I have been fascinated with AP/OBE for some number of years. I have made attempts here and there for a long time now. I get into a phase of strong interest and try very hard...and never have any success.
Recently, I have had another phase of strong interest. I have been trying to AP and I have been trying for the last couple of months. I have achieved the vibrational state two times, but nothing happened. Last night, I woke up about 2:00am, when my brother came home. I talked with him about a party he was at. I went back to bed. I had a little bit of a hard time going to sleep, so I decided to try to AP. I was focusing on my breathing, and trying to arouse the vibrations. They never came, but I heard this loud pop in my left ear. It startled me, and my heart pounded very much like when you hear an unexpected loud noise during the night. I calmed down in a few moments and wondered if I was close. I remained focused and tried very hard to relax and try some more. I felt a sort of sinking, then a "floaty" type of sensation. I felt like my limbs were very light, and if I could just relax a little more, I could float. I asked my spirit guide for help, and just let go.
I then felt very light. I felt as if I might have let loose. No vibrations, or swooshing, just a very subtle light "floaty" feeling. I figured I was out. I could not see anything, but I just kept calm and waited to see if anything would come. I then found myself in my grandmother's old house, in the kitchen, looking out the window. There was a field of flowers outside, very pretty and vibrant. I said to myself, "I'm out"! "I know my body is asleep"! "If I'm right, I can fly through that window". I lurched for the window and flew through it!!!! I was flying past/through the flowers kind of like a hummingbird. I thought of a person that I wanted to visit, but I awoke.
I didn't feel rushed, or pulled back in any way...I just woke up. I didn't snap back, or have any troubles...I just calmly woke up. I wish I could have done more, but I was happy when I woke up. I knew what had just happened. I laid in bed and smiled, and thanked my spirit guides, the angels, and Mother and Father God. I FINALLY accomplished AP!
Even though it was short, I know better than to dismiss this event as a dream. I have had so many sleep problems for the last couple of years (sleep apnea), I get extremely happy when I have a regular dream, as this has, of late, been a rare occurence. I never sleep good enough or deep enough, and even if I do, I RARELY remember anything. This is the FIRST time in my entire life, that I have physically KNOWN that I was asleep and that I was out! I wished that I would have journaled this event right away..as I think there are some things that faded away.
I have petitioned God and my guides to help me with this...and I finally done it! Last week, during a reading with my dear friend, I learned of a new guide I had beside me. She told me he was here specifically to help me with AP! You all have helped as well, as I have been a reader for a while now. I have read all of Robert Monroe's books...they were the ones that kicked off my interest in this subject.
Thanks for listening, and God bless all of you!
Recently, I have had another phase of strong interest. I have been trying to AP and I have been trying for the last couple of months. I have achieved the vibrational state two times, but nothing happened. Last night, I woke up about 2:00am, when my brother came home. I talked with him about a party he was at. I went back to bed. I had a little bit of a hard time going to sleep, so I decided to try to AP. I was focusing on my breathing, and trying to arouse the vibrations. They never came, but I heard this loud pop in my left ear. It startled me, and my heart pounded very much like when you hear an unexpected loud noise during the night. I calmed down in a few moments and wondered if I was close. I remained focused and tried very hard to relax and try some more. I felt a sort of sinking, then a "floaty" type of sensation. I felt like my limbs were very light, and if I could just relax a little more, I could float. I asked my spirit guide for help, and just let go.
I then felt very light. I felt as if I might have let loose. No vibrations, or swooshing, just a very subtle light "floaty" feeling. I figured I was out. I could not see anything, but I just kept calm and waited to see if anything would come. I then found myself in my grandmother's old house, in the kitchen, looking out the window. There was a field of flowers outside, very pretty and vibrant. I said to myself, "I'm out"! "I know my body is asleep"! "If I'm right, I can fly through that window". I lurched for the window and flew through it!!!! I was flying past/through the flowers kind of like a hummingbird. I thought of a person that I wanted to visit, but I awoke.
I didn't feel rushed, or pulled back in any way...I just woke up. I didn't snap back, or have any troubles...I just calmly woke up. I wish I could have done more, but I was happy when I woke up. I knew what had just happened. I laid in bed and smiled, and thanked my spirit guides, the angels, and Mother and Father God. I FINALLY accomplished AP!
Even though it was short, I know better than to dismiss this event as a dream. I have had so many sleep problems for the last couple of years (sleep apnea), I get extremely happy when I have a regular dream, as this has, of late, been a rare occurence. I never sleep good enough or deep enough, and even if I do, I RARELY remember anything. This is the FIRST time in my entire life, that I have physically KNOWN that I was asleep and that I was out! I wished that I would have journaled this event right away..as I think there are some things that faded away.
I have petitioned God and my guides to help me with this...and I finally done it! Last week, during a reading with my dear friend, I learned of a new guide I had beside me. She told me he was here specifically to help me with AP! You all have helped as well, as I have been a reader for a while now. I have read all of Robert Monroe's books...they were the ones that kicked off my interest in this subject.
Thanks for listening, and God bless all of you!