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Hi everyone!

First, I appreciate the kind posts and encouraging words.  Thank you very much and I sincerely mean that.   I would have responded sooner but I haven't been on the computer since I made the post.  So I am slowly getting better, which is good.

dpop--  I didn't even know medications could cause these kinds of illnesses.  When I heard of medications becoming toxic, I assumed the patient needed hospitalization and an IV.  I was never told the medication could cause this illness.  Maybe a detailed website should be created offering information about medications and what dangers they can cause to the body.  

It took my sister two weeks to find the warning concerning drug induced hepatitis by the medication I was taking but it was all the way at the way down the page written in a font even someone with perfect eyesight would need glasses to read.

Legend--  I understand what you meant about *fear*.  I've never had an illness like this.  The closest thing was chicken pox, but I was 4 and thankfully can't remember it.  

I realized fear is just as draining as anger and worry.  I just did not think it was a negative and draining part in this instance because it was related to a health issue instead of a life crisis.  I hope I am explaining it right.

hypnotist1--  I appreciate your offer.   I'll let you know, OK?

Nick--  I believe you are right about "there's a reason".  Since I found out about the drug induced hepatitis, I had slipped into a state of constant worry, fear, then anger, and finally acceptance that I can learn from this as I have everything else.  Maybe I needed to slow down and take time to read and think . . . to see where I am now and what direction I should take.

I have been showing my mom and sister the bigger picture in their current circumstances but I have failed to look at mine. LOL  Funny how life teaches lessons to you to help others only to have the one's you help teach you in return.

Thanks again to everyone!  

Sincerely,
Juliet

I hope Joan is recovering and doing better as well as her family.  My thoughts will be on her and her family.  God speed!

L & L,
Juliet

Hi everyone!  

I feel hesitant about posting this request because I don't like many people knowing about my health issues, except those I feel need to know for some reason.  However, I have become concerned about the way things are going.  Instead of improving, it seems I am getting complications.  Let me explain what I've been diagnosed with.

About two weeks ago, I found a medication I was taking became toxic, affecting my liver.  A few day later I discovered I have drug induced hepatitis, also called toxic hepatitis, caused by an overdose or toxicity of a drug.  The medication is toxic.  At that time, it was assumed I just had liver inflammation which was causing all the symptoms I had been experiencing.  Now it seems instead of the acute phase of hepatitis it was assumed I had, it has apparently developed into a worse case.  My feeling is it will be chronic hepatitis when all the tests and exams are completed because I have realized that the symptoms did not start in the last month like I thought (when they got worse) but began months ago, which I also have realized involve my kidneys.

I had been improving two days after the drastic decrease in the medication which brought on this [bleep] condition.  But I soon started getting a fever, chills, eye pain, migraines and the other signs indicative of kidney involvement as well as all the other draining symptoms of hepatitis.  I am concerned about the involvement of my kidneys, which can take a LONG time to recover in addition to the healing of the liver.  So I've got a long road ahead of me.  

Of course, I am apprehensive about my condition.  OK, I'll say it . . .  I hate to but I will . . . I am scared.  I am scared of all the months that passed as I took the medication as prescribed, noticed certain things, told my mom or my sister and they brushed it off because I felt they were right.  I didn't trust myself and I should have.  Over the last 4 months, I learned that lesson but in a different way and realized it applies to this situation too.  Now I might have damage that cannot be reversed.  

(The medication that caused this condition has brought on drug induced hepatitis in other patients taking the drug.  I found a website with actual referrals WHERE I LIVE to get an attorney and sue the doctor and the pharmaceutical company.     If I had only known about it before I started taking that damn pill!!! )

Please pray for me or send white light or positive energy or thoughts my way both for the illness and the area I live in.  

I live in an area with a great amount of negative energy--more than just ghosts/spirits.  Since our neighbors moved into their homes they have had bad luck (more than is normal), strange occurrences in their homes and yards, like my property, and one neighbor has lupus and has gotten worse.  My sister told me she thinks the energies in the area are complicating and exacerbating my illness--and other people's lives too.  

Concerning all the things that have happened to me, my sister, and mother; our neighbors; and the warring neighbors using witchcraft and Santeria against the other; well, it's obvious this area is not going to improve anytime soon so we are seeking another place to live.  Actually, we've found a better area with land that is 'receiving', calming, and generally the total opposite of where we live now.  I'm calling about two homes in that area tomorrow despite how [bleep] I feel.  I remembered a premonition I had over a year ago and I was in the state of health I am in now and getting worse, I was doing things to pack because we were moving.  I sense it falling into place--finding the home and unfortunately my health.  

