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Hi Sqwibix! I love your forum name. Yes I am definitely interested in your process. Please share = )

Welcome! I can't believe I've been here a couple years or so now, I still feel so new!

Whatever you have to share is welcomed here.

That's all for now. 

Hi SoulTraveler.

Welcome to the forum! I have to say, this is a most active forum. Are you comfortable with sharing your age, gender and where you're located?

I'm from Houston, TX and am a 36 year old male.

tides is an acceptable name for now    But my birth name is Eric!

You said something amazing to me... Recently some stickers have found themselves on my doorstep... They are a bunch of dragons and one in particular that says-

"A dragon without its rider is a tragedy- a rider without their dragon is DEAD"

You remind me of a astral memory of me learning my environment, running atop the roofs of the houses in my neighborhood. It was nighttime, and I had dragon wings.

I like your forum name. Most appropriate.

When I first had OBE's, sleep paralysis- etc... The vibrations were jarring.

Reading your post. You spur another memory of meeting "my self" or someone very close to me, a part of me- but there was a wall of electricity separating us. There was no sound but when our hands met towards that invisible wall there was lightning.

It's all very curious.

Best of luck with your adventures and, a warm welcome once more!   

Hi Tak
My sweet friend,

What a beautiful experience. I think we're in the city because, even though it has its challenges- those challenges might be why we're here. I am also in a busy city, some days it is disheartening-
But when I read from the Urantia Book and see how Jesus interacted with wise, foolish, ignorant, peaceful, angry, etc. etc...

Even though we are never alone, I don't think you want to be alone in nature. Having people to share with, even when we prefer solidarity, is rewarding.

It doesn't mean we can't have moments of solitude. But to be without others, can be depressing.

For the longest I have been kind of averted by people... But they are also what propel me...  I don't think I can explain at the moment...

But as for nature, today I was looking at the clouds... They were so thin, pastel, stretched across the sky... Beautiful! And I remembered *PLANES as *living intelligence, having personality.

So it is with Nature, a parent consciousness...

Even though our journey starts as "independent" it is the "profound unity" that carries us into the next translation... The next plane or energy body after this incarnation...

(Just a thought) ....

PS... Happy Mothers Day All = )

PPS... Wow, beautiful photos Volgerle

That is lovely, trees carry much wisdom. As a city born westerner, I feel a little removed from Nature. But Nature to me is a parent consciousness here to teach us. I love connecting with the rain and the sun. I love connecting with the silent breeze and I too have a tree I grew up with I call my Sufi tree. I hope the tree can feel my love and loves me back. When I was a kid, Mom had many of its limbs removed and I freaked out.  I guess it's a little silly. I've witnessed a portal open up in its trunk and saw a curious creature looking at a reflection of it self.

Lately I am envisioning an array of personalities in subtler realms, where going within doesn't necessarily mean going inside our physical body... but going beneath the outer shell. I am beginning to understand that going within could mean experiencing beyond our physical body...

When it was raining that night... It felt like the rain drops and flash of lightning were able to connect with my internal reality, and the in-between state(the rain) was the medium for communication with consciousness.

I would love to see the picture you have.

There's a bayou next to me and it's our little patch of nature in the city...
I'm trying to upload but it doesn't want to cooperate at the moment. Maybe I can try again later.

Again, having fun with the current capabilities of AI and language:

Perplxity.ai : "Both scientific and mystical frameworks allow for the idea that the elements-whether as physical fields or subtle energies-can form a 'plane' or field of existence that supports an intelligent personality or consciousness, independent of the human body. In science, this is an abstraction; in mysticism, it is an experiential reality."
https://www.perplexity.ai/search/using-scientific-and-mystical-d2yigJKtQSKxOJ0Awy3QeQ#1

https://www.perplexity.ai/search/using-scientific-and-mystical-d2yigJKtQSKxOJ0Awy3QeQ#3

Thank you.

It goes to show there is nothing wrong with having a national identity. The monks of today ask that we choose civic nationalism.

I am happy we have so many cultures, languages, expressions of Life- and I am happy it can all be experienced Here, under the same Sun and on the same Earth.

What an amazing place this is. 

I spent some time in the rain tonight, it was really nice. I found myself praying to our Mother Earth, God, to be connected by way of elements. The water, the air, the lightning, the sounds of thunder. Everything was an expansive plane with which I desired to integrate and receive.

