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Thank you to those who sent healing energy and prayers my way.

The infection in the incision is taking a bit of time to heal even though nurses were tending it daily. Now I am down to having the nurse in my home once a week and going to see the doctor once a week but I am still homebound and have cabin fever.

There are positive things happening with my health as well. I lost 20 pounds this month. A year ago I was a little over 400 pounds in February. Now I am 295 pounds. I no longer have to take blood pressure medication and I am no longer borderline diabetic.

The injury in my spine has almost totally healed with physical therapy. I am not on any medications on the first time in a few years.

I think it is possible that some people can share the same over-soul. I never read anything about over-souls but my mom has mentioned it to me in the past. I feel that my Nana (my mothers mom) who was alive when I was born shares the same over-soul with me. She felt she knew me from another life when I was born. She told my mom that I made her believe in reincarnation. Now that I am older I look and act a lot like her to the point it disturbs my mother and my Uncle. I even have similar health problems to hers.

I have a psychic link with my mom, sisters, my children and even their father whom I divorced but who tends to call when we talk about him even though he lives clear across the country from us. I also have a link with a man with whom I am in love with but will never be physically involved with because he is to messed up and I can't heal him from his past. That link and the link with my ex husband I wish to severe.

Consider it if the surgery doesn't work. Do you think the monster twisted your hernia?

My son had influenza when he thought he saw the monster. He may have been just being intuitive in a symbolic way seeing the ailment that I was suffering from as a monster. He has not seen any monsters since. Luckily I did not catch the flu from him but my poor mom did because she took care of him while I was in the hospital.

The hernia in my belly is fixed but because of my intestine and colon having been caught in it, the wound became infected. For a week my doctor has kept me homebound with nurses checking, cleaning and changing the dressing on my incision day and night. Plus he has me on two antibiotics. So I wasn't healing as well as I thought. I am beginning to get cabin fever and spend much of my time reading. It has been hard for me to concentrate on writing even.

One positive thing is I lost another 6 pounds this past two weeks.

Thanks,

I am home now and healing well. It looks like I will need one more surgery and then I'll be fine.

I had a horrible thing happen to me. I was fine all day yesterday until 7:30 pm. I suddenly doubled over in pain and my son (who had been napping because he isn't feeling well) slept walked into my room saying, "Look mom over that bridge there is a monster attacking you! We have to get out of hear!" I told him, "Honey you are sleeping wake up." He woke up disoriented and saw that I was doubled over in pain. He persisted on saying a monster crossed a bridge from another world and was attacking me.
I had to call 911 the pain got so bad even after I took two Tylenol 3. my son refused to go with me even though he wasn't feeling well either. He decided to stay at my neighbors.
When I got to the hospital they had to do an emergency surgery on my hernia. The intestine had somehow twisted and gotten stuck in the hernias hole. My mom has my son and gave me my laptop computer. I have a dial up connection from the hospital. I'll be here until I can swallow solid food. So at least I can post from my hospital room. I am doing much better. At least the hernia is fixed now.

I can't help but wonder if I was under attack like my son thinks. He still persists that he saw a monster cross a bridge from another world and attack me.

I believe in reincarnation which makes it easy for me not to fear death but now that I am a mom and my ex is abusive I do fear dying and him getting the kids. I feel that as long as I am here I can protect them from him.

Most of my fears stem around parenthood. I fear other people harming them, I fear not having enough money to feed them, I fear not finding a place to live because I don't want to be a homeless mom.

When I wasn't a mom I wasn't very fearful at all. Still even where reincarnation is considered this is still the only life you live in your current body and in your current situation in life.

~*HUGS*~

I am really enjoying watching the new photos and finding it quite interesting.

http://www.nasa.gov/mission_pages/cassini/main/index.html

Interesting symptoms, I seem to be going through #4 a lot lately. I went to sleep at 11:00pm last night, slept deeply until 2:30pm and woke up wide awake. Cleaned the kitchen, did some writing, surfed the net, read about Titan and listened to sounds from outer space. It is now 8:51am and I am not tired.

#10 is happening to me but then I do become a bit anti social in the winter. I have more old friends who live long distances than I do in this new place I moved to a year ago. The trouble with this area the locals want to convert me to their beliefs and I am quite content with mine.

One of the first ghosts I ever saw was a cat ghost. My mom was driving on a rainy night 25 years ago and she hit her brakes. I saw a black and white cat run out in front of the car and when she stopped I saw it stop and fade. I looked at my mom and asked. "Did you just stop for a cat and see it fade?" She said, "Yes."

