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Nathan, Frank and Projector,
Since you have all had this similar experience I ask if you guys ever felt back in childhood or even now as being 'The One' like in the Matrix or feeling we have a very special mission in life.Like Nathan said "I know that I've been picked for something and I don't feel bad about saying that here". I know 'The One'  feeling can seem egocentric and even pathological, but if you acknowledge it as being an universal experience - not just you - then it's perfectly healthy. I never had that kind of experience but felt as being 'The One', or picked for somth like neo in Matrix, when I was a child.
Projector: you said "I know what I must accomplish within the spiritual planes.". Can you share what it is? (If it's a private thing then forget)

cesm23,

I live in Portugal too... Lisbon ;-!

You know, some ppl who have been working in past lives with energy naturally are born much more sensitive. Some ppl really have a bad time getting something out of it. I work so hard to project and then this 14 year old kid (who is clairvoyant) tried in a workshop for the first time and projects... I was jealous . But if you are interested in energy work for this life and the next don' give up, start with this:

Well, do you pee your bed every night? I guess you dont! So it means that you can program your subconscious to not tinkle in bed. You learned it, it's a fact, you weren't born with that ability... you ticked your bed for many years. Well, if you can learn to not to peeeeee than you can learn to become lucid in your dreams. Just program yourself before sleeping say to yourself 10, 100, 1000? times that you will know you are dreaming tonight (hey I know it's much easier when you have a father to punish you when you don't do it, but times change).

Anyway, do you want to start having psychic experiences like comunicating with other beings etc...? Start with lucid dreaming because it's impossible you can't do it... you don't pee anymore so... In lucid dreans normal ppl can learn to remote view etc...


Hope this helps, have fun

I have some interesting books of Waldo Vieira, but the workshops of IAC offices around the world are what's really worth (especially if you can get a veteran projector as your teacher). I say this because in terms of projection techniques you already know everything from the web, no need to buy his books. However what's worth in IAC press is that they have built a very coherent and structured scientific system for studying all consciousness related phenomena, and a very sound existential view of the human being and his evolution. Giving some examples:

Waldo Vieira invented the PENTA task: The Personal Energetic Task, where each day always at the same time for the rest of your life, your helpers (non-physical human beings) come near your body to help you practice energetic work. At the same time you can give energies to beings in need who are sometimes brought by your helpers.

Waldo also invented the concept of the Mini-Piece in a Maxi-Mechanism. When you start projecting more often you become part of a 'helping others program' directed by very evold beings. So you are a mini-piece in a very big helping scheme. You project and somewhat are guided to go rescue or help some other astral being, many times stuck in dense regions of the astral, etc...

Waldo also proposes that we should constantly be in an assistential posture, that is you should always be alert to your environment looking for beings (physical or not) in need of energies, then by the techniques you exteriorizing energies to can donate some.

He also clarified the concept of Serenissimus.... and the post could go forever...

You can check what books they have at the link Publications at www.iac.org, but going to classes is what is really worth.

MiddleWay,

I've seen those Cloudy beings you mentioned while projected... they tend to want to stick to my body even if I fight them. They are Negs and they want to drain your energy. Don't blame them, they're just trying to survive. Instead, do as Waldo Vieira of IAC (www.iacworld.org) tells: give them energy freely but don't let them get close to you and drain you. Give energy by the exteriorization method (see articles on www.iacworld.com) and they might let you alone... unless they want something else.

Hello,

I am now 24 and completely free of panic attacks. It started when I was 17, kind of out of the blue and they lasted 3 years (look at my nickname I even joke of it today). But at the time it was hell, it was Just Horrible, for normal ppl to understand what a panic attack is then they should be in a plane that is going to crash... and at the last moment it doesn't crash... now if they could observe their body/thoughts/emotions/adrenalin/etc... at that moment they they knew what panic is.

Anyway, what I want to ask you is what kind of meds are u taking? If it's Seroxat then you will have a hell of a bad time withdrawing. I think most Anti-Deprss today are almost worse than the illness itself. Withdrawing from Seroxat gives panic attacks even in a normal person. Healthy ppl withdrawing from Anti-Dep. may become really sick: tiredness/Insomnia/appetite problems/pains/dizziness/anxiety etc... . The good point is that you can withdraw of any med if you go really slow and supervised by a Doctor. You will suffer, but look at me, I had really bad panic attacks and now I'm free and without medication. How did I do it?

My panic attacks were the 'I'm going to die' kind. So I figured out I had a big problem with death. I had a death phobia. It took me years changing my beliefs (I was not at all spiritual at the time) and personality until I came to terms with it. My mother has panic attacks so the genetic vulnerability is there but I believe that by CHANGING deeply your personality/way of being/beliefs/posture/friends/interests/family relationships/etc... you can set yourself free. The genetics are there but I believe Panic Disorder has always a psychological origin, so, it always has a psychological/spiritual cure. However energy work didn't do much for me. You should work on your mind/Ideas.

You can get off the meds, but  you must be prepared to suffer, you will have panic attacks, you will be tired, sleepy or insomniac, you will have pains etc... but it's possible I Know It.

Fell free to keep in touch

Hello CaCoDeMoN, nice post! It has over 50 replies...
I still have this questions:

- I read through joyofsatan.com and there is nothing in there of neo-nazi  kind of s**t. 666blacksun though is 100% neo-nazi but I haven't read anything that states there is a connection between the two sites. What do you know about this?

- When you started third eye opening meditation did you already had some clairvoyant abilities? Can you explain in more detail what you see in dark rooms? What did you feel when 3rd eye opened?