I have to thank @omcasey for teaching me about negative ions from rainstorms. I have always been drawn to the rain. While meditating, the thought occurred that I might ask AI to draw scientific and mystical meaning behind rain.

I hope you enjoy the answers it shares. Do any of these things call to you? The part about indigenous traditions is exactly what my Soul was yearning for in tonight's prayer. How do you connect with nature? Which element is your favorite?

https://www.perplexity.ai/search/using-scientific-and-mystic-co-ivxhKaQMRGmK6uj_9af7jQ#0

https://www.perplexity.ai/search/using-scientific-and-mystic-co-ivxhKaQMRGmK6uj_9af7jQ#1

Hi baro-san! And Ajay! I didn't realize you guys were here at the astral pulse as well.  This is cloud potato from the reincarnationforum.

Ajay, I was astounded to realize the Peacock Angel was the same Being with different names from different cultures.

At present I am considering a type of overseer personality. At one point I felt the lore of fallen angels was something we all shared, whether we realize it or not.

And the story of the Peacock Angel, while we are incarnate here- his story is our Story. These were just thoughts I had at one point.

But you would be amazed to see how this Being is Alive in so many differing cultures.

What does it mean? To me, it means that Spirit is Alive. Truth is Living. God is Living. Our relationship with God is constant.

I am also of the belief, of course it is just a belief- and it is a choice, that we may progress ever Godward. To make that realization reality, to live it- be it, see it, feel it... It is a type of evolution.

Evolution? Yes, I choose this belief. I agree, we all see what we see. And that is OK, that is beautiful. I also agree, this may not be the totality of what IS. That is okay too.

And yet what we see is just as real as the other! What a tragedy it is, to see us chastise each other and condemn our fellow Brothers and Sisters because we fear their expressions. Because we are so proud of what we have learned, to feel so close to our Beloved God- and yet, here is the very same... and we have a history of casting the very thing we worship down.

Yes, we are evolving. I believe this is only a portion of existence. And everywhere, within and all around is God. The many, and yet. The One.

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Hi guys! What about series reviews? I have been enjoying a series on Netflix called Vikings. What has made it really entertaining for me is that I had been reading some of the Urantia Book during the same time. It has been fun reading "After Pentecost" while watching the Vikings series, which kind of sets things up as "old gods" vs. "new god." I saw where it is said in the Urantia book, "Christianity exhibits a history of having originated out of the unintended transformation of the religion of Jesus into a religion about Jesus" brought to life in the series.

And after watching 6 seasons it was easy to see how I might have worshipped the All-Father and partake in pagan rituals where sacrifice was considered sacred. The series does a fantastic job at illustrating the beauty in Human expression. The good, the bad, the beautiful- the ugly... And the proclivity for God, in all his forms and in all(our progressive) understanding.

I tend to agree with the character Ubbe, a son of Ragnar Lothbrok, who tells a Christian man- "I believe in the All Father, and I believe your Christ prayed to the All Father in the Heavens." I remembered the Urantia book explaining how God is called by many names through out the cosmos... Source, Father and yes even All-Father is most appropriate.

Or with the monk Athelstan, who saw God alive in Odin and Christ- this was absurd to many at the time, they saw their Gods as separate and were deeply offended if either side worshipped one over the other.

There's so much more to elaborate on from this, but instead I will just share some pretty inspiring clips that I stumbled across just yesterday... Viewer discretion is advised- these scenes contain violence.

These clips are near the end of the series yet the entire series is filled with fantastic scenes...

Last night, as I watched Bjorn Ironside die I was reminded of something Jesus said... That others would go on and do greater things than He. And I was reminded of our incredible Human potential, and the invisible but lofty progression of a Soul. What might that look like, when the ideals we believe in and strive towards are encapsulated within the human form!

The death of King Olaf.
The scene is cut a little short, so it's important to know that the scene ends with the Rus and Prince Oleg in complete shock that Olaf embraced his death, spoke Christian words and did not die in agony but with hands brought together in prayer.