I had an accidental experience like that but at the time I was married and the man was staying with us. We weren't meditating when it happened. We just kept accidentally invading each others minds just by living so close to each other. It turned into a bad situation because I had to ignore his advances even though there was a strong psychic bond between us. He now is afraid of me and keeps his distance. There is still a bond between us but it has caused much heart break between both of us. I feel him astrally every day.

I have struggled with weight problems ever since I was a teenager. Diets never worked and I often lost a little weight when I was happy. Last year I got up to 400 pounds. I didn't even eat as much as my ex-husband who was skinny but more active than I was. My health was on a decline. I became borderline diabetic, had high blood pressure and my doctor wanted me to have a gastric bypass (I refused). I was also in an emotionally abusive relationship with my husband and he was becoming mean to our children.

Then something happened that changed my life. A doctor discovered that I had sleep apnea. I had to breath on a c-pap machine at night. I hated it at first. The mask made me claustrophobic but now I am totally hooked on it. I started having energy again. I had energy to leave my husband and I started a new life for my children and I.

Now one year later I have lost 100 pounds without dieting. I no  longer have high blood pressure and I am no longer borderline diabetic.

Several months ago I posted in the psychic self defense about my astral lover whom I thought was an incubus. I was told that if I continued the relationship that I would suffer health problems. I did quit being intimate with him but he still is very affectionate with me and curls up with me when I sleep. Eventually I gave into his affection and I feel more at peace since I resumed the relationship.

Instead of my health getting worse my health has been taking a 180o degree change for the better except for a spine injury which was caused by a near fall down the stairs. Still even though doctors told me it needed surgery it seems to be getting better on its own. The doctors still think it's best if I let them fix the herniated disc that is pinching a nerve. I meet with a doctor this week for a 4th opinion.

My weight loss has been helped by the c-pap machine increasing my energy but by my energy increasing I walk more and am more active.

I just want to say for those who have issues with weight. If you snore at night, consider a sleep study. It could be more to do with how you are breathing than it does with what you are eating.

This is weird to read because a month ago I dreamed I was telling someone who made dolls that came to life that my dolls come to life too. I am a doll maker. My dolls are nice thou. I'm not into Voo Doo but many people have said that some of my fairy and elf dolls almost seem alive.

There are cultures that believe in animism: A spirit can be in anything usually something natural.

From everything I've heard this is not a scam. Scams usually involve asking you for your money. I have cliched there since last year and with a million people clicking a day that could add up to a lot more rain forests being save than just a few square feet. I click all the other places in that website too. What can it hurt? It just takes a minute of your day really.

Sometimes arthritis can form even when you are young from old injuries even sprains.

Your bones need food as well. If I were you I'd start taking bone Maximizer made f MRM (metabolic response modifiers) or something with calcium, glucosamine and Chondroitin. I took those for years until last winter after I left my husband and couldn't afford supplements. I have never broken a bone in my life and I have been hit by a car and fallen out of buildings and off horses in my youth. I think it is because I keep my bones well fed.

When I got up to 400 pounds I never suffered much back pain even though I was 40. Now I'm down to 300 and 41 and am suffering severe back pain after a near fall down the stairs. 3 doctors claim I need surgery and now I have to meet with a surgeon this week because of a disc in my back pinching a nerve to my right arm. They claim it won't get better.

Then a weird thing happened. I ended up in the hospital for 3 days because my pancreas was suffering from pancreatitis. I am a non-drinker but a surgeon who checked out the hernia in my navel decided that blood pressure medicine was causing the problem. My doctor disagreed but after 3 days off the medication my pancreas was fine and my blood pressure normal. In fact they discovered I was no longer diabetic. The surgeon refused to operate on the hernia saying my stomach muscles were so strong that it presented no danger to me. I was glad to meet a surgeon who isn't knife happy.

After they released me from the hospital I have been feeling spirits healing my body. My neck is getting better after I started taking bone Maximizer a week ago and doing belly dance isolations. (I was a dancer for 20 years.) I am going to tell the surgeon that I am not going to go through with the surgery. I think that my back is healing itself.

I applied a year ago to prove I have precognitive dreams and never heard back from them.

http://www.mercola.com/2001/dec/26/mehpa.htm

I'm losing my Internet access soon but I thought I'd share this and leave it open for discussion.

I'm am disappointed he won but am glad that I live in one of the States in which Kerry took the lead.

This one is a true story:

My mom was going to Silva Mind control sessions. She would spend part of her evenings meditating in her dark room. My older sister who was 12 knocked on her bedroom door and asked, "Mom how do you menstruate in the dark?"