I know a drug reached dangerously high toxic levels and I'm paying for it with my health right now but drug induced hepatitis eventually clears up.  It just depends on how long the drug had been at toxic levels in the body, what damage is done if in the chronic stage, and how long to recovery or how to live with the liver damage.  I just know the environment I live around now is not conducive to healing and progress, some neighbors never get better or not much, or they get worse.  

Send any positive energy or thoughts my way to have a complete recovery.  I am comforted in a way.  I have seen my guide and felt my guardian angels near.  I feel a positive presence around me all the time--I don't know if it's the same 'presence' or if different ones come, but I sense the latter.  I know other things are around too but I pay them no mind.  I do my thing; let them do whatever they do.    

I will continue to visit AP forums and post.  I can't resist coming and seeing how people are and what's on their mind in case I can answer something or offer something that might lead them in the right direction.    

Take care everybody!  

Love and Light,
Juliet

Hello, Ewok!

I can relate to your affinity toward animals.  I have always loved animals and have been sensitive to their emotions and signs physical distress.  Sometimes it's easier to trust a beloved dog or cat than someone that walks on two legs.  They are easier to trust and love because they do not ask for much in return.  At least, I felt that way when I was in my teens after several traumas I went through.  

I am not saying you feel that way.  I just thought I would share that with you because I harbored anger and pain for years that kept building and building.  Animals became my selfless companions that I could depend on when, at that time, when I could not, or would not, trust or depend on anyone else.  Cats, and dogs, helped me feel loved and safe--two things I did not feel and hid from everyone around me.  Very successfully too.  I am better now.  I'd say I have not felt this good in years.  I hope you will heal from the traumas you've experienced.  I let mine take over without realizing it.  

Have you witnessed an animal being hurt?  Something like this happened to me and I vowed I would save all the animals I could.  In a way, it became my mission.  I, too, volunteered at a Animal Shelter.  Despite the rules not to play with the animals, I would talk to them, pet them, rub their ears, and let them know someone cared because you never knew when their "day was up".  I did my best to get as many dogs and cats adopted but, despite my effort, I still felt like I could have done more.  I did not realize then that it was not my fault--referring to something I witnessed earlier that year that I was trying to rectify at that time, even though it was someone else's behavior.

When I started to get help for the experiences that occurred, I shut out all help.  Everyone.  I would not let anyone in, let alone touch me.  Why?  I didn't want to feel that pain and anger.  So I buried it inside, thinking it would go away and be forgotten.  That didn't happen.  It only made it worse.  However, I do know that a person cannot be made to get help, or accept healing unless they want it and allow it.  Hopefully, this will be soon for you.  

I am going to pray for you.  I know that may sound corny or even like it isn't much or won't work but it will work.  I know this because after everything I went through I met several people through the years that said they would pray for me.  I laughed at them silently, thinking God, or whoever you believe to be your god or goddess, Allah, or Buddha, did not care about me.  Otherwise, why would all of this have happened to me?  Slowly, I began to heal but it took a long time.  It has only been in the last four months or so that I have dealt with that pain and anger, seen it for what it was, and moved on, never to look back on it again.  A new chapter is beginning.  I changed how I looked at everything in my past.  Instead of traumas and tragedies, I decided to learn from them and move forward.  I sincerely hope you will be able to do the same.

I had the help of a wonderful lady who helped me through this, and still is.  In fact, I met her in these forums.  I don't know if she would want me to say her name so I won't.  

I was wondering about the times you experience a vision or something that resembles an AP experience.  Do they contain anything in them that happened during any of your traumas?  The reason I ask this is because, shortly after I had a major trauma, I developed Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, or PTSD.  It can bring on visions of incidents from traumas, or contain things concerning the context of the trauma, referred to as flashbacks, in visions; you can relive the smells, like perfume, cigarette smoke, car exhaust, etc., where you can actually smell something from that incident; you can even taste things from that incident; you can hear sounds that trigger a memory; you can have nightmares; you can experience tactile memories; insomnia; depression.  I just mentioned PTSD as something to consider.  I learned also that due to the traumas you can blame yourself and hate yourself, feeling you are to blame, even though deep inside you know it is not true.  Realizing you are not responsible for someone else's behavior can take time because of the effects of the entire experience on your mind, body, and soul.  