Prince Oleg, with the help of Ivar the Boneless had just won a battle, capturing the King of Norway and King Olaf. Prince Oleg decides that Olaf should die- Olaf is a bit of a philosophizer and visionary. It was Olaf who thought his people should come together and declare a King of Norway in order to face the existential threat. Olaf, a Viking, enlightened by the way of the Buddha- believing death a reward and entry to Valhalla scares the Rus soldiers by showing them the power of Faith and Belief in resurrection/Life after Life. This scene reminds me of the self immolating monks(did you know there was more than one such act?) Imagine the shock, when most people who die in such a brutal way are expected to scream in agony. This angered Oleg and scared his fellow commanders, they were not used to the Viking spirit having long abandoned their pagan ancestry.

https://youtu.be/zsI0Gujg2-Y?si=x3JLj0hBYytba76L

It wasn't long after that Ivar and Oleg would advance on the town of Kattegat where Bjorn Ironside presides. In that previous battle, Ivar had mortally wounded King Bjorn, his brother. Bjorn and his remaining forces retreated to Kattegat. Before the initial battle Bjorn had dispatched scouts to seek aid for what was to come. While Prince Oleg and Ivar made way to Kattegat, word was sent to their camp that King Bjorn had died. They did not know aid had come. It was Bjorn who was meant to be King of Norway, but it was stolen from him by a conniving man. And when the conniving man(King Harold) was denied aid, it was the son of Ragnar Lothbrok- Bjorn Ironside who would ultimately rally forces together. Bjorn was seen as a legend among men, word of his death brought Oleg and his commanders great satisfaction. But they didn't know that Bjorn had not yet died. Instead... Bjorn put on his armor one last time, and rode out to meet the enemy.

https://youtu.be/FXLi_eZiWrM?si=E3bVmtmoT5_VyVLH

They ran away because they were already disturbed by Olafs death, and they thought the rumor of Bjorn Ironsides death was cemented- it was the only thing giving them hope of taking over Kattegat. When they saw he wasn't dead, Olafs final words haunted them. Even though they outnumbered the Vikings, they were made scared by the power of a United people and a defiant Spirit.

So, what do you guys think? Has anyone watched this series? I highly recommend. There's a lot to discuss! I know it's fantasy, it takes some truth and the rest is romanticized or twisted for the purpose of making this excellent series... But as King Olaf says, "all we have are stories."

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Hi Alex,

It's another peculiar choice of words that grab my attention.

"Journey's have always been close to home... Exploring further a field..."

I wonder... Whether or not there is more to reality than how we perceive it. I think the answer is yes. And I wonder if you are actually going "out" or whether or not you are going "in."

I think the answer is you are going in, and the field has more depth than we realize.

These are just my thoughts/ideas as they dance around whatever field this is- entertaining whatever awareness this is...

It is curious! In the physical realm, as we understand it through our basic senses... There is quite some distance between friends who are states apart.

And lately, I wonder how a spirit might make itself known to both of those people at the same time by way of sensation/experience despite their apparent separation.

Or, I think of those who pass away... Reports from family members that the "deceased person" is "everywhere" around them- not some specific region in space or any particular time of day.

I share these thoughts as I contemplate the Halls of Amenti...  And your ability to "go there."

Hi Alex,

I'm not sure I've seen your post before, but it seems you're not new. So, it's nice to meet you. What a beautiful experience. It's incredible you have the ability to go where you want to.

I was drawn to your thread by its title, the Halls of Amenti have a beautiful sound.

Before looking it up, I had the thought that every person translates their experience uniquely. Some people describe the same thing in different ways. Even with "healthy" vision, the same color may be interpreted with slight variations depending upon the observer.

Now try to think of every person that has ever tried to define God. So when you ask, "will I not see the same place Darius describes?" I think the answer is obvious- even if you are indeed going to the same place.

That being said, I asked AI to quickly summarize the Halls of Amenti(I have no familiarity with the subject).
This definition may be helpful to you...

"The Halls of Amenti, as described in the Emerald Tablets and related esoteric traditions, represent a mystical space of transformation, wisdom, and self-realization. Whether viewed as a literal subterranean realm or a powerful metaphor for the journey of the soul, they encapsulate themes of enlightenment, the overcoming of illusion, and the pursuit of higher consciousness."
Full description here: https://www.perplexity.ai/search/is-it-legal-to-charge-a-proces-i7RXKO6dSgekOJmaEoSmxQ#0

I wonder whether or not there is an aspect of your self you may be afraid to face? I think what you are doing, exploring the unknown in the manner you are, takes incredible courage. And so, I wish you continued success in your endeavors. 

