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I do SO love spagyrics. The alchemical art is a bold one. If I knew the name of the herb, I could make a spagyric preparation and test it out on my brother... He plays street hockey all the time, so he could use it...

Well, if what you're looking for is to transcend the Matrix-like control system that's going on in this country, I have a web site with reading material that will be well worth your time:

http://www.montalk.net

Take it all with a grain of salt, don't believe everything you read, and glean what nuggets of wisdom you can.

Here are some things I present to you for contemplation.

Don't be mad at us for not being able to help you. You sound like you want attention, and want it badly, which doesn't necessarily mean you do, but it sounds like it. And don't bother saying you don't, because it's the most obvious answer you could possibly give, and you probably wouldn't know it if you were.

Many people on here ALSO want attention. Thus, they embellish their own achievements and pick and choose their accomplishments with nice-sounding words, in order to receive their share.

Consider the possibility that maybe you're an organic portal, sent here to 3rd density to suck the spirit energy of those around you, and that you might be entirely devoid of higher energy centers.

Consider also the more down-to-Earth option that, f*ck it, maybe you just don't have any g*dd*mn aptitude for it. Don't let your mind just dismiss it as, "BUT IVE WORKED SO HARD WHY NOT MEE!!1" but seriously consider it. It's possible. It doesn't matter what arguments you come up with against it, it's possible. Conceive of it.

Take a sabbatical. Artists who get artist's block often find that time off will cure their malady.

Be at peace. If the length of your posts is any indication (and they are too long!), you are quite hectic about the situation. That's not exactly helping.

Desire is the cause of many problems, spiritual and material. Your desire for psychic powers may be jading you, as well.

You sound as though you talk down to yourself constantly. I am not one who will tell you, "That's your whole problem, there you go! Be happy!" but there are those who will. It may or may not be true.

Finally, consider the concept that I know that writing these suggestions and ideas for your contemplation will almost certainly do you no good. Consider further that I still wrote them down, not because I think that they'll help, but because I think that they're the truth. And once the truth becomes apparent to you, I will be able to say that I spoke the truth. I also reserve the right to laugh derisively.

If you didn't have dependents, this would be much easier. Choice is the key here... I remember one day, about a year ago, when a friend of mine came home for a visit. This friend had been with me through some of high school, then had to unfortunately move to Nebraska. He is an EXCEPTIONALLY smart person, and was raised very spiritually. He had just been to a seminar that had changed his life, he said.

We talked about his seminar for a few hours at a coffee house. The basic gist that I picked up (though I must not have realized the entire concept as well as he, since he was so pumped up) was that no matter what happens in life, we have choice. So what, is what I said. So what if we have choice? I know that.

It turned out that I really didn't realize exactly what that entails. The way I got to understand was to make a very important distinction... The distinction between choice and decision. A decision is when you have many options, and you knock them down, one by one, until an acceptable one is left, then you take that course of action. However, choice is different. If instead of deciding a course of action, you choose a course of action, your choice does not have to meet the prerequisites that it would if you decided. It delegates the responsibility of your choice from your logical mind that is entirely wrapped up in the material world to your inner intuitive mind, perhaps even your subconscious mind. Choosing is freedom, while decision is bondage. This is what I got from him, anyway. It makes sense to me.

And while I didn't spend a weekend learning this, it really did make me feel better. In your situation, living by decision leaves pretty much only one option, and that's to keep your job, misery and all. However, you could choose any number of other options. If you're saying to yourself, "My problems are still the same, just changing semantics isn't helping anything," then I don't think you've got the picture yet. Contemplate it during the time when you're supposed to be working.

Anyhow, it's a difficult situation, but unfortunately the one most appropriate for an awakening. It's just the nature of the world.

I think that you should not complain having such financial situation. You are very lucky living in USA, having a great job and no financial problems. You should know that in other countries like Poland it's nearly impossible to find any job. My mother has a good job, but we frequently even don't have money to buy food...

We Americans know how lucky we are. Our poverty line is about middle class or higher for almost every other country in the world. But our judgement and lives are lived on our scale, not the scale of Poland, and that's just the way it is. When you don't have to worry about food, shelter, & the essentials, it leaves you free for higher pursuits. But we're also brainwashed by our culture into being spiritually bankrupt, so it's not all about fast cars and huge TV sets.

Self hypnosis is a deeply involved and complicated subject. Consider, before thinking about how easy such a thing seems, the fact that you're interacting with your subconscious mind. What mechanism have you ever seen that's more complicated, that you need to treat with more care?

It's been the result of my research & experience that sitting in a chair and saying telling yourself that you will get babes, you WILL get babes, will not get you babes. Do you sit in front of your computer and shout, "HEY GET ME SOM BABES OK!!1LOL"? If you do, then, you're probably beyond my help.

It IS possible to get your subconscious mind to eventually accept such suggestions with such brutish methods, however there are far more effective ways of generating suggestions, but they are also much more involved.

First, one must find generate a suggestion that will be effective. Keep in mind that the subconscious accepts suggestions very literally, so if you tell yourself you want to be "cool & confident," you will almost certainly find yourself shivering. Also, you'll want to make sure that your mind will accept the suggestion, as it is literally of a different mind than your conscious.

I recommend reading about the art at http://www.bcx.net/hypnosis/index.html

Decide how committed you are to knowing yourself before wasting time with suggestions unworthy of you.

Reiki is less scientific than anything you'll read from Mr. Robert Bruce. It's highly mystical, actually, based around faith that the universe will flood you with energy once attuned, and not around any sort of personal action or aptitude.