- If 3rd eye opening makes you see the other dimension, what happens when you open your heart chakra?


Thank you for your time

I usually feel heaviness in my forehead chakra (I think Bruce calls it brow chakra), and after awhile I feel drained. The heaviness is very noticeable as well as the loss of energy. I do not however feel any presence or strange emotions nor pains.

Tayesin,

I don't understand that thing of parts of the higher self reincarnating. Does that mean there is One Higher self for more than one person?

Another thing is that it seems to me that helpers/guardians/guides are weaker than negs... why don't they effectively protect us against negs? Even the weaker ones? It also seems to me that helpers help is very limited I don't feel them... however I do feel when some neg is sucking my energies.

I browsed your site and liked it very much, we all thank you to share what you know  

cinnabardk,

I have had some Lucid Dreams where I think I wake up in reality but then I'm still in the dream, and than wake up again in another place thinking that finally I'm in reality but after a while I realize I'm still in the dream etc... so much that after 5 min of waking in reality I still doubt a bit that I might be still dreaming.

However I never interpreted it as alternate realities of myself but rather having dreams inside dreams. Still I think my experiences are not quite the same as yours cos I never felt living whole days in my dreams and then waking up to notice only 70 minutes have passed. (I'm referring here to another of your posts). I think your experiences are very interesting and fascinating.

What makes you think these are alternate incarnations instead of dreams inside dreams?

I'd be very glad you posted any new experiences here... Thanks a Lot

Norman Paulsen is a disciple of Paramahamsa Yogananda (sorry for the spelling). In his book Sacred Science he gives a meditation method that goes like this:

1 - While breathing in, feel the Life Force (prana) traveling along the spine from the coccis to back of the head.

2 - Hold a bit the breath

3 - Exhale feeling the Life Force descend through the hollow spine from back of the head to the coccis.

4 - Hold a bit the breath


Has anyone tried this meditation? What are the signs of progress?
Is it true that this meditation is similar to kriya yoga?

Thanks.

1 - Is there any Software to make Hemi-Sync like sounds?

2 - Are Hemi-Sync tunes available to the general public or do I have to buy that very expensive 'Gateway Experience' set from Monroe Institute?

3 - Can anyone commercialize music with those frequencies or is it patented from Monroe Institute?


Thanks

Hello, here is my story:

4 years is the time a spirit has been draining all my energy to the point I would always be tired no matter how much sleep and rest I would get. It got to the point where I was really suffering and having a dirty life... my main symptoms were energy loss including heaviness in brow chakra that looked like but no exactly similar to sleepiness. I also wanted to commit suicide but didn't have the courage... I was emotionally imbalanced. I went to many doctors with no effect until I appointed with medium. She told me about the neg and prescribed a prayer and a cleansing shower with a plant I only know the name in Portuguese... sorry. Anyway believe it or not I'm fine now, it's a miracle after 4 years I thought I would never be well again. The medium also said that the entity was suffering a lot and that I helped it, so one day he will reincarnate on earth to help me.
Yes some negs aren't really doing on purpose but they just cling for all they're worth to something that can bring them a bit of light. The medium also told me that I have some mediunity thus making me more vulnerable so I have to take special precautions.

Now comes the advice from my experience, these are proven facts for me:

1 - There are plants that when burnt or soaked in your bath help cleaning from negative influences.

2 - Prayer has a real effect other than just auto-suggestion, although I can't explain the mechanics of it. I pray to Saint Michael.

3 - Always have steel (yes the material) in your left pocket as it protects you from negs. It really worked for me, before I would enter a room with some neg and after 10 min I would feel this heaviness in my brow chakra along with energy loss. Wearing steel has also protected me against neg influences on mood - suddenly I would feel enraged for no reason.

4 - Above all watch your thought patterns and try to behave the way you rationally would like to behave.

5 - If you know a medium (a real one, and one you trust) have an appointment! Or would you rather wait a lifetime developing your abilities until you can deal with it on your own?

Well this is it, it's just another story but it's always useful to share.

Robert Bruce and others report that the cause of fatigue while doing energy work lies in the fact that because our energy system may not be that fit as we begin, we spend more energy cleaning the 'plumps' than we actually store... and that's true... but there is more to it. It's sometimes the case that our energy 'plumps' are quite good but we are just making exaggerated mental effort to raise energy. That's what I was doing and I was feeling the energy but it's better to feel less energy doing it in a more relaxed state and at the end feel re-energized.

Beware as the symptoms of exhaustion, emotional crisis, etc are very real... I had them until I realized I shouldn't make this load of mental effort to raise the energy.

Activating the sex chakra probably happened to many while doing energy work... it just happens like activating any other chakra so why not explore it further?
I'm new to energy work and have been trying to produce the vibrational state to achieve an obe with only minor successes. Until I discoverd that massaging with awareness hands the sex chakra and trying to reach orgasm actualy produce quite good vibrational states. I wonder if reaching orgasm I would project with minor effort.
Anyway, why would the orgasm method be a good alternative to achieve obe? Because many people dont know whats the vibrational state and what to do to achieve it, but they surely know how to try to reach an orgasm with awareness hands. Plus, while doing it (like doing normal sex) you have a strong motivation to continue doing it harder and harder even if you are getting tired. This method is better achieved with abstinence from sex until one develops an urge for it.
The sexual energy is really powerful... we shouldn't waste it.

Does anyone here share similar experiences? I wonder if anyone has actulay achieved OBE using this method.