Thank you for sharing! It's always nice to engage with others and be drawn towards spiritual inspiration.

That was beautifully stated Adrian, thank you.

Lately I have been thinking more and more on this question-

"How long before you will regard time as the moving image of eternity and space as the fleeting shadow of Paradise realities?"

I wonder whether or not physical gravity and the formation of the planets, sun or the moon may give any indication to 'Eternal Reality'

Whether or not the link to Eternity, within us, is circular like our Sun or our planets. The force of gravity pulling mass towards its center. And what then, might be gravity, in Eternal Reality?

Hi Chloe! Welcome. I used to get sleep paralysis in college, in those days, it was a personal mission to try and recreate the experience- knowing it was an opportunity for the OBE. I had some success, and then, it seems my interest waned and my focus was elsewhere. But it also seems that I wasn't as successful as I thought, that maybe I was receiving help during those days.

I wish you the best of luck in your endeavors! I too wish to better understand reality and its mysteries~ 

Thanks Lumaza, this looks interesting! I will give it a shot.

I really loved this one,

https://youtu.be/KsVW2BuLLKs?si=nXiStWpc4JlsR1Mb

Aww... That is wonderful Jen.

Thank you for asking me, the readers, this question. This is the first year I read the UB with such an interest- it was a fun little side adventure for me. I started on Palm Friday and lined myself up to read Jesus entering Jerusalem all the way up to his resurrection and his bestowal the Spirit of Truth. I learned incredible things about human history, human psychology and ideas about Jesus' teachings I would have otherwise never known.

I was super excited to find out Jesus came as a way to elevate humanities personal relationship with Eternal reality. That he did not care for tradition, dogma or ritual. This really spoke to me, and spoke to something I had believed in and had been discovering this entire time- even using the very same words Jesus used as it pertains to his gift to us- not knowing this until having read it in the UB. Those words are, "The Living Spirit."

I have an entire thread on a separate forum archiving my miracles and spiritual phenomenon called, "Discovering Answers; The Living Spirit."

I cried while reading stories of Jesus this year, it was beautiful. But you asked why I celebrate- I celebrate not to focus on the resurrection which I believe in, but on the Divine Partnership between Creation and Creator. Jesus did not want us to turn his teachings into the religion of Jesus, though that is what it had become almost immediately after his resurrection. Still, it was a step towards an ideal and indication of progress in the souls journey towards "Paradise Realities."

Jesus wanted us all to know we were more than our bodies and sons and daughters of an Eternal God. His gift for me, has less to do with some atonement for sin than it does to do with the realization of the Living Spirit. And Jesus taught that this realization would progress in every person in the manner most unique to them- and a mark of their progress would be realized by understanding the fruits of the Spirit.

In every moment is an opportunity for Divine Communion. The realization of our eternal nature and relationship with a Living and Loving Intelligence. Jesus called this Intelligence Father, and many creatures in the universe call this Intelligence Source. He wanted to wake everyone up to their relationship with Source, as eternally present. 

That is my personal belief, and that is what I celebrate. The Divine Communion with the Beloved. This communion is not some stagnant or medieval belief but it is transcendental in nature and is meant to elevate us in all ways. Our personalities are meant to filter experience in a manner most unique, not clinging to any one particular path. It is spontaneous, dynamic and always rooted in Love. A great Yogi described this union as, "Ever-new Bliss"
It's not easy to think about, but when you are aware of your partnership with God... The Present feels Ever-new.

Reading about Jesus and reading it as described by the many celestial authors from the UB was very nourishing for me this year.

Fun fact... Did you guys know Odin also hung himself from a tree? The tree of life, and was stabbed by a spear- in order to obtain knowledge and share that knowledge with the world?

It is a striking similarity to the Christian story of Jesus, and this occurred centuries before Jesus walked the Earth.

Some would argue that the story was stolen from Norse mythology... But I do not argue or even find these two stories at odds ends. To me, it hints to an even greater reality not bound by time, reason or logic. I think there are Eternal Truths, and Spirit Realities that we can not fully discern while we are so attached to the human condition.