She is doing a lot better and I do discipline her (non violently) and set boundaries. There are many spirits that are drawn to our family.

Archnea, after reading some of your posts in the masturbation thread about incubus, my advice would be do something to get rid of these spirits. Please don't take this wrongly but you seem to be englamored by them, which is how they operate sometimes. If you allow them to stay there is the possibility that in the longterm your health may be affected and/or those living with you.

You also hint at that you know they are psychically attacking those who show you disrespect. You may feel that they are your "friends" for "defending" you but it sounds to me like they are using you.

If they are attacking your children then they aren't your friends. If you would like a real positive spirit as a guardian then I would suggest contacting the shaman I gave you the link to. Keep in mind though that some of the spirits you may have around you probably won't like that idea and might try to pursuade you against it.

I'm not really sure what else to say.

I plan to seal my home. As for the being who acts like an incubus: I agree that it has probably been feeding off of me and I have been rejecting it. This is hard for me to admit because I have grown addicted to Saul and enjoyed the company. In a way he helped me get the courage to leave my ex-husband. Now I will break my bond with Saul as well.

I am open minded about criticism and am thankful for the advice you and others have shared. My health is bad. I have been gaining weight for 11 years and don't even eat that much. People who live with me can't understand why I am so large. People who don't know me assume I eat all the time. I got up to 400 pounds last winter. A doctor told me I'd be lucky to live a year. He wanted me to do a gastric bypass. I refused. Since I got my c-pap machine to breath on at night and since I left my husband last February I have lost about 75 pounds. I still deal with many health problems. I walk many miles a week and love to swim. I believe I am healing.

I think the spirit who attacks people is of a deceased relative and I will also ask that individual to either go into the light or to keep his nose out of my business.

I can't afford to hire a shaman right now. I am not doing well financially at this time in my life. I will do what I can to seal myself and the children. I am not powerless myself. I just need to develop my skills. Luckily the therapist I see with my children studies these things as well and might have some insights when I see him next.

Archnea,
I was wondering about your invisibility experience. I saw you posted your experience on another thread.
I was wondering, do you know of any good books or Internet info on this topic? Invisibility.
Thanks.

It has been 16 years since I read anything about it and invisibility wasn't what I was studying at the time. I was reading books about the Celts and stumbled across things about invisibility. I wish I could remember the titles.

The man with the 5 year old felt the same way as you Makaveli. The gun you use to protect yourself can be used against you.

I lived in a bad neighborhood for many years in an inner city and had to walk home at night from work after the buses stopped running. I got out of many tight situations which could have cost me my life and not once did I need a weapon to protect myself. I used fearlessness and words but also one time a cat spooked two men who threatened to rape me away.

She is doing a lot better and I do discipline her (non violently) and set boundaries. There are many spirits that are drawn to our family. We have a few who fallow us from house to house who are loving and kind members of my family who passed away. The women and some of the men, in my family line for many generations have been sensitive to astral beings and ghosts.

My step father who is a warlock hates me for not just giving him the farm (that I helped purchase) when I was a teenager with a trust fund (I got when my father passed away). I did eventually sign it over to them but at a price. He has cast a curse or curses on me which I have been trying to seal myself from. The children have been near him recently and they ignored him. They see him as a Jekyll Hyde like their dad.

My daughter is upset with me for leaving her dad because he is marrying a woman who has spit mouthwash in her face two weeks ago and tried to push her religion on my daughter. My daughter is very upset with her fathers new fiance. Plus he is leaving to move to California in a few days.

I don't regret leaving him. He was drinking and getting mean. He is a very controlling person and I am relieved to be away from him.

I will seal my apartment and thanks Nita and Tayesin for your advice.

I'm in the US and don't like either candidate.  If I were to pick the lesser of two evils it would be Bush.  I wouldn't't want someone like Kerry in office because he is very anti-gun and I'm against most gun control.

I happen to be anti gun myself. Have you ever been threatened by one or known a loved one who had been shot?

I was like an aunt to a lad, who often lived with me when his parents were homeless. He nearly died when he was 16 because a 12-year-old got a hold of a gun and shot at him and some other boys (while they were playing basket ball). He was hit with shrapnel and nearly killed. He still has shrapnel next to his spine that the doctors couldn't remove. I also knew a 5-year-old who got her hands on her father's gun and shot herself in the face and died.

I don't want our Constitutional rights taken away but it's not like Bush hasn't chipped away at them himself.  So I wouldn't cry if anyone initiates some kind of gun control.