These feelings can lead to spontaneous, impulsive, and dangerous behavior to yourself and others.  If you reach this point, you need to seek a professional therapist/counselor that can help you deal with the traumas you experienced.  You may be referred to a psychologist.  It does not mean you are crazy or strange.  You just have to deal with your feelings, thoughts, and behaviors with someone that is trained to understand them and you so you can receive the help you need.  It will not happen overnight.  It will take time for the walls you built around yourself for protection to slowly come down and for you to realize you are still the one in control of you and your life.

If you are unable to pay for some services, all services, doctors/therapists/counselors, medications--if necessary for a while, ask about programs that help assist you with payment.  Since you are unemployed(last time I read), you could be eligible for programs that pay for all your doctor's and counseling appointments as well as any medications, if needed.  If you live in or near a large city with about 30,000+ people, chances are you will be able to find these services relatively easy.  Just call Human Services or any local facility that offers counseling, even a psychologist's office can point you in the right direction for such services for those with limited or no financial means to pay for adequate assistance.  Finding help with a counselor or psychologist may not be appealing, especially at first, but it will help figure out what's going on, like PTSD or something else.  Finding help with a priest or other religious figure, like a shaman, etc., is a good way to go as well.  The concern that must be dealt with first is not harming yourself or others, even though you may not be aware of it.  Medication does not always work but it is worth a try to ease some of the negative behavior.  Meditation also helps, especially using sound--like a mantra or music.  If you use music, it should be relaxing music that is positive, like classical or some new age music is good.  Also recordings of water, birds, and other aspects of nature are good.  Just avoid Metallica, Korn, Godsmack, and Rob Zombie, even if it's nice to head bang to.  :wink:  LOL  I like these groups but sometimes more positive music and sounds are needed.    :P    

I hope this doesn't sound like a info-commercial or sermon! LOL  It's just that I related to your post and identified with your feelings.  Part of me was "pulled" to respond to your post, even though I had no idea what I would say except what I felt and hoped for your well-being.  I will pray for your physical, mental, spiritual healing, like was done for me.  One day, your walls will come down.  You will heal and discover you are the Whole You.

Love and Light,
Juliet

I found out what I needed to.      

Take care,
Juliet

Go Juli!

So, problem better yet? How's NM?

Hi, Tyciol!  How are you?

Yeah, it's improving.  I am looking at things differently.  In short, things have changed and so have I.  I sincerely believe for the better.  Everyone has their ups and downs.  It's just how a person responds to them.

NM is NM.  Cold weather most of the time but, on occasion, we receive mild weather.  Not much to say about The Land of Enchantment lately.  The same stuff everyday. LOL  However, it's a treat to see the occasional coyote or roadrunner--that breaks the monotony.  

Take care,
Juliet

Hi, Bex! :D

It's still a mystery to me as to what it was I saw in the dream.  However, I have let go of the person I thought it was.  I have a future that does not have him in it, and that does not bother me.  I like having it that way.  I realize I am beginning a new chapter in my life but what it will lead to remains a mystery to me.  Not knowing is frustrating but all will unfold in good time.  That's my new philosophy! LOL

I appreciate the sharing of your rather personal experience.

Take care!

~ Juliet

Hello Juliet...
the purple figure was an NGR body, like u have, the colour is the essence of that one. has ur dreaming changed alot after this dream?

Yes, it has as well as other things about myself.  I know the changing will continue and never stop, which is life for everyone--change.  Life is change.  I am speaking of change in that context which occurs naturally in daily life and in other kinds of change too.  

What's an NGR body?

~ Juliet

Simply continue creating your reality, but be a little more careful about what your thinking, who your telling, and consider the consequences.
There's a very sage piece of scripture from the New Testament, that says "all things are possible, but not all things are beneficial." I think you've just discovered this for yourself!

You've got to sort out in your head what kind of things would be beneficial to you, not just in the short term, but in the long term as well, and keep your mind clearly focussed on those outcomes. Remember that whereever your thoughts dwell, so will you. Many people have no realisation that if they let their thoughts dwell on negative situations or outcomes to a problem, that is what they will create.