I believe both the story of Odin and the story of Christ are true. I know Christians who won't celebrate Easter because it is pagan. I do not dare to correct their belief by speaking to their intellect, instead I wish to nourish Love in Brother/Sisterhood- realizing God is within every unique form and to make known that we are heirs of an Eternal reality. 

It is a practice, it is the essence of Religion- Living from the Heart. It only brings good things... That is my experience and my reason for celebration.

Happy Easter everybody!!!         

Some quotes from the Urantia Book-
Efforts of Jesus teaching the Spirit of Truth, The Living Spirit-
The gift for humanity:

"In instituting this remembrance supper, the Master, as was always his habit, resorted to parables and symbols. He employed symbols because he wanted to teach certain great spiritual truths in such a manner as to make it difficult for his successors to attach precise interpretations and definite meanings to his words. In this way he sought to prevent successive generations from crystallizing his teaching and binding down his spiritual meanings by the dead chains of tradition and dogma. In the establishment of the only ceremony or sacrament associated with his whole life mission, Jesus took great pains to suggest his meanings rather than to commit himself to precise definitions. He did not wish to destroy the individual's concept of divine communion by establishing a precise form; neither did he desire to limit the believer's spiritual imagination by formally cramping it. He rather sought to set man's reborn soul free upon the joyous wings of a new and living spiritual liberty."

"...his same philosophy of the living flexibility and cosmic adaptability of divine truth to the individual requirements and capacity of every son of God, must be perceived before you can hope adequately to understand the Master's teaching and practice of nonresistance to evil. The Master's teaching is basically a spiritual pronouncement. Even the material implications of his philosophy cannot be helpfully considered apart from their spiritual correlations. The spirit of the Master's injunction consists in the nonresistance of all selfish reaction to the universe, coupled with the aggressive and progressive attainment of righteous levels of true spirit values: divine beauty, infinite goodness, and eternal truth—to know God and to become increasingly like him."

"The revelation I have made to you is a living revelation, and I desire that it shall bear appropriate fruits in each individual and in each generation in accordance with the laws of spiritual growth, increase, and adaptative development. From generation to generation this gospel must show increasing vitality and exhibit greater depth of spiritual power."

"Truth is living; the Spirit of Truth is ever leading the children of light into new realms of spiritual reality and divine service. You are not given truth to crystallize into settled, safe, and honored forms. Your revelation of truth must be so enhanced by passing through your personal experience that new beauty and actual spiritual gains will be disclosed to all who behold your spiritual fruits and in consequence thereof are led to glorify the Father who is in heaven."

And... A quote from the UB as relayed by an angel...

"Mankind is slow to perceive that, in all that is personal, matter is the skeleton of morontia, and that both are the reflected shadow of enduring spirit reality. How long before you will regard time as the moving image of eternity and space as the fleeting shadow of Paradise realities?"

I just woke back up... I couldn't sleep- all of these insights and answers were coming to me... And I finally fell asleep around 5am-ISH.. And I woke up to a woman saying my name. It was so real, another contact experience. She sounded Arabic or Iranian. Except. She was saying my name as it is today, and using a tone my mother in this life would have used to call me as a child. And she had such an accent, like my name was unnatural to her- but she wanted to wake me in a way a mother would a child.
"Edek"
"Edek"

My name is Eric. I woke up thinking my mother, but not my current mother, was calling me from across the hall. I called back out, "Mother" but now... this waking space, feels less real than the space between wake and sleep. There is no woman with black hair calling to me. Instead there are the sound of birds outside my bed. It's 6:30AM.

The AI does not do it justice... But it is a close representation

Inspired by questfinder, I prayed to God before going to sleep- "What is real?"
..."What is reality?" "What is the nature of reality?"

I didn't have much to recall by way of dream before waking up near 1:30AM to use the restroom.
My mind was distracted with thoughts of strange encounters with new customers from earlier in the day. I was not enjoying these thoughts. It was difficult to fall back asleep. So, I again asked God... "What is real?"

My room is very bright at night, I live in an apartment complex with an artificial light attached to a pillar resting just outside my bedroom window. For this reason I've installed black curtains in my bedroom. The only light that comes through it now is near the top of the curtain rod, it makes all the difference.

