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I've been suffering from pretty severe depression these past few months, and of course I'm pretty sick of it. I would like to get antidepressant medications for it, but a diagnosis of depression is a disqualifier for the career I plan on pursuing.

I was hoping somebody had any suggestions. Maybe some uplifting meditations or herbal remedies or chi or anything to help.
I'm pretty much willing to try anything at this point.

Has anyone listened to binaural beats, especially Gates of Hades, or some of the LSD, cocaine, or other drug beats?
Have any bad/interesting trips?
I would like to know about them.

This is me in an abandoned casino in Mississippi.