If you want to be rid of the situations that are troubling you, don't focus on the negatives of it, keep your mind firmly fixed on what you would like to see happen to resolve it. NEVER WISH ILL OR HARM ON ANOTHER, as the universe will always find a way of  returning the favour. Let your conscience and your karma be clear,  think of a favourable outcome for all involved, and stay focussed on the result you want. Don't worry about HOW it will come about, the universe knows how to handle the hows.

Regards,
James.

This is excellent advice.  I've done this without realizing at the time I was creating a negative pattern in my life.  However, I am doing my best to change this and can see an improvement in my life in all areas.  I've even begun letting go of resentments I've clinged to for a long time.    

Take heed to James's advice, which I think you have already begun to do.  I sincerely hope your situation improves and clears up soon.  I can understand your situation in some ways.  Good luck!

Love and Light,
Juliet

Hello everyone!

I am new to most of these topics.  In the past I have been able to meditate but not become so relaxed that I enter a trance or a state of "being."  

Today, as I was shielding (this is my 2nd day of shielding), I could not really shield.  (When I shield, I sit in a chair with the tips of my middle fingers and thumbs touching lightly.)  When I started shielding I seemed to be doing fine with the construction and such.  But, for some reason, this morning when I began to shield I became extremely relaxed, not what's happened the other times. (I became so relaxed during this "session" that when I decided to open my eyes I couldn't keep them open.  It took 8 to 10 minutes to shake the effects.)  Back to the attempt at shielding ...  As I let my thoughts cease I reached a little black cocoon inside of me where I was just "being."  

At this time, I became aware of my third eye which did not tingle like it usually does.  This time it was more like an increase in pressure in the third eye area--kind of like instead of the tingles and pressure I've experienced for almost 3 months, I had more pressure there, as if replacing the tingly sensations.  Maybe, to compensate??  I don't know.  I also noticed the back parts of my hands did tingle--from the thumb and underside of the palm back to my wrist.

Shortly, I became aware of images in my mind's eye.  Some looked like creatures from a computer game but--I recalled later this evening--I also saw countryside, a busy place with cars and people in a flurry of activity; I think people shopping.  Then, I'd see the real fast movements of what I think looked like the computer characters again.  It went back and forth frequently for a few minutes. (I wish I had had my tape recorder on so I could have taped it but I was so relaxed I doubt I could have spoken anyway.)

Then, I stopped the images and tried to focus on my shield again.  I still remained in that calm, relaxed state of "being" and was unable to shield--at least I don't think I was doing anything relating to shielding.  The feeling was peaceful.  I felt my third eye become more and more "aware."  Then, behind my shoulder to my right, I heard a humming, like a meditative hum coming from a person.  Nobody was in the room with me.  I made sure it could not have been anything around the house after the "session" like the TV or radio.  Everything was fine in the house.  A few minutes later I opened my eyes.  I had trouble keeping them open because I felt so sleepy and relaxed.  I've never experienced this before.

Can anyone help me with this??  Did I do something wrong?  What is it I did?  Can anybody explain this to me?  I have been doing things in the past 2 months that I don't know I do at times and don't have any conscious knowledge of how to do them.  I am trying to understand what is going on with me.  I've been able to manipulate energy to connect telepathically but I didn't realize what I was doing, how, or why.  Please, help me understand this somebody.  I'm not scared.  I'm confused and feel I need to know what I am doing, why if possible, and learn how to control it.  Any ideas, suggestions, advice, or comments--even referrals to websites or a book would help me.

Thanks!

Love and Light,

Juliet

Thanks Caroline!  I appreciate your response.

Love and Light,
Juliet

I've have shared dreams/mutual dreams, shared OBE's, shared meshing dreams.  Catmeow is right on about these dreams being linked by ESP, but I prefer to the telepathy.  I think anyone who dedicates themselves into sharing dreams can do it but it needs to motivated, "connected" people.  Depends on how close the bond between the two people, or others if there is more than 2 participating.  Intent is important too.  

It's possible.

~ Juliet

Do you mean if some one just send you some thing? and not you linking to that person first?


Easy, well sorta, pending your level of personal space and all that.

The image, sensation, or what ever is forced in.  As in you weren't doing anything and all of a sudden a thought or image not of you own design is there.  If you seem to be a natural receiver then this is more difficult because your brain is more or less always searching for the random thoughts thrown into the air so a directed message would register the same.  But if your mind is totally closed off and a thought is forced in it can have an almost nightmarish feel to it.  Being it is there, it's not your's, and you can't turn it off and are forced to deal with the thought.  Level of severity depends on the image or thought sent.  Cute and fuzzy is easy to deal with but there is still the mild feeling of invasion.

