying down waiting for my body to think I am asleep with meditation.

I have tried Lucidology techniques.

I have received vibrations before and that is the closest.
#7
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Probation
May 08, 2012, 20:18:40
Quote from: todd421757 on May 08, 2012, 19:50:35
Darklon,

All I can say is try to have OBE's as often as you can. This will make your life more enjoyable. There is no one that can take away you freedom to have OBE's.
The problem is no matter how hard I try, it seems I can't project. I have spent so much time trying and looking up so many methods and doing so much research it seems that my body doesn't go into sleep paralysis.
#8
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Probation
May 08, 2012, 19:23:10
If I have total control over my body then why can't I choose the way I feel and morph into something that will make them flee in terror and give up on their obstructional laws they currently refuse to give up.

Suicide is not brought up for this reason, it is loss of control, I have felt this oppression for far too long and I put it off for the reefer and now the reefer has been put down.

Just so you know I've tried to kill myself 4 times not because of or for weed.

Edit: I was born into this country, I was not given a choice of the laws I would be forced to obey, if I could leave this place, I would, but I can't. Btw, I don't care if I lived on dirt and had to hunt to survive as I've had survival training before.
#9
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Probation
May 08, 2012, 18:43:25
Hello all, I just want to put this out there.

I am currently on probation for a year over a charge of possession of marijuana (less than 2 ounces) and it kills me. It kills me because I can not deal with the fact that they have control over my life. My mind, spirit, and body is my own I have every right to do what I want with it yet they can bend me to their will. I have been like this for a long time but I believe that if I can not have control over my body then no one will. I normally would never consider suicide (and I can be sober mind you, I am not an addict) but it is evil what they can and will do to me (and I know I don't have it worse in the world but that is besides the point anyways here isn't it?). I really don't want to die by my own hands but I have not a choice, please someone take me from this state, from this world, from this dimension, anything to free me. I don't know if I can let myself die because I don't want it to affect my family and friends but if it were just me in this family I would already be dead. God knows what binding hands does to a free mind like mine, let free be free.

This is not a matter of doing what I don't want but a matter of not being able to do what I want. I don't mind going down to the probation office once a month and doing community service for another being's well-being. Dam it, I wanna vaporize what I want, when I want, how I want, and where I want. It is my birthright in the name of God to have free-will over myself, it is God dam wrong for them to have free-will over me or anyone other than themselves. To hell with them and all who follow in their path to lust of power and control.

I am but a man, a man who wants to get high. I don't need to get high, in fact I take tolerance breaks for weeks at a time ON MY OWN. I just need my control over myself and what happens to me.

Deliver me from this man-made hell, whether through death or life. And do not tell me what to do, you may suggest and voice your own opinion, but you do not own me either, mind that and we'll be cool.

Edit: removed cursing, though I do not consider "dam" (sorry I can't spell it or it will change my word) a curse word as it is an action/verb and it applies to my thread so please do not punish me for not breaking the cursing rule.
#10
LMFAO, all I need is oxygen bro, pure... oxygen...
#11
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: UNDER 18 AP goers
April 25, 2012, 12:57:13
Well guys I'm about to be 18 so I will no longer be valid under this thread haha
#12
Quote from: Stillwater on April 23, 2012, 07:24:51
I think Ihopeso might have been thinking of one of those binaural / isochronic programs, lol.

I figured that but he kinda made me mad, like wtf lol.
#13
Quote from: Ihopeso on April 20, 2012, 09:57:55
Why is it that you are 100% Completely aware of your capabilities to project into the world of thought where anything is possible, but your interested in getting an audio induced High? Do you not realize WHAT YOU HAVE?! People would have killed for this knowledge. But you flaunt it like "oh its no big thing I still concern myself with worldly affairs like Football and Television and stuff like that". So much anger built up I've got to get out of here.
1: What the **** is your problem (notice: no "?" mark) 2: I did not make a mention of any "audio" in my thread, this is about a form of meditation.

You think you are so aware of things then why don't you know what the thread is about...
#15
Thanks guys, I will try to ignore my physical senses for now. But I don't understand why we have to put our bodies to sleep to project, why can't we just leave them?
#16
Quote from: recoverer on March 02, 2012, 13:11:49
I wonder why. I'm able to get it to load through the link I provided.


I am not sure, just clicked on it and let it sit there for like several minutes and it didn't load, just kept trying to connect.
If I were evolved I could probably fix the problem with my mind :P
#17
Quote from: jakogod on March 01, 2012, 23:58:16
Hi Darklon out of intrest do you have excess saliva a lot or just while meditating/sleeping, eating ice pops or putting snacks in the fridge to cool them can help slow the production down.

I guess I have it a lot but I notice it the most when I am trying to meditate or project. I'll try the cold snack thing.

and Lionheart, I do try to put up with it but is just so hard to resist swallowing and whenever I breathe in I can feel the sinuses it's just too much.
#18
He says it takes him 4 hours in his ebook, I personally don't even think it takes that long but when I meditate I am usually preparing for an obe anyways so I just meditate for 30 minutes or so and move on to that.
#19
Page won't load, I'll try it again after I workout.
#20
Thank you Traveler, I will take a better look at the link you've provided once I get back from school.
#21
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kundalini_syndrome

Kundalini Awakening is linked to evolution? Can someone go more in-depth?
#23
Quote from: Simo on February 27, 2012, 16:26:28
The kitten wil bite u and give u a disease u'll never manage to cure :D

I will now become werecat  :evil: meh
#24
I've been keeping a dream journal lately and my dreams are "more" lucid, just not quite lucid yet.
#25
That is good question, cannot answer at this time, must pet teh kitteh.