As I'm laying there, thinking on my discomfort, my inability to sleep- I see my old friend Joe. He's in my room showing me a mudra with his hand. I don't understand why he is so insistent on showing me, and he proceeds to explain to me some new discovery with his connection to Egypt and it worries him. He is concerned by this jewelry which has attached itself to his left side. Suddenly he shows me the amulet bracelet around his left wrist and on the same hand... what looks like, probably, a ruby red and gold ring on his finger. He is trying to talk with me but I am still laying in bed unable to sleep. I can feel something in our connection.

Suddenly I see, in my amazement, a peacock resting atop the black curtain rod in my room. And like that I hear, "HuwaReiiiiiii" deep form within my core- a completely different voice, singing/chanting this name. "HuwaREIIIIII- HuwaREIIIIIII" each syllable is causing the peacock to rustle its feathers- the procession picks up when suddenly the peacock spreads its tail feathers, completely blocking out the light coming into my room. I don't stop- I chant once more and the bird swoops down off my curtain rod and comes directly towards me onto the bed. Its wings are spread and now I realize I am in between wake and sleep as his feathers and body engulf my minds eye.

I wake up in a state of panic and shortened breath. The bird came so close to me, unafraid. Brazen.

This entire time I thought I was awake, laying there in my bed... Joe, my friend... The peacock angel, my vision- everything was so real...

For this reason, I am awake now recording. It's 4:02AM... This experience ended around 3:30AM...

Hi questfinder.

Good morning~

I am excited to meet you, even if you're joining Casey's silent meditation- I am sure we will have ample opportunity to discuss as time unfolds. I think I may learn more from you in our fellowship of Self Discovery~

The things I wish to reclaim aren't necessarily willful AP~ the ways I understand AP may be different than you, especially when we take time to consider "school of thought" and which "doctrine" one is referring to. Nothing official here, I have not invested in the manner you have. Do not interpret our coming together as a determent to your personal endeavors.

As a child, I loved my dreams. And, I have accidentally slipped out of body on a few occasions. As for present moment, I am interested in marrying the concept of material and immaterial- though these things are already, it may be better said I wish to understand the harmonious nature of this reality- as you seek to understand reality in your ways.

I have had phantom touch, scents and literal manifestations- things appearing from quite possibly the astral and manifesting here in the physical plane we understand as 3D material Earth-Human experience.

The world of magic, Gods, ET's, the Living Present... The Guiding Spirit- the intimate relationship with this NOW-ness, where one is more present than present... Which(granted) sounds quite nonsensical... But once experienced, maybe others can relate to what I'm reaching for.

In that space, the astral and the material dance together. Yes, that space interest me. It will be nice to put a face to the name in our group meditations, so... I hope we meet you tomorrow God willing~

Kind regards~~

Good morning questfinder.    I like the title of your thread and your username.

I too hope to reclaim some things. Presently, I am a part of a Tuesday meditation group hosted by a member I met here. (I think I met her here???) omcasey

I extend the invitation, https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/omtalks/viewtopic.php?p=6016#p6016 and encourage participation both on this forum and over in the zoom meditation(if you're able).

Out of all of the forums I am a member of, this is by far the more active and diverse(even when the lack of activity may seem disappointing to others).

Practicing in the group has reminded me of the importance of practicing alone- both are valuable.

I hope you're able to reclaim your abilities. There is another forum member, Tak who participates in the group meditations as well as her own disciplines.

Would you like to share more about yourself? My name's Eric- I am a 36 from Houston, TX.

Maybe we can meet in zoom and practice together.

Welcome to the AP~

I go to the backyard, it's not as sunny as it was in the first projection. And there's no rainy snow anymore either. It's nighttime and I'm standing in the backyard and get the idea to use the CE5 contact method while in the astral. Right away I am feeling assistance. A part of me is almost nervous for how much more powerful I am feeling and witnessing the experience. I ask the guides to help me broadcast the milky way galaxy in my minds eye. I see it in ways I've never seen it before. I instantly channel it down into our universe, to our planet, to my continent, and into my backyard.

I feel as if there are 3 or 4 beings with me now.