Hi, Cainam Nazier!  I appreciate the response you sent.   For a while I thought nobody was going to answer.  In 2002, I posted a question about a situation I was experiencing and I didn't start receiving answers until I discovered it a couple weeks ago under my new username.  It took two years. LOL  Anyway ...

I have another question.  Maybe you can shed some light on it or suggest a website that can help me.   Before I ask the question, I think I am a natural receiver.  But I don't get images from different people all the time; it just seems to be this person in particular.  (At least, I think it is him.  I met a adept APer, magician, and more abilities I'm sure now.  We met 15 years ago; I'm 30 now.  We've had a bond since we first saw each other.  We didn't speak until a month after we noticed each other.  Anyway ... here's the question)

How can I tell that an image or message I receive or pick up on from him is actually from him?  I have reason to think someone might be using our bond to get to me.  It goes deeper than that but I'll leave it at that.  Is there a way to see if the person I'm connecting with IS who I think they are?  Can someone impersonate another person?

Any help is welcome.

Thanks.

~ Juliet

How respectable is this person that told you this, to you??
There are many who can say such things, some would be there to do harm to you in what might seem an awkward way. But never the less you should be careful with what other's state about your life.

If you feel nothing is wrong, your doing fine and such, why bother to do this goose chase??

Remember, even if someone/something (evil?) with bad intensions is doing this to you, you will only get to learn of it.. all free will

Hi, Orchild!

The person who is helping me is someone I believe to be trustworthy and knows what they are talking about--they are related to this site.  I have been plagued by certain things for quite a long time and realized I needed help dealing with it.  

I do know something is wrong, which is why I am trying to rectify it.  A lot of things occurred that I need to deal with and I can't do it alone.  I know how to do things but I don't realize I do them sometimes and I do not know how to develop or control them.  

Free will ...  Hmmm.  I'm beginning to wonder exactly when I had it and when I gave it up and to whom and why.  I was young, naive, and trusting--maybe too trusting during a time of my life when I should have been trusting nobody.  Now I have so many walls up around myself I can't even get through them to find help myself.  Free will ... that's the question.  Whose the person doing the things to me and why?  I hope the person helping me can assist me in healing what damage has been done because I certainly can't do what this person does.  

I do want to thank you, and Andromache, for warning me and to remember that I am in control.  I know that.  Thanks.  

~ Juliet

Yes it is. It's just like looking at someones aura. If you're seeing a purple mass, that will be the aura of that particular spirit. you can equate the colours of a spirits aura to that of a person's aura.

:)
James.

Hi James!

How can you tell the purple aura of a live person from that of a spirit?  Well, let me just give you a brief explanation and give me your thoughts.

I dreamed on Monday, November 29, 2004.  I woke up at 7:07 a.m. to write it in my dream journal.  (I also keep a remote viewing journal.)  

I recall being on a ferris wheel in my dream.  The motion of it was boring so I decided to speed it up.  I sped it up very fast--like the feeling of going over a steep hill with a sudden slope on the other side.  I felt a familiar presence watching me.  I decided to get off the ferris wheel.

I found myself walking in a building filled with art on the walls and on pedestals.  I then felt this familiar presence next to me.  I thought it was James--not you, James W!  Someone from my past. LOL  I was feeling like having some fun so I created a laser gun and was shooting at the art but not destroying it--it was pretty.  I felt the presence of who I thought was, James, as they become frustrated because they wanted me to notice them.  (I could not see the person for some reason.  They were invisible to me but I sensed them there.  Also, I had just started becoming lucid on my own the week before.  However, I know I could do all this before just didn't know how to do it with my consciousness knowing.)  

Suddenly, the laser gun disappeared and I felt the person/presence leading me away from the art.  I was not scared;  I felt protected;  I felt I had dreamed with this person before.  If it's who I think it is, I've dreamed with him off and on for 15 years.

I knew, in a way, what was about to happen.  For an unknown amount of time, maybe seconds to a couple of minutes, I didn't realize consciously what this person/presence was doing.  Then, I became aware of fingers touching me intimately.  I felt it was who I'd dreamed with since I 15 years old.  I enjoyed it and wanted it to continue.  But ...

