I have an experience that I would like to share, and a few questions. Lately, since it's summer, I've been waking up at around ten Am, then walking to my couch. I lie down with the intention of staying awake, but I soon fall asleep. Pretty much whenever I do this, I have an ld, then an OBE, it's great. So today I was tired in the afternoon(about 3:00) so I decided to take a nap. Soon my dream became lucid. Once I realized this I thought "hey, I'll have an Obe." Then I felt this sadness. My grandmother recently passed away, and I got really sad that she wouldn't be coming over for dinner on Sunday's anymore(it was a tradition), no sooner had I thought this then I felt the world began to spin, and I exited my body. It was really weird, because all I had to do was visualize her face and I began to leave my body. I thought "wow, she is closer to me then I realize." So soon I am sitting down in a chair with her, andI look in the background, and I see this cabana type place, and I felt like it was heaven, or whatever you want to call it. As cleche as it sounds, it was beautiful and I had a strong desire to go there. So I see my grandmother, and she looks her best, and I know that I have this have this stupid grin on my face. I ask her(come to think of it, this may have been telepathic) if she has a message for her family. She says(or thinks), "tell everyone that I love them" Then boom, it's over. It was great. Here are my questions. How can I differentiate between and obe and an ld? I had astral sight, and at one point I looked at my hands and they melted into a gold light. So can I say with confidence that this was an obe and not just a powerful dream. Oh, and can someone please describe exactly what astral sight is? I'd describe it as seeing through closed eyelids, because I am usually aware of my physical eyes being closed. Also, when I begin to think about my astal sight, the world becomes more blurry and unclear. Sorry for the length.
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