Suddenly the white dalmatian puppy I saw in the initial attempt is here with me by my side. I am a bit perplexed why it still chose the dalmatian form. I am asking if it is because I am not ready to see this being in its true form. At this point in the experience everything has become extremely heavy. Like it's difficult to be in this state.
In fact the dalmatian puppy only appears in my peripherals to my right side and kind of like a blur image. Like there's some wall between us. And I wasn't asking directly but I was asking telepathically, almost like a conversation with my self. The puppy is trying to push forward and I am trying to accept it more and more into my field. I intuit that this is as good as it's going to get for now, that I am not ready to see the true form. I believe this being relays this to me before I wake up again. I am somewhat contesting with these beings who happen to be observing that I AM ready and want to see, but a part of me deep down knows that's not true.

I had another contact experience take place again in the backyard. This time I was less lucid, that is to mean, I did not feel other beings observing me and I did not have telepathic communication with the beings responsible for the unique manifestation.

This time, instead of appearing to me as a dalmatian- the beings chose a baby deer the size of a horse with ram horns. It again appeared in my backyard. It again felt more real than a dream, like a meeting place. Although I desire to see the Beings in their true form, they continue to communicate with me in ways I can comprehend and in ways that do not disturb.

I guess, more important than seeing these beings as they truly are, is the message they wish to impart. I suppose that would be the same for us if we were trying to teach a child something important.

In this "in between" contact experience... Between wake and sleep- the hybrid animal was huddled up against the fence line. My girl dog was excited by it and barking at it- I had to bring the dalmatian back inside the house. Thats when the deer hybrid stood up and placed its snout in my palm. I opened the backyard door and let it out. It was a peaceful contact.

I believe the symbolism here is to reflect on the blending of masculine and feminine energies. I think I carry both of these within me, and a desire to embrace the lessons that come with the body I was born into(born a man).

The visitor(s) in question:

Dune 2 soundtrack... Enjoy a Hans Zimmer masterpiece. 

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLY6gkiZa1V629LrdYqDPJ4vB-s_2A6QmS

I just want to share my testimony as receiving one of Casey's free rendering request.

I have posted my comments saying the same on her forum and youtube page...

I am really blown away.

In her latest episode, preparing the human nervous system for contact-


crystal technology - the contact series

Casey introduces a being she channeled for me. I do think this being is somehow connected to my friend 14, maybe Pleiades and/or the Peacock Angel.

https://youtu.be/c7xkIDFFxLQ?si=PPh8kr4gCHo5oosS

I yearn to discover the history, and to reunite with this being. If you haven't started her video series yet- I highly recommend, it's a great way to become familiar with different concepts as it pertains to disclosure and actually making contact with galactic beings.

Well, in this episode she shares a synchronicity with the name she channeled for me- HuwaRei. I want to expand on that.

Years ago, maybe even a decade now, I had a powerful dream where the words ended with- "I am Sufi." It may be archived here in my members journal. Being a city boy from the West with no experience in Eastern philosophy at the time, I had to look it up and realized Sufism was actually a thing. I think it's important to say again... This was before I came here or even met Casey.

It's also how I discovered Al Khadir, the green man AKA the Peacock Angel.

So... If anything, this gives power to Casey's abilities. She intuitively picked up the word Huwa which has a significant meaning in Sufism. And a significant meaning in my personal life.

Huwa means Supreme Self or God.

Rei in Hebrew means My Shepherd or My Companion. . .

"The Lord is my Shepherd."

The Lord is my friend... My Beloved...

And there is a Spirit working through all of us to help us discover our intimate relationship with God. I see it happening in Casey's work and bringing us these galactic beings- who seem to have an interest in us. Who wish to help us... Why? In what ways are we connected?? That's the crux of all this that needs to be assessed again and again...

Because behind all this is a profound Love. But anyways... I'm not sure Casey was aware of the Sufi meaning- so it really is something to have someone else affirm your personal mystery, one that is decades in the making. It really gives me Faith that I am working with a Loving intelligence, even though we can't see it. But to call this intelligence an it, takes away from the very real personalities that assist us.

There's something magnificent happening here... Well, if you're enjoying her article please do watch an episode of the contact series- let's support our friends who make these incredible efforts towards disclosure.A like, comment and subscribe go a long way.

Thank you, and thank you Casey for all you're doing here!! 

Do you have any audio files to recommend that you trust as having ones best interest, as safe to listen to when going to sleep- something that would help one with OBE's or even Spanish mantras to invoke divine love and beautiful light?? I am hoping to learn Spanish and was curious if there were any audio files you think are free from harmful subliminals that I could let run in the background as I go to sleep.

Thank you