Then, I wanted to see his face.  I wanted to see him too.  I looked but saw nothing.  For some reason I relaxed and gazed into where I felt/knew his body was at.  I squinted, looking deeper and deeper, until I saw a purple light.  I was shocked.  I didn't know what it was.  I thought it could be his aura, but was not positive.  However, I slowly woke up.  I was still relaxed as I woke up.  Then, I saw an image in my mind's eye of James lying on a bed with a sheet draped over him.  (IMO, this was a case of remote viewing.  I've experienced it before.)

My question is:  Were my instincts correct?  I saw the purple light, which I now believe was his aura, and then connected to him telepathically to see that image.  (We've been linked that way since we met.)  Any ideas to help me figure this one out?

Anyone??

Thanks.

~ Juliet

Hi everyone!

Two nights ago, I dreamed of someone that is a talented magician, APer, and many other things as well.  (We used to be involved and share a special bond.)  In the dream, I had woken up in a bedroom, sensing this man's presence.  I felt intense feelings of tenderness, desire, love, and wanting.  I responded with the same intense emotions.  I could sense his energy; I tried to send my energy to him also so he could "sense" what I felt as well but don't know if succeeded.  (On another board, it was pointed out I have started energy manipulation.)  As I got out of the bed, I felt a strong pull to look around the house.  It was supposed to be my house but it was a different house in the dream.  

Anyway,  I walked into the next room and discovered a small circle made with white powder.  This puzzled me.  I wondered if something magical had happened while I had been asleep.  I decided to continue my investigation of the house, still feeling his presence. (It was never threatening.  More like a protective presence trying to communicate with me.)  As I walked into what I surmised was the living room, I saw a much bigger circle made with the same white powder.  It was about 12-13 feet in diameter.  For some reason, I knew I was to step inside.  As I stepped inside the circle, I felt all the emotions coming from this person (I know who it is).  My heart fills with jubilation/joy.  (It's like my soul wants to expand outward to join with this person for some reason.)  I sense he wants to be with me, cares for me still, and is helping me.  

I begin spinning inside the middle of the circle, clockwise, repeating, "He wants to be with me and still cares."  I express my desires for him as well both in words and in a different way--the latter way was not really a telepathic message, more like a soul message to his.  After I completed spinning, I stepped out of the circle.

I heard a car coming down the road outside.  I looked out the window and saw a black Trans Am (the kind Burt Reynolds used in Smokey and the Bandit) with the man I sensed in the beginning of the dream driving the car.  I was overjoyed.  He drove in a circle around the house I was in.  I also noticed the car changed from black to a red color, maybe a light red, can't recall.  Then, he drove off after letting his presence known to me.  

Then my sister appeared in the dream.  I didn't mention it to her because she wouldn't understand.  I began wondering what it meant and started doubting if it meant what I thought it did.  At that moment I heard the same Trans Am coming down the road again.  He came by the house again.  I was about to go outside to go with him when he disappeared.  It still satisfied me to know what the dream revealed to me.  In my mind, I had the thought/impression, "It's not time yet."  I took that for what it was and what it simply meant.  And I felt simply satisfied with what he had provided in the dream and allowed to reveal.  

Can someone tell me what the circles were there for?  I don't understand why I went inside the larger one and spun around.  Was it a spell of some sort?  It did not scare me and does not worry me.  I am just curious to know what the circles mean and the spinning and everything else.  If anyone can help me find out the meaning of this dream, I would appreciate it.  And I am POSITIVE magic was done.  I'm not sure if it was done in the astral or the dream state--I still have difficulty telling the difference between the two.

Any help figuring this out is welcome.

~ Juliet

Hi!  I am learning remote viewing; it was happening naturally so I decided to develop it.  Can anyone explain what frontloading is?  And outbounding?  Also skelpting?  Also, can someone tell me how to tell when I'm sending the information and how to tell when I'm receiving the information?  The connection is tight and it's hard for me to tell who is doing what.  Any help is appreciated.

~ Juliet

Andromache, thanks for the links.  I appreciate it.

I'll read 'em now.

~ Juliet

Try it again, see if the same thing happens. Repetition is the best way to verify the cause of something, as certain factors may be absent that were before the true cause of it. Also, you may want to try without other person and see what happens, it may be them and not you. Who knows?

Power can be surprising, I'm quite sure I'll be surprised if I experience it.

I was given the spell through an email and did it on my own.  I've experienced sensations before when doing other spells but I rarely do them.  These sensations were the most intense I'd ever experienced.  Maybe somethings changed.  Who knows?