I think the main thing that the healing is supposed to deal with is the critical areas of the body that are actively causing the diseases. Everyone has their own problems with their energy body, mostly caused by neglect. It's my understanding that this eventually builds to a critical mass, and then manifests as a disease with symptoms. The healing is not designed to overhaul the patient's energy system; it's designed as a quick fix, sort of "first aid" to deal with the symptoms and a bit of the root of the problem. Enough to drive the disease back to dormancy, at least. That's the way it seems to me.

But it's important to remember that energy problems are not always the culprits of discomfort. Most often it's a two-sided problem, energy and body. One can hardly say that a gash that was torn in someone's leg was caused by an energy blockage, and not the piece of twisted metal they scraped! The same goes, on a more mild level, for diseases. Energy certainly helps your immune system fight off virii / bacteria, but it doesn't magically whisk them out of your body. Neither does it replace lost blood. However, it does calm and soothe your body's energy lines, facilitating natural repair systems in a grand way.

I think that the technique Mr. Bruce presents is effective, but cannot replace the person doing their own personal energy work, no more than they can form a telekinetic shield around a leg to prevent twisted metal from carving into it. Also, sending energy to the afflicted area has more intention to fix the symptoms of the problem, rather than deal with the root problem itself. Such a problem may be beyond the scope of outside help, though you may be able to comfort and heal the symptoms.

In answer to your question, a system that might fit your bill is Reiki. From what I've read, it floods the entire body with energy at once, and accumulates in problem places. You can find resources by googling the word "reiki", and if you need an attunement, I'd head on over to

www.xehupatl.com

I haven't heard any of these names, are they popular names in OBE?

That makes as much sense as anything. It's most likely a problem with your equilibrium sensors in your ears, or maybe just some bad wiring in the brain. Energy work doesn't help your insomnia?

But people usually have reasons for acting the way they do. Resist negativity with superior reasoning, and communicate it empathetically.

That sounds like idealism, not realism. Negativity does happen, and it's not just because someone is misunderstood, or lost, or lonely, or any of those things that people like to brand others with. The fact is that, if they are, the case is so advanced that it's simply set in their psyche, and there's nothing you can to do get rid of it.

Taking the higher path often involves loving someone with a harsh lesson in how to live. If your team is doing right by you, and she's gobbing it all up, do what you have to to get her gone. Flooding her with heartfelt loving is not going to help the situation; freewill assures us of this. Instead, you must do what is within your power to get her removed from the station where she can hurt you further. This is self defense, and it's about doing what is necessary. Go to HER supervisor, preferably with your team as backup. If this is not an option, deceit might be. Fighting deceit with heartfelt honesty is pointless; by its nature, deceit PREYS upon honesty. If doing what's necessary to get her off your case means blackmailing her or inventing stories about lewd conduct towards you, it's within your right to do so... She forfeited her right to fair treatment. Getting her gone is what matters, and then you can get on with your good work.

I'm sure I'll be flooded with love & light for this view, but it's the way things work on this plane of existence. If you have an astral supervisor devoid of freewill, perhaps forcing your love upon her will do good. Chances are that it will not on Earth.

6 billion is pretty approximate. This sort of manifestation would require an enormous amount of energy transfer... If you wanted an apple, you'd have to manipulate energy in joules equal to the mass of the apple times the speed of light squared. Those are the rules of this density, and that's more energy than is packed into 6 billion humans.

You'll love this

http://www.astraldynamics.com/tutorials/?BoardID=8

I wouldn't say they affect energy transfer, but I'd guess they get in the way when you try to project. Robert Bruce states in Astral Dynamics that jewelry prevents the projectable double from forming correctly, and so I assume that goes double for body jewelry.

Put the north end of the magnet (already discussed) against your body. If it's a round magnet, which it should be, its other orientation doesn't matter. Put it on an acupuncture/acupressure point. But if you were seeking serious medical advice, you wouldn't really look on a heavily diverse metaphysics board... Would you?

The army is always interested in psi-ops intelligence agents, if you have a knack for clairvoyance and remote perception.

In the here and now, she's not a goddess. In the then and there, I will adore her. The material plane just works that way.

Well, if it were a spacecraft, and someone knew something about it, they'd likely keep us in the dark, no? -_-

Ummm... magnets have two poles... Not four... If you're putting one pole against the skin, the north pole, how would you align that same pole to also be oriented to your body? It's a one-dimensional system..

I think it's part of his sales pitch. Like how "Bob's Furniture" always produces really crappy commercials, and now everyone knows his name. No such thing as bad publicity...

I don't think it's possible to telepathically pick up diseases. Diseases are intertwined within both body and soul, and I certainly hope my body isn't going out to everyone I meet. Empaths use energies as shields so that they may have solitude within their own feelings.

It's also entirely possible that it's a normal, psychological problem, not rooted in metaphysics at all. Lay off, relax, don't practice for a while, until you feel good and ready. Don't be anxious about it. The astral realm will still be there when you get back.

It also aligns nicely with Montalk's theory of Organic Portals.

http://www.montalk.net/matrix/60/organic-portals-part-i

No, RB never mentioned it, nor did he ever use the term "psi." But personal experimentation has shown me that the energy raised by the NEW system is psi, and fuels psiballs, shields, and PK.

Also, if you psychically attack someone in an amateurish fashion, they will most likely get a headache, or a blockage somewhere, and they will be able to notice it. Attacking in a more precise and professional fashion is the realm of magic & forbidden arts, as opposed to simply throwing psi at them.

Bigfoot's dead. The guy who created him, shot that video, died, and his family admitted everything. That's what I read.

Many people's ideas of kundalini don't correspond. I wouldn't worry about it, he probably knows what he is doing, and the kundalini that makes one insane and the kundalini that he is working with are most likely not one and the same.