~ Juliet

Can someone explain to me what this is and what its purpose is?  This person helping me said that it was a man and woman, parents in their 40's or 50's, that blame me for something that happened to them.

Sorry everyone but the last part of this last sentence is supposed to read to their family.

~ Juliet

P.S.  I have no idea what I could have done.

Maybe someone can help elaborate on this.

I have been told by a respected person with certain abilities that a talented magician is doing bad things to me.  Obviously this person is far more advanced than I am and I do not know how to handle the situation.  Any ideas?  Also, this person helping me said I had a dark spirit near me that was overshadowing me.  Can someone explain to me what this is and what its purpose is?  This person helping me said that it was a man and woman, parents in their 40's or 50's, that blame me for something that happened to them.  I don't know what it is I could have done or even who these people are.  I'm not sure how to go about dealing with this situation.   Anything that might help or inform me is appreciated.  The person helping me is not revealing much although I ask a lot of questions.  I wonder if there is something more than she can say right now.  I trust her.  I don't know what's up though.  Anyway ... any ideas, thoughts, suggestions, or advice is welcome.  Just trying to see all the angles.

~ Juliet
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I am not a regular practitioner of magic although I have done several spells through the years.  Nothing this strong has ever happened before.

Well, I did a spell yesterday, the first one I've done in years.  A friendly and nice person is helping me due to several factors--serious ones.  Before I did the spell, I relaxed and calmed my mind.  I felt very relaxed, like in a meditative state.  As I did the spell, each time I did each segment I felt intense vibrations increase and warmth spread throughout my body.  After I completed the spell, I felt the need to close my eyes.  I felt myself entering a trance-like state, similar to the alpha state used in meditation.  I felt drawn into myself.  I allowed it to lead me for a few minutes.  Then I pulled myself out of it because nothing like this has ever happened before when doing magic.  Can someone explain what this means and why it occurred?  It didn't scare me but it made me notice that something was different this time.  Any ideas??

Thanks!

~ Juliet

The question was, after the Astral Physical Split, whether just the physical could see an Aura.  Now, when you saw your boyfriend, you were not split off and so you had available to you both your Physical Senses AND your Astral Senses -- you may have seen your boyfriend with your Third Eye, as they call it.  

Also, since your boyfriend is an Adept, that could explain why YOUR Third Eye was open... it is written in the Sanskrit Ancient Literatures that in the presence of 'Adepts' the Third Eye will open.  Chakras opening up is like the contagion of laughter... they all open up.

Thanks Leo for the information.  You learn something new everyday...

~ Juliet

t this morning, it would be REALLY useful if the authors of this website could provide a little program which we could run separately.  The little program would have all of the formatting options available on the web site, together with a "preview" option.  But most importantly, it would have a "save" button to save your half-finished post to a text file on your hard drive.  In this way every time you clicked "save" you knew your post was safe from glitches and crashes.  When ready, just cut and paste back into the web site.

This would also benefit the web site - I'm sure a lot of the traffic on your web server is people hitting the "preview" button.  I was getting "database connection" error messages whilst clicking "preview", so the "preview" function is obviously costly.

waddyathink?

catmeow

Sounds like a winner of an idea to me.  Hot it does sound like it would be costly and operating this website is expensive.  Maybe if more donations were made??  It's a good idea.  Maybe it will come to fruition.  One can hope ...

Until there is always wordpad! :lol:

It would be my guess that the Astral Senses would be with the Astral Body, and that the Physical Body would have only its physical senses to perceive with.  So the only way the Physical Senses could perceive an Astral Body would be for the Astral Body to transmogrify some energy down to a level of vibration whereby the physical eyes could sense it.

Here we would be touching upon an argument similar to the protoplasmic explanation of how ghosts can suddenly become visible -- that they somehow are able to wrap themselves up in a semi-physical energy or sheath of matter.  

But on an ordinary basis, Astral Bodies are invisible to the physical senses (correct me if I am wrong).

I guess sometimes the astral boy is invisible.  However, I have seen one--my boyfriend in my teens.  It's possible but how it occurs is a mystery to me.  He was and is very adept.  I haven't seen him, in the real world, in over 10 years, but I know he's still adept and even better.  I wish I knew how to answer the question with an explanation of how someone can project their astral body to a person but I am not on that level.  Just thought I'd share ...